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A Journal<br />
Dedicated<br />
To<br />
My Daughters<br />
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Table of C<strong>on</strong>tents<br />
M<strong>on</strong>ey and materialism<br />
Eliminating habits<br />
A quick explanati<strong>on</strong> of Karma<br />
What will you say when you’re seventy?<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s always some<strong>on</strong>e fights a harder battle than you<br />
To be a child again<br />
Happiness is c<strong>on</strong>gruent to your values and beliefs<br />
Its all in the way you look at it<br />
Overthinking is more harmful than you may realize<br />
Clear the mechanism<br />
You matter!<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t follow the trend of society<br />
How do I know if what I’m doing is right for me?<br />
Nobody has a perfect <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> different phases of our lives<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Backfire effect<br />
Friends and their role in our lives<br />
Follow your beliefs<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> design of our lives is so precise<br />
You are the sum of all your fears<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> software of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
Life is a video game<br />
Getting over the hurt<br />
Judging some<strong>on</strong>e else<br />
When a goal doesn’t come to fruiti<strong>on</strong> so<strong>on</strong> enough<br />
Positive focus<br />
I’ve searched for my passi<strong>on</strong> but can’t seem to find it<br />
How do I know if my passi<strong>on</strong> is bleeding me dry?<br />
What’s your happy place?<br />
Why are you still blaming them?<br />
What should I write <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>?<br />
But, they said I couldn’t…<br />
What if I feel helpless?<br />
What if I make a mistake, or if people laugh at me?<br />
What does it take to become a good leader?<br />
Stop thinking the grass is greener<br />
Stop being so c<strong>on</strong>cerned <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what every<strong>on</strong>e else has<br />
My message to high school students<br />
My main regret in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
What is <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>?<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> law of attracti<strong>on</strong><br />
Moving <strong>on</strong> from what’s been holding you back in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
A poem tying in all <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s<br />
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Let’s Get Started<br />
I spent some time gathering my thoughts <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> recently. I’m not usually<br />
a pers<strong>on</strong> to journal but I wanted to write my wisdom down <strong>on</strong> paper so my<br />
daughters can <strong>on</strong>e day read and be inspired. My journaling was inspired by<br />
my interest in finding the reas<strong>on</strong> behind our lives. Since I started my professi<strong>on</strong><br />
as a youth motivator when I was eighteen, till the height of speaking to<br />
<strong>on</strong>e milli<strong>on</strong> inspired individuals, my mind was wired to find the reas<strong>on</strong> behind<br />
our lives and what separated the unhappy between the truly happy people.<br />
I’ve c<strong>on</strong>nected with hundreds of youths and adults of all ages, numerous parents,<br />
grandparents, single people, principals, teachers, and various individuals<br />
of every kind across North America over the past eighteen years. I gathered<br />
hard facts <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what made them tick in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Through deep c<strong>on</strong>necti<strong>on</strong>al<br />
c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>s I was able to pull pertinent details to understand what brings<br />
the average pers<strong>on</strong> to finding true happiness. My c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>s with them<br />
led me to understand that happiness can be generated by any<strong>on</strong>e despite<br />
race, religious beliefs, or any<strong>on</strong>e who’s experienced a serious setback in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; happiness is a very tough nut to crack. It comes filled with every<br />
characteristic you can think of. It’s extremely complex. And, each of us are<br />
different when it comes to finding true lasting happiness. But, the wisdom<br />
I’ll share in the next hundred pages harnesses everything you need to ensure<br />
your own happiness. My journal entries c<strong>on</strong>tain pertinent <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s that<br />
you too can apply in your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> to gain optimal happiness. Rather than<br />
a typical journal, each entry is more so a discussi<strong>on</strong> based <strong>on</strong> theory and<br />
opini<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re not specific to any religi<strong>on</strong>, nor are they bias towards any<br />
specific culture or sex. All you need to do is apply these less<strong>on</strong>s into your<br />
daily regimen. I suggest you implement <strong>on</strong>e less<strong>on</strong> every two weeks for a<br />
full year. You can start right now, with less<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong>e – a less<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> materialism.<br />
My experience doesn’t come from the typical educati<strong>on</strong>al background of<br />
degrees and study books. It comes from over a decade and a half of hard<br />
efforts in the field of motivati<strong>on</strong>. My experience has led me to motivate
over <strong>on</strong>e milli<strong>on</strong> youth in the Nati<strong>on</strong>; focusing <strong>on</strong> encouragement and leading<br />
youth to make healthy choices in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. In doing so, I understood that <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
isn’t a physical game. It’s all psychological.<br />
Over 90% of the entire world populati<strong>on</strong> aren’t living an optimum <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style<br />
c<strong>on</strong>gruent to their values. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> most important less<strong>on</strong> I learned<br />
in my own pursuit to finding ideal happiness is that when your thoughts<br />
are c<strong>on</strong>gruent with your values and beliefs amazing things happen and<br />
your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> becomes more enjoyable. But, with all the hustle and bustle, the<br />
busyness of our lives, and the complexity of it all, our thoughts become<br />
weaker because we d<strong>on</strong>’t always choose the best most thought-out decisi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
for our lives. When we make improper decisi<strong>on</strong>s, we surround ourselves<br />
around negative influences, or we decline to promote ourselves<br />
to living happier. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; if you choose to find the positive in every<br />
given situati<strong>on</strong> you’ll start to see <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> through a much healthier perspective.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s always positive within any given situati<strong>on</strong>, including the negative.<br />
When you accept this your perspective of reality will become clear<br />
and positive and you’ll grasp <strong>on</strong>to what you <strong>on</strong>ce thought was impossible.<br />
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Often times, this kind of motivati<strong>on</strong> isn’t always absorbed properly and efficiently<br />
because it all sounds like hogwash. H<strong>on</strong>estly, some of it sounds imaginative<br />
and hokey. But, I assure you if you even give it a sec<strong>on</strong>d thought to<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>moving</str<strong>on</strong>g> forward and applying the less<strong>on</strong>s I’ve written; if you allow it to absorb<br />
into your c<strong>on</strong>science and actually make a simple effort to apply each less<strong>on</strong><br />
into your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> you’ll be a more c<strong>on</strong>fident and happier individual overall.<br />
My story: After graduating from high school and losing a dear friend of<br />
mine in my adolescence, I started speaking to high school students gearing<br />
towards making healthy choices. In my years as a motivator, my message<br />
has broadened to helping teenagers find their passi<strong>on</strong> and how to<br />
find abundant happiness. During my career, I’ve spoken in nearly six hundred<br />
high school gymnasiums, auditoriums and classrooms. In the midst<br />
of all this I’ve learned some incredible <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s that I believe are essential<br />
to living abundantly. All of which I wish to share with you today, in<br />
hopes that it’ll help you be more in tune with your own ideal happiness.
