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The Mind Creative NOV-Dec 2016

A magazine by Avijit Sarkar

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It was the first thought that came to her as she woke up. He<br />

was gone. And, soon, this bedroom, the house in whose eastern<br />

corner it sat, and the tiny garden outside with its gnarled old red<br />

hibiscus and the half-grown mango tree they had planted together,<br />

all those would be gone as well. It was the strangest feeling<br />

ever.<br />

It has been the same since the last month; every morning<br />

came with this heavy feeling of nothingness that engulfed her<br />

thoughts; a strange kind of absence within, for being present in<br />

the real world.<br />

Her world, which she knew, was about to be taken away. Well<br />

it has been slipping away for a while now anyway.<br />

*****<br />

Rimu was only four when they had moved into this house; this<br />

is where she grew up. This is where she became who she was<br />

today. Defiant tears welled up in her eyes and she pushed them<br />

back. She lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. Was that damp patch<br />

always there? She had not noticed it before. She had not noticed<br />

a lot of things before. How could she be such a fool? She closed<br />

her eyes for a while, maybe all of it was a mistake, maybe it was<br />

a nightmare or a hallucination, and maybe she was imagining it<br />

all.<br />

Her father had always told her she had an over-imaginative<br />

brain, maybe it was one of the stories she had written, which had<br />

slipped out of the pages of the book and taken the shape of a<br />

nightmare… was it? Could stories come alive from the pages and<br />

spread themselves over the writer’s life?<br />

Rimu laughed out loudly; twenty-three years’ worth of memories<br />

in this place and now she would have to leave it all behind.<br />

Life does throw some really bad jokes down the neck. With her<br />

laughter, a fresh bunch of tears rolled over. She cried and she<br />

laughed, at the same time.<br />

Snippets of her childhood flashed through her eyes<br />

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