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Sheep in the Road

Intended as a set of occasional volumes. A mix of written pieces, artwork and photographs ... described as a profound affront to common sense, lateral thinking gone haywire and lost in translation, cheap suits with very few abbreviations ...

Intended as a set of occasional volumes.
A mix of written pieces, artwork and photographs ... described as a profound affront to common sense, lateral thinking gone haywire and lost in translation, cheap suits with very few abbreviations ...

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It would appear her only abid<strong>in</strong>g sources of happ<strong>in</strong>ess<br />

came with her marriage to Pawel Byk (who died recently<br />

after a brief battle with cancer), and <strong>the</strong> birth of <strong>the</strong>ir<br />

daughter, Ann. Happy memories needed to be cultivated<br />

and re-<strong>in</strong>troduced for <strong>the</strong>m to counter her rem<strong>in</strong>iscences<br />

which dwell almost exclusively on <strong>the</strong> sad aspects of her life.<br />

Ca<strong>the</strong>r<strong>in</strong>e and Pawel, called Kitty and John by family and<br />

friends, pass (and passed) through life leav<strong>in</strong>g, it seems,<br />

only <strong>the</strong>ir humanity to remember <strong>the</strong>m by. They are held<br />

with great affection by Ann, who, as <strong>the</strong>ir only daughter,<br />

is <strong>the</strong>ir one true, supportive, committed, constant and<br />

staunchest ally aga<strong>in</strong>st anyth<strong>in</strong>g that gave <strong>the</strong>m reason for<br />

concern.<br />

In any o<strong>the</strong>r situation Ca<strong>the</strong>r<strong>in</strong>e would have been noones’<br />

fool, but unable to break from <strong>the</strong> years of endur<strong>in</strong>g<br />

psychological mischief, her circumstances dictated her life,<br />

leav<strong>in</strong>g her with a house-proud fetish – and a duster <strong>in</strong><br />

her hand.<br />

Sadly, as time went by, only her Welshness, those friends<br />

ga<strong>in</strong>ed at <strong>the</strong> Spiritualist Church and her immediate<br />

family, where she was a great-grandmo<strong>the</strong>r, offered her<br />

any solace <strong>in</strong> what she saw as an <strong>in</strong>creas<strong>in</strong>gly wicked and<br />

alien world.<br />

The f<strong>in</strong>al <strong>in</strong>sult awarded to one whose life seemed so full<br />

of life’s back-handers is to suffer <strong>the</strong> paranoia of an ever<br />

advanc<strong>in</strong>g dementia, have to move <strong>in</strong>to a Home, not<br />

know where she is or remember people or conversations<br />

… and have to endure all <strong>the</strong> result<strong>in</strong>g corrupted flights of<br />

bewilderment and thought that that implies.<br />

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