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Billy Burroughs’ Prediction<br />

and the author of Speed and Kentucky Ham, himself,<br />

William S. Burroughs Jr., Billy B. As a gesture of<br />

goodwill and friendship towards and kinship with<br />

Larry and Steve, Allen has come to Bowery Books to<br />

autograph some first editions thereby increasing the<br />

value of Bowery Books’ Beat literature collection, and<br />

Allen is giving Billy, who has moved here to Denver,<br />

Allen’s version of the Poetry Tour of Denver.<br />

When Allen Ginsberg introduces William S.<br />

Burroughs, Jr. to Larry Lake and me, the reader/<br />

writer/junkie in Larry immediately recognizes the<br />

reader/writer/junkie in Billy, and, thus, the proprietor<br />

of Bowery Books and the publisher of Bowery Press,<br />

Larry Lake, he turns on the charm for his celebrated<br />

guests. For the next hour Larry and Allen banter and<br />

gossip tales of mutual friends: Stuart Zane Perkoff and<br />

James Ryan Morris, Diane Di Prima and Robert<br />

Creeley, Tony Scibella and David Meltzer, while Billy<br />

B and I, we mostly listen.<br />

And naturally, or as this story will demonstrate,<br />

preternaturally, Billy likewise recognizes the<br />

kindredness between himself and Larry; and when<br />

Larry suggests that Billy should sometime read<br />

something from his novels at Café Nepenthes, the<br />

poetry reading that Marcia and I host in lower<br />

downtown Denver, Billy, who is known to demand big<br />

bucks for a reading, accepts, all without discussing<br />

payment. I figure he’s hoping to score in terms of<br />

reading material, turn-ons and connections.<br />

Over the course of the next year or so I<br />

pursue a friendship with the creature that is Billy<br />

Burroughs. I say creature, because not unlike Frankenstein,<br />

Billy B, he’s come back from the dead.<br />

Another’s liver keeps him alive, that of a woman<br />

named Virginia whose brain failed at about the same<br />

time that Billy’s original liver did.<br />

Billy lives at the Oxford Arms, one of a pair of<br />

sixteen-plex apartments just south of University<br />

Hospital on the east side of Colorado Boulevard. On<br />

Number Sixteen, his door, is a handwritten announcement<br />

that emphatically states “If you’re not from<br />

Boulder, you’re NOT WELCOME. Go Home. This<br />

means YOU!” When I read the admonition for the<br />

first time, I’m annoyed, wondering if I’m to be<br />

dismissed as not from Boulder, for from what I’ve<br />

learned from my study of modern American poetics,<br />

Denver, my adopted hometown, is, in fact, the<br />

birthplace of beat sensibility. I even have an unredacted<br />

copy of a letter to Ed White that I got from<br />

Larry in which Jack Kerouac, himself, does declare<br />

the rank of Denver’s own Neal Cassady’s writing to be<br />

among the greatest of America and modern Europe.<br />

Billy’s furnished apartment is as messy and<br />

muddled as is his health. A couch lines the south wall<br />

out of the center of which sticks the non-business end<br />

of a bayonet, the blade buried to the hilt in the cotton<br />

stuffing with its tip in the wall behind. Above the<br />

couch is an assemblage of magazine photo cutouts.<br />

Now the number of cigarette burn holes in the seat of<br />

the couch is alarming, given the number of people<br />

who live in this building. One generally doesn’t<br />

consider the possible carelessness of others when<br />

signing a lease, and the burn holes spell jeopardy and<br />

danger. On the stove sits a stew that never really runs<br />

out as Billy B adds to it whatever edibles he has on<br />

hand. When I lift the lid I am reminded more of<br />

slurry sludge than food. Whatever vegetables might<br />

have been in the mix have over time and reheating<br />

been reduced to mush. Even the remains of a hot dog<br />

that Billy claims to have added just yesterday seem<br />

about to liquefy. Needless to say, neither my ex Italian<br />

mother-in-law or my current German mother-in-law<br />

would be caught dead in Billy’s kitchen. Skieve!, Filth!<br />

would be their refrains.<br />

Billy and I, we do literary events together, and<br />

Billy, per the arrangement we made the day we met,<br />

does read at Café Nepenthes, my current Tuesday<br />

night Market Street gig. I collect twenty when I pass<br />

the hat and add thirty myself so Billy’s pay turns out to<br />

be a cool fifty bucks for a half hour’s reading.<br />

Better pay than my lawyer’s, I remark when I<br />

hand him the cash.<br />

Immediately after his feature reading, I take<br />

Billy home to his apartment as he has scant interest in<br />

the late night world I revel in, and he has no interest<br />

in the poets and poet tasters who attend. And,<br />

granted, my waiter’s hours are not sympatico with his<br />

pain relief schedule. I drive him in my Dodge Tradesman<br />

van a couple of times to Naropa Institute in<br />

Boulder to visit Allen Ginsberg and other visiting<br />

literary luminaries. He seems to enjoy the attention<br />

the Naropa-ites, students and teachers alike, shower<br />

upon him. After all, he is no literary slacker. He’s<br />

already had two novels published and sundry articles<br />

in national magazines including one in Time about the<br />

abusive superintendent of a juvenile facility in Florida.<br />

On subsequent visits to Billy’s apartment, he<br />

reads to me some very poignant and humorous short<br />

stories about his stay in the hospital post-surgery,<br />

about wandering the corridors and deep basements in<br />

the wee hours of hospital late shifts, running once into<br />

a wide-eyed, burned-black crispy corpse on an<br />

elevator gurney, and often into over-medicated<br />

maintenance staff in restricted areas.<br />

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