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Т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> „к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>еч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>еше<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е“ <strong>и</strong>мпл<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>бје <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong> зл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, шт<strong>о</strong> му п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>р</strong>еч<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>чел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.Н<strong>и</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ч <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е у<strong>с</strong>пе<strong>а</strong>л <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>еш<strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем.10. Ел<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>зм<strong>о</strong>т е т<strong>и</strong>п<strong>и</strong>че<strong>н</strong> <strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>пект <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong>кц<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лку в<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> е <strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>, <strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ел<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong>је - п<strong>р</strong>ез<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ње <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>и</strong>те. П<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>зм<strong>о</strong>т м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>пув<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> п<strong>о</strong>пул<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ел<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м. Сек<strong>о</strong>ј г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> му п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>вет<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е чле<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е (<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>) <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Меѓут<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, без плебејц<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. В<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>о</strong>т з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>ќ <strong>н</strong>е е <strong>д</strong>ем<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>з <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> туку е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ему <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> му еј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>злегув<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те; т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е т<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>мт<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ч. А б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>р</strong>уп<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е х<strong>и</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>х<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>г<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> (<strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т м<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ел),<strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ез<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>тч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong>тч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>вег<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ез<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е <strong>н</strong>ему п<strong>о</strong>тч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>лув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ве<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ел<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м.11. В<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> пе<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>пект<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>гле<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>штв<strong>о</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т е <strong>и</strong>зв<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>уште<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>штв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> е <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>а</strong>.Ов<strong>о</strong>ј култ <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>штв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јте<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> култ<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>. Не беше <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ф<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те гл<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>еше: „Viva la Muerte!“ („Д<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>вее См<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>“). В<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>еф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong>те<strong>о</strong>пште<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> л<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>мет<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>ечек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>; <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ве<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> му е б<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> п<strong>а</strong>т к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong>езем<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>. Сп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 7


т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>т к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>чк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т.П<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>чекув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ет<strong>р</strong>пе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е. В<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ет<strong>р</strong>пе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јче<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>т.12. Б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> бе<strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>еч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> хе<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>зм<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е тешк<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>лј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ќ ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>с</strong>у<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. 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Н<strong>о</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ме <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>тв<strong>и</strong>ме <strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong> ф<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> newspeak, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>ев<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong>бл<strong>и</strong>к <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>пул<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т talk-showk.п<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>: П. Вулк<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>8Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


Луј Фе<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> 1981-т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>зв<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Н<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong>бл<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>тек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше т<strong>о</strong>лку з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>е<strong>н</strong> култу<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> шт<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> цел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>це<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> СФРЈ беше <strong>о</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>ге<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>че<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лу<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong>, чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>н</strong>е бе<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>.В<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ку, з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>мп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong>ктуел<strong>и</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>т, 1961-т<strong>а</strong>.З<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ке<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вме <strong>д</strong>ел<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>твт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>, См<strong>р</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т. Се <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> е <strong>с</strong>упе<strong>р</strong>-<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>те<strong>н</strong>з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еве<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>гме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јвл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> 20-<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т век. Н<strong>о</strong>, тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ме.Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 9


LUJ- FERDINAND SELIN (1894-1961)Луј-Фе<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong> Детуш (Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> е п<strong>с</strong>ев<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>м) е <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з 1894-т<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>н</strong> ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к <strong>и</strong> плет<strong>и</strong>лк<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ште т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>è <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> 1912-т<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>пув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>лец з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> 1914-т<strong>а</strong>; <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>л к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> хе<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> тешк<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Душев<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> ф<strong>и</strong>з<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ње п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>зв<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ње г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong>еле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з цел<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т п<strong>а</strong>т. З<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њ<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> А<strong>н</strong>гл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, Аф<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> Ју<strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Аме<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>,к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>è <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong>. Се в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong>Кл<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> тек<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> 1928-т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> 1931-т<strong>а</strong>, гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќе, г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>и</strong>зв<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> вл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е в<strong>р</strong>з <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>еме<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>: П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong> (1932). Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>кв<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>к, п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> тем<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т, п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> - <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>у<strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ем<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т - вл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>е<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> С<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>р</strong>, Ке<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, Бе<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Аме<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Хе<strong>н</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> М<strong>и</strong>ле<strong>р</strong>, Б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>уз, Г<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>збе<strong>р</strong>г, Ке<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>у<strong>а</strong>к...П<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Ц<strong>р</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> (1933), Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>:См<strong>р</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т (1936), к<strong>о</strong>ј г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>цв<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>тув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т веќе <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>еве<strong>н</strong> угле<strong>д</strong>.П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> е <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> С<strong>о</strong>вет<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т С<strong>о</strong>јуз, в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Елз<strong>а</strong> Т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>ле <strong>и</strong> А<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>а</strong>Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>ек<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>а</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Ст<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong>, ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>шп<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>му<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong> п<strong>а</strong>мфлет: Mea Culpa (1936). В<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>че<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ет Алм<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ве<strong>н</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> 1943-т<strong>а</strong>. Обј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>мфлет<strong>и</strong>: Д<strong>р</strong>ебул<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>р</strong> (1937) <strong>и</strong> Уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ште <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лешев<strong>и</strong> (1938), Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>бл<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ф<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>тек<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лемб<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е му ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ем<strong>и</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Тек<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т В<strong>о</strong>уб<strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong> (1941) <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> беше <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>с</strong> т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т. В<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> (1944) м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>еч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ез<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> бе<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>цуз<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>вув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ге<strong>р</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>куп<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>.П<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> В<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>ев<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>р</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>м Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong>збег<strong>а</strong>л <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> Ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еку Ге<strong>р</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л з<strong>а</strong> Д<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong> 21 фев<strong>р</strong>у<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> 1951-т<strong>а</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>у<strong>д</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>у<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>у<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong> 26 <strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>л 1951-т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј е <strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>Ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Се <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>елув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Ме<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong>к <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> лечење <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>,<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> ч<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц. В<strong>о</strong> тек<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> у<strong>с</strong>пехг<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>: Feerie pour une autre fois (1952), Normance (1954), Entretiensavec le professeur Y. (1955), D’un chateau l’autre (1957), Ballets sans musique,sans personne, sans rien (1959) <strong>и</strong> Nord (1960). П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> г<strong>и</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>елум<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лу<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, <strong>и</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>еум<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>; Rigodon,п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ел<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, е <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>тхум<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, 1969-т<strong>а</strong>. Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> ум<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> 1 јул<strong>и</strong>,1961-т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> Хем<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>гвеј.10Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


Бе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>ж</strong>. Д<strong>о</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> тек<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong>егле<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т. И <strong>н</strong>ему <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вече<strong>р</strong> му е п<strong>р</strong>екугл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>. Ск<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>. Не в<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>р</strong>ецепт<strong>о</strong>т. Т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong> ум<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>а</strong>... Б<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>, б<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е пл<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>з<strong>а</strong>буш<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ње, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>јув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>; те ве<strong>н</strong>туз<strong>и</strong>, те <strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>ге<strong>н</strong>, те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>р</strong>в... <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ле... <strong>с</strong>è <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong>зме<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>... п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> глуп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>...Г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> п<strong>а</strong>к веќе т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>егле<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>ј Ж<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>с</strong>ј<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>.М<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те, т<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>чев <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ќе г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> В<strong>и</strong>лет*, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т т<strong>о</strong>пл<strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>в. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ќе г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>зм<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> уште <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ... Не з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м шт<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ел <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>мз<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е зг<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>...Н<strong>а</strong>јп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле з<strong>а</strong>вче<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> бев <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>луче<strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong>м, Г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>. Нег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ут<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>а</strong>ј ме<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>ем<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>е Се<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не беше б<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јуб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>емет<strong>о</strong>. Сеп<strong>а</strong>к т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в. С<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>в <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ќе зем<strong>а</strong>м <strong>а</strong>вт<strong>о</strong>бу<strong>с</strong>. П<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>.Се п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>влекув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з х<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те. Е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> ме з<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong>.Им<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в <strong>а</strong>кце<strong>н</strong>т шт<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>влекув<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ум<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т. И уште з<strong>а</strong>г<strong>р</strong>ебув<strong>а</strong>, е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>а</strong>лк<strong>о</strong>х<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т. Сег<strong>а</strong> цм<strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>влече. „Д<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>кт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е ве п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м! ...м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ќе<strong>р</strong>к<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Ал<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>! ... т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е в<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong> Р<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>н</strong>! ... <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong> чек<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ! ...“ Не м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м. В<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>п, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>в, п<strong>р</strong>егле<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те! ... Уп<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е... Н<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>с</strong>ме... Веќе м<strong>и</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>... Еве веќе т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>и</strong> к<strong>р</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>м уште <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>учект<strong>а</strong>...Не м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м веќе... Нек<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>шл<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т! Нек<strong>а</strong> плук<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т! Нек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т! Нек<strong>а</strong> лет<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т! ... М<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу м<strong>и</strong> е г<strong>а</strong>јле! ... Ам<strong>а</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong>, б<strong>а</strong>ш м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>о</strong>бе<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лу в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т, м<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>ј... И м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> „ц<strong>р</strong>ве <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>“... Нем<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м. Нем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>еме в<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>и</strong> ц<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong> К<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>лг<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> без<strong>с</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>лк<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м п<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>зете... П<strong>а</strong>к п<strong>о</strong>пушт<strong>а</strong>м... Се п<strong>о</strong>влекув<strong>а</strong>м... Ип<strong>а</strong>к п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> пе<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. „М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Ќе<strong>р</strong>к<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>! ... Ве п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>кт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е! ... М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лечк<strong>а</strong>Ал<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>! ... Ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>те? ...“ Ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Р<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong>е е т<strong>о</strong>лку бл<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ку... Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>влекув<strong>а</strong>... Ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле ф<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те з<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>бл<strong>и</strong>... ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т...“ Им<strong>а</strong>ме <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>82 ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ве <strong>д</strong>ец<strong>а</strong>! ... И м<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong> м<strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј е у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е! ... т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,Д<strong>о</strong>кт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е! ...“З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ме мувт<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> мувл<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те...Ст<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вме <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>упк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>...Се к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong>м. Н<strong>а</strong>јп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле <strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м... М<strong>а</strong>лечк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> цв<strong>и</strong>ке<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>.Се <strong>с</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>р</strong>евет. С<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к уште м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> кукл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Ме<strong>н</strong>ем<strong>и</strong> е <strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>м. Цепк<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>у<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м... Не е з<strong>а</strong> гу бе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ев<strong>о</strong>јчулет<strong>о</strong>... Не <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ше б<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... В<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е е, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>... ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> ме в<strong>а</strong>м. Се гуш<strong>и</strong>.Ј<strong>а</strong> у<strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>јув<strong>а</strong>м м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум з<strong>а</strong>гл<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>р</strong>егле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> у<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е п<strong>о</strong> бут<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те. С<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong>, <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ш<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong> к<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>зг<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Етек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в е <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т без<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>те<strong>н</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>вет. О<strong>р</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>вк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>с</strong>меш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>12Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


