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He misses it, having a car. Being able to sit al<strong>on</strong>e <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> drive, without worrying about anything but<br />

the road in fr<strong>on</strong>t of you. He never really understood how good he had it until he didn’t have it<br />

anymore, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> so to speak, he misses it so fucking much. Being dependent isn’t really Louis’ thing,<br />

he likes to have this c<strong>on</strong>trol over his decisi<strong>on</strong>s, his life, what happens next. Which is odd,<br />

c<strong>on</strong>sidering the positi<strong>on</strong> he’s in now. He wanted to be independent <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> maybe shove a successful<br />

career down his father’s throat, watching as it forces him to eat his words. It makes his mouth dry<br />

out <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> his teeth clench knowing that wasn’t a possibility. And after t<strong>on</strong>ight, any success Louis<br />

has will be partially because of the help he received from daddy-dearest.<br />

He’s so fucking aggravated.<br />

Hoping the gentle <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> soft aroma of the cafe will help, Louis climbs (yes, climbs) into Niall’s toofucking-big<br />

truck. H<strong>on</strong>estly, there is no need for a truck this huge, but Niall had to have it <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> it<br />

makes Louis feel like he’s going <strong>on</strong> an adventure just getting in the stupid thing. Maybe Niall<br />

liked the sound of the engine, or the paint color, or the height from the ground. Or maybe he’s<br />

over-compensating. Whatever.<br />

He looks pleased as a peach with Louis’ annoyed huff <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> stern grip <strong>on</strong> the seat as he struggles to<br />

pull himself up. Okay, he’s not gifted with a nice amount of upper body strength. Or any upper<br />

body strength, for that matter. But he’s an artist <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> they d<strong>on</strong>’t have to heavy-lift, so it’s excusable.<br />

But it still doesn’t stop Niall from chortling like a damn child when Louis gives up. “I can’t get in<br />

the fucking thing.”<br />

“Y’need a step stool, maybe a ladder?”<br />

“I need you to shut up before I take my foot <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> shove it right down your fucking throat.” Louis<br />

sasses, trying <strong>on</strong>ce more to haul himself into the death trap Niall f<strong>on</strong>ds over for no apparent<br />

reas<strong>on</strong>. He hates this thing. Fucking hates it.<br />

"You gotta reach my mouth first though, d<strong>on</strong>’tcha?”<br />

Louis has to fight, mentally <strong>hold</strong> himself back from taking his shoe off <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> flinging into Niall’s<br />

stupid smiling face. He couldn’t care less about the short jokes, but he could use a bit of help here<br />

<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> Niall throwing his head back in a fit of laughter is doing absolutely nothing for the cause.<br />

He hates this truck.<br />

With a valiant effort, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> maybe the gods are tired of watching Louis struggle, he’s able to finally<br />

hoist himself up, immediately smacking a hard h<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> to Niall’s shoulder. Which just earns more<br />

laughter. He’s a child, literally a child. The truck thunders to life, obnoxiously loud <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> grabbing<br />

the attenti<strong>on</strong> of every<strong>on</strong>e within a <strong>on</strong>e mile radius, he’s sure. It’s painted bright red <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> screams<br />

rickety, but it gets them where they need to go, so Louis is neutral. He wants to cringe at the fact<br />

that he can’t even hear himself think, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> he is silently sending his c<strong>on</strong>dolences to Niall’s old (<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />

quiet) car that had to be replaced with a hunk of metal that screeches whenever they come to a<br />

stop.<br />

May you rest in peace.<br />

Niall’s talking, Louis can tell by the way his lips are moving, but he can’t hear a damn word he’s<br />

saying. Not feeling the desire to shout over the engine, he just nods al<strong>on</strong>g <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> hopes this isn’t<br />

some heartfelt story while he breathes out a generous laugh. Niall laughs in return, so it’s a safe<br />

bet. It doesn’t take them l<strong>on</strong>g to get to the cafe, but Louis wants to enjoy all the scenery around<br />

while he can. L<strong>on</strong>d<strong>on</strong> is such a beautiful city, with it's low casting lights <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> quaint stores huddled<br />

between crowds of people. It looks even prettier at night, when the atmosphere is calming from<br />

the previous chatter <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> voices that <strong>on</strong>ce filled the space die down to a faint memory.

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