the explorers journal - The Explorers Club
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<strong>The</strong>re is something patently absurd about loving<br />
a landscape for its intrinsic resemblance to ano<strong>the</strong>r<br />
planet. Yet in <strong>the</strong> Andes, like Nathalie, I find<br />
myself falling in love with a pile of rocks because<br />
<strong>the</strong>y could conceivably be heaped and scattered<br />
just so on Mars. This is <strong>the</strong> calling and curse of<br />
nomads, who have eyes always for <strong>the</strong> land of beyond.<br />
And when <strong>the</strong> land of beyond happens to be<br />
ano<strong>the</strong>r planet, your feet are never wholly planted<br />
on this Earth. But for <strong>the</strong> High Lakes Project team,<br />
seeking <strong>the</strong> alien on Earth is less about escape,<br />
and more about connection, about seeing <strong>the</strong><br />
cosmic in <strong>the</strong> concrete.<br />
And sometimes, this<br />
means feeling most in<br />
our element precisely<br />
when we should feel<br />
most out of it.<br />
Back at Hotel<br />
Chillyfornia after a<br />
long day of fieldwork,<br />
<strong>the</strong> porters chuckle at<br />
our clo<strong>the</strong>s and faces<br />
crusted with fine desert<br />
dust. Fossilized ourselves, more mineral than<br />
mammal, we bear <strong>the</strong> telltale signs of sojourners<br />
in a land beyond time.<br />
Our few minutes on <strong>the</strong> summit of Aguas Calientes<br />
are up, and we must descend. We chuck science<br />
aside like so much excess baggage, and make a<br />
break for home.<br />
As we rush off <strong>the</strong> volcano, I am strangely<br />
void of panic over possible annihilation by eruption.<br />
Awe lodges in my throat like some kind of<br />
palpable immensity I can’t quite swallow. We skid<br />
down <strong>the</strong> scree slope, graceless as an avalanche,<br />
and inhale a rotten-egg atmosphere of sulfur. <strong>The</strong><br />
sun ignites <strong>the</strong> Altiplano below, and <strong>the</strong> desert<br />
blazes infernal beneath an indifferent indigo sky.<br />
Lakes gleam as lapidary and inscrutable as <strong>the</strong><br />
stars. In this raw slant of light and mood, <strong>the</strong><br />
world has never looked so awesome, so fiercely<br />
alien. Lurching down this unstable slope, I find<br />
myself flung far<strong>the</strong>r than ever before, far<strong>the</strong>r than<br />
<strong>the</strong> Andes, more remote than Mars, hurtled into<br />
orbit around <strong>the</strong> infinitely dense, infinitely absurd<br />
enigma that is our existence.<br />
Before I know it, this orbit swoops me back<br />
to Earth. A volcano that took two days to climb<br />
takes barely three hours to descend, and soon<br />
we are back on <strong>the</strong> relatively safe surface of <strong>the</strong><br />
Altiplano. At basecamp, we hear <strong>the</strong> full story<br />
from <strong>the</strong> porters, who are in radio contact with<br />
civilization: a Richter scale 7.7 earthquake rocked<br />
<strong>the</strong> coast of Chile just 150 kilometers away. <strong>The</strong><br />
concrete walls of Hotel Chillyfornia wobbled like<br />
wet noodles, Láscar belched a sulfurous cloud,<br />
and <strong>the</strong> quake triggered rockslides on all sides<br />
of Aguas Calientes except <strong>the</strong> very side we happened<br />
to be climbing. In <strong>the</strong> end, we were just<br />
plain lucky. Elsewhere, o<strong>the</strong>rs were less fortunate:<br />
two people in a nearby<br />
village were killed, and<br />
hundreds more injured<br />
by falling buildings.<br />
In this universe of<br />
fickle foundations,<br />
perhaps confusing<br />
poise for permanence,<br />
and rock for solid, is<br />
a necessary coping<br />
mechanism. Stone<br />
by cell, <strong>the</strong> world is<br />
unendingly transmuted by forces tectonic and<br />
microbial, temporal, and mineral. But even as<br />
<strong>the</strong> ground quakes beneath our feet, what else<br />
can we do but steel ourselves against dizziness<br />
and stumble on through <strong>the</strong> flux. <strong>The</strong>re are risks<br />
in wandering <strong>the</strong> volatile unknown, but <strong>the</strong>re<br />
are also chance sightings of <strong>the</strong> sublime in unabashed<br />
force, glimpses of gato andino grace<br />
in volcanic violence. Whe<strong>the</strong>r in <strong>the</strong> Andes or on<br />
Mars, whe<strong>the</strong>r voyaging to distant lands or remote<br />
reaches within ourselves, <strong>the</strong> goal of exploration is<br />
to emerge both shaken and stirred.<br />
Whatever high-altitude lakes and volcanoes in<br />
<strong>the</strong> Andes might ultimately teach us about life on<br />
ancient Mars, <strong>the</strong>y taught me an awful lot about life<br />
on Earth. Just before we scrambled off <strong>the</strong> summit<br />
of Aguas Calientes, I stole a glance into <strong>the</strong> volcanic<br />
crater lake. My reflection was warped in <strong>the</strong><br />
corrugated, ruby waters, but it revealed a truth so<br />
simple and so staggering that I am reeling still: <strong>the</strong><br />
only aliens in <strong>the</strong> Andes are <strong>the</strong> lot of us.<br />
b i o g r a p h y<br />
Kate Harris (SM ‘04) is a young scientist, wilderness conservationist,<br />
and writer. Her participation in this expedition was made possible by<br />
a Scott Pearlman Field Award from <strong>The</strong> <strong>Explorers</strong> <strong>Club</strong>.<br />
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