Imagine what <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> would be like if you knew everything you needed to know<br />
to become happier. I know that sounds great and all, but this wisdom is surely<br />
something very few actually commit to and try to find because they’ve<br />
either heard it before but tried and failed, or because some<strong>on</strong>e they trust<br />
stood in their way of accomplishing happiness, or they d<strong>on</strong>’t give it a chance<br />
because it sounds ridiculous - that we c<strong>on</strong>trol our own reality. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is;<br />
you are in charge of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. You can choose to commit yourself to finding<br />
true abundant happiness. I will prove the path to get there, you just need to<br />
take the first step.<br />
You’d be impressed with how many lives this very informati<strong>on</strong> has helped<br />
move forward towards a happier more fulfilling <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. People of all ages<br />
and different walks of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> actually. I’ve written a series of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s that I<br />
believe every<strong>on</strong>e should learn and apply in their own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>time. All of which<br />
are included in the pages to follow. Each less<strong>on</strong> is a stepping st<strong>on</strong>e of the<br />
path I will lay out for you. H<strong>on</strong>estly, when you incorporate this <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> knowledge<br />
into your daily regimen you’ll endorse a new positive perspective of<br />
reality which will entice you to make positive change towards a new <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style;<br />
the <strong>on</strong>e you’ve been waiting to live for many years.<br />
I started journaling to gain a clearer perspective of my own reality. In fact,<br />
much of the motivati<strong>on</strong> I teach to teenagers refers to gaining a meditative<br />
and clear state of mind. I believe that in order to achieve what you want<br />
in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> you need to gain a very clear perspective of what you actually want.<br />
That’s really the first step. When you have a clear perspective the next step<br />
is to gain a belief that it can happen. Without either it simply will not happen.<br />
With a dedicated mindset towards your visi<strong>on</strong>, you’re destined to live<br />
out your fantasies. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> problem I’ve found, even in my own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, is that it’s<br />
extremely difficult to c<strong>on</strong>tinue the belief process because of our daily negative<br />
choices, peer-pressure from loved <strong>on</strong>es, our weaker traits seem to get<br />
in our way, or our negative influences steer us <strong>on</strong> a different path. My goal is<br />
to help you achieve a more interesting and positive perspective of your own<br />
reality so you can actually live out your dreams, rather than letting them eat<br />
away at your c<strong>on</strong>science.<br />
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I pers<strong>on</strong>ally handpicked forty-two <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s from the heap of writing I’ve<br />
journaled over the past six years. Everything you’ll read in the next
<strong>on</strong>e hundred pages is designed for you to absorb and reflect within your own<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experiences. I believe that we all learn the same <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s, just in different<br />
form, but not every<strong>on</strong>e learns what they need to move forward in a positive<br />
directi<strong>on</strong>. C<strong>on</strong>sider this <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> knowledge as a new modern way of viewing reality.<br />
You’ll be glad you incorporated these less<strong>on</strong>s because your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> will change<br />
in the most positively profound ways. I assure you you’ll notice small positive<br />
changes daily almost immediately when these less<strong>on</strong>s become habitual.<br />
I believe each of these <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s are pertinent to living an optimal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Sometimes our lives aren’t c<strong>on</strong>gruent to our ambiti<strong>on</strong>s because <strong>on</strong>e or more<br />
characteristics (such as the <strong>on</strong>es written in these pages) aren’t properly<br />
balanced. Each less<strong>on</strong> in this journal is packed with a clear perspective to<br />
help you achieve your goals and become truly happy in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I learned these<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s in the first 35 years of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, and now I wish to share them<br />
with you so you d<strong>on</strong>’t wait too late in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> to experience them for yourself.<br />
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Some of these less<strong>on</strong>s may seem like comm<strong>on</strong> knowledge whereas others<br />
will surprise you because they c<strong>on</strong>tradict what you were taught from your<br />
influences as you grew older. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to read this journal is to clear<br />
your mind of anything you’ve learned in the past. Read with an open mind.<br />
In fact, it’s been proven that many of the things we’ve learned in the regular<br />
school curriculum aren’t fully <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g>ful, nor do they offer the best most favorable<br />
approach to any specific <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experience. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s within these pages<br />
are guaranteed to make you happier. Over seventeen years of hard direct<br />
research specializing specifically <strong>on</strong> what triggers happiness proves they will<br />
catapult your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> much like the thousands of mindsets I’ve already influenced<br />
in a positive manner. All you need is your own inspirati<strong>on</strong> and willpower<br />
to incorporate them into your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> for a more profound <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experience.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s will amuse you to look further into yourself to make<br />
a positive difference. Doing so will not <strong>on</strong>ly increase your own happiness<br />
but it will increase the happiness of your loved <strong>on</strong>es as well. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> in the statement; when you excel in your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> your loved <strong>on</strong>es<br />
will too. This statement ring true because you’re <strong>on</strong>ly able to help others<br />
when your mindset is nourished. When your mindset is malnourished<br />
it doesn’t allow for any growth. You’re unable to help others believe in
themselves when you d<strong>on</strong>’t believe in yourself. I promise you an exp<strong>on</strong>ential<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> revelati<strong>on</strong> will happen if you apply <strong>on</strong>e of these <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s every two<br />
weeks for a next year. If you open your mind to absorb each less<strong>on</strong>, and stay<br />
dedicated to applying them into your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> will change further<br />
than anything you’re living now.<br />
I’ve worked 28 different jobs in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> to date since the age of thirteen.<br />
Some of these opportunities were merely to pay the bills, while others were<br />
grueling odd jobs or short-lived careers. Only <strong>on</strong>e of these opportunities<br />
transpired through passi<strong>on</strong> – my role as a <str<strong>on</strong>g>motivati<strong>on</strong>al</str<strong>on</strong>g> speaker. In the realm<br />
of all this, each opportunity served a different type of pay structure, taught<br />
me different things and gave me a different level of satisfacti<strong>on</strong>. Some opportunities<br />
provided more extravagant <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>styles, whereas others were more<br />
of setbacks. Each <strong>on</strong>e however provided <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s which is really what <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
is all <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>. In the aftermath of it all, I realized I wasn’t happier with more<br />
m<strong>on</strong>ey or more of anything other than love from my family and myself. I<br />
can’t wait to share with you all the other <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s I learned in the process.<br />
I’ve surely lived enough experiences to realize that everything happens for a<br />
reas<strong>on</strong>. Through living and chasing my ambiti<strong>on</strong>s I’ve also understood how<br />
to properly utilize the law of attracti<strong>on</strong>; the single most important characteristic<br />
in the realm. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Law of Attracti<strong>on</strong> is the belief that your thoughts<br />
equal reality; meaning when you think negative thoughts you experience<br />
negative realities. Vice versa for the positive. I’ve pers<strong>on</strong>ally used it to create<br />
a healthier perspective of my own reality. This is yet another characteristic<br />
in the happiness realm.<br />
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Another realizati<strong>on</strong> I came to was that we are all the same in this game of<br />
Life. We all harness the same amount of potential, we experience the same<br />
amount of negativity and we all generate the same amount of opportunity.<br />
Even though we look different, have different beliefs and are brought up in<br />
different families, we all harness the exact same comp<strong>on</strong>ents. We all have<br />
the same amount of capability. It’s just shown to us differently, experienced<br />
through different mediums. Although we may seem different in so many<br />
ways, we are all the same breed of species.
Those who choose to utilize their talents and believe in their ambiti<strong>on</strong>s; those<br />
who have a desire for more happiness in their lives; and, those who have<br />
an interest in seeking their own true potential; these are truly the happiest<br />
people <strong>on</strong> the planet. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se people create a positive envir<strong>on</strong>ment where<br />
happiness runs through their veins because they’ve chosen to eliminate the<br />
negativity that surrounds them by focusing <strong>on</strong> the positive. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; we<br />
all experience the negative. We all make poor choices from time to time. We<br />
all wither in own self-pity <strong>on</strong> occasi<strong>on</strong>. We all get ashamed of things, and<br />
become resentful of our experiences, and, we’ve all hurt some<strong>on</strong>e in the<br />
making of it all. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are merely just a part of our similarities. All of this gets<br />
intertwined in our perspective of how we see the envir<strong>on</strong>ment around us. It<br />
really is all <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> perspective. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; we live the thoughts we perceive<br />
in our mind. Your fate, your reality, your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experiences are all a reflecti<strong>on</strong><br />
of the choices you made last week.<br />
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My realizati<strong>on</strong>s have enlisted a whole realm of self-help practices that I’ve<br />
pers<strong>on</strong>ally used in my own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. In fact, everything you’re <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> to test (within<br />
these pages) has already been thoroughly tested myself and have also<br />
been shared and helped an incredible amount of people of all ages across<br />
North America already. Teenagers, adults, teachers, parents and the like.<br />
This message is geared to any<strong>on</strong>e that truly wants to live a more fulfilling <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
It’s really at the tip of your fingertips. You simply need to make <strong>on</strong>e choice;<br />
to choose something more than you’re currently experiencing. And, to stay<br />
committed in doing so by applying these values into your current regimen.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s aren’t in any specific order. You may choose to sporadically<br />
flip from page to page at your own leisure, or read it like a regular book, flipping<br />
the pages in order. I assure you there are valuable tidbits of informati<strong>on</strong><br />
in each paragraph I’ve written. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> final less<strong>on</strong> ties in everything I’ve written<br />
in this entire multi-less<strong>on</strong>. I’ve even enlisted some of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>motivati<strong>on</strong>al</str<strong>on</strong>g> poetry<br />
to keep you entertained. I hope this knowledge inspires you to be the best<br />
you possibly can be, like I believe you can be.<br />
Word of advice: It’s beneficial to write your own journal. Hard <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> has been<br />
uncovered that’s proven incredible mental growth for those who write c<strong>on</strong>sistently<br />
in a journal. Writing increases mental capacity, it acts as incredible<br />
encouragement and breeds inspirati<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are plenty of benefits that you<br />
can experience just by picking up a pen.<br />
Read <strong>on</strong>!
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s absolutely<br />
no way to be c<strong>on</strong>tent<br />
with a mindset that’s<br />
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soiled by<br />
negativity.
Jan 7, 2017<br />
How Important Is M<strong>on</strong>ey & Materialism<br />
When I ask people what serves their happiness I usually get this type of resp<strong>on</strong>se:<br />
my job, the m<strong>on</strong>ey I make, how many possessi<strong>on</strong>s I can attain, generally<br />
something materialistic. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; neither m<strong>on</strong>ey nor possessi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
are pertinent to our happiness. M<strong>on</strong>ey and materialism doesn’t serve any<br />
true lasting meaning in our lives, other than m<strong>on</strong>ey to cover the necessities<br />
- shelter, food, educati<strong>on</strong>, etc. After that m<strong>on</strong>ey and materialistic things <strong>on</strong>ly<br />
serve as an illusi<strong>on</strong> of happiness in our imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
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This I know because I’ve witnessed the dissatisfacti<strong>on</strong> in the eyes of people<br />
after their favourite purchases through the years, including my own. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y<br />
would anticipate their happiness up<strong>on</strong> buying something that promised<br />
satisfacti<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> televisi<strong>on</strong>, <strong>on</strong>ly to become disappointed after they already<br />
swiped their credit card.<br />
Buyers remorse: Happiness runs through the veins of c<strong>on</strong>sumers in the aisles<br />
of the big box stores. But as they make their purchase they so<strong>on</strong> realize it<br />
isn’t what they imagined (it never is), or it’s so poorly made that it breaks<br />
right in fr<strong>on</strong>t of them and they have to soak more m<strong>on</strong>ey into it, meanwhile<br />
they regret buying it in the first place. Sometimes c<strong>on</strong>sumers feel the remorse<br />
of their purchases before they even leave the store.<br />
People who have all the latest gadgets, the huge homes, the four car garages,<br />
the highest paying jobs and the most materialistic garbage are usually<br />
the <strong>on</strong>es that are the most dissatisfied. Materialism <strong>on</strong>ly fills the void of our<br />
unhappiness.<br />
I’ve been taught through my own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> less<strong>on</strong>s to live without the latest gadgets<br />
because they <strong>on</strong>ly add stress and depreciate with time. I guess it all<br />
depends <strong>on</strong> your own individual perspective. How important is it to you?<br />
Your answer will help you clarify the meaning of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. When you learn<br />
to appreciate what you already have and succumb less to your greediness<br />
you’ll understand that happiness can’t be bought in a store.