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М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м. П<strong>о</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>... М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>фте<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>? Б<strong>и</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>... Д<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? ... Ут<strong>р</strong>е! ...Т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> влегув<strong>а</strong>. С<strong>о</strong> 82 ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> веќе в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. „П<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>м <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>ње!“ м<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong> ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш. П<strong>и</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ш<strong>и</strong>шет<strong>о</strong>. М<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>... Че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>њешт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лечк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е е т<strong>о</strong>лку л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>. Ме<strong>н</strong>е, кукл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>... П<strong>р</strong>ем<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>с</strong>ум ум<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>з<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>и</strong>те. В<strong>о</strong>з<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>ж</strong>. Неп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м веќе <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> ут<strong>р</strong>е.Г<strong>а</strong>јле м<strong>и</strong> е шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>зе<strong>н</strong>. П<strong>а</strong>к <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>м. М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>ве<strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>е бе<strong>с</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>лут<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. М<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>к ме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те бут<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лење. П<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те. Н<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т, ете е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong>куче<strong>н</strong>це к<strong>о</strong>е к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Ме <strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>. Сè м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> вече<strong>р</strong>в<strong>а</strong>. Куче<strong>н</strong>цет<strong>о</strong> е м<strong>а</strong>леч<strong>о</strong>к ф<strong>о</strong>к<strong>с</strong>,ц<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>-бел<strong>о</strong>. З<strong>а</strong>губе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е, м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Небл<strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е без<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>зг<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не ме <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. С<strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е теп<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>ј в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Нек<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>бут<strong>а</strong> цел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>упк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> г<strong>а</strong>з<strong>о</strong>т! Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>! Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>уч<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>мет <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>угп<strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме в<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong>ем<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>!Сег<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лев<strong>о</strong>... <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ј К<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>мб, в<strong>с</strong>уш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Куче<strong>н</strong>цет<strong>о</strong> ме <strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>è уште... П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>леА<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>р</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> Ж<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>с</strong>ј<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> п<strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>туче<strong>д</strong> м<strong>и</strong>. Ам<strong>а</strong> куче<strong>н</strong>цет<strong>о</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Ме зј<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е влечк<strong>а</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>бе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к. Се в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>вме п<strong>р</strong>екум<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т Б<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј ф<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те. Не беше <strong>с</strong>è уште з<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>зе<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в...Ü к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> Х<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>те<strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>: „Ќе г<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ме м<strong>а</strong>лечк<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> кут<strong>р</strong>е. Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> куп<strong>и</strong> ме<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>...Ут<strong>р</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ќе телеф<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> ме... Ќе <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> „Д<strong>р</strong>уштв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>“ <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>бе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Н<strong>о</strong>ќе<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ме.“ Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу пл<strong>а</strong>шл<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong> куче.Се <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> тешк<strong>и</strong> у<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>. Ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>. Ут<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тв<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ец<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> чек<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong>з<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, му беше <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>. С<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>мег<strong>о</strong> к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ле. Не <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те. Нем<strong>а</strong>ше веќе <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ве<strong>р</strong>б<strong>а</strong>. У<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ев<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>.Ме п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> Г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> е т<strong>р</strong>езе<strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong>ј е ек<strong>с</strong>пе<strong>р</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л. М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ве<strong>р</strong>б<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лење. Ич <strong>н</strong>е е з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в. Не б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> веќек<strong>о</strong>јз<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>о</strong>т. Им<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> qуб<strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>лк<strong>а</strong>. Не <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>етк<strong>о</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> т<strong>и</strong> е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>це. Нем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>е.В<strong>о</strong> меѓув<strong>р</strong>еме, п<strong>о</strong>тп<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>...Ме<strong>н</strong>е ме м<strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т. Ак<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш бев <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>л <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е ќе <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>.Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 13


„Б<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ел, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лењет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Г<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ш п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>... <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме... Не е <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш п<strong>р</strong>q<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т...“В<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>.Им<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>в <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј, <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Д<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>емет<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> бучеше в<strong>о</strong> уш<strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> уште п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ме т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>јч<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, бев м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>емел<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>х<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>че<strong>н</strong>... С<strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong>тев м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>...(<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong>. 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16)Т<strong>о</strong>кму тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј кеј, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> 18-к<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong>елк<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> 92, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>è в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.Беше п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> „М<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, цвеќ<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> пе<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong>ув<strong>и</strong>“. Им<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>è <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>è <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ш<strong>а</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong>зл<strong>о</strong>г, че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ле. Се<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>р</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.Р<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ј. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>летт<strong>а</strong>. Су<strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>м<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ееме, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ме к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>е ме<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т куќ<strong>и</strong>те, б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ев<strong>и</strong>те, т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>мв<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> ф<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>зу<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> луѓет<strong>о</strong>, <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лу <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к фу<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>цепе<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>, б<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т леб, б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>лц<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>è <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>,т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> те <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>! В<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ф<strong>р</strong>л<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>мп<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Не <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м п<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ме<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м. Б<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong>ет <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в, кут<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>о</strong>к <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong>лкук<strong>о</strong>лку шт<strong>о</strong> е г<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>а</strong> Се<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. О<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ј к<strong>о</strong>ј ќе ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>ме<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>лк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ќ<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т 12 ќе ме<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу. М<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ме, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е ф<strong>а</strong>кт, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вме веќе з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>.Еве г<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>... Им<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>це <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong>. Чук<strong>а</strong> цел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>р</strong>уб<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ц<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ех<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те. Д<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е. Се <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>м. Не <strong>с</strong>е <strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м веќе. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>о</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м. Ак<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>è <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе, к<strong>о</strong>лку безвез<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, б<strong>и</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>еле <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ез<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Ќе беше зг<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>.(<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong>. 27-28)М<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> В<strong>и</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е-<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ле п<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> чек<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>мбул<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong> ме <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>е бев <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong>у<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>л <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ешетк<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Мек-М<strong>а</strong>х<strong>о</strong>. Ц<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ме бе<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>ле.Г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е, м<strong>и</strong> буч<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>è уште <strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>вете уш<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е веќе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>уч<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е шт<strong>о</strong>. Уште <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ме м<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. С<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>ше п<strong>о</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лу<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>... ме б<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ве г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е г<strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>. П<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong> пет<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>звуц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> џумбуш, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> бл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в п<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зеб<strong>а</strong>в, ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> „ф<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ш„.Ете! Се глуп<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м, ј<strong>а</strong> ш<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м, ј<strong>а</strong> те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>пе<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong> емуз<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong>гл<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> ув<strong>о</strong>... <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>... Ме <strong>о</strong>безумув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>мб<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќ<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те звуц<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> флејт<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> Н<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>... С<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> шет<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> л<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>мб<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>... Св<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>гл п<strong>о</strong> цел<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>... Нем<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>уб<strong>а</strong>. 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Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>гул<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> У<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>р</strong>зум<strong>о</strong>т... Сè <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>л, ме<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong>, <strong>д</strong>ух<strong>о</strong>т14Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


<strong>и</strong> з<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т... Че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ц<strong>р</strong>пе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. И<strong>д</strong>е<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>е тете<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т <strong>и</strong> блу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>т. Незг<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в. Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м Опе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>т. В<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong>г<strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>пушт<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќ<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong>звлегув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Ст<strong>а</strong>кле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>зг<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е у<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>... П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> бег<strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong>еку <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong> чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ве<strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>... л<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т... В<strong>о</strong> в<strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ш<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>ум<strong>о</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> муз<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>а</strong>тм<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>фе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong> чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong> пет пет<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш...Веќе <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ве г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> вече<strong>р</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е... т<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќ...<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м... <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т ч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>мф<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ц<strong>и</strong>мб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>кт<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>и</strong>... е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> цел<strong>о</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> ф<strong>о</strong>к<strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>к <strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>... ете т<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> е<strong>р</strong>ге<strong>н</strong>... Нем<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> е вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> е.Ов<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> вел<strong>а</strong>м е з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> бул<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шум<strong>а</strong> ме <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еф<strong>и</strong> м<strong>а</strong>леч<strong>о</strong>к<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>. П<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу бук<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м. Зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м гл<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. М<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Се п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>л<strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>м п<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>епте<strong>н</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>у<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Ле<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л.П<strong>р</strong>е<strong>о</strong>куп<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум. П<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>è п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>. Ск<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> е т<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.Н<strong>о</strong> y<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>д</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Се т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> цел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>земј<strong>а</strong>. Не вел<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>... <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т п<strong>а</strong>к п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м Ч<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>о</strong> Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong> ќе муг<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>буш<strong>а</strong>м, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ув<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>уч<strong>и</strong>л. Б<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>? Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум шеф<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ѓ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>. Де<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е ќе ме <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе, ќев<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ме <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong>з<strong>о</strong>т ќе <strong>и</strong>злезе <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ш<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Н<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> Б<strong>и</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>, шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>,з<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>м м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> „<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong>“ , ќе му <strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м уште п<strong>о</strong>бле<strong>д</strong>. Ќе <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>.М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лев <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ев<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>упк<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> В<strong>и</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в <strong>с</strong>е м<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>.П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> пек<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> ув<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong> е м<strong>а</strong>леч<strong>о</strong>к <strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>. Ак<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> четв<strong>р</strong>твл<strong>а</strong>к<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е м<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш е г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>! <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е! <strong>с</strong>е<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>клет з<strong>а</strong> цел <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т! П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>? Не <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>тве<strong>н</strong>? Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>те в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т?Не е бе<strong>с</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ц<strong>р</strong>к<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>! 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Бле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ќе б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е веќе <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ел<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>è... ЕтеГ<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>о</strong>, ќе к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м, в<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>! ...Н<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>зг<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>... 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Сек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>? К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>? Д<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>?...16Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


