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BLUEBELL WALKS<br />
AT RUSHALL FARM<br />
Come and enjoy a family walk<br />
in the bluebell woods at Rushall Manor<br />
Saturday 1st and Sunday 2nd May<br />
11am – 6pm<br />
Walks up to 5 miles<br />
Wheelchair access to bluebells<br />
Refreshments available<br />
Donation <strong>of</strong> £5 adults/£2 children<br />
All proceeds to the<br />
Reading Multiple Sclerosis Society<br />
Rushall Manor is <strong>of</strong>f Back Lane, Bradfield<br />
movement) right where I live, I know it’s the<br />
last thing the authorities want to happen.<br />
Small wonder then, that since I arrived, I’ve<br />
had frequent visits from secret police. <strong>The</strong>y<br />
turn up in civilian dress but are fairly<br />
conspicuous due to their inordinate interest in<br />
things that none <strong>of</strong> my neighbours would ever<br />
be interested in.<br />
<strong>The</strong> man who visited me every week during<br />
my first year here wanted to know everything<br />
about everything. So, as soon as it became<br />
apparent that he wasn’t just being friendly, I<br />
plied him with all kinds <strong>of</strong> info as soon as he<br />
came through the door.<br />
I told him where I was going, who I was<br />
seeing, how much I was paying for everything I<br />
bought, what I thought about my home<br />
country, and a good deal <strong>of</strong> other useless<br />
information. <strong>The</strong> poor man ended up with more<br />
data than he knew what to do with – and that<br />
was before he’d even asked his first question!<br />
At the same time, I worked hard to be his friend.<br />
I asked about his family and invited him to bring<br />
them over for a visit – which he did, once I<br />
assisted my tame ‘spy’ with job applications and<br />
did many other things to help him.<br />
Doing this took some <strong>of</strong> the tension out <strong>of</strong> his<br />
frequent and <strong>of</strong>ten inconvenient visits and<br />
helped me to see this man as a potential brother<br />
in Christ rather than a time-consuming irritant.<br />
My mail is opened, but I see to it that I only<br />
receive care packages rather than personal<br />
letters at my home address – so it really doesn’t<br />
matter. <strong>The</strong> people monitoring my mail only<br />
look at it, they never take anything.<br />
I also take it for granted that my phone<br />
conversations are monitored, along with all the<br />
on-line activity. It creates a certain amount <strong>of</strong><br />
stress, but I pretend that this is perfectly<br />
normal, and try not to let it bother me!<br />
A few months ago I was speaking with a local<br />
believer who lives under far greater pressure<br />
than I do. He reminded me that if the<br />
government is upset with me it will simply<br />
throw me out <strong>of</strong> the country. If it gets upset<br />
with him, he will go to prison, or worse.<br />
His simple advice was, ‘Jesus said that we should<br />
let everyone see our light rather than hiding it<br />
away and that is what we should do.’ Good<br />
advice, yes! But the burden for me is how to let<br />
my light shine without doing something unwise<br />
that could create grief for my brothers and sisters.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re are believers in CANs who suffer each<br />
day for the cause <strong>of</strong> Christ, and although I<br />
know that God can use their tears to work out<br />
his purposes, I don’t want to unnecessarily<br />
contribute to their suffering. So I don’t take my<br />
friend’s advice lightly – I take it very seriously<br />
indeed. ‘Always look at everyone as your<br />
friend,’ he advised me. ‘Consider them safe and<br />
trustworthy. Don’t be guided by cynicism or<br />
fear. Every decision made out <strong>of</strong> fear is a<br />
wrong decision!’ Wise words.<br />
‘Live Christ before them wholeheartedly,’ he<br />
4 MAY 2010