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BLUEBELL WALKS<br />

AT RUSHALL FARM<br />

Come and enjoy a family walk<br />

in the bluebell woods at Rushall Manor<br />

Saturday 1st and Sunday 2nd May<br />

11am – 6pm<br />

Walks up to 5 miles<br />

Wheelchair access to bluebells<br />

Refreshments available<br />

Donation <strong>of</strong> £5 adults/£2 children<br />

All proceeds to the<br />

Reading Multiple Sclerosis Society<br />

Rushall Manor is <strong>of</strong>f Back Lane, Bradfield<br />

movement) right where I live, I know it’s the<br />

last thing the authorities want to happen.<br />

Small wonder then, that since I arrived, I’ve<br />

had frequent visits from secret police. <strong>The</strong>y<br />

turn up in civilian dress but are fairly<br />

conspicuous due to their inordinate interest in<br />

things that none <strong>of</strong> my neighbours would ever<br />

be interested in.<br />

<strong>The</strong> man who visited me every week during<br />

my first year here wanted to know everything<br />

about everything. So, as soon as it became<br />

apparent that he wasn’t just being friendly, I<br />

plied him with all kinds <strong>of</strong> info as soon as he<br />

came through the door.<br />

I told him where I was going, who I was<br />

seeing, how much I was paying for everything I<br />

bought, what I thought about my home<br />

country, and a good deal <strong>of</strong> other useless<br />

information. <strong>The</strong> poor man ended up with more<br />

data than he knew what to do with – and that<br />

was before he’d even asked his first question!<br />

At the same time, I worked hard to be his friend.<br />

I asked about his family and invited him to bring<br />

them over for a visit – which he did, once I<br />

assisted my tame ‘spy’ with job applications and<br />

did many other things to help him.<br />

Doing this took some <strong>of</strong> the tension out <strong>of</strong> his<br />

frequent and <strong>of</strong>ten inconvenient visits and<br />

helped me to see this man as a potential brother<br />

in Christ rather than a time-consuming irritant.<br />

My mail is opened, but I see to it that I only<br />

receive care packages rather than personal<br />

letters at my home address – so it really doesn’t<br />

matter. <strong>The</strong> people monitoring my mail only<br />

look at it, they never take anything.<br />

I also take it for granted that my phone<br />

conversations are monitored, along with all the<br />

on-line activity. It creates a certain amount <strong>of</strong><br />

stress, but I pretend that this is perfectly<br />

normal, and try not to let it bother me!<br />

A few months ago I was speaking with a local<br />

believer who lives under far greater pressure<br />

than I do. He reminded me that if the<br />

government is upset with me it will simply<br />

throw me out <strong>of</strong> the country. If it gets upset<br />

with him, he will go to prison, or worse.<br />

His simple advice was, ‘Jesus said that we should<br />

let everyone see our light rather than hiding it<br />

away and that is what we should do.’ Good<br />

advice, yes! But the burden for me is how to let<br />

my light shine without doing something unwise<br />

that could create grief for my brothers and sisters.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re are believers in CANs who suffer each<br />

day for the cause <strong>of</strong> Christ, and although I<br />

know that God can use their tears to work out<br />

his purposes, I don’t want to unnecessarily<br />

contribute to their suffering. So I don’t take my<br />

friend’s advice lightly – I take it very seriously<br />

indeed. ‘Always look at everyone as your<br />

friend,’ he advised me. ‘Consider them safe and<br />

trustworthy. Don’t be guided by cynicism or<br />

fear. Every decision made out <strong>of</strong> fear is a<br />

wrong decision!’ Wise words.<br />

‘Live Christ before them wholeheartedly,’ he<br />

4 MAY 2010

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