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С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ту<strong>д</strong>еше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку шт<strong>о</strong> беше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong>ебе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т... <strong>н</strong>ев<strong>о</strong>зм<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> беше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е зг<strong>р</strong>ееш. Вет<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т м<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong> л<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. С<strong>и</strong>теп<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>лет<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>. З<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>е кл<strong>а</strong>те<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќ<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Ж<strong>и</strong>веевме в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> фуч<strong>и</strong> бу<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>д</strong>е<strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еч<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> глув<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе... Нем<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>! Ќе пук<strong>н</strong>е <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е.Д<strong>р</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong>тк<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, т<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те бе<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>, <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>п<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>.О<strong>д</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> кл<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>с</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>а</strong>пет<strong>и</strong>т... О<strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> чу<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>! С<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>е<strong>н</strong> з<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>к! С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> М<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>в<strong>и</strong>лК<strong>о</strong>леџ <strong>н</strong>е беше б<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> л<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>! ... Беше е<strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ј е<strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. С<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>шеп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>пект<strong>о</strong>т. Н<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> ме <strong>и</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, бевме чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет! Плу<strong>с</strong> г<strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>...Бевме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јм<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум в<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>к!, <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>с</strong>мет<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т! Сè ќе <strong>и</strong>зе<strong>д</strong>евме ше<strong>с</strong>тм<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>!В<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> вет<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>... Им беше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу ште<strong>д</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в гул<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>т!В<strong>о</strong> б<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>а</strong>к бев ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јг<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>и</strong>згл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т. Н<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>р</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>в<strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зв<strong>о</strong>ј. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ме<strong>с</strong>ец бев <strong>д</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>лем. Же<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> елеме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те м<strong>и</strong>п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>зв<strong>и</strong>кув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>р</strong>ев<strong>о</strong>луц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те, в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. О<strong>д</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>в, г<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong>ебев цел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ење уште п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>и</strong>м бев к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> чум<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те м<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>y<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>и</strong> ф<strong>р</strong>л<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> зл<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>еше б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> беше... Г<strong>а</strong>јлем<strong>и</strong> беше, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>му <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вев му<strong>а</strong>бет... Ќе <strong>и</strong>зе<strong>д</strong>ев <strong>и</strong> уште м<strong>а</strong>лку јувк<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>зв<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>,<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку шт<strong>о</strong> бев уште гл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>... К<strong>о</strong>леџ к<strong>а</strong>ј шт<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е л<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, б<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л...Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>! Н<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> „п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>џ<strong>о</strong>т“, тук<strong>а</strong> бев <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>...П<strong>р</strong>ете<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, уште п<strong>о</strong>бете<strong>р</strong> бев <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> „м<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>мел<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т“... Т<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>,ј<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лт<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>в ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев... ј<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>в, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еп<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т... Д<strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те, м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебу<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>н</strong>е г<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>ецк<strong>а</strong>в, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... Ч<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т, г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>о</strong>лку шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>уш<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>и</strong> е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ф<strong>и</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>упк<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> бу<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>лг<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>еше, <strong>и</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 17


к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> цел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ф<strong>р</strong>л<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> тегл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шеќе<strong>р</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> ц<strong>р</strong>пк<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>це, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше утех<strong>а</strong>, <strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>лт<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т, <strong>н</strong>ебет-шеќе<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т.З<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> Ме<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше т<strong>о</strong>кму п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ење,<strong>с</strong>è <strong>д</strong>елеше т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т... <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м му<strong>а</strong>бет. Се зез<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л... Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>,му<strong>а</strong>бетење! ... С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>в м<strong>и</strong> п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ше ц<strong>р</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>! ... Не бев м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к... <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> у<strong>с</strong>пев<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме м<strong>а</strong>ѓеп<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку, ќе м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> меп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong>... Се<strong>д</strong>ев <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong>... Н<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> беше п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong>цет<strong>о</strong>! в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>мевк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>!в<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>цете! в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>ењ<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>è! Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше цел<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>тX<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>, е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>еб<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ете, е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> „з<strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>“. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј з<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>к, <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>, т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> му п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>г<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зб<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ше <strong>с</strong>è шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л. Им<strong>а</strong>шем<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>.Нег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>ете<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т, <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong>му в<strong>о</strong> И<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т.Беше г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>бв<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> бе<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, г<strong>о</strong>лт<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>с</strong>è <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, л<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>лветк<strong>и</strong>те, б<strong>и</strong>бе<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т, ш<strong>и</strong>ше<strong>н</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>цет <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев<strong>и</strong>те... Нему му беше <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лт<strong>а</strong>... Д<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>тег<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> у<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,цел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>птег<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> зм<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>мук<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јм<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>мет<strong>и</strong>, цел<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>веше, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т. Г<strong>р</strong>чеше, <strong>с</strong>е пе<strong>н</strong>еше <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>тејќ<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong>ечув<strong>а</strong>ше, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>а</strong>т, г<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>лечув<strong>а</strong>ше, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Ме<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш т<strong>о</strong>лку г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>еум<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong>г<strong>р</strong>уб<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т.О<strong>с</strong>ве<strong>н</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лт<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>, кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ец<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong>е беше <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше<strong>н</strong>. Беше <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в. Небеше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку г<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>те шт<strong>о</strong> му бе<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>лу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Се у<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е без цв<strong>и</strong>ке<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>,беше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ќ<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, ќе <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>еше <strong>и</strong> к<strong>р</strong>т, му т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>ебел<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>кл<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> тегл<strong>и</strong>... Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>му г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>мк<strong>и</strong>те, п<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> л<strong>и</strong>цет<strong>о</strong>. Се в<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>а</strong>мет з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>Ме<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>: „No trouble! Jonkind! Notrouble!...“И т<strong>о</strong>ј г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> цел<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong>л. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>лкуме<strong>с</strong>ец<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> [<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>è шт<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>мт<strong>и</strong>в...“No trouble, Jonkind!“(<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong>. 230, 231, 232)Две <strong>н</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>, т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>... Ме <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не в<strong>р</strong>ше<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к в<strong>р</strong>з ме<strong>н</strong>е. А,м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м... <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>уч<strong>а</strong>м м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>гл<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>. Се гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше. Т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>шев<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>? Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> му <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> учењет<strong>о</strong>?...Не <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>зв<strong>о</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>влеч<strong>а</strong>т... Ич <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ење... Д<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong>м... Де<strong>р</strong>ењет<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>!... л<strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>вењ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong>!... С<strong>и</strong>те пецк<strong>а</strong>њ<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>! С<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ње! Н<strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш п<strong>о</strong>веќе! П<strong>р</strong>еку <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше!... З<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>шм<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ве<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> л<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>г<strong>и</strong> без <strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>шк<strong>и</strong>!... Ч<strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>! П<strong>р</strong>еку гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше... М<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ев. ... Н<strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш веќе <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме з<strong>а</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т... Им<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>18Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


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Без л<strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>и</strong>! М<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еше ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те му<strong>а</strong>бетч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>... М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong>уште п<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> јуфк<strong>и</strong>те... Сеп<strong>а</strong>к <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јвеќе м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>...Т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>н</strong>е з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>еј<strong>а</strong> веќе шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> Ме<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>шув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е м<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>лчење, тв<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ет... О<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>јув<strong>а</strong>ше, шт<strong>о</strong>м ќе <strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>еше<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лу б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong>... <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>плув<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>лфетк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... М<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>уч<strong>а</strong>м... „hello!Ferdinand!“ м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ше... Нем<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме з<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>д</strong>е... „Hello! Hello!“ <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>с</strong>è. С<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>ше... п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> л<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ме... З<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те цв<strong>и</strong>ке<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> ме гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше... Се <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>у в<strong>а</strong> ше, ве<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> велеше: „О<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>мче <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е... ќе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> му е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>!...“ Н<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>мелув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе... Т<strong>р</strong>епк<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ешк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ше веѓ<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> бег<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>вете<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Се <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> елег<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> зулуф<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>те<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>му<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong>в<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>... Изгле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ве<strong>с</strong>ел ч<strong>о</strong>век. Ск<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>блек<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>кл...Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е беше т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong>еуб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> беше, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ѓеп<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше. М<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> впеч<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к.Беше бе<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> т<strong>р</strong>пез<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>земјет<strong>о</strong>. Y<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>шл<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>а</strong>фе<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>. Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ќ<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>-<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к. П<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т п<strong>а</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> влезе <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> Џ<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>...Не м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>тв<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>лку м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>... Нев<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>збу<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т... п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в... Т<strong>р</strong>епк<strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>вете <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> ... Им<strong>а</strong>в п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е... П<strong>а</strong>к т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>евв<strong>о</strong> бучку<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>т... Н<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше... Н<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> Ме<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>...Н<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>чет<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те клек<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вме з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>тв<strong>и</strong>те... Т<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше Б<strong>и</strong>бл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> бу<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т,<strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong>тк<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>...Џ<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> л<strong>а</strong>п<strong>н</strong>е кв<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>. Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>тв<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ... м<strong>р</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>еше цел четв<strong>р</strong>т ч<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>шуб<strong>а</strong>ше л<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Се <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>вме к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>еч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> „Ever and ever“.Y<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те бе<strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>лу, п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ел беше в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>. Им<strong>а</strong> ше <strong>и</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ву<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> Свет<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>м<strong>о</strong>... Ј<strong>о</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>п, п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>в, п<strong>р</strong>ем<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше п<strong>р</strong>еку пу<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>...Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>и</strong> Н<strong>о</strong>ев<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>!, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>о</strong>кл<strong>о</strong>п п<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong> ше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>з<strong>а</strong>пе<strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>те фу<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>... И к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> беше т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>тчет<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Р<strong>о</strong>че<strong>с</strong> те<strong>р</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в беше <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т.Им<strong>а</strong>вме, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум, уште п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>лет<strong>и</strong>... Дв<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> те п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> пук<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>... П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>è <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>ше, ц<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong>те м<strong>а</strong>гл<strong>и</strong>... Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>è <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong>лшеб<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>шек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг <strong>с</strong>вет... В<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше п<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>т п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>... Им<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> уште е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>бл<strong>а</strong>к, т<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>о</strong>лек<strong>а</strong> влегув<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>те, к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>еше <strong>с</strong>è, м<strong>а</strong>лку-п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е,в<strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, меѓу кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те...Звуц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>т... О<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>лу... Се ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>еше к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... г<strong>о</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 19