I think every<strong>on</strong>e has to experience an understanding of materialism in their<br />
own way because we d<strong>on</strong>’t all want the same physical things or see <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> with<br />
the same terms.<br />
Some people get addicted to materialism and always need to have the latest<br />
and the new. Some compete with their friends and neighbours for it. It’s<br />
really weird how far some<strong>on</strong>e will go to reap it. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> damages of materialism<br />
cannot always be taught immediately because the commercials <strong>on</strong> televisi<strong>on</strong><br />
make us seem like we’re naked without them.<br />
Society has led us to believe that materialistic things, higher paying jobs, and<br />
a number of physical possessi<strong>on</strong>s define us as individuals. This couldn’t be<br />
further from the <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Exercise: Part 1 - Make a point to go to a nearby shopping mall in the few<br />
days. As you roam the hallways and stores be sure to pay attenti<strong>on</strong> to how<br />
attached people are to their purchases. Note how l<strong>on</strong>g they take making a<br />
decisi<strong>on</strong>. Pay attenti<strong>on</strong> to how quickly they shop, or how routine they are<br />
with their roaming. Be sure to reflect <strong>on</strong> their facial expressi<strong>on</strong>s as the cash<br />
register rounds their total or when they hand over their credit card to be<br />
swiped.<br />
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Part 2 - In the meantime, do your absolute best to refrain from making any<br />
purchases. Go ahead and window shop as much as you like, but refrain from<br />
buying anything, no matter how bad you think you need/want it.<br />
As you c<strong>on</strong>clude your mall outing be sure to write your thoughts down <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
the experience in your journal.
Humans have the best<br />
quality – observati<strong>on</strong><br />
of their own happiness,<br />
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yet they fail to use<br />
their sec<strong>on</strong>d best trait –<br />
willpower to make it<br />
happen.
Oct 3, 2016<br />
Eliminating Habits<br />
I spent over a thousand hours in my thirties questi<strong>on</strong>ing habits and addicti<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
In doing so, I came to some incredible realizati<strong>on</strong>s. First of all, it’s quite<br />
difficult to eliminate any given habit because we are addicted to the shortterm<br />
satisfacti<strong>on</strong> it serves us. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> problem is; the severity of the negative<br />
effects that are attached to them worsen over time, but we fail to see the<br />
negatives because our addicti<strong>on</strong> to it serves us satisfacti<strong>on</strong> each time we<br />
adhere to it. When you succumb to even the simplest habit it makes it extremely<br />
difficult to even c<strong>on</strong>sider getting rid of it because your mind has<br />
been hardwired to seek pleasure in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> short-term satisfacti<strong>on</strong> you experience<br />
acts as an illusi<strong>on</strong> of happiness.<br />
Regardless of your addicti<strong>on</strong>s and habits they’re weighing you down and<br />
blindfolding you to the actual happiness that you fail to seek; the type of<br />
happiness that’s l<strong>on</strong>g lasting and measurable, like quality time spent with<br />
loved <strong>on</strong>es, and the pleasures that d<strong>on</strong>’t come with heavy temptati<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> most fascinating tidbit I learned in the process was that no habit/addicti<strong>on</strong><br />
is any more powerful than another. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re all just as damaging as each<br />
other.<br />
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We judge our habits based <strong>on</strong> the severity of our own opini<strong>on</strong>s <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> them,<br />
but our opini<strong>on</strong>s aren’t accurate because they’re merely based <strong>on</strong> shortterm<br />
satisfacti<strong>on</strong> and defined by the opini<strong>on</strong>s of other people.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> reality is; an addicti<strong>on</strong> to food is just as bad as an addicti<strong>on</strong> to heroin or<br />
any other street drug. Both do damage to your esteem, <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style and livelihood.<br />
You cannot place any specific addicti<strong>on</strong> higher <strong>on</strong> the ladder of naughtiness.<br />
Period. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re all just as damaging to your psyche.<br />
Eliminating your addicti<strong>on</strong>s and habits can be made fun. You can play a<br />
game against them.<br />
Here’s a suggesti<strong>on</strong> that I’ve pers<strong>on</strong>ally found has worked w<strong>on</strong>ders in eliminating<br />
habits.
Leverage against them<br />
Our habits and addicti<strong>on</strong>s can be extremely difficult to get rid of, especially<br />
because they’re usually replaced with another negative habit when we try<br />
and get rid of them. I believe if you put enough <strong>on</strong> the line when you’re in<br />
the eliminati<strong>on</strong> process you’ll be able to fade away any given habit. Your<br />
mindset and willpower is all you need. You need your mind to really believe<br />
it’s toxic. That’s the first step.<br />
Next. When kicking any habit you need to weigh just as much leverage against<br />
it in the opposite directi<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; you’re not trying to eliminate the<br />
habit, you’re trying to change your mentality <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it. This will encourage<br />
habitual psychological patterns.<br />
Write down your daily routine.<br />
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It’s been proven that recording your daily activities can act as inspirati<strong>on</strong> to<br />
make positive change. We all fall into such instances where we’ve developed<br />
a habit without even realizing it because it was just a part of our everyday<br />
exercises. We overlooked the habit, or we failed to recognize it as something<br />
habitual because it fell into the ordinary. When you record (write down) activities<br />
such as meals you’ve eaten, workout regimen, or really anything you<br />
do habitually <strong>on</strong> a daily basis, this will help you recognize and understand<br />
your habit(s) a lot clearer. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; most of us are oblivious to 90 percent<br />
of our habits because they’re so normal to us. Often times it takes some<strong>on</strong>e<br />
else menti<strong>on</strong>ing it for us to perceive a developed habit. When you write<br />
something down <strong>on</strong> paper it help paint a picture in your mind. It lays out<br />
the foundati<strong>on</strong> to the change you need to succumb to in order to live with<br />
abundant happiness.<br />
Our habits generate twice as much power each time we succumb to them.<br />
But, they decrease three times as much every time we fail to succumb to<br />
their temptati<strong>on</strong>s. Every time you fight against their will your willpower to<br />
achieving happiness will be magnified.
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> “cheat day” approach<br />
This is a great exercise to help assist you with writing your daily activities. It<br />
will help you pay clearer attenti<strong>on</strong> to your habits and unwanted activities.<br />
Food is a great incentive. It’s something we can all relate to, and it’s the easiest<br />
way to encourage you to stay <strong>on</strong> track to a healthier regimen. I wanted<br />
to keep financial cheat days out of the realm because the whole premises in<br />
this journal to help you understand that the physical characteristics aren’t<br />
important in the realm of finding happiness.<br />
A cheat day happens <strong>on</strong>ce a week (usually <strong>on</strong> Sundays). It’s where you’re<br />
able to delve into any of your cravings. It usually includes ice cream, chocolate<br />
and other tasty fetishes. It’s not meant to delve heavily into your addicti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
like smoking cigarettes, alcohol or drug abuse.<br />
A cheat day is meant to be earned as a privilege, not a right. You need to<br />
set your mindset to move forward with healthy daily habits rather than<br />
succumbing to your temptati<strong>on</strong>s of your addicti<strong>on</strong>s and habits. In doing so,<br />
you’re setting yourself up for a more rewarding and enjoyable cheat day.<br />
And, it leads to a happier <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style too.<br />
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Here’s how it goes<br />
Example: Starting M<strong>on</strong>day morning through the rest of the week. If (for example)<br />
your addicti<strong>on</strong> is coffee - for every time you skip a cup of coffee you<br />
get to add an item to your cheat day list. Once you get to five items you get<br />
to start adding points to the list. But, if you succumb to drinking a cup of coffee<br />
through the week you’ll need to erase an item from the list, or delete a<br />
point of your progressi<strong>on</strong>. You’ll need to keep track of your activity using the<br />
points system. At the end of the week you’ll either be in the positive or the<br />
negative. Being in the positive allows you to indulge in a much more satisfying<br />
cheat day. A negative number means you’ll have to wait till next week to<br />
earn another cheat day.<br />
It starts to get really interesting when you add all your habits in the mix. Over<br />
fifty percent of our daily activities are actually habits. We just d<strong>on</strong>’t realize it<br />
until we take the initiative to write our daily activities down <strong>on</strong> paper. You’ll<br />
notice when you pay more active attenti<strong>on</strong> towards your daily activities
you’ll start to unfold many habits you didn’t even realize existed. For example,<br />
you may see that your spending habits are out of c<strong>on</strong>trol with simple pleasures<br />
like buying junk food through the workdays, or data over usage from<br />
scrolling your news feed too often. Each of these habits are draining to your<br />
psyche. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y persuade you in the opposite directi<strong>on</strong> of happiness. Remember,<br />
every habit, no matter how severe you place it <strong>on</strong> the ladder of naughtiness,<br />
it is damaging to you and your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>l<strong>on</strong>g approach to finding happiness.<br />
This activity allows you to weigh the differences between a <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> lived<br />
with habits and without, and it actually allows you to apply your mindset<br />
against your habits throughout the week. It’s also a great way for you<br />
to keep track of when your habits arise and how often you succumb to<br />
them, so you can witness first-hand how negatively they’re affecting your<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. You have no idea how positive your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style will change by doing so.<br />
Some cheat day items you might c<strong>on</strong>sider adding to your list:<br />
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Chocolate bar, ice cream c<strong>on</strong>e, pizza, pop, a trip to your favorite restaurant,<br />
a glass of wine, a bag of chips, a small bag of candy, extra bac<strong>on</strong>,<br />
French fries, cinnam<strong>on</strong> bun, brownies, cookies… I think you get the idea.
