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Billy Burroughs’ Prediction<br />
and the author of Speed and Kentucky Ham, himself,<br />
William S. Burroughs Jr., Billy B. As a gesture of<br />
goodwill and friendship towards and kinship with<br />
Larry and Steve, Allen has come to Bowery Books to<br />
autograph some first editions thereby increasing the<br />
value of Bowery Books’ Beat literature collection, and<br />
Allen is giving Billy, who has moved here to Denver,<br />
Allen’s version of the Poetry Tour of Denver.<br />
When Allen Ginsberg introduces William S.<br />
Burroughs, Jr. to Larry Lake and me, the reader/<br />
writer/junkie in Larry immediately recognizes the<br />
reader/writer/junkie in Billy, and, thus, the proprietor<br />
of Bowery Books and the publisher of Bowery Press,<br />
Larry Lake, he turns on the charm for his celebrated<br />
guests. For the next hour Larry and Allen banter and<br />
gossip tales of mutual friends: Stuart Zane Perkoff and<br />
James Ryan Morris, Diane Di Prima and Robert<br />
Creeley, Tony Scibella and David Meltzer, while Billy<br />
B and I, we mostly listen.<br />
And naturally, or as this story will demonstrate,<br />
preternaturally, Billy likewise recognizes the<br />
kindredness between himself and Larry; and when<br />
Larry suggests that Billy should sometime read<br />
something from his novels at Café Nepenthes, the<br />
poetry reading that Marcia and I host in lower<br />
downtown Denver, Billy, who is known to demand big<br />
bucks for a reading, accepts, all without discussing<br />
payment. I figure he’s hoping to score in terms of<br />
reading material, turn-ons and connections.<br />
Over the course of the next year or so I<br />
pursue a friendship with the creature that is Billy<br />
Burroughs. I say creature, because not unlike Frankenstein,<br />
Billy B, he’s come back from the dead.<br />
Another’s liver keeps him alive, that of a woman<br />
named Virginia whose brain failed at about the same<br />
time that Billy’s original liver did.<br />
Billy lives at the Oxford Arms, one of a pair of<br />
sixteen-plex apartments just south of University<br />
Hospital on the east side of Colorado Boulevard. On<br />
Number Sixteen, his door, is a handwritten announcement<br />
that emphatically states “If you’re not from<br />
Boulder, you’re NOT WELCOME. Go Home. This<br />
means YOU!” When I read the admonition for the<br />
first time, I’m annoyed, wondering if I’m to be<br />
dismissed as not from Boulder, for from what I’ve<br />
learned from my study of modern American poetics,<br />
Denver, my adopted hometown, is, in fact, the<br />
birthplace of beat sensibility. I even have an unredacted<br />
copy of a letter to Ed White that I got from<br />
Larry in which Jack Kerouac, himself, does declare<br />
the rank of Denver’s own Neal Cassady’s writing to be<br />
among the greatest of America and modern Europe.<br />
Billy’s furnished apartment is as messy and<br />
muddled as is his health. A couch lines the south wall<br />
out of the center of which sticks the non-business end<br />
of a bayonet, the blade buried to the hilt in the cotton<br />
stuffing with its tip in the wall behind. Above the<br />
couch is an assemblage of magazine photo cutouts.<br />
Now the number of cigarette burn holes in the seat of<br />
the couch is alarming, given the number of people<br />
who live in this building. One generally doesn’t<br />
consider the possible carelessness of others when<br />
signing a lease, and the burn holes spell jeopardy and<br />
danger. On the stove sits a stew that never really runs<br />
out as Billy B adds to it whatever edibles he has on<br />
hand. When I lift the lid I am reminded more of<br />
slurry sludge than food. Whatever vegetables might<br />
have been in the mix have over time and reheating<br />
been reduced to mush. Even the remains of a hot dog<br />
that Billy claims to have added just yesterday seem<br />
about to liquefy. Needless to say, neither my ex Italian<br />
mother-in-law or my current German mother-in-law<br />
would be caught dead in Billy’s kitchen. Skieve!, Filth!<br />
would be their refrains.<br />
Billy and I, we do literary events together, and<br />
Billy, per the arrangement we made the day we met,<br />
does read at Café Nepenthes, my current Tuesday<br />
night Market Street gig. I collect twenty when I pass<br />
the hat and add thirty myself so Billy’s pay turns out to<br />
be a cool fifty bucks for a half hour’s reading.<br />
Better pay than my lawyer’s, I remark when I<br />
hand him the cash.<br />
Immediately after his feature reading, I take<br />
Billy home to his apartment as he has scant interest in<br />
the late night world I revel in, and he has no interest<br />
in the poets and poet tasters who attend. And,<br />
granted, my waiter’s hours are not sympatico with his<br />
pain relief schedule. I drive him in my Dodge Tradesman<br />
van a couple of times to Naropa Institute in<br />
Boulder to visit Allen Ginsberg and other visiting<br />
literary luminaries. He seems to enjoy the attention<br />
the Naropa-ites, students and teachers alike, shower<br />
upon him. After all, he is no literary slacker. He’s<br />
already had two novels published and sundry articles<br />
in national magazines including one in Time about the<br />
abusive superintendent of a juvenile facility in Florida.<br />
On subsequent visits to Billy’s apartment, he<br />
reads to me some very poignant and humorous short<br />
stories about his stay in the hospital post-surgery,<br />
about wandering the corridors and deep basements in<br />
the wee hours of hospital late shifts, running once into<br />
a wide-eyed, burned-black crispy corpse on an<br />
elevator gurney, and often into over-medicated<br />
maintenance staff in restricted areas.<br />
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