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"Yes," she said. She held the bon-bon in her hand. She was not looking at him. "I<br />

know what you're thinking," she whispered.<br />

"What?"<br />

"When you got to the house and I wasn't there. I know what you're thinking."<br />

Horace watched her, her averted face. "You said tonight was the time to start paying<br />

you."<br />

For a while he looked at her. "Ah," he said. "O tempora! O mores! O bell!<br />

Can you stupid mammals never believe that any man, every man--You thought<br />

that was what I was <strong>com</strong>ing for? You thought that if I had intended to, I'd have waited<br />

this long?"<br />

She looked at him briefly. "It wouldn't have done you any good if you hadn't<br />

waited."<br />

"What? Oh. Well. But you would have tonight?"<br />

"I thought that was what--"<br />

"You would now, then?" She looked around at Goodwin. He was snoring a little.<br />

"Oh, I dont mean right this minute," he whispered. "But you'll pay on demand."<br />

"I thought that was what you meant. I told you we didn't have--If that aint enough<br />

pay, I dont know that I blame you.<br />

"It's not that. You know it's not that. But cant you see that perhaps a man might do<br />

something just because he knew it was right, necessary to the harmony of things that it be<br />

done?"<br />

The woman turned the bon-bon slowly in her hand. "I thought you were mad<br />

about him."<br />

"Lee?"<br />

"No. Him." She touched the child. "Because I'd have to bring him with us."<br />

"You mean, with him at the foot of the bed, maybe? perhaps you holding him by<br />

the leg all the time, so he wouldn't fall off?"<br />

She looked at him, her eyes grave and blank and contemplative. Outside the clock<br />

struck twelve.<br />

"Good God," he whispered. "What kind of men have you known?"<br />

"I got him out of jail once that way. Out of Leavenworth, too. When they knew he<br />

was guilty."<br />

"You did?" Horace said. "Here. Take another piece. That one's about worn out."<br />

She looked down at her chocolate-stained fingers and the shapeless bon-bon. She<br />

dropped it behind the cot. Horace extended his handkerchief.<br />

"It'll soil it," she said. "Wait." She wiped her fingers on the child's discarded<br />

garment and sat again, her hands clasped in her lap. Goodwin was snoring regularly.<br />

"When he went to the Philippines he left me in San Francisco. I got a job and I lived in a<br />

hall room, cooking over a gas-jet, because I told him I would. I didn't know how long<br />

he'd be gone, but I promised him I would and he knew I would. When he killed that other<br />

soldier over that nigger woman, I didn't even know it. I didn't get a letter from him for<br />

five months. It was just when I happened to see an old newspaper I was spreading on a<br />

closet shelf in the place where I worked that I saw the regiment was <strong>com</strong>ing home, and<br />

when I looked at the calendar it was that day. I'd been good all that time. I'd had good<br />

chances; every day I had them with the men <strong>com</strong>ing in the restaurant.

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