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Peter Watts 230 <strong>Blindsight</strong><br />

drives over the spot you were standing. You knew it was coming,<br />

somehow. You just don't know how you knew."<br />

"It's wild," I agreed.<br />

"These scramblers—they know the answers, Siri. They're<br />

intelligent, we know they are. But it's almost as though they don't<br />

know they know, unless you hurt them. As if they've got<br />

blindsight spread over every sense."<br />

I tried to imagine it: life without sensation, without any active<br />

awareness of one's environment. I tried to imagine existing like<br />

that without going mad. "Do you think that's possible?"<br />

"I don't know. It's just a—a metaphor, I guess." She didn't<br />

believe that. Or she didn't know. Or she didn't want me to know.<br />

I should have been able to tell. She should have been clear.<br />

"At first I just thought they were resisting," she said, "but why<br />

would they?" She turned bright, begging eyes on me, pleading for<br />

an answer.<br />

I didn't have one. I didn't have a clue. I turned away from Susan<br />

James, only to find myself facing Robert Cunningham:<br />

Cunningham the mutterer, fingers tapping against tabletop<br />

interfaces, inner eyes blinded, vision limited now to the pictures<br />

ConSensus sketched in airspace or threw against flat surfaces for<br />

everyone to see. His face remained as empty of feeling as it had<br />

ever been; the rest of his body twitched like a bug in a spiderweb.<br />

He might as well have been. We all might. Rorschach loomed<br />

barely nine kilometers away now, so near it might have eclipsed<br />

Ben itself if I'd been brave enough to look outside. We had closed<br />

to this insane proximity and parked. Out there, Rorschach grew<br />

like a live thing. In there, live things grew, budded like jellyfish<br />

from some demonic mechanical substrate. Those lethal, vacant<br />

corridors we'd crept along, frightened of the shadows planted in<br />

our heads—they were probably filling with scramblers right now.<br />

All those hundreds of kilometers of twisted tunnels and passages<br />

and chambers. Filling with an army.<br />

This was Sarasti's safer alternative. This was the path we'd<br />

followed because it would have been too dangerous to release the<br />

prisoners. We were so deep inside the bow shock that we'd had to<br />

shut down our internal augments; while Rorschach's

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