Happiness makes a<br />
point to block all<br />
the negativity in<br />
your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
bigger your<br />
smile the<br />
better<br />
your<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style.<br />
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A Quick Explanati<strong>on</strong> Of Karma<br />
Dec 20, 2016<br />
Karma acts in the same way as your bank account. When you’re in the positive<br />
you’re happy but if you’re in the overdraft you’ll instantly be dissatisfied.<br />
I’ve been studying Karma and it’s affects for years, and based <strong>on</strong> what I’ve<br />
learned from my own decisi<strong>on</strong>s is this. It’s like clockwork - always <strong>on</strong> time<br />
and nearly perfect. What goes around comes around is the best way to explain<br />
its effect in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. If you do good for others/society good things<br />
will come back to you. If however you do negative against some<strong>on</strong>e or<br />
society the opposite will happen – you’ll reap nothing but negativity.<br />
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This I believe is also applied to the quality of time we spend with others.<br />
If you d<strong>on</strong>’t actively participate and spend quality time with other<br />
people your karma account will be deducted. Thus, taking initiative to<br />
spend quality time with others will increase your karma account as well.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> positive side of Karma is magnified because positivity is more powerful<br />
than its counterpart. This should act as encouragement to be the best you<br />
can be all the time. When you do good for society you’ll attract better people<br />
and bigger opportunities into your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. If however your acti<strong>on</strong>s are c<strong>on</strong>stantly<br />
filled with negative choices your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> will be a reciprocating ball of negativity.<br />
Everything comes back to you in equal effect<br />
Karma is similar to your bank account. If you do good for society the universe<br />
will make a deposit into your Karma account. But if you do something<br />
negative (depending <strong>on</strong> the severity) the universe will withdraw<br />
from your Karma account. It’s worth doing your best to ensure your Karma<br />
account is in the positive. You never know when you’ll need the funds.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to increase your Karma account is to do random<br />
acts of kindness for some<strong>on</strong>e, any<strong>on</strong>e. It doesn’t even matter<br />
if the pers<strong>on</strong> knows your intenti<strong>on</strong>; if you follow through <strong>on</strong> doing<br />
right for them it will be accounted for in the bank of Karma.
Examples of Simple Random Acts of Kindness<br />
- Shovel some<strong>on</strong>e’s driveway without them knowing<br />
- Pay for some<strong>on</strong>e’s expiring parking meter while they’re in the<br />
store<br />
- Say something nice to a complete stranger<br />
- Help some<strong>on</strong>e that’s in need of assistance without asking<br />
- Take some time out of your day to listen to some<strong>on</strong>e’s troubles.<br />
Actually listen and be a guiding support<br />
- Hold the door open for every<strong>on</strong>e behind you<br />
- Write a heartfelt card and give it to some<strong>on</strong>e; any<strong>on</strong>e.<br />
- Go out of your way to attend a sports game of a friend you<br />
haven’t seen in a while, or a nephew, or any<strong>on</strong>e.<br />
You’ll be amazed how <strong>on</strong>e simple act of random kindness can<br />
go. It makes the pers<strong>on</strong> who receives it change their perspective<br />
to a more positive <strong>on</strong>e right away. Plus, it adds funds to your<br />
Karma account. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> more Karma funds the happier you’ll be.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> quicker you’re able to eliminate ill<br />
feelings from the past, the quicker you’ll<br />
be able to move <strong>on</strong> as a happier soul.
Sep 12, 2016<br />
What Will You Say When You’re Seventy?<br />
When I was younger I quite frequently imagined myself as a seventy yearold<br />
man sitting in a rocking chair. As I rocked back and forth I p<strong>on</strong>dered<br />
my accomplishments; w<strong>on</strong>dering if I worked hard enough at achieving<br />
an optimal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. I have always questi<strong>on</strong>ed if I took advantage<br />
of living. I’m not sure if these thoughts made me work harder at achieving<br />
everything <strong>on</strong> my bucket list, or if it inspired me to enjoy my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
more. Either way, it made me c<strong>on</strong>template what true happiness really is.<br />
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It seemed like every two weeks I was changing my mind; fulfilling whatever<br />
my mind told me to work <strong>on</strong>. I was frustrated because I couldn’t make up<br />
my mind. Happiness seemed so distant and difficult to accomplish at times.<br />
Now, as a thirty-five year old man, I p<strong>on</strong>der the same questi<strong>on</strong>s. But this<br />
time I feel less frustrated because I’ve already accomplished a better <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
than I <strong>on</strong>ce imagined. Although I <strong>on</strong>ce thought an ideal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style <strong>on</strong>ce c<strong>on</strong>sisted<br />
of m<strong>on</strong>ey, fame and materialistic things, my experiences have led me to<br />
understand that the true meaning of happiness doesn’t include any of this.<br />
I’m truly c<strong>on</strong>tent with my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> today because I chose to fulfill my passi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
early in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I didn’t procrastinate regardless of the obstacles that<br />
stood in my way, and I didn’t allow fear to run my decisi<strong>on</strong>s. I just went<br />
for it. In fact, I was always passi<strong>on</strong>ately working <strong>on</strong> some type of project;<br />
whatever my mind told me to work <strong>on</strong>. Although the c<strong>on</strong>stant<br />
change frustrated me, my progressi<strong>on</strong> helped me become the best I<br />
could be because I didn’t procrastinate. It encouraged me to enjoy <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
more than the rest. And it erased any possibility of feeling resentment.<br />
Going for it all when I was younger has allowed me to appreciate all the<br />
other opportunities in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> outside of work/passi<strong>on</strong> like my children and<br />
wife. And now, as a father of two w<strong>on</strong>derful children I’ve enlisted my focus<br />
<strong>on</strong> being the best possible parent I can be with less focus <strong>on</strong> work and<br />
without the strain of a the less accomplished <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> I used to worry <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>.
My <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> has been filled with all different kinds of achievements over the<br />
years. But, as I look back, I realize these aren’t important to anybody else<br />
but myself. This fact led me to believe that the type of happiness we all<br />
l<strong>on</strong>g for <strong>on</strong>ly exists within our relati<strong>on</strong>ships with other people, including our<br />
friends, family and those we choose to spend our days with. Definitely not<br />
something you can buy in a store.<br />
I’m blessed to experience <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> through my own eyes without the materialistic<br />
values I grew up believing was important. I am happier todaythan ever before.<br />
I have excellent friends, a refreshed perspective of reality and my days<br />
are spent with great people. And, although I’m <strong>on</strong>ly half the age of 70 I am<br />
blessed to be able to say that I’m c<strong>on</strong>tent with the <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> that was served to<br />
me. I will c<strong>on</strong>tinue to see the positive in my experiences as I move forward<br />
because I’ve learned that <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is a beautiful thing.<br />
Moral of the story: D<strong>on</strong>’t wait too l<strong>on</strong>g to fulfill your passi<strong>on</strong>s. Take the opportunity<br />
right now to complete a few tasks you’ve been meaning to get<br />
at for years. Kickstart your imaginati<strong>on</strong>. When you’re sitting in your rocking<br />
chair at 70 you’re going to be asking yourself these exact same questi<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
What will your answers be?<br />
What will your answers be?<br />
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Sometimes it’s important to<br />
take an inventory of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
and your current <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style to<br />
see if you’re in<br />
line with your ambiti<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
Have you d<strong>on</strong>e that lately?
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s Always Some<strong>on</strong>e Going<br />
Through A Lot Worse Than You<br />
Jul 14, 2011<br />
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Take some time to think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> some of the negative things your friends,<br />
family and colleagues are going through currently. I’m sure you’ll realize<br />
there are people in your direct circle that are going through something a lot<br />
worse than your currently experiencing. I know <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> gets difficult at times but<br />
just knowing there’s some<strong>on</strong>e going through a far worse situati<strong>on</strong> makes all<br />
the difference sometimes. Life isn’t always positive. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s ups and downs,<br />
trials and triumphs and everything in between. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are pertinent to understanding<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> and its importance. Each struggle we experience is also an<br />
opportunity to make positive change for ourselves. It’s really all <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> perspective.<br />
Nothing worthwhile comes without some kind of fight, so strap <strong>on</strong> your<br />
boxing gloves and fight the obstacles standing in your way. Sometimes your<br />
biggest obstacle is your own mindset. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> quicker you can accept the situati<strong>on</strong>,<br />
the easier you can move <strong>on</strong> with a smile. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re always some<strong>on</strong>e going<br />
through a more difficult situati<strong>on</strong> than you, no matter what situati<strong>on</strong> you’re<br />
going through.