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П<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ше... <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>еше в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>...С<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>р</strong>уг<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> зм<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong>тк<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з м<strong>а</strong>гл<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>еб<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>... Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше ц<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>... Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> б<strong>р</strong>гу <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ме... Ќе п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>евме <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> г<strong>р</strong>ебе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т...Г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong> беше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>пл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>... Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>мелув<strong>а</strong>шевеќе <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>р</strong>ече... И Н<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> куќ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>... 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Се т<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в п<strong>о</strong> вл<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,блееше з<strong>а</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в... 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И к<strong>а</strong>шл<strong>а</strong>ше уште <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.Р<strong>а</strong>зве<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> вет<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>мешелув<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>.Н<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong>к<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>епе<strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те... 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М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>е бл<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т.П<strong>о</strong>лек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>в... И т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>вме е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> пл<strong>и</strong>к, п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> вујк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>,<strong>и</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>... 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Ќе <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м уште п<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>лем т<strong>р</strong>уп <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>!Нек<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т уште п<strong>о</strong>веќе!... Веќе <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> ме<strong>с</strong>ец<strong>и</strong> ќутев!... Д<strong>а</strong>! Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>!, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>,<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>му! Н<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>е <strong>о</strong>в<strong>д</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е т<strong>а</strong>му!... Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е т<strong>р</strong>у<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ш к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б... Т<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> ќеј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ш муцк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>р</strong>е. 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Двете <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јуб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те бе<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Цел<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong>тк<strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е, в<strong>о</strong> ш<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>...<strong>н</strong>е<strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> меш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>... 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Не м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>м... Бев г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м... Г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>м п<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... Ст<strong>о</strong>п!... Се <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м!... П<strong>о</strong> ѓ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те! З<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку!... Не <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>бек<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к!... Г<strong>р</strong>ч<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>тег<strong>а</strong>в т<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Не м<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е веќе, <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ње!, п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>!...Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> бев в<strong>а</strong>кц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>!... А м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т А<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>е т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш? Нел<strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј беше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јг<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т пее<strong>р</strong>?... Нел<strong>и</strong> мезез<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>? П<strong>о</strong>веќе п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>?... К<strong>о</strong>лку п<strong>р</strong>еф<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ет г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>! Нел<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> леге<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те?... А <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>глуп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т? Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш? Не? К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш веќе ќе т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>н</strong>еш п<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е ќе те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>?...З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е ме м<strong>а</strong>вт<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т веќе! Нек<strong>а</strong> ме <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>!... Д<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong>уп<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong>тчет<strong>о</strong>!... П<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м ф<strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>!... Кв<strong>и</strong>т! Г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong> е! Св<strong>р</strong>ше<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е!... П<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум м<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>, п<strong>о</strong>бег<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> Џ<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>в <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Д<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ечу<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>...Т<strong>р</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>тчет<strong>о</strong>... Се в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>вме п<strong>о</strong> гул<strong>а</strong>б<strong>и</strong>те... П<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong>це... С<strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>леше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум тв<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>гл<strong>а</strong>в... Без<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>о</strong> беше т<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>... Неб<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>... Т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вме п<strong>о</strong>лек<strong>а</strong>... З<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вме бл<strong>и</strong>зу м<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т... Беше п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> ше<strong>с</strong>тч<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т... Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... М<strong>о</strong>ќ<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> е М<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>веј... П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те пл<strong>и</strong>м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 21


<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong>те<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>... М<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>е т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> в<strong>и</strong>тл<strong>и</strong>те... З<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>пушт<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>к<strong>и</strong> шум<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>... <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>вењ<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong>те <strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>лт<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>... Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше тук<strong>а</strong>,Н<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong>гу ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ше гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше т<strong>а</strong>му, м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>леку, <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>шез<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong> куќ<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>т... Им<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong>ветл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong>це... Т<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>епе<strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ц<strong>р</strong>т<strong>и</strong>... Н<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше, т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе, <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>о</strong>ќ<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>...Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>те...п<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>: Де<strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> А<strong>н</strong>гел<strong>о</strong>в<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong> К<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> М<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ќ22Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


ИНТЕРВЈУ 1 1 ју<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, 1960Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>: Шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м? Не з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м уг<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>.С<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong>е луѓе м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ете ф<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>... Не <strong>с</strong>меете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ме<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е г<strong>и</strong> зл<strong>о</strong>уп<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>и</strong>ме. Д<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>... Д<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>еме. П<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гук<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong>, См<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т - б<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>.П<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> qуб<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>. Ск<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong> е т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> qуб<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в х<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>.П<strong>о</strong>веќет<strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ге<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е у<strong>с</strong>пев<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т. С<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>тм<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ге<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. Ќе <strong>р</strong>ечете - Г<strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>теГ<strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>еше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зг<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те... Д<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>... Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>теб<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> ш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м телеф<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те.П<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гук<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong>, См<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т - б<strong>и</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>.А шт<strong>о</strong> е з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>шев<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме? Ст<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong>! П<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Ст<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong> е к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Ев<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>. Се <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>кл<strong>и</strong>зм<strong>а</strong>. Нејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> беше Ст<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ечете <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>Бел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ц<strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Сет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>зве<strong>д</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> буч<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ење, мете<strong>ж</strong>, в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>...Бев в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>... г<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>тев т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong> уп<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>и</strong>в т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в. Се плетк<strong>а</strong>в, <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>,в<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ту<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> - п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>б<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Ев<strong>р</strong>е<strong>и</strong>те - шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е ме <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>в шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м т<strong>а</strong>му.Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>в... <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>.Н<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>зв<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>. В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>лп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>екув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ње. Земете г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>мп<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те. Е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> уб<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> т<strong>и</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>. Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong>уч<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>а</strong>. Имуз<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>те<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong> меѓу Б<strong>а</strong>х <strong>и</strong> Деб<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>и</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>зв<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>ев<strong>о</strong>луц<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те, звуц<strong>и</strong>те. З<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те, ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> з<strong>а</strong> ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>цу<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, ќе б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м му<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>мг<strong>р</strong>ешк<strong>и</strong>. Н<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ме уче<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> - к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>те<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, ев<strong>р</strong>еј<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... Н<strong>а</strong>х<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. Ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>цу<strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> век<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>чув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> езу<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те. НèMargina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 23


