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SUCCESS STORY<br />
The “First Year Teaching<br />
Roller Coaster”<br />
by: Karen Wakelam<br />
Core French, Grades 4-8, The Prince Charles School<br />
Limestone District School Board<br />
Now that it is May and I have 8 months of teaching<br />
under my belt I can finally see the end of the roller coaster<br />
ride that I have been on. My head is no longer spinning,<br />
my stomach no longer in knots. I am now taking the time<br />
to reflect on a busy, exhausting, and stressful first year of<br />
teaching with a sense of appreciation.<br />
It was the first day of school, September 4th, 2007.<br />
The bell rang and my heart almost leapt out of my chest. I<br />
was now beginning the first day of my career as a teacher<br />
and I felt like I had no idea what I was doing. “Aren’t<br />
teachers supposed to know everything?” I kept repeating<br />
to myself. However, I had so many unanswered questions:<br />
What do I say to the students when I first meet them?<br />
How do I introduce myself? How do I establish classroom<br />
rules? I so desperately wished that I knew the answers to<br />
these questions; however, now that I reflect back on that<br />
very first day of school, I realize that you can only truly<br />
know the answers once you have lived through this scary,<br />
unknown situation. As I like to remind myself each and<br />
every day: teachers only gain wisdom through experience.<br />
And maybe that’s the important lesson for me and others<br />
too. Knowledge is one thing, but experience and practice<br />
turns that knowledge into wisdom.<br />
Phewff! The first day was done; however,<br />
September and October were just ahead and<br />
full of loops and spins. These two months were<br />
full of students challenging my authority. In the<br />
back of my mind, I wanted to say “Go and see<br />
your teacher!” knowing that last year my associate would<br />
usually step in and resolve the problem; however, I was<br />
now on my own. Eeeepp! How was I to deal with this?<br />
Well I took a deep breath and forged ahead. Here too I had<br />
the knowledge; I had even taken an elective on classroom<br />
management for special needs children, but now I had to<br />
test the theories just as the children tested me! Maybe I did<br />
not always handle the situation the best way but what got<br />
me through these first two months was taking the time each<br />
night to reflect on my choices and decisions and to learn<br />
from those that had worked as well as those that had not.<br />
November rolled around and our first term<br />
report cards were due. Ummm, excuse me?<br />
How do you write a report card? Perhaps many<br />
of you were or are in the same boat, but I had<br />
little to no training on writing report cards in<br />
Teacher’s College; however, rest assured that you will make<br />
it through. Teaching is a profession with a strong sense of<br />
community. I had amazing and much appreciated support<br />
from colleagues and the administration. People took me<br />
under their wing in order to ensure that I was successful<br />
and you will also find those special people to help you<br />
during your first year as well. In a sense I was picking up<br />
the experience and the knowledge at the same time. I came<br />
to appreciate that not all knowledge comes from a formal<br />
course – my peers were and are like a living encyclopedia.<br />
By the time Christmas hit, I looked like a<br />
wreck – tears streaming down my face and<br />
my hair out of place from the crazy roller<br />
coaster ride. I physically could not push<br />
myself anymore. I was ready for a break and<br />
was seriously wondering how I was going to<br />
make it through the next 8 months. Don’t worry: this is a<br />
normal feeling and you will find the motivation and energy<br />
to make it through each and every day!<br />
The last 6 months, believe it or not, have<br />
flown by and I am happy that my first year<br />
of teaching is almost done but, believe it or<br />
not too, I am sad as well. This year has been<br />
one of the most trying years of my life but I<br />
have grown as a person and as an educator.<br />
I now know that the ups and downs that I will encounter<br />
throughout my career will only help to make me a better<br />
teacher. I hope that the remainder of my career is spent on<br />
the yes, busy, exhausting, and stressful roller coaster of<br />
teaching, but I know that this roller coaster has and will<br />
help me grow!<br />
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