Challenge yourself<br />
today to eliminate<br />
the negativity that<br />
clouds your mind.<br />
When a negative<br />
thought pops into<br />
your mind replace it<br />
with a thought<br />
the puts a smile <strong>on</strong><br />
your face.<br />
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Apr 16, 2011<br />
To Be A Child Again<br />
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Often times I watch movies or hear s<strong>on</strong>gs that refer to being a child again.<br />
At which point I imagine what it would be like to be a toddler, a 10-year-old,<br />
or an adolescent again. At first, I p<strong>on</strong>der all the w<strong>on</strong>derful things they get to<br />
experience, like less resp<strong>on</strong>sibilities, more imaginati<strong>on</strong>, and they seem to be<br />
happier people. Sometimes my thoughts make me sad that my childhood is<br />
over, but then my recollecti<strong>on</strong> of the troubles I went through back then, the<br />
extreme lows and all the learning experiences I had to go through to understand<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> as clearly as I do today. If I were a child <strong>on</strong>ce again this would mean<br />
I’d have to go through all of this all over again which isn’t very appealing to<br />
me. This would also mean that I’d have to re-accomplish all of the things<br />
that made me who I am today which I have zero interest in doing either. As<br />
I p<strong>on</strong>der the statement – to be a child <strong>on</strong>ce again, I can surely say that I am<br />
c<strong>on</strong>tent with being the 35-year-old self that I am today.<br />
Life is all <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> perspective. My perspective is filled with w<strong>on</strong>derful children,<br />
a beautiful wife, w<strong>on</strong>derful accomplishments, amazing talents and a lot of<br />
love and fun. I d<strong>on</strong>’t need to be a child again to experience any of this.<br />
What perspectives of adulthood trump your childhood?<br />
Happiness is <strong>on</strong>ly <strong>on</strong>e small decisi<strong>on</strong> away.<br />
What small decisi<strong>on</strong> am I talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>?<br />
Deciding to tap into your spirituality;<br />
finding yourself
Jun 11, 2014<br />
HAPPINESS is c<strong>on</strong>gruent to<br />
your values and beliefs and the<br />
decisi<strong>on</strong>s you make <strong>on</strong> a daily<br />
basis<br />
Happiness comes and goes based <strong>on</strong> the quality of people you bring into<br />
it, and by the choices you make each day. You’ll notice that your happiness<br />
changes from day to day. Healthier choices and surrounding yourself with<br />
more positive people will make you a happier pers<strong>on</strong>. Period.<br />
Nobody is 100% happy all the time. Regardless if you have all the m<strong>on</strong>ey in<br />
the world, if you have healthy children and you’re healthy yourself, or you<br />
have the best career possible, there’s still plenty of mishaps and miss-fortune<br />
to experience regardless of where you are in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. During our difficult<br />
stages is when happiness is lost because the difficult times harness stress<br />
and discomfort. It is during the difficult times when your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> clarity starts to<br />
unfold. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re is actually a lot of positive learning experiences within each of<br />
our negative experiences. You just need to search for them. But, who actually<br />
searches for the good when bad things happen? Happier people do.<br />
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Most think happiness is <strong>on</strong>ly accessible to the elite; the <strong>on</strong>es with the most<br />
power and the most m<strong>on</strong>ey, or the most materialistic things; when, in actuality,<br />
it doesn’t take any of this to become truly happy. Often times, it’s<br />
the exact opposite actually. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> people with the least become the happiest<br />
because they d<strong>on</strong>’t have any materialistic things to break down <strong>on</strong> them.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re not in competiti<strong>on</strong> with any<strong>on</strong>e else for more of anything either. As<br />
l<strong>on</strong>g as you’re healthy and have a positive mindset you have the criteria to<br />
fulfil your own happiness.<br />
Happiness is a state of mind. It’s not an external force or something you<br />
can buy. It’s something that <strong>on</strong>ly comes from within. You have the ability to<br />
harness exp<strong>on</strong>ential happiness all the time. You just need to decide to open<br />
your heart, let go of your frustrati<strong>on</strong>s and appreciate what you already have.<br />
You will so<strong>on</strong> start to see what I’m talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> when you realize that even<br />
the elite are unhappy people.
Exercise: Take some time to reflect <strong>on</strong> your habitual daily choices. Pay attenti<strong>on</strong><br />
to how your choices reflect the quality of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Write down any<br />
activities you do regularly that act as road blocks to achieving happiness.<br />
Are you spending too much time pursuing activities inc<strong>on</strong>gruent with your<br />
happiness? How do these activities reflect your values and beliefs? Are they<br />
getting you closer to ideal happiness, or are they standing in your way from<br />
achieving the <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style you wish for?<br />
Often times we d<strong>on</strong>’t realize we harness an issue until we actually unfold it<br />
for ourselves. This exercise takes some deep thinking and brainstorming, but<br />
even a slight focus <strong>on</strong> it will enable you to free yourself from limiting beliefs<br />
and habits. Sometimes it <strong>on</strong>ly takes a couple of tweaks to pursue a happier<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s a good chance you <strong>on</strong>ly need to remove a couple inc<strong>on</strong>gruent<br />
habits or even a slight perspective change to waiver a happier <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
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Imagine your daily routine in your mind. Which activities bring happiness?<br />
Which <strong>on</strong>es are straining you from achieving an ideal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style? Write them<br />
down. Create a list of the unfavorable activities, and decide to eliminate<br />
them <strong>on</strong>e at a time simply by being aware of them.
Chose to let go of what’s been<br />
holding you back in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Most likely<br />
it’s an experience that really has<br />
no validity in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> anymore.<br />
You are an entirely new and different<br />
pers<strong>on</strong> since that very experience.<br />
It’s time to let go of your<br />
emoti<strong>on</strong>al<br />
attachment to it.<br />
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It’s All In <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Way You Look At It<br />
Feb 22, 2010<br />
Think of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> in an envir<strong>on</strong>ment outside of regular society. I mean outside<br />
of the hustle-and-bustle and the traffic jams. Focus your thoughts <strong>on</strong> the<br />
less domesticated versi<strong>on</strong> of reality. Hold that thought. It’s interesting to see<br />
what comes to mind when you step outside of the ordinary.<br />
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It’s been debated time and time again that freedom is an illusi<strong>on</strong>; meaning<br />
that freedom doesn’t exist. This thought is based <strong>on</strong> the fact that society as<br />
a whole forces us to live a certain way. We have to live in certain neighbourhoods,<br />
report our earnings and modificati<strong>on</strong>s to the Government. We have<br />
to pay taxes and work certain jobs to make ends meet at the expense of our<br />
advanced society. We are governed by laws and exclusi<strong>on</strong>s that hold us back<br />
from doing what we want to do. It all gets intertwined into the breakdown<br />
that freedom is an illusi<strong>on</strong>. I guess it all comes down to your own perspective<br />
and how you want to see your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Some see it as a torturous place filled<br />
with negativity, whereas others see it as an incredible opportunity.<br />
Bring back the image you had of the less modernized society and compare<br />
it with your current reality. Looking at <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> from two different perspectives –<br />
the <strong>on</strong>e with all the hustle and bustle, and the <strong>on</strong>e surrounded with trees in<br />
the wilderness, you’ll see there are pros and c<strong>on</strong>s to each of them.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s always something positive you can take from any negative situati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
And vice versa. It all depends <strong>on</strong> your perspective and what you do <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it.<br />
Let’s take a look at some examples of what I’m talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Pros versus c<strong>on</strong>s in a modernized world: Pros include more people to socialize<br />
with, more possible friends, more opportunity, more activities to pursue,<br />
and the like. C<strong>on</strong>s include more stress, less c<strong>on</strong>necti<strong>on</strong> to the wilderness,<br />
less quiet, fast-paced and overcomplicated, etc. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are plenty of Pros and<br />
C<strong>on</strong>s within every situati<strong>on</strong> you experience. It really all depends <strong>on</strong> the way<br />
you perceive each situati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Is freedom an illusi<strong>on</strong> to you? I believe freedom is granted to those who acknowledge<br />
it. It’s given to those who admire it and want to experience it. It’s<br />
also given to those who have no idea <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the actual c<strong>on</strong>cept itself. In fact,<br />
it’s available to any<strong>on</strong>e with a positive state of mind.