уче<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еве<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ме <strong>р</strong>ече<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> л<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> у<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>те<strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> гл<strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong>л,<strong>с</strong>убјект, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к, <strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>а</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> - <strong>о</strong>в<strong>д</strong>е г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, т<strong>а</strong>му бе<strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>д</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ве<strong>д</strong>! Т<strong>и</strong>е вел<strong>а</strong>тз<strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>о</strong>т: „Тк<strong>а</strong>е уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ече<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>!“, <strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> вел<strong>а</strong>м, „Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>!“. Т<strong>и</strong>е вел<strong>а</strong>т: „К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>ввел<strong>и</strong>че<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> те<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>к!“, <strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>бqу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong>м. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ул<strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> г<strong>и</strong>збут<strong>а</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> печ<strong>а</strong>т зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>к. С<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>екув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> „м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong> муз<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>“, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>екув<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> „м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong> муз<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>“ з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>а</strong> бешем<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е тешк<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong> кв<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>тет. З<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> к<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong>шете <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум<strong>д</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ете <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Нек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> вел<strong>а</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е: „Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> з<strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т... Т<strong>о</strong>ј п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>... Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>... <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>... Г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>те“. Ете т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, тук<strong>а</strong> е „п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>“. Т<strong>о</strong>кму т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е е зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>чекув<strong>а</strong>те, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ту<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>чекув<strong>а</strong>те.З<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> к<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> уп<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>ебе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong>шете<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум<strong>д</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ете <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>.е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>еме<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>бл<strong>и</strong>з<strong>о</strong>к <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>че<strong>н</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>те. Г<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>лку к<strong>о</strong>лку шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>те.Шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете? Чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>. С<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>р</strong>ече <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> зг<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>: „В<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>чет<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т беше чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, <strong>а</strong>зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е б<strong>и</strong>л. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>р</strong>ете <strong>а</strong>меб<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>; т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>езб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>. Бебет<strong>о</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>че, к<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>о</strong>т г<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>, п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел, п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>к. Зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т е <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Не м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>те. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еве<strong>д</strong>ете т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>о</strong>лку е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> тешк<strong>о</strong>... Г<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> е... Н<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ч<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>и</strong>... Т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к шт<strong>о</strong> уб<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>.Сеп<strong>а</strong>к, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш п<strong>о</strong>вл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>ње. Н<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ш б<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ш. П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ш,п<strong>о</strong>тп<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е безв<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. В<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ш. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л, <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шп<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>ш. И<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ку е в<strong>о</strong>шл<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>. Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м...<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м. С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м 66 г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>те<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум 75п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>це<strong>н</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќет<strong>о</strong> луѓе <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>влекув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Н<strong>а</strong> Г<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> му <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м ше<strong>с</strong>тм<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>... м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>л<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м... веќе <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>: <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>...С<strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>лку <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>... умет<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Р<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е т<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>а</strong>вт<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те, ф<strong>и</strong>лм<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те,телев<strong>и</strong>з<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong>лк<strong>о</strong>х<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т. Т<strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ц шт<strong>о</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>х<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ет, к<strong>о</strong>ј ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>збег<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>р</strong>ц<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вече<strong>р</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> е з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ше<strong>н</strong>. Г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>. П<strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те л<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в ш<strong>о</strong>к, к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ек<strong>с</strong>пл<strong>о</strong>з<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ве <strong>о</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>а</strong>? О, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш! П<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>в, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>24Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. И<strong>с</strong>у<strong>с</strong>е Х<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>те, <strong>н</strong>е! Ак<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>пшт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т луѓе шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>елув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е - <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш т<strong>и</strong>е - П<strong>о</strong>л М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>, Р<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong>з, Б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>, т<strong>и</strong>п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> бе<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>левте <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ете п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел? О, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е. Чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>в <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>и</strong>т к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> бешем<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т.Шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>л лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т? С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век шт<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong>. В<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> чу<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ец к<strong>о</strong>ј лекув<strong>а</strong>ше, му п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>веше <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> тел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е фу<strong>н</strong>кц<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше. М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лев <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е ф<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Изгле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е му<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>. Сет<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>а</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>лут<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>лшеб<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong> з<strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т? Опште<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>, му <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ку<strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, веќе <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>пште<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> угле<strong>д</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в угле<strong>д</strong>. Облече<strong>н</strong> е к<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> бе<strong>н</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> пумп<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>а</strong>лку-п<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> бе<strong>н</strong>з<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> пумп<strong>а</strong>. Ех... Нем<strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> Ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>а</strong>тл<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> Л<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>у<strong>с</strong>, <strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> б<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong>з<strong>а</strong>губ<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> угле<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т, г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку, гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>те шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>и</strong>: <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ф<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong>,<strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> т<strong>и</strong>фу<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. Нем<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> чум<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>.Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>н</strong>е<strong>р</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> б<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>? Тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Нек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> лу<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>а</strong> уб<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку.Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> збу<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те, П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з е п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>збу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ње, <strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те т<strong>и</strong>е з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>и</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>те п<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong>чев<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>тп<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>зве<strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>тепе<strong>н</strong>... г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>злу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ејџе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е?Д<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>тевте к<strong>а</strong>ј Ф<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>вте впеч<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т к<strong>о</strong>ј т<strong>а</strong>му<strong>и</strong>м беше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>мет<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>еметув<strong>а</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>? О, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>. Не. Гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> к<strong>а</strong>јФ<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше: „Вел<strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ш<strong>и</strong>мп<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>з<strong>и</strong>теТ<strong>и</strong>е вел<strong>а</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>о</strong>т: „Тк<strong>а</strong>ебе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>а</strong>мук. П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ме тук<strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те“. Б<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т, п<strong>о</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>лку з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те; з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>теуб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>ече<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>!“, <strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> вел<strong>а</strong>м, „Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>!“. Т<strong>и</strong>е вел<strong>а</strong>т: „К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>ввел<strong>и</strong>че<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> те<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>к!“, <strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>бqу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong>м. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>,<strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ул<strong>а</strong>.Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> г<strong>и</strong> збут<strong>а</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> печ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>з<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>. Ч<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>тп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем, <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е е ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>тезб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ј<strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>к. С<strong>о</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в.г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>етув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>р</strong>е те<strong>ж</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Же<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ез<strong>а</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>чев<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е... <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е мл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>уз<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те ме<strong>с</strong>еч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ц<strong>и</strong>клу<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>, цел<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> ге<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 25


<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> е м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>и</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>;Н<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ш б<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> м<strong>а</strong>че<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е,<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ш. П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ќе ј<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј м<strong>а</strong>че<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>вее; ту к<strong>р</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>,<strong>и</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ш, п<strong>о</strong>тп<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е безв<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.ту <strong>н</strong>е к<strong>р</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>етув<strong>а</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т, ј<strong>а</strong>В<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>пе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>пе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, в<strong>о</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ш.меѓув<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong> губ<strong>и</strong> ф<strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е в<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е мл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>,<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, в <strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>. Не <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Нем<strong>а</strong>му<strong>с</strong>кул<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем... з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>метк<strong>а</strong>. О<strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>тез<strong>а</strong> уб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те, п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ф<strong>и</strong>ме<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Н<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е е <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ту<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>,п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Оч<strong>и</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> ве<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем, <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> земј<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ел<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>шве<strong>н</strong>ење <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ш т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Ќе п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>цут<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>е.Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е м<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>фе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ку<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>вте в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>. О <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>тев к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> 35 г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> мл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>-<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. Се к<strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>в п<strong>о</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>, в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу луѓе. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>г<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м. Д<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>в ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>е у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>... <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> земеме Суб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>. Р<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>вте <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>; <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к, п<strong>о</strong>чет<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т беше <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в. О <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>. О<strong>д</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>о</strong>вец. П<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ч в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> куќ<strong>а</strong>. Неп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>с</strong>тв<strong>а</strong>, <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те? П<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>,т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>м.К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ле <strong>д</strong>ел<strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те луѓе <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лу 1900-т<strong>а</strong>? Г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Е<strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еме, <strong>а</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т.Н<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ме<strong>р</strong>, п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>еј<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зл<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел, <strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>ветеше, з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т беше п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зе<strong>н</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е беше шег<strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>о</strong>бетк<strong>и</strong>. К<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>ец<strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>евме в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>мет<strong>и</strong>, з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еме <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ме <strong>с</strong>метк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> пл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>. О, беше у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>лг<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>веевте в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел? О<strong>с</strong>ум<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Д<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>п<strong>и</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>.П<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>епушт<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ете, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те; <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> беше <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>.Беше у<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Цел <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ев <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> јуфк<strong>и</strong>. И еве<strong>н</strong>ту<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> печу<strong>р</strong>к<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>те. М<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше куц<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е беше в<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>, <strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше п<strong>о</strong> 25<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е в<strong>о</strong> куј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. И т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше26Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


<strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Нев<strong>о</strong>зм<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>с</strong>лу<strong>ж</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к. Д<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> пет.П<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше бе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> бе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong>? В<strong>о</strong> шк<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ште, з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ете, т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>о</strong>мплек<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>. Нем<strong>а</strong>ше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу к<strong>о</strong>мплек<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. С<strong>и</strong>те бе<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е, кл<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>зг<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>зе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>о</strong>лв<strong>и</strong>. Не, т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>. З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>евме <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong>.Дв<strong>а</strong>јц<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>јц<strong>а</strong>. Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>вме! Р<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>те м<strong>и</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>и</strong>е луѓе <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ме<strong>р</strong> л<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т т<strong>р</strong>г<strong>о</strong>вец <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> тек<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л. Т<strong>и</strong>е ќе з<strong>а</strong>лут<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>т. В<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> му <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>вме <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>т! П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>.А е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>р</strong>еме<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>левме <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> е <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>ге<strong>н</strong>те<strong>н</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вте <strong>с</strong>ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>р</strong>ев<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>? М<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>м. П<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>јте, т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>с</strong>ве<strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> луѓе г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те. Г<strong>о</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ш т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еш<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ш. П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> бев в<strong>о</strong> Лег<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветлув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>.Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>о</strong>т уп<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong> Зл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> теле. М<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>! О, без шег<strong>а</strong>! Безу<strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>.Опште<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ве<strong>с</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ц<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong>е. Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>в, бев п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>у<strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>, п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ечк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>јб<strong>а</strong>? З<strong>а</strong>лу<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>ње! М<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше: „М<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ете, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те (<strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>а</strong>к, веќе в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в <strong>и</strong>зве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>и</strong>), <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е ќе <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>вме шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>еме. Б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>.“ Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>јте, м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> вл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>еше <strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong>з ме<strong>н</strong>е, шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>чекув<strong>а</strong>те.Не бев <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> убе<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>мелув<strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>е м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лење, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е. М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>веч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> беше з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>р</strong>уп<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>мет <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> в<strong>р</strong>з <strong>с</strong>ебе.Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше з<strong>а</strong> муште<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те. Ду<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> зл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>тшт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>и</strong>т <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong>це<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>еше <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong>це<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>мењ<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> бев е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ку<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>а</strong>ј Р<strong>о</strong>бе<strong>р</strong> в<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> Р<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л, к<strong>а</strong>ј Л<strong>а</strong>кл<strong>о</strong>шв<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>е л<strong>а</strong> Пе. Т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш бев м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е <strong>а</strong>кт<strong>и</strong>ве<strong>н</strong>. О, л<strong>а</strong>, л<strong>а</strong>! Сè <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>тев <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>о</strong>.Сег<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м б<strong>о</strong>лк<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>тече<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме бев п<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong>з <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> мет<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong>зете<strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>è б<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>а</strong>. Ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш ме б<strong>о</strong>леле <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>зете. Не <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>вме че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>,з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ете. К<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> бе<strong>а</strong> те<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>тевме. Сек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ев пешк<strong>и</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>... Опште<strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ве<strong>с</strong>т... К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> бев в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ев <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> л<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>ј к<strong>н</strong>ез<strong>о</strong>т О<strong>р</strong>л<strong>о</strong>в <strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong>јв<strong>о</strong>тк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> Изе<strong>с</strong>; г<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong>евме <strong>о</strong>ф<strong>и</strong>це<strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>и</strong>. Н<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>о</strong>. Ч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> бевме. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>теше з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>а</strong>.Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу вл<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>еше в<strong>р</strong>з в<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>? Г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>кте<strong>р</strong>. П<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>о</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> беше т<strong>о</strong>лку тешк<strong>а</strong>,<strong>н</strong>ев<strong>о</strong>зм<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>а</strong>м <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> беше темпе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е у<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т,т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>è. Сек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш беше з<strong>а</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>. Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>теше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т м<strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т.Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 27


