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matter, I’m heading to the Artista Gallery now, how fast can your short legs get you there?”<br />

“I can leave here in about fifteen, just hop in the shower for a quick scrub <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> I’ll be good t’go.”<br />

He loves that Niall doesn’t press the situati<strong>on</strong> further. But after their last argument it was the<br />

smartest choice for him to make. It started as friendly banter, then moved to the whole m<strong>on</strong>ey<br />

situati<strong>on</strong>, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> as so<strong>on</strong> as Niall asked if Louis needed a bit of a loan from him, he lost his absolute<br />

shit. No, he doesn’t want any h<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> outs. This place was where he l<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g>ed based <strong>on</strong> his own<br />

decisi<strong>on</strong>s, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> he’s not about to syph<strong>on</strong> cash off of his friends. There it is again, that damn pride.<br />

“Perfect, shoot me a text <strong>on</strong>ce you’ve arrived <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> I’ll come to meet you, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> vice versa. Deal? I<br />

could always look for a bl<strong>on</strong>de quiff sticking up above every<strong>on</strong>e else, but I’m feeling particularly<br />

lazy today.”<br />

“Yeah, yeah. Deal.”<br />

****<br />

The art gallery is simply stunning, paintings covering the walls in massive precisi<strong>on</strong> <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> so much<br />

talent is packed into this place its almost overwhelming. Louis adores it here, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> at the same time<br />

it makes his heart crumble to pieces because this is his dream. Everything he’s ever wanted in his<br />

life is to have his work put <strong>on</strong> these walls. His name held up with the likes of extremely talented<br />

artists. It’s a far cry, knowing there’s a <strong>on</strong>e in a milli<strong>on</strong> chance that this would ever happen to him.<br />

And those aren’t the best odds, he knows, but it’s worth a try. It’s full of intricate sculptures <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />

some of the weirdest shit to ever grace his eyes, but it’s so, so lovely. Almost breathtaking, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> it<br />

almost feels like home. No classroom, nor textbook, or cubicle office could ever compare to the<br />

warm feeling he gets looking over every piece <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> admiring the work each pers<strong>on</strong> has put into<br />

with sweaty h<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g>s <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> sleepless nights.<br />

Art is so beautiful.<br />

Louis’ surprised he’s made it here before Niall, c<strong>on</strong>sidering Niall has an actual car while Louis<br />

depends his heart <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> soul <strong>on</strong> public transportati<strong>on</strong>. He finds himself asking how quickly he’d die<br />

if he walked straight into the busy traffic filled street when he glances at his ph<strong>on</strong>e <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> see’s the<br />

inevitable missed call from his l<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g>lord. Fuck, fuck, fuck. If he’s evicted he’s going to be calling a<br />

cardboard box ‘home’ <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> the thought makes him instantly nauseous. He knew it was coming, he<br />

was anticipating it <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> trying to wrack his brain for a good excuse. Because as much as he’d like<br />

to believe, saying “I’m broke because I want to paint pictures instead of getting a job with a<br />

paycheck, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> daddy is not going to help me because he’s a proper fuckhead <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> I d<strong>on</strong>’t want his<br />

help anywhere near me.” just w<strong>on</strong>’t work very well.<br />

He hasn’t told his l<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g>lord that he currently doesn’t have a job nor a steady source of income. He<br />

also hasn’t told her that he wasn’t really planning <strong>on</strong> getting <strong>on</strong>e either. He just wants to shoot her<br />

a text that says, “I’ve fucked up, please d<strong>on</strong>’t kick me out yet.” But, no.<br />

The little voicemail ic<strong>on</strong>’s popping <strong>on</strong>to his notificati<strong>on</strong>s bar, <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> since Niall still hasn’t messaged<br />

him, it’s time to go ahead <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> listen to it, get it over with. His heart is starting race when he brings<br />

the speaker to his ear, crossing his fingers tightly in his jean pocket.<br />

“This call is for Louis Tomlins<strong>on</strong>. Good afterno<strong>on</strong>, this is Marice calling. I figured you were<br />

expecting this c<strong>on</strong>sidering I still have’t received the rent <str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> it was due promptly <strong>on</strong> the third of<br />

this m<strong>on</strong>th. Because I underst<str<strong>on</strong>g>and</str<strong>on</strong>g> that things come up, I’m going to allow you a bit more of a

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