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“Ssh ssh,” I said, hugging them both. “How long have you been alone” I didn’t know why I was<br />
asking. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know, or that it matte<strong>red</strong>.<br />
“I don’t know,” Jenna said. “A week I think.”<br />
“Wow,” Skeeter said. “Tough like their mama.”<br />
Jenna smiled and nodded, and leaned her head against my chest. “That’s what Dad said, too, when<br />
we left him. He said we could do it because we were tough like you.”<br />
I looked at Nathan, who was holding Zoe and Elleny close. It made me sick to think my sweet little<br />
girls had been alone that long, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to know what they had gone through during<br />
that time.<br />
“If you hadn’t clea<strong>red</strong> the way for them, it would have been tough for them to make it past Shallot<br />
alone, if not impossible,” Nathan said. “You were right. It wasn’t for nothing.”<br />
I nodded, and hugged my girls again. “Come on, babies. Let’s get you cleaned up.” Halle whined,<br />
but I kissed her hair. “You’re safe now.” I looked to Jenna. “When is the last time you’ve eaten Or<br />
slept”<br />
Her eyebrows pulled in. “It’s been a while.”<br />
I pulled her into my chest. “Okay. Okay, that’s all over, now. Nathan”<br />
“I’m on it,” he said, going straight into the kitchen.<br />
I helped the girls wash, and brushed their hair. It was so surreal, doing something so mundane<br />
while listening to their terrifying journey. I sat with them at the table and watched them shovel food<br />
into their mouths, and once their bellies were full, I walked them into Bryce and Miranda’s bedroom,<br />
and tucked them in.<br />
In the other room, I could hear Nathan humming to Zoe and Elleny.<br />
Halle gripped her fingers around my wrist, tight. “Don’t leave, Mommy.”<br />
I shook my head, brought her hand to my mouth, and gave it a kiss. “We’ll never be apart again.”<br />
“You promise”<br />
“I promise. You are so brave,” I said, kissing Halle’s forehead, and then looking into Jenna’s eyes<br />
and touching her cheek. “So brave.”<br />
The girls settled in, and within ten minutes they were both in a deep sleep. Nathan came in and<br />
watched them for a moment with a smile. “They’re beautiful.”<br />
“Thank you,” I said, sucking in a sharp breath to hold back the sob in my throat.<br />
“You’re sleeping in here” he asked.<br />
I nodded. “In the chair. So I can be here when they wake up. They’ll probably forget where they<br />
are.”<br />
Nathan kneeled down beside me and kissed the tender skin just below my ear.<br />
I leaned into him. “Where is Ashley”<br />
“Skeeter is with her. She’s feeling pretty alone.”<br />
“I imagine.” I sighed.<br />
“They’ve both lost the loves of their lives. They have that one awful thing in common, and they can<br />
help each other get through it.”<br />
We hugged for a while, watching my babies sleep. Jenna jerked a few times, unable to escape the