You d<strong>on</strong>’t need<br />
to know<br />
every twist<br />
and turn <strong>on</strong> your<br />
path to success.<br />
As l<strong>on</strong>g as you<br />
understand<br />
WHY<br />
you’re doing it<br />
you’ll be<br />
successful.<br />
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Over Thinking Is Harmful<br />
Jan 29, 2017<br />
It’s been proven that overthinking causes negative effects <strong>on</strong> your mind and<br />
body. It’s actually causes quite a bit of stress. Stress is never good for any<strong>on</strong>e.<br />
We all battle with overthinking from time to time. Most of us battle<br />
with it daily actually. It’s something that just comes in this busy<br />
fast-paced society that we live in. It often seems like our minds are<br />
pushed to the extreme, overloaded with complexity and never turned<br />
off from the troubles and pressures of reality. This makes for an overworked<br />
mindset which causes chaos and high stress in our lives.<br />
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I never realized how busy my mind was until I tried to meditate. I wasn’t<br />
in yoga class. I definitely wasn’t wearing yoga pants. I was in the shower.<br />
That’s where I do a lot of my intense thinking. It’s actually the <strong>on</strong>ly<br />
place I can get peace and quiet, where my wife isn’t enlisting me in any<br />
do-it-yourself projects around the house, or the kids aren’t screaming<br />
in my ear. Come to think of it, the shower is my man cave. It’s the<br />
place that allows me to take a deep breath and digest my thoughts.<br />
Anyway. Getting back to my meditati<strong>on</strong>. No matter how far I tried to force<br />
my mind from stopping its cycle of thoughts I just couldn’t do it. I challenged<br />
myself to stop thinking; to have a clear mind, free of any thought<br />
for even just 60 sec<strong>on</strong>ds, but it felt nearly impossible. I tried over and<br />
over again, but every time I tried I failed. I just couldn’t free my mind<br />
from thought. I mean, I could put away a thought or two here and there<br />
but when it came to complete silence, free from all thought completely,<br />
it just wasn’t happening. I couldn’t believe how difficult this task was.<br />
I then challenged myself to a much simpler goal of clearing my mind for 30 sec<strong>on</strong>ds<br />
– half the initial amount, but even that was difficult. Over and over I tried<br />
to clear my mind, for even just 20 to 30 sec<strong>on</strong>ds, but the most I could do was 15<br />
sec<strong>on</strong>ds. This less<strong>on</strong> taught me what the true challenges are in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> – having a<br />
clear mind free from thought; to stop our minds from over thinking all the time.
I was able to put it into perspective for myself – how bad overthinking affected<br />
my own mind. I knew I was a busy minded individual and that I focus<br />
<strong>on</strong> multiple tasks each day but I never realized how busy my mind actually is<br />
all time until now. Even multitasking is a form of over thinking. It can cloud<br />
your mind.<br />
When your mind is clouded with thought you miss out <strong>on</strong> the important<br />
opportunities that are staring your right at you. You fail to see what’s going<br />
<strong>on</strong> around you. You miss tidbits of important c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>s, you miss the fun<br />
times. And you fail to experience the true meaning of living; to find peace<br />
and enjoyment in the moment.<br />
Yoga is <strong>on</strong>e highly recommended way to relax your mind. It’s a great way to<br />
exercise your mind muscles and learn to become <strong>on</strong>e with yourself; to be<br />
spiritual. It also gives you an opportunity to reset your thoughts for more<br />
c<strong>on</strong>gruent images related to your values and happiness.<br />
Slooooow your mind down and relieve the stress at least <strong>on</strong>ce a day. Take<br />
a walk, try yoga. Whatever you need to slow down the pace of your mind.<br />
You’ll be glad you did.<br />
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What small task could<br />
you go out of your way<br />
for today that would<br />
put a smile <strong>on</strong> some<strong>on</strong>e<br />
else’s face?
Clear <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Mechanism –<br />
Mar 28, 2013<br />
When I get upset with <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>’s distracti<strong>on</strong>s it often brings me<br />
down. I feel over whelmed and sometimes it takes my esteem<br />
away. When this happens I take some time to refresh my mind.<br />
Here’s what I do: No matter where I am I find a driving range and hit golf<br />
balls. This is the <strong>on</strong>e place where I know I can clear the mechanism; eliminate<br />
all thoughts completely from my mind except for the activity I am pursuing.<br />
If I d<strong>on</strong>’t have my own clubs I’ll rent some and grab a large bucket<br />
of balls. My goal by the end of the sessi<strong>on</strong> is to master my shot. By the<br />
time I get in my car and get back to <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> my mindset is already at peace.<br />
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What <strong>on</strong>e thing/place/experience will allow you to eliminate<br />
all thoughts completely from your mindset except for the activity<br />
you are pursuing? If you can’t think of <strong>on</strong>e go for a walk in<br />
the wilderness. Nature is often the best way to accomplish this.<br />
Goals are merely a benchmark of what is<br />
possible. It’s important to set your<br />
sights high when trying to achieve any<br />
goal, no matter what it is. But, in the<br />
end, regardless if your goal was met, as<br />
l<strong>on</strong>g as you did everything in your power<br />
to achieve it then you were successful.
You Matter!<br />
Nov 16, 2009<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are the <strong>on</strong>ly two words you need to absorb at this very moment - “YOU<br />
MATTER!” That’s right, YOU MATTER in more than <strong>on</strong>e way in this world.<br />
Take this time to imagine all the people you’ve made a positive impact <strong>on</strong><br />
so far in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Think back to all the years you’ve lived, and all the people<br />
you’ve come across where you’ve d<strong>on</strong>e something that’s put a smile <strong>on</strong> their<br />
face. You’ll so<strong>on</strong> see that you were a big part of bringing happiness to other<br />
people quite a few times in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Take this exercise even <strong>on</strong>e step further and imagine these people smiling<br />
back at you. I guarantee this will put a smile <strong>on</strong> your face.<br />
You Matter!<br />
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D<strong>on</strong>’t let friends, family or any<strong>on</strong>e<br />
influence your decisi<strong>on</strong>s in any negative<br />
way. Every time you succumb to their<br />
peer pressure’s you are going<br />
against your morals, beliefs and<br />
judgments. This is where cowards<br />
and hypocrites come into play;<br />
something you’re not!
D<strong>on</strong>’t Always Follow <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
Trend Of Society<br />
Aug 1, 2006<br />
I used to follow the trend of society – thinking that making m<strong>on</strong>ey was so<br />
important. I saw commercials <strong>on</strong> the televisi<strong>on</strong> telling me I needed materialistic<br />
things to be better and to feel better <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> myself. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> faces <strong>on</strong><br />
the actors in these commercials were painted to show me that materialistic<br />
worth was what I needed. In fact, I went to great lengths to accomplish just<br />
this. I traveled far, took unnecessary risks, and pretty much did everything in<br />
my power to make this happen, <strong>on</strong>ly to be let down by their promise. Here<br />
is what I realized <strong>on</strong> my journey.<br />
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After achieving great financial goals, surpassing my own talents and boundaries,<br />
and pursuing nearly everything <strong>on</strong> my bucket list, I’ve come to realize<br />
that our happiness resides in our experiences - the time we spend with loved<br />
<strong>on</strong>es. It’s developed in our relati<strong>on</strong>ships with others, through exhilarating<br />
experiences and through our family and social interacti<strong>on</strong>s, not through materialism<br />
or fancy things.<br />
No milli<strong>on</strong>aire has ever said that m<strong>on</strong>ey is the root of their happiness because<br />
they’re forced to see bey<strong>on</strong>d the perspective of necessity.<br />
Exercise: Part 1 - Write down ten to twenty experiences that d<strong>on</strong>’t require<br />
much m<strong>on</strong>ey to fulfil that you can participate with your friends or family<br />
members that would bring happiness. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se include activities like fishing,<br />
barbequing in the back yard, canoeing, hunting, going for a l<strong>on</strong>g walk, etc.<br />
All of which d<strong>on</strong>’t require much financial obligati<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> your part. List ten<br />
to twenty different activities like these; activities you feel comfortable and<br />
excited to participate in.<br />
Part 2: Be proactive. Go out of your way to ask three to five different friends<br />
or family members to participate in some of these activities with you. Stop<br />
procrastinating. You’ve been telling yourself for years you were going to fulfil<br />
some of these <strong>on</strong> the list. Go ahead and make it a reality!
When some<strong>on</strong>e tells you that<br />
you can’t<br />
accomplish something, your<br />
next step should go against<br />
what they just said and<br />
prove them wr<strong>on</strong>g. Often<br />
times, people try to steer you<br />
wr<strong>on</strong>g because they’re jealous<br />
of your ambiti<strong>on</strong>. You<br />
are more than what others<br />
say you are!<br />
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How Io I Know What I’m Doing Is<br />
Right For Me?<br />
Feb 26, 2010<br />
Let’s say you wake up virtually every morning and repeatedly hit the snooze<br />
bar while dreading to get out of bed every day. Every thought you host towards<br />
your work is weighing you down with sadness. You hate your coworkers,<br />
every <strong>on</strong>e of them. You dread hearing your boss’ voice. And, you wish<br />
you could move away from it all. I would say you should make a change and<br />
find something different. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; this is reality for most of us.<br />
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Statistics show that less than 10% of us actually enjoy our day jobs. Most of<br />
us work the same bland routine job over and over again for years without<br />
ever flinching for change. We choose nothing different because we’re comfortable.<br />
We see our friends doing the exact same thing which makes living<br />
in mediocrity easier. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>n, at the end of our lives we questi<strong>on</strong> ourselves; if<br />
we made the right choices. It’s a never ending cycle am<strong>on</strong>gst humanity.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; over 90% of the elderly wish they had have experienced more<br />
and taken more risks in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Some of the biggest regrets am<strong>on</strong>gst those <strong>on</strong><br />
their deathbed: I wish I had have switched careers earlier. And, I wish I had<br />
have accepted change easier.<br />
What are you going to say when you’re c<strong>on</strong>sidered elderly? Are you going to<br />
be satisfied with the choices you made?<br />
Exercise: Part 1 - Write down five things you feel you know you’ll regret if<br />
you never achieve in your youth? <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are things like running a marath<strong>on</strong>,<br />
playing an active sport, climbing a mountain, sky-diving; things you normally<br />
cannot pursue when your body is too old to achieve.<br />
Part 2 – Reflect <strong>on</strong> those five things and make a plan to fit those experiences<br />
into your current regimen. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s absolutely no point in procrastinating<br />
with the important things that you know you’ll regret if you d<strong>on</strong>’t accomplish.
