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life flooded my thoughts as well. My boss, who was a huge asshole, but his wife and children were<br />
very sweet; my cousin Brandon and his six kids; our neighbors; Mrs. Grace, my second grade teacher.<br />
It was possible that almost everyone I’d ever known was dead. Or . . . a version of dead.<br />
Joy was just pouring the steaming, dark coffee into a mug when I returned to the kitchen. “I meant<br />
what I said last night,” she said, encouraging me to sit. “You and Zoe are welcome here for as long as<br />
you like.”<br />
I added creamer and sugar to my cup and swirled it around with a spoon. “I appreciate that. But<br />
don’t you think it’s dangerous to try to see this through in town We just came from Fairview. We<br />
were inside the church with several other people. The sick were trying to tear it apart. I left with Zoe<br />
because it’s only a matter of time before they got in.”<br />
“I couldn’t imagine leaving here. I don’t know where we’d go.”<br />
“Do you know anyone with some land near here Out of the way That’s what I was hoping we<br />
would come across.”<br />
Joy thought for a minute. Instead of answering, she took a sip of coffee. Her eyes were kind, the<br />
light blue in her irises even more pronounced borde<strong>red</strong> by her silver hair, but they also gave her<br />
away. She was holding something back. I didn’t know these people, but if I had a chance of learning<br />
whatever it was that she was keeping from me, it was in that moment, while I had Joy alone.<br />
“I understand. You don’t know me or Zoe. I didn’t mean to pry.”<br />
Joy frowned, clearly conflicted. “Oh, it’s not that, Nathan. I’m just not sure.”<br />
“Sure of what”<br />
The basement door opened. “Your little girl is awake, Nathan. I tried talking to her, but I think<br />
she’s confused. You might get down there before she gets too upset,” Walter said. “Bring her up for<br />
some breakfast. We’ll try to keep her mind off things.”<br />
I nodded with an appreciative smile, and then left the table, hoping that wasn’t my only chance.