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BeatRoute Magazine B.C. print e-edition - November 2016

BeatRoute Magazine is a monthly arts and entertainment paper with a predominant focus on music – local, independent or otherwise. The paper started in June 2004 and continues to provide a healthy dose of perversity while exercising rock ‘n’ roll ethics.

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Mandy TSUnG<br />

intersections in oil and ink<br />

KENDELL YAN<br />

Mandy Tsung is constantly asked the<br />

question, “Why do you paint women?”<br />

In defiance, she questions them: “Do<br />

you ask all of these men why they paint<br />

women in this certain way? Do they<br />

ever have to explain themselves?”<br />

Tsung is a queer, half-Chinese,<br />

intersectional feminist whose<br />

work in oil paintings and tattoos is<br />

concerned with the nuances of race,<br />

female expression, sensuality, and<br />

sexuality. “Because I am a women<br />

I have these experiences,” she says,<br />

“I’m speaking for myself when I’m<br />

painting a woman, whereas I feel like<br />

men don’t know they are speaking for<br />

women...they paint what they see as a<br />

surface object...maybe they don’t have<br />

the concept that a woman is a person.”<br />

Besides, most of her models are close<br />

friends of hers who identify as nonbinary,<br />

so while she paints the female<br />

form, she actually doesn’t just<br />

paint women.<br />

In August, Tsung worked with a<br />

group of artists on a show called “Dirty-<br />

Knees” that focused on the varying<br />

experiences of growing up half-Asian,<br />

of being borne by two distinct cultures<br />

but never fully belonging to either.<br />

Language is one of many currencies that<br />

afford cultural flexibility. “By the time I<br />

was old enough to learn Cantonese,” she<br />

says, “I just wanted to be Canadian. You<br />

want to assimilate and there’s so much<br />

pressure to do so.”<br />

Being queer has a huge influence on<br />

Tsung’s work, but having hit her “queer<br />

puberty” after college, she struggled<br />

in understanding and claiming it.<br />

“Someone was saying I objectify women<br />

in my paintings,” prompting counsel<br />

from her queer friends, “they said we<br />

see women in a sexual way because<br />

we’re attracted to them, but you can<br />

still make art that conveys sexuality<br />

without turning them into passive<br />

objects...that’s harmful.”<br />

Her portrayal of the female form<br />

is subversive insofar as her approach<br />

to the subject, “I’m a woman,” she<br />

hesitates for a moment, “maybe I’m a<br />

non-man painting non-male people.”<br />

There’s a difference and Mandy Tsung<br />

QUeeRvieW MiRRoR<br />

my gay grampas<br />

DAVE DEVEAU<br />

Though scientists and academics have<br />

pondered the notion of a gay bloodline<br />

for almost as long as gays have walked<br />

this mighty Earth, the findings still<br />

feel hazy, or at least my limited-atbest<br />

research has come up with more<br />

questions than answers. In traditional<br />

families, these stories trickle down<br />

the family tree to give us a sense of<br />

who we are and where we’re from:<br />

of the bigger picture. But without<br />

some kind of bloodline, how are the<br />

stories of our queer ancestors passed<br />

on? Where do young queers get a<br />

concrete sense of what came before?<br />

The internet and popular culture do<br />

not legacy make.<br />

I’m not saying life revolves<br />

around our queer experience, but we<br />

can’t deny that our experiences are<br />

shaped by our queerness. If we want<br />

to learn from our community’s rich<br />

history and get a sense of where we fit<br />

in the landscape of queer activism and<br />

social understanding of queer issues,<br />

it’s pivotal for us to make contact. So what<br />

can we do? To start, we can say hi. Just hi.<br />

Our queer elders are all around us — At<br />

the bar, in Jim Deva plaza, at Pride. But we<br />

need to be willing to connect. We have to<br />

be open to the possibility that we want<br />

to share our stories and that we’re not<br />

wants people to learn something<br />

about why that difference exists in a<br />

movement of artists painting women.<br />

Queer tattoo culture and non-white<br />

tattooing traditions have greatly informed<br />

her painting practice as well. “With certain<br />

designs I’ve made with half-Asian people in<br />

mind they tend to go into that community...<br />

people get it, I don’t have to write a<br />

statement about every tattoo I make,<br />

hitting on each other, but just trying to<br />

genuinely connect. (Though by all means,<br />

hit on each other if that’s your jam.)<br />

When I lived in Toronto ten years<br />

ago I had gay grandpas. These were men<br />

who I’d seen at the bars so many times<br />

that I thought I should at least say hello.<br />

One was a drag queen, decked out in<br />

heels, even at 76; the other was his partner<br />

of 50 years. I found that inspiring, both the<br />

heels and the longevity of their relationship. I<br />

didn’t know them well. We never spent time<br />

together outside of the bars, but I also spent<br />

a hell of a lot of time in the bars, so it felt like<br />

quality time. As a bright-eyed little homo,<br />

these men opened my gay eyes. Hearing<br />

about the early years of their relationship,<br />

about their unwillingness to actually admit<br />

to one another that they were in a<br />

relationship together as a result of the<br />

turbulent world around them, made me<br />

deeply grateful for how far queer rights<br />

have come.<br />

Through the work my husband<br />

and I do through his company Zee Zee<br />

Theatre, we have been fortunate enough<br />

to meet a huge spectrum of queers from<br />

various generations, and we’ve been<br />

welcomed into the fold of many a dinner<br />

party where we were the youngest by<br />

30 or, at times, 45 years. What a gift.<br />

Through these dinner parties we were<br />

able to meet two gentlemen who we<br />

consider some of our dearest friends. There<br />

are decades that divide us and we have<br />

it’s understood through experience.”<br />

In January Mandy will be<br />

collaborating with two other artists on<br />

a show titled “Strong Female Character”<br />

at Hot Art Wet City, as well as a solo<br />

show in New York in the Fall of 2017.<br />

Mandytsung.tumblr.com<br />

@Mandytsung<br />

1hand.bigcartel.com<br />

had very different life experiences, and<br />

we take the time we have together to<br />

share these untold stories from our gay<br />

lineage. These incredible men, at 65 and<br />

85, have become our gay grandparents,<br />

though they would kill us if we ever<br />

said that in front of them. They’re<br />

dear friends, but the notion applies.<br />

It’s through them that we get a better<br />

understanding of our queer selves and<br />

certainly of the great strides that have been<br />

made in queer liberation, and the luxuries<br />

and privilege that our generation holds.<br />

Let me be clear: These men are not<br />

our daddies. They are not picking up<br />

the cheque. They are beautiful and<br />

kind men who have a wealth of life<br />

experience that they’re willing to<br />

share over a glass of wine and a lot of<br />

belly laughs.<br />

A few years ago we asked our<br />

gay grandparents if they’d allow me<br />

to write a play about them, and we<br />

were thrilled when they said yes. They<br />

were very candid in what they shared<br />

and I’m so proud to be able to share<br />

their life story, of sorts, in the form of<br />

a Technicolor gay musical at The Cultch’s<br />

York Theatre this March. It’s called Elbow<br />

Room Café: The Musical and it’s about<br />

their legacy, about the stamp we want to<br />

leave on this community, this world once<br />

we’re gone. How people will tell the story of<br />

who we were. Lucky me to have found gay<br />

grandparents whose story I can help tell.<br />

<strong>November</strong> <strong>2016</strong> QUEER<br />

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