Physical achievements will help excel your progressi<strong>on</strong> towards your ultimate<br />
happiness. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y inspire and encourage you to c<strong>on</strong>tinue doing what you<br />
love in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> like fulfilling passi<strong>on</strong>ate experiences. Doing physical activities that<br />
excite you will help you feel alive again. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y motivate you to get rid of the<br />
negative aspects in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> like the crappy job or relati<strong>on</strong>ship you got yourself<br />
into. You’ll know if you’re <strong>on</strong> the right path when it feels right. If it feels<br />
awkward give it an h<strong>on</strong>est try. If it still doesn’t feel right turn your directi<strong>on</strong><br />
around and try something else.<br />
Live your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> like you play a board game.<br />
Make calculated risks, take your time <strong>on</strong><br />
each move, be aggressive with each<br />
opportunity, be assertive with every decisi<strong>on</strong><br />
you come across, and enjoy the ride.<br />
Just d<strong>on</strong>’t follow your friend’s footsteps.<br />
Make your own!<br />
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Jul 12, 2015<br />
Life is so complex, it’s no w<strong>on</strong>der why<br />
neither of us has a perfect <strong>on</strong>e<br />
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Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it, there’s literally a plethora of different characteristics to our<br />
lives. It’s tough to focus <strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong>e specific characteristic at any given time let<br />
al<strong>on</strong>e maintain a balanced <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. For example, there’s c<strong>on</strong>fidence, motivati<strong>on</strong>,<br />
determinati<strong>on</strong>, willpower, work ethic, goal setting, <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> planning,<br />
and the list goes <strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>n there’s our resp<strong>on</strong>sibilities – parenting, our jobs<br />
as employees and business owners. And, then we have our wants, desires,<br />
passi<strong>on</strong>s and needs. If they aren’t fulfilled then our c<strong>on</strong>fidence, motivati<strong>on</strong>,<br />
determinati<strong>on</strong> and willpower goes down in the dumps, leading us to an unhealthy<br />
and unbalanced <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style which <strong>on</strong>ly brings us to being unhappy. This<br />
becomes a reciprocating cycle of negativity for many. It’s actually quite comm<strong>on</strong><br />
am<strong>on</strong>gst humanity.<br />
It’s not a w<strong>on</strong>der that we d<strong>on</strong>’t have perfect lives, the w<strong>on</strong>der lies in why we<br />
d<strong>on</strong>’t take advantage of these characteristics to live an optimal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Exercise: Part 1 - List ten characteristics that are already successfully in line<br />
with your values and beliefs, like healthy eating, physical fitness, self-employment,<br />
working at a job you love, enjoyable coworkers, self-motivati<strong>on</strong>,<br />
healthy children, fulfilling relati<strong>on</strong>ships, etc. When you list the characteristics<br />
you already have in place it’ll act as encouragement to fulfill the things<br />
that aren’t so c<strong>on</strong>gruent to your beliefs and values. It’s all a part of the process<br />
of being happy.<br />
Part 2: List ten characteristics that aren’t so c<strong>on</strong>gruent with your values and<br />
beliefs. Things like poor diet, unhealthy relati<strong>on</strong>ships, crappy job/working<br />
hours, lack of motivati<strong>on</strong>, lack of interest in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, etc. List the things that you<br />
would like to change for the better.
Part 3: Reflect <strong>on</strong> your writing for no less than thirty minutes. Now focus<br />
<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong>e specific characteristic that you’d like to get rid of or change for the<br />
positive and choose to eliminate it <strong>on</strong>ce and for all. This may take days/<br />
weeks/m<strong>on</strong>ths to achieve, but with each small step you take you’re gaining<br />
a happier <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Once you’ve achieved your goal you can focus <strong>on</strong> the next <strong>on</strong>e and so <strong>on</strong>.<br />
It doesn’t matter what you<br />
choose to do with your<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, as l<strong>on</strong>g as you’re<br />
helping society to be a<br />
better place you’re <str<strong>on</strong>g>moving</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
in the right directi<strong>on</strong>.<br />
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Oct 10, 2016<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Different Phases Of<br />
Our Lives<br />
One of my favorite times of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> was in the late 90s. I was in high school. I didn’t<br />
have many resp<strong>on</strong>sibilities back then. Although I wasn’t very interested in school<br />
or opportunity I remember having more fun in that stage of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> than any<br />
other. My experiences with my friends were what helped garner my happiness.<br />
I’m not saying I’m not having fun at my current stage of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I’m just<br />
saying that THAT phase of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> was <strong>on</strong>e that I remember being the<br />
most enjoyable. I think the lack of resp<strong>on</strong>sibility triggered it the most.<br />
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I loved hanging around with my friends and making new <strong>on</strong>es. I could do<br />
whatever I wanted back then. I could take risks if I wanted because I didn’t<br />
have any<strong>on</strong>e else to look after but myself. I could go to the grocery store<br />
without having to get my whole family ready for the experience. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re were<br />
a variety of things I could do back then that I cannot today. As I look back at<br />
this stage of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> and compare it to the <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style I’m currently living I see very<br />
few similarities. Actually, it’s an entirely different <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. My thoughts are different.<br />
My resp<strong>on</strong>sibilities are different. My friends are different. I live a completely<br />
different reality. And, I feel like a completely different pers<strong>on</strong> than I<br />
did back then. What’s strange is that my worries are different too, and I d<strong>on</strong>’t<br />
have the same beliefs anymore. My morals and values are different too.<br />
Random fact: Science has taught us that the cells in our body regenerate after<br />
every six years; meaning that we truly are different living beings every six years.<br />
This brings meaning to why the stages of our lives are so different and unique.<br />
Anyway. Each stage of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is different. Each phase sends us different people,<br />
new opportunities and different possibilities. Often times it isn’t easy adjusting<br />
to these different phases of our lives. I’ve pers<strong>on</strong>ally had some difficulties<br />
adjusting to my own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> changes. Parenthood has brought some difficulties.<br />
Career changes are never easy. And opportunity seems to be limited<br />
lately. It feels like our resp<strong>on</strong>sibilities get mixed into <strong>on</strong>e. It also seems like<br />
our days get mixed into each other as well. And, it feels like we d<strong>on</strong>’t have
enough time to get d<strong>on</strong>e what’s needed. Bills and finances are even added<br />
to the mix. All of this compounds to make for a stressful period of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. But,<br />
there are many positives am<strong>on</strong>gst the menti<strong>on</strong>ed. Those of which we need<br />
to choose to focus our attenti<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> before we lose our mind.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> good things in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> make it worthwhile, obviously. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> good things are<br />
usually the small things that we often overlook, like time spent with your<br />
children and loved <strong>on</strong>es, and working <strong>on</strong> your hobbies. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> reality is; you’re<br />
the <strong>on</strong>e that chooses whether any given situati<strong>on</strong> is bad or good. This phase<br />
of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> may be different than any other but it’s possible it just wants you<br />
to find enjoyment within it. That’s YOUR choice!<br />
Now-a-days my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style is filled with kids and kid stuff, that’s pretty much<br />
it. Everything, and yes I mean EVERY part of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style incorporates my<br />
kids. In fact, the majority of my mindset includes thoughts that pertain my<br />
children in some way. I’ve had a difficult time giving away literally three quarters<br />
of my spare time towards them since they’ve been around. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> first six<br />
m<strong>on</strong>ths was the most difficult because my previous single <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> allowed for<br />
much more spare time to myself. Although the adjustment came quite tough<br />
to comprehend at first, in the midst of it all I realized the true worth of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
came during this stage.<br />
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My mother told me this when I was younger, she said, “I wouldn’t have<br />
changed anything in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> because I wouldn’t have my w<strong>on</strong>derful healthy<br />
children.” It took me literally thirty years to understand how she couldn’t<br />
want a better more fulfilling <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. It wasn’t until now that I realized my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is<br />
much more complete now that my children are a part of it. I can h<strong>on</strong>estly say<br />
that I wouldn’t have changed any part of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> either because I have my<br />
w<strong>on</strong>derful healthy children.<br />
Our lives take us <strong>on</strong> an emoti<strong>on</strong>al roller coaster the entire way. That’s just a<br />
part of the subliminal bill we signed when we entered this <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>time. Once you<br />
can accept your current reality; where you are in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, where you want<br />
to be, and what you need to do to make it come true, then you can start to<br />
make true lasting positive change. Until then you’ll c<strong>on</strong>tinue to dwell <strong>on</strong> the<br />
past; something you aren’t anymore.<br />
Exercise: Write down five characteristics in which your current <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style is<br />
better than any time before. Really put some thought into this exercise and<br />
imagine all the aspects you’re grateful for, or the things you didn’t have in<br />
previous stages of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. This will help catapult your visi<strong>on</strong> of happiness.
