Who are youKatie PriddyWho are youTo dangle the past before meLike a ball of string and a cat.To watch me fall on my faceYou wonder why I donʼt trust you.Who are youTo beg me to stayBut when I do, nothing changes.Youʼre the fastest one I knowAnd you ran away from me.Who are youTo tell me how to liveWhen youʼre hardly in my life.To float in at the high points,Skipping all the sad partsOf your favorite movie.Who are youTo tell me that Iʼm wrongWhen you stopped listening months ago.To call me your friendBut never go as far as being mine.Math ClassKristel KlankAngie WilliamsI sit in this comfortable wooden deskin the front of the classroomwhere I manage to scribble downevery last formula, theorem, and equation.Hunched low to my paperI fight to understand—work out the problems,crunch the numbers,correct my mistakes.But when the bell finally rings,thereʼs only one solution I know for sure;no matter how hard I try,how long I study,how many pages of notes I pump out,I will never be quite good enough for this class.It beats me every time.But, fast asleep,the boy next to me,with drooling covering his paper,knows every answerto every problem.Hannah FritzkeAnd you see,just as two plus two equals four:Iʼm left clueless,while he gets the grade.28 Spring 2008
Hickory, Dickory, DockMegan SandbergThird HourKatie PriddyPicture yourself in classSitting conspicuously in front.The only thing ahead of you isThe full year,A long, murky tunnel.Listen to the low murmur,The teacher lecturing a lullaby.Droning onAnd on…And…Just forty-five minutes to go.As your eyes glaze over,The numbers on the clock lose focus.Press your tongue to the roof of your mouth.You heard somewhere that itHelps increase the chance of notCompletely losing…Consciousness.Your arm uncontrollably twitches.Only forty-four minutes to go.The Suicide of RetaliationDevora GleiberShe sits on her bed, fingers tapping away at my well-worn keys,her eyes darting back and forth from paper to screen. Editingfor simple spelling and grammatical corrections as she types, Isoon find myself getting bored and dozing off. Finally I hearthe printer whir and out comes the paper, a first draft. She headsback over to me and begins googling online; I, of course, can donothing but read along, since itʼs all up to the internet, a poweroutside of myself. Soon enough, she wishes for music anddouble clicks on iTunes which I must pull up, as it says in mycontract, although not at all fast. Right away I know somethingis wrong as she scrolls through her music, searching…searching.Eyes widening, she scrolls down and up, then clicks somethingand scrolls down again, eyes frantically dancing across the screenin her panic. I, sensing all this, see what the problem is: abouthalf of the music in her library is gone, incuding her favorite artist,Joshua Bell. Feeling her begin to quake, I tense up waiting tosee what will happen. She is mad at me, so mad at me-her trustycomputer who apparently lost her music.Unable to do a thing and frozen on the spot, I flinch as oneblow then another hits my frame. Then comes the poundingon my keys, my most sensitive spot, and I suddenly snap too.Anger wells up in my throat and I am just so mad! I mean, whathave I ever done to her that deserves such treatment and a beatinglike this? I retaliate. Lashing out, I find what I am lookingfor—the drain—and pull the plug. The screen goes blue jus as Iplanned—only, too late. I realize I pulled the wrong plug. Feelingmy memory being pulled away and then spinning away, I feelfaint. Begging my user to forgive me, I begin to flicker in andout of consciousness. I let out a last cry of Iʼm sorry, so sorry,before I flicker one last time, then black out completely, unable tobe started again.Baby PictureJackie McElroyMy fatherʼs tanned, calloused handspick me up after I fall.He is my rock.But when I grow olderhis strong hands will be used to push me downand slap my mother across the face.My cartoons will become background musicto plates crashing on the wall.Sheʼll struggle to defend herselfbut itʼs useless.Sheʼs fighting the bear.Tears will run down her faceand she will give up becauseshe loves him to much.That night.Sheʼll cover the broken holes in the drywallwith small tacky pictures that are somehow,all over the house.Sheʼll clean up the broken glass,and put the furniture right side up.Iʼll stay on the couch.Silent.Tears running down my cheeks,listening to cartoons.afterglow 29