К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> ве <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>екув<strong>а</strong>ше? Фе<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong>? Не, Луј. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> Отел <strong>д</strong>е В<strong>и</strong>л, Лув<strong>р</strong>.К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>ч. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong>л. И т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>леше. З<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шет<strong>о</strong>лку м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>пл<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>! Де<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>кт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т! Бе<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лкум<strong>а</strong>лку у<strong>с</strong>пеш<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>: б<strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т е <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>ј ќе у<strong>с</strong>пее в<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т. З<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ел <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>веќе к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к? Д<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> еве шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>и</strong>: му беше п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>пл<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>пшт<strong>а</strong>; п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> му ум<strong>р</strong>е <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>в<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> пет <strong>д</strong>ец<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т? Т<strong>о</strong>ј ум<strong>р</strong>е т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет <strong>и</strong> вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>. П<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>злезе к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? Д<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. О, <strong>н</strong>е б<strong>и</strong> му <strong>с</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>. Уште п<strong>о</strong>веќе, беше qуб<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong>.Н<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел. П<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ме веќе тук<strong>а</strong>.Б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>вме. А к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong>г<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>? М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>леше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>леше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>. П<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> беше п<strong>р</strong>етп<strong>а</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>? О, <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше в<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ег. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>леше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е<strong>н</strong>еп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>; <strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ку <strong>н</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е беше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те шт<strong>о</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе<strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>теше <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш бев в<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>. Слуш<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>ел<strong>а</strong>. Не, з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>т <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в т<strong>о</strong>кму к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> влегув<strong>а</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> К<strong>о</strong>пе<strong>н</strong>х<strong>а</strong>ге<strong>н</strong>. У<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>ње, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> - п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ке<strong>с</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>јте, <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? И з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ете... <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ку<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> е м<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> л<strong>а</strong>мб<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветлув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ј шт<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>... И <strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>пшт<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong> е... Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе.М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>е <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. З<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> влезеш, ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> те пушт<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. З<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>,<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>мб<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, См<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> е пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Се гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>... <strong>н</strong>евл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ее <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>, туку \<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т. Ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т. П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ете,<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> пт<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> бевте <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќе<strong>н</strong>? П<strong>о</strong> ѓ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш, м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м. Б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong> е п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, ... <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>еењет<strong>о</strong>...к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>л м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>и</strong>те - б<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> - <strong>с</strong>ебе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ќе <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>зв<strong>о</strong>лев м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>влеч<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е ќе м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong> ќе м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ев <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>бqу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те. С<strong>р</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ел<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м28Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> б<strong>р</strong>ег <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>мМ<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. И <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>е <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>лку; <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>. Реч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>. Свеќ<strong>а</strong>. Не б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>.<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>веел <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> елект<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong>уј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong>еЗ<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> влезеш, ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Свеќ<strong>а</strong>! Свеќ<strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> - б<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л<strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> те пушт<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. З<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>. Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те,т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>мб<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, См<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong> еп<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>è <strong>а</strong>мб<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>тпл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Се гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>...е п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>, б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зме<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong>е вл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ее <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т Г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>, туку \п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>б<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>пшт<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т. Ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т. П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>веев<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ете, <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>тмеѓу луѓет<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>пште<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> -<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> пт<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те.„Г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>с</strong>луш<strong>а</strong>ј шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м; <strong>о</strong>,Г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> беше в<strong>о</strong> ф<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>м<strong>а</strong> вче<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>;Еј!, Те<strong>д</strong>, <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> му к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те! С<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>шт<strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>! Нег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ече, <strong>о</strong>, Г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong>è <strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>!“ Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е к<strong>о</strong>ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т цел<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>е в<strong>р</strong>еме. Себ<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>р</strong>уг, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т п<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лф-клуб<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еле <strong>с</strong>è <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong>ете <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong>чет<strong>о</strong>к, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>лев<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> л<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? О, <strong>а</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>лут<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>! Не б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Не чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. У<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т еп<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> темпе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ете, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong> п<strong>и</strong>ете,т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Д<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong>е, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>о</strong>з<strong>и</strong>ш <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong>,п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>лку ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong>г е г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в. Ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, ут<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong> к<strong>а</strong>фе, Б<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е,в<strong>р</strong>еме е з<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>учек, т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>шњу<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong>? П<strong>о</strong>пл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т е г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в. Н<strong>а</strong>вече<strong>р</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, к<strong>р</strong>евет, г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>кл<strong>о</strong>пув<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>те. Ете, т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. А к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>р</strong>зув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Де<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т е бе<strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>н</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> мл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>,к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ш ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>влечеш в<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т е бле<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к,к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>ете т<strong>о</strong>ј е м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е б<strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong>. К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ле <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>влекле <strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ле <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>? Б<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>л ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>. М<strong>а</strong>лку б<strong>и</strong> шет<strong>а</strong>л т<strong>а</strong>му к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>в<strong>д</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> шет<strong>а</strong>те? Не, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш, <strong>н</strong>е! П<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е! З<strong>о</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>? Ќе ме з<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Не г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ме в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т. В<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>штет<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еш <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>чез<strong>н</strong>еш. В<strong>о</strong> Ав<strong>р</strong>... М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Ав<strong>р</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век б<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ел <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>н</strong>ез<strong>а</strong>беле<strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>. Ст<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> бу<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>...Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 29


Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>те б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те? О <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>! С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>бqу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м. Д<strong>а</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т, <strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќе<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум. И<strong>с</strong>пушт<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> ч<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, тебе з<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong> е г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>, т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong> е? Н<strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е те п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ш л<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ве<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>и</strong>...т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>è. О, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ку б<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>л <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> уз<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>? Луѓе шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>мп<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>? Не, з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е велелеп<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>мт<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>м <strong>ж</strong>елб<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ец. Т<strong>и</strong>е луѓе <strong>с</strong>е влезе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong> е<strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>кл<strong>о</strong>пе<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м. М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лев <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> луѓет<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>евте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>ет<strong>н</strong>ете <strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. О <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е м<strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>т меѓу<strong>с</strong>ебе. М<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong>. Не. Тук<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> - <strong>а</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>лут<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> без<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т,<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>лут<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>! С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>м гл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>, <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>гл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ем б<strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>л Бул<strong>о</strong>њ, Бул<strong>о</strong>њ <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> М<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е. Че<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>в в<strong>о</strong>Се<strong>н</strong>-М<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> веќе <strong>н</strong>е е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>му п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку-п<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те ме з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong>луѓет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т...30Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


ИНТЕРВЈУ 2 (1959)В<strong>о</strong> цел<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т г<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>бј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>ме тек<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ф<strong>и</strong>лм<strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>вју <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> 1959-т<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>о</strong>куме<strong>н</strong>т<strong>о</strong>тб<strong>и</strong>л в<strong>о</strong> бу<strong>н</strong>ке<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ОРТФ <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Ов<strong>а</strong>е е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ве<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> ф<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>цу<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел.<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зг<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>л: Луј П<strong>о</strong>велСел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>ече:-Не, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ме з<strong>а</strong> Ап<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. С<strong>и</strong>те глуп<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> летув<strong>а</strong>ње в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>а</strong>вт<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>. М<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>и</strong>м е г<strong>а</strong>јле з<strong>а</strong> бл<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј. Н<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> л<strong>и</strong>чел ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јглуп<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т... Не, ќе зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ме з<strong>а</strong> ле<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>мееме, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те т<strong>и</strong>е бу<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>...Луј-Фе<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> лек<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век? Им<strong>а</strong>ше ге<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong>јч<strong>о</strong>век <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е пл<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> четв<strong>р</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong>ше<strong>н</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век. Ге<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>,лек<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>.В<strong>и</strong>л<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Ме<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> (к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зг<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е 1968-т<strong>а</strong>) беше куќ<strong>и</strong>чк<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> пе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>фе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> мек к<strong>а</strong>ме<strong>н</strong>.Д<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> плевел. Рѓ<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>елез<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> леп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>зе<strong>н</strong>y<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>.К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>г<strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong>в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>тп<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т: „Л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ет Алм<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>. Ч<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>п<strong>о</strong> кл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>“. Л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ет Алм<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> беше <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>. С<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>куше<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>.М<strong>а</strong>лку п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>му, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>р</strong>мушк<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong> y<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг, п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>тп<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>: Д<strong>о</strong>кт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>Детуш. Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше Детуш <strong>и</strong> беше лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те. Н<strong>о</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќеqуб<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>тл<strong>и</strong>вц<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>лку б<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>те г<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>тек<strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>н</strong>ев, п<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> бе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>,<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>зм<strong>и</strong>; <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>з <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в, в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Нег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>му бе<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те куч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>, меш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>ј веч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> лут<strong>и</strong>, <strong>и</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј г<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>екув<strong>а</strong>ше, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те без <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зл<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, „ч<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>“. Н<strong>а</strong>јбл<strong>и</strong>з<strong>о</strong>к п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел:п<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т, ч<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>.Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 31


Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>! Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>а</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>. Дв<strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>т му ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>у<strong>д</strong>е<strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> Се<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>еле<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> пе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>фе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> т<strong>о</strong>лку ј<strong>а</strong> м<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зеше <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>ше.В<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>ев<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>р</strong>уп<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> бе<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> мебел <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> куц<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>лез<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>че,п<strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong>ше в <strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>тл<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>че<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> кут<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>о</strong>.Стутк<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> в<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ф<strong>о</strong>телј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> х<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>и</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>вк<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ек<strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, в<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong>те чу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> л<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Р<strong>а</strong>збу<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. С<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ел<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>к<strong>и</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>лку п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>вте ш<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ве м<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>т. Еве м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ве<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>збе<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ве <strong>д</strong>еф<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, шт<strong>о</strong> б<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>екле? Е п<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т. Ете, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м т<strong>о</strong>кму т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>.Су<strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> му <strong>с</strong>е ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>. З<strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> 2 000<strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>, т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т чу<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>л 80000 л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong>јув<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>шт<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>. В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т, В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong>е<strong>а</strong>кц<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>гл<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к,зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>те П<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе, пе<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>фе<strong>р</strong>ец. К<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>с</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>? Р<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум в<strong>о</strong> Ку<strong>р</strong>бв<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> (Се<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>), <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> 27 м<strong>а</strong>ј 1894-т<strong>а</strong>.ПРИРОДАТА ЈА ОТКРИВ НА ГРОБИШТАН<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те елец<strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>р</strong>п<strong>и</strong> (<strong>и</strong>зб<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>вме т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> ве<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еше<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> цел), <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>вете <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ш<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>лу<strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т, Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>д</strong>елув<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>блече<strong>н</strong>. Шт<strong>о</strong> бе<strong>а</strong> в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>? М<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> беше м<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>тк<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> к<strong>р</strong>пеше ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>и</strong>. Не <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>еше б<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Ку<strong>р</strong>бв<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>,м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. П<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>, в<strong>о</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> П<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>. А В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong>? Беше к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>т. З<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше ф<strong>а</strong>култет<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>пл<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>! И з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шел<strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>а</strong>мб<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>. Вп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>чем, т<strong>о</strong>ј беше п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ме<strong>н</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век <strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>а</strong>веше <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> О<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>гу<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уштв<strong>о</strong> „Фе<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>с</strong>“ <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>Л<strong>а</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ет.Зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>звлекув<strong>а</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>пушт<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>л<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>тек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>о</strong> г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ење.32Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


п<strong>о</strong> Ку<strong>р</strong>бв<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вте? От<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в в<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел. Н<strong>а</strong>јуб<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>шег<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е, <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше 360 г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>лк<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> чет<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>пл<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е. С<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>тет<strong>и</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>вет<strong>и</strong>лк<strong>и</strong>, Ауе<strong>р</strong>, бевме п<strong>о</strong> г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>т. П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> yв<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме бевте м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong>, м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е <strong>н</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ете? Нем<strong>а</strong>в г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м п<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>м <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е<strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong>, бев в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> шл<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>,т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме, в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> шл<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> „М<strong>о</strong>лч<strong>и</strong>, м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>гуп е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>!“ Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>? П<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>в з<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Сè беше п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>блем<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong>елу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>о</strong>т... з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем<strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong>: <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>и</strong>зл<strong>о</strong>г <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вече<strong>р</strong> беше <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветле<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> г<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>зл<strong>о</strong>з<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ветле<strong>н</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т беше п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зе<strong>н</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>ње <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>ше. Шт<strong>о</strong> з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м? Нем<strong>а</strong>шек<strong>о</strong>мплек<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> кл<strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong>! Се <strong>с</strong>еќ<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> уште <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong>,<strong>ж</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>р</strong>евме јуфк<strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>о</strong>лт<strong>а</strong>вме јуфк<strong>и</strong>. З<strong>о</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>? Ќе <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вевме цел<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong> јуфк<strong>и</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> ее<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> х<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> - м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>ете <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> е т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> куј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> - е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>тве<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ење шт<strong>о</strong>м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е в<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>бе<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ч<strong>и</strong>пк<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>зб<strong>и</strong>.Сп<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, бев в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те. З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong> з<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong>, <strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>б<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong>.Јуфк<strong>и</strong>! Јуфк<strong>и</strong>! Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> кут<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше тук<strong>а</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>в, з<strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>етк<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е к<strong>а</strong>чув<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те - беше куц<strong>а</strong> - п<strong>о</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>вуле<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> з<strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т к<strong>а</strong>т,п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>веше к<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong> јуфк<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>евме јуфк<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>лку путе<strong>р</strong>. П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> јуфк<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> П<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>о</strong>т Ш<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>зел <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу глетк<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? Нем<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ту е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Бевте п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ете, к<strong>о</strong>е <strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong> з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, ч<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong>з<strong>д</strong>ух. К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>втеп<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>?n Н<strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>етув<strong>а</strong>јќ<strong>и</strong> г<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong>е. Н<strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>шт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>кве<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т Лув<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> т<strong>а</strong>му беше м<strong>о</strong>ет<strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ште. Ете... гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>те... б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ев в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>шк<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>.ИМАВ УШТЕ ПРИЧИНИ ДА ЖИВЕАМ К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> учевте? Шт<strong>о</strong> учевте? П<strong>а</strong> учев <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> шк<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>в<strong>р</strong>ш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>етел<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>. З<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>фе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> Ве п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>г<strong>о</strong>твув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>те? Желб<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>јк<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>ч з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те куќ<strong>и</strong>.В<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ејз<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> гл<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>веќе. А т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ту<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>мет<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong> бе<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong> ув<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ел б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>л в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>.Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 33


А к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong>п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>вте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ете лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>? П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>х<strong>и</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>в к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>в лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>те,м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лев <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> бевте м<strong>а</strong>леч<strong>о</strong>к, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> В<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше в<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел? Н<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јм<strong>а</strong>лку! Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>згле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ше <strong>с</strong>меш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Нек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>зве<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong>... глуп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Ду<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>ј <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong>елув<strong>а</strong> чу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, вп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>чем,беше <strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лењет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong>тк<strong>о</strong> м<strong>и</strong>. К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>вте м<strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? М<strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в <strong>д</strong>елум<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong>елум<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ум<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong>, п<strong>о</strong>меѓу <strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> уч<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ште <strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ел <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> В<strong>и</strong>е... Еп<strong>а</strong> учев <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> учеб<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>евте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>и</strong> куп<strong>и</strong>те б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е. Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>тевте в<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме? Бев м<strong>о</strong>мче з<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>è, ку<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>, ч<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>к, <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е... Бев к<strong>а</strong>ј Л<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т, бев к<strong>а</strong>ј Р<strong>а</strong>јм<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>ј В<strong>а</strong>г<strong>н</strong>е<strong>р</strong>,<strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>, т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет з<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ет<strong>и</strong>, к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е вел<strong>и</strong>. Бев <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>. Бев м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е<strong>а</strong>кт<strong>и</strong>ве<strong>н</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в <strong>с</strong>ум. Сег<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>ле<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> згл<strong>о</strong>б<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те, тук<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>вте п<strong>р</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ел <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> м<strong>а</strong>ту<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? Ле<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>! И вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>д</strong>ел <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> ле<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. З<strong>о</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>гл<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>вте шк<strong>о</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ете в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>? В<strong>о</strong>„П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong>“ в<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к <strong>с</strong>е ј<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>влече<strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> муз<strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. М<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>и</strong>зм<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>вте <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>те п<strong>о</strong>чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>ле <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>фе<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>кл<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т... П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>кл<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong>ет<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум л<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>, т<strong>о</strong> е<strong>с</strong>т м<strong>а</strong>лку чук<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> бешеИ<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Сет<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>еше м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е бле<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>, п<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>кл<strong>о</strong>п<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>Р<strong>а</strong>јх<strong>с</strong>х<strong>о</strong>фе<strong>н</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>елув<strong>а</strong>ше к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е бле<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>, м<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong>еч<strong>а</strong>м. А <strong>и</strong> бешебле<strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше т<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме. В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т ју<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>к в<strong>о</strong> „П<strong>а</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>ќт<strong>а</strong>“ ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong>тк<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong>еку <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т.З<strong>а</strong> В<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>е зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>те б<strong>и</strong>ле х<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е пл<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong>те <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>? В<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј, <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong>ле<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ње. А в<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме? Сè уште <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>ве<strong>а</strong>м, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>в <strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>кт <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>.Де<strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong> <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>и</strong> е г<strong>а</strong>јле, м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>и</strong> ве<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е уб<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>м, п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те, б<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong> впеч<strong>а</strong>тл<strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>к<strong>а</strong>ме<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>с</strong>è уште <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>в <strong>и</strong>луз<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>. Не <strong>и</strong>луз<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>, туку <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>г<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> з<strong>а</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т.34Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


В<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе веќе <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ете лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>? Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>о</strong>т<strong>с</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш. С<strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>! С<strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>! С<strong>и</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>! Н<strong>о</strong> з<strong>о</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>вте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ете лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>? П<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> беше <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е. П<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>п<strong>о</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>тув<strong>а</strong>њет<strong>о</strong>? Ил<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>ње к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> луѓет<strong>о</strong>? Не, туку <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong> ме<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>веше з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>лг<strong>о</strong> ме п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>веше з<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>н</strong>. Д<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> бев лек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>кт<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>с</strong>ег<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш веќе <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>о</strong> 35 г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, м<strong>и</strong> беше з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>л<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>злекув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> х<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>лекув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>о</strong>вч<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>вув<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> м<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>. Г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>вев т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>,п<strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> бев <strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>цел<strong>и</strong>тел, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> Ве <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ње <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> б<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>с</strong>т? А <strong>н</strong>е. Ч<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>ње. П<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе: <strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> п<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, ќе б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е уште п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong>, ќе<strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>м<strong>а</strong>з<strong>д</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е в<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>. Д<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong> му е. Д<strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>! М<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>. З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ч<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> му б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>.Ете. К<strong>о</strong>ј т<strong>и</strong>п луѓе <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јм<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу г<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>те? Г<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>те. А к<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јм<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу г<strong>о</strong> м<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>и</strong>те? Руш<strong>и</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>те. З<strong>а</strong>тв<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> муцк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>! (п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ве зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong> му бе<strong>а</strong> уп<strong>а</strong>те<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong>г<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong>т,ч<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еп<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>.)ТЕ МОЛАМ УШТЕ ЕДНА, УШТЕ ЕДНА!ЕВЕ ЕДНА ДОБРА К<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> г<strong>и</strong> чув<strong>с</strong>твув<strong>а</strong>те бл<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> в<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ј<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>леч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>с</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>? П<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>? Ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т луѓе к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л; <strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л <strong>н</strong>е ме<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. А т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>р</strong>етк<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>л, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>е, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>р</strong>етк<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. А <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> ул<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>еп<strong>р</strong>еп<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>и</strong>те к<strong>о</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>, п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>с</strong>у<strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т е п<strong>о</strong>л<strong>н</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>в. Сек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел? П<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел? И т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>, г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>е. Г<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>, <strong>д</strong>в<strong>а</strong>јц<strong>а</strong>, т<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>јц<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> ге<strong>н</strong>е<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. Им<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е кут<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong>’тк<strong>а</strong>џ<strong>и</strong><strong>и</strong>... П<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>ече<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>те, г<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>ј <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг веќе г<strong>о</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>л. Изб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, п<strong>а</strong> ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т.Гле<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е е <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>. П<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е, з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>мх<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>ч<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>. Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>в <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>јте е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> е <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong>тт<strong>а</strong>. Ак<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>те. Т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk 35


<strong>с</strong>е пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong>! О<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong> бе<strong>с</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>а</strong>ј, <strong>д</strong>у<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>п<strong>о</strong>веќе <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т. И т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>те бе<strong>с</strong>пл<strong>а</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, з<strong>а</strong>лу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>. В<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong>еш<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> в<strong>р</strong>еме <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>те <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> з<strong>а</strong>лу<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong> п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong>.А <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> е џ<strong>а</strong>бе, <strong>с</strong>м<strong>р</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> џ<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>л<strong>а</strong>к. К<strong>о</strong>е чув<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong> В<strong>и</strong> е бл<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>о</strong>? Ом<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>? П<strong>р</strong>ез<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>т?Г<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ењет<strong>о</strong>? Qуб<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>а</strong>? Н<strong>а</strong>јп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле, п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>тел<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>? Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум з<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>м. Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум бе<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к. З<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? К<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ше Дек<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>т, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>умп<strong>о</strong>уме<strong>н</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>уг<strong>и</strong>те, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум п<strong>о</strong>мет<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>че<strong>н</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> мет<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> зем<strong>а</strong>м е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>елк<strong>а</strong>м. В<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong> е п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>мет<strong>о</strong>т. В<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> е <strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong>: п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> <strong>с</strong>ебе <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>тее<strong>д</strong>е<strong>н</strong> <strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т, е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>ме<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>. Се <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>ев<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> е п<strong>р</strong>ек<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>е<strong>н</strong>.Н<strong>а</strong>јп<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>ле, м<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> т<strong>и</strong>пчет<strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л<strong>о</strong>, <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>л <strong>н</strong>езг<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>.Л<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ет Алм<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong>з<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>, <strong>ж</strong>е<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> Сел<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>а</strong>кте<strong>р</strong>к<strong>а</strong>М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>њ<strong>а</strong>, <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л пе<strong>д</strong>е<strong>р</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>еб<strong>и</strong> б<strong>и</strong>л бл<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>.Б<strong>и</strong>л <strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>г<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>. М<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е г<strong>о</strong> б<strong>о</strong>лел<strong>о</strong> г<strong>р</strong>л<strong>о</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>а</strong>п<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Тук<strong>а</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>з<strong>о</strong>т, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е? Ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>н</strong>е ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т шт<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л. Ме<strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>п<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>тел<strong>и</strong> м<strong>и</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>ѓ<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т. Ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>ќ<strong>а</strong>те ф<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>к<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>т<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>и</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>р</strong>чк<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>з<strong>а</strong>ц<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>: т<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>è <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong> б<strong>р</strong>з<strong>о</strong>. Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong> е к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> пе<strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>че: „Уште е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>. Чек<strong>а</strong>ј, те м<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong>м,уште е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, уште е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>! З<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м е<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>.“ Т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>. Р<strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>те? Р<strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>мет<strong>а</strong> з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ет<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ут<strong>а</strong>, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>с</strong>к<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> пет<strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> <strong>и</strong>лј<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Шт<strong>о</strong> В<strong>и</strong> беше <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>јг<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т? П<strong>а</strong>, м<strong>о</strong>ј б<strong>о</strong><strong>ж</strong>е, ќе в<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>ше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу т<strong>а</strong>кв<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>. Не <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>уште<strong>с</strong>тв<strong>о</strong>, <strong>н</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ум м<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>ч. П<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>з<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> ќе б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м з<strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>в<strong>о</strong>ле<strong>н</strong> к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе ум<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м, ете т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>е в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку б<strong>о</strong>лк<strong>а</strong>, <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>т <strong>с</strong>ум <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong> б<strong>о</strong>лк<strong>а</strong>.МИ НЕДОСТАСУВАШЕ СЕБИЧНОСТ,ШТО Е ДОСТА РЕТКО Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>? Не, в<strong>о</strong><strong>о</strong>пшт<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>е ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>.Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум п<strong>о</strong>з<strong>и</strong>т<strong>и</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т. Б<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>м в<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>к. Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>тб<strong>о</strong>г, е п<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е б<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>л <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>те шт<strong>о</strong> ме<strong>н</strong>е ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т,<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong>е. А м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>к <strong>с</strong>ек<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум. Вел<strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> В<strong>а</strong>ш<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>а</strong>л<strong>о</strong> г<strong>о</strong>лем<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>. Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше г<strong>о</strong>лем б<strong>о</strong>л? А, в<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>з<strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong>е, <strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>! Шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong>ув<strong>а</strong> <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше <strong>и</strong> т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong>лку. М<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>ме<strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>è шт<strong>о</strong> т<strong>р</strong>еб<strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, б<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>м<strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, г<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>ше м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу, м<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>гу.36Margina #19-20 [1995] | okno.mk


Д<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong> <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>те к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> п<strong>о</strong>м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> луѓе зб<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>а</strong>т <strong>и</strong>л<strong>и</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>а</strong>тзл<strong>о</strong>? А <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong>лку <strong>н</strong>е м<strong>и</strong> е г<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>. Не ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т луѓет<strong>о</strong>, ме <strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong>те<strong>р</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>н</strong>ешт<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>. Н<strong>о</strong> ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те в<strong>о</strong> qуб<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>а</strong>? Ак<strong>о</strong> <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>ф<strong>а</strong>т<strong>и</strong> к<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong> м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>б<strong>а</strong>в<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, е т<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong>ш, <strong>с</strong>е <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>зб<strong>и</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>п<strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong>з<strong>а</strong> qуб<strong>о</strong>вт<strong>а</strong>! Н<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>ет<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>ег<strong>о</strong>в<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>. С<strong>а</strong>м<strong>о</strong> ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong>, <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ме<strong>р</strong>, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>с</strong>ум, ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong> <strong>н</strong>е г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>мп<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> шт<strong>о</strong> е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>кл<strong>а</strong>к. С<strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> к<strong>а</strong><strong>ж</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ј<strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong> е <strong>о</strong>тме<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>с</strong>т<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong>е, <strong>д</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>вече<strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> Не<strong>и</strong> е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>а</strong>чк<strong>а</strong> <strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>б<strong>о</strong>т<strong>а</strong>,б<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong>ејќ<strong>и</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т т<strong>а</strong>му <strong>с</strong>е ве<strong>с</strong>ел<strong>и</strong>. Т<strong>а</strong>к<strong>о</strong>в е ч<strong>о</strong>вечк<strong>и</strong><strong>о</strong>т <strong>ж</strong><strong>и</strong>в<strong>о</strong>т. Н<strong>о</strong>, В<strong>и</strong>е, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>о</strong>, <strong>с</strong>п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong>е<strong>д</strong> к<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>г<strong>и</strong>те, г<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>мет<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т з<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>к - З<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем...? ...п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>к <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>а</strong>п<strong>о</strong>к<strong>а</strong>л<strong>и</strong>п<strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>т<strong>а</strong>, з<strong>а</strong><strong>р</strong>ем <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong>еб<strong>о</strong>т<strong>о</strong> ќе <strong>с</strong>е з<strong>а</strong>тем<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>?Ве<strong>р</strong>ув<strong>а</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> луѓет<strong>о</strong> л<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>о</strong> <strong>и</strong>м <strong>с</strong>е п<strong>и</strong>шув<strong>а</strong>? К<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те луѓе б<strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong>б<strong>и</strong>ле <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> в<strong>о</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>, т<strong>о</strong><strong>а</strong> е м<strong>о</strong>ш<strong>н</strong>е п<strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong>, б<strong>и</strong> <strong>р</strong>екле: „Ј<strong>а</strong><strong>с</strong><strong>н</strong>е <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м.“ Н<strong>о</strong> т<strong>и</strong>е <strong>с</strong><strong>а</strong>к<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> ум<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т, п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>ж</strong>елб<strong>а</strong>, п<strong>о</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>о</strong>м<strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>з<strong>а</strong> к<strong>о</strong><strong>н</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т.Н<strong>а</strong> п<strong>р</strong><strong>и</strong>ме<strong>р</strong>, к<strong>о</strong>г<strong>а</strong> ќе г<strong>и</strong> в<strong>и</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>и</strong>те <strong>н</strong>е<strong>с</strong><strong>р</strong>еќ<strong>и</strong>те шт<strong>о</strong> <strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>лучув<strong>а</strong><strong>а</strong>т, <strong>н</strong>ем<strong>о</strong>јте <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>л<strong>и</strong>те <strong>д</strong>ек<strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong><strong>и</strong>те<strong>с</strong>е <strong>с</strong>луч<strong>а</strong>ј<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>. Им<strong>а</strong> тук<strong>а</strong> <strong>и</strong> п<strong>о</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>о</strong>ч<strong>н</strong><strong>и</strong>, <strong>и</strong>м<strong>а</strong> луѓе к<strong>о</strong><strong>и</strong> <strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>в<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>т<strong>и</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>о</strong><strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>т <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> у<strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong><strong>а</strong>т в<strong>о</strong> <strong>н</strong>ек<strong>о</strong>е <strong>д</strong><strong>р</strong>в<strong>о</strong>.Оч<strong>и</strong>гле<strong>д</strong><strong>н</strong><strong>о</strong>, ч<strong>о</strong>век<strong>о</strong>т <strong>н</strong>е влегув<strong>а</strong> в<strong>о</strong> к<strong>о</strong>л<strong>а</strong> м<strong>и</strong><strong>с</strong>лејќ<strong>и</strong>: „О<strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>д</strong><strong>а</strong> <strong>с</strong>е yвек<strong>н</strong><strong>а</strong>м <strong>о</st