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Not every<strong>on</strong>e has the same<br />
intenti<strong>on</strong>s as you. Be careful<br />
who you do business with or who<br />
you associate yourself with.<br />
Also, beware who you<br />
share your goals and initiatives<br />
with. Not every<strong>on</strong>e is supportive.
Eliminating Habits -<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Backfire Effect<br />
Mar 11, 2014<br />
Habits are a big part of our lives. We all have them and we all succumb<br />
to them. In fact, a recent study shows that almost fifty percent<br />
of our daily activities are habitual. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> most of them<br />
is; they serve no purpose for us, other than to cause us negativity.<br />
We are blinded by the small initial satisfacti<strong>on</strong> we get when we succumb<br />
to their desires. We then shame ourselves for doing it in the first place.<br />
We c<strong>on</strong>tinuously fall pris<strong>on</strong>er to them because they eventually dwindle<br />
our lives down to mediocrity. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> reality is; even if we knew our addicti<strong>on</strong>s/habits<br />
were present the majority of us would do nothing to get rid<br />
of them because we fear change. Our habits actually serve us comfort.<br />
Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> all the comm<strong>on</strong> habits out there like smoking cigarettes, shopping,<br />
eating unhealthy, too much sugar, scrolling our social media news feeds,<br />
etc., they all serve the exact same negative feelings and emoti<strong>on</strong>s in our<br />
minds. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re all destructive to the very same extent whether you realize it<br />
or not. And most importantly they wither us down to lower our standards.<br />
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Habits are addicti<strong>on</strong>s. Plain and simple. You need to treat each habit<br />
as aggressive as you would an addicti<strong>on</strong>. Only when you witness the<br />
severity of your habits will you make a c<strong>on</strong>science effort to eliminate<br />
it. Our habits are all the same in the realm of the amount of destructi<strong>on</strong><br />
they do to our lives. No <strong>on</strong>e addicti<strong>on</strong> is superior. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re all the same.<br />
I often write <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> habits and their destructive nature because I’ve g<strong>on</strong>e into<br />
great depths to seek their reas<strong>on</strong>ing in our lives. I’ve seen highly addicted<br />
people surpass their addicti<strong>on</strong>s and become truly wholesome people who are<br />
no l<strong>on</strong>ger addicted. I’m talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> serious addicti<strong>on</strong>s, like heroin, cocaine<br />
and other comm<strong>on</strong> street drugs, sex addicti<strong>on</strong>s and shopping addicti<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
Where, the people who were addicted no l<strong>on</strong>ger are the same type of people<br />
because they’ve enlisted a new and healthier perspective. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y replaced
their morals values and beliefs entirely. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y did what they needed to eliminate<br />
their addicti<strong>on</strong>s because it was causing heavy discomfort to their <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style.<br />
I’ve also seen the other hand many times where some<strong>on</strong>e cannot surpass<br />
their serious addicti<strong>on</strong> because they fear the unknown. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y c<strong>on</strong>tinuously<br />
dwell in their emoti<strong>on</strong>al self-pity and chose to embrace words from their<br />
negative influences; those who tell them they’re weak because they fear<br />
what’ll happen when they leave the situati<strong>on</strong> (eliminate their negative influence).<br />
No matter how many times they suffer from harsh verbal abuse from<br />
their peers their fear of change overcomes their mindset. This is the exact<br />
same story for any<strong>on</strong>e who suffers from serious addicti<strong>on</strong>s, not just those<br />
who are verbally abused. All addicti<strong>on</strong>s c<strong>on</strong>tain the same feelings and the<br />
same emoti<strong>on</strong>s. Although different in nature their destructi<strong>on</strong> is all the same.<br />
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Often times, people with serious addicti<strong>on</strong>s d<strong>on</strong>’t feel worthy of getting assistance.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y feel their lives are too far g<strong>on</strong>e to be saved. Or, they’re ashamed<br />
of their addicti<strong>on</strong>s and they d<strong>on</strong>’t want other people to see their weaknesses.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; it is possible to eliminate any given habit or addicti<strong>on</strong> no matter<br />
what the circumstance. Now that we’ve discussed the nature of habits and<br />
their role in our lives I want to share my thoughts <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> eliminating them.<br />
Eliminating any given habit/addicti<strong>on</strong> will increase your happiness, bar<br />
n<strong>on</strong>e. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are some backfires however when overcoming <strong>on</strong>e. For example;<br />
often times, people replace their habit with another <strong>on</strong>e when<br />
they’re trying to rid of <strong>on</strong>e. A smoker might binge eat during their regular<br />
scheduled smoke break at work (rather than smoke cigarettes). This is<br />
merely to replace the comfort the smoker <strong>on</strong>ce received from the initial<br />
habit. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y became used to the instant satisfacti<strong>on</strong> and looked forward to<br />
it at certain times during the day. I pers<strong>on</strong>ally gave up smoking cigarettes<br />
but I became glued to the news feeds of social media. I needed something<br />
to replace my comfort of smoking so I latched <strong>on</strong>to my ph<strong>on</strong>e. Now<br />
I can’t put it down. This has caused an even bigger issue with my pers<strong>on</strong>al<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> compared to smoking (without menti<strong>on</strong>ing the obvious health effects<br />
of smoking) because now I spend less quality time with my family<br />
at home. My ph<strong>on</strong>e addicti<strong>on</strong> has now surpassed my smoking addicti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Be aware that you may replace your habit with another <strong>on</strong>e. It’s your body’s<br />
way of defending the discomfort of not being addicted anymore. A friend of<br />
mine was a heavy drug and alcohol user. He replaced his addicti<strong>on</strong> of chugging<br />
beers with that of chugging triple-triple coffees. He drinks at least six a day.
Obviously coffee is a healthier addicti<strong>on</strong> (you would think), but recently he<br />
was diagnosed with stage two diabetes. Like I said before - all habits/addicti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
cause equal amount of destructi<strong>on</strong>. Period.<br />
Our addicti<strong>on</strong>s/habits are self-defeating prophecies. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y serve no purpose<br />
for us yet we c<strong>on</strong>tinuously become blinded by their deceit and succumb yet<br />
again to their desires. D<strong>on</strong>’t let your addicti<strong>on</strong>s ruin your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> anymore. Decide<br />
to eliminate them for good. But remember the backfire affect.<br />
Be grateful for all your past<br />
experiences - the good and<br />
the bad because each of them<br />
taught you a less<strong>on</strong> or two.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y helped pave the way to<br />
who you are today. Choose<br />
to see your daily experiences<br />
as either an opportunity to<br />
learn something new or as an<br />
opportunity to grow.<br />
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Friends and their role in our lives<br />
Aug 18, 2014<br />
Our friends play a big role in our lives. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y build us up, encourage us, and<br />
stick around us through the thick and thin. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are what true friends do<br />
anyway. Others, they just stick around because we bring joy in their lives.<br />
But, sometimes we d<strong>on</strong>’t receive the same satisfacti<strong>on</strong> from them. Very<br />
few of our influences actually bring any wholesome value to our lives.<br />
Sometimes they <strong>on</strong>ly show up when they need something. For these types<br />
of “friends” that’s when the best decisi<strong>on</strong> is to relieve them of their duties<br />
as friends in our lives and move <strong>on</strong> to more fulfilling relati<strong>on</strong>ships.<br />
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Today I have less than the amount of friends I can count <strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong>e hand. It<br />
may not be very many but these are the people that bring true value to my<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y make me feel wholesome, they appreciate me for who I am, they<br />
build my c<strong>on</strong>fidence and they stick around during the thick and the thin<br />
because I do the same for them.<br />
Exercise: I recommend you take an inventory of the friends you currently<br />
have. Are they bringing value to your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>? Are they the type of people you<br />
would introduce to your colleagues at work or your Mom and Dad? Would<br />
they be there when you need them most? <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are valuable questi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
that will help you understand your friendship circle a lot clearer.<br />
Make a list of your current friendship circle and place a number (between<br />
1-5) beside each pers<strong>on</strong>’s name. This number reflects the value they add<br />
into your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Be sure to include all the important factors when deciding to<br />
place a number beside their name, such as; how often do they c<strong>on</strong>tact you<br />
to see how you are? How easy is it to c<strong>on</strong>nect with them when you need<br />
their assistance? Do they offer assistance regularly? Do they encourage<br />
you, or do they discourage you? Do they show interest in your goals and<br />
beliefs? Do they include your opini<strong>on</strong>s in c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>s or do they lead the<br />
entire c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong> with their own discussi<strong>on</strong>? <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are all great aspects<br />
to cover. All of which will help you determine which characters need to be<br />
eliminated from your current friendship circle.<br />
If they aren’t adding value to your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> move <strong>on</strong>to more rewarding relati<strong>on</strong>ships.
Often times you see some<strong>on</strong>e - the<br />
work they do or the possessi<strong>on</strong>s they<br />
have and you become jealous of<br />
theirprosperity but what you may<br />
not realize is that they think the<br />
same of you. We all have attributes<br />
that others wish they had. Be proud<br />
of them!<br />
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Follow Your Own Beliefs<br />
Sep 27, 2015<br />
When I was a child I was told to obey my parents and the law. When I was<br />
a teenager I was told to listen to my teachers, and to study and get good<br />
grades so I can find a good job working for somebody else. When I started<br />
working I was told to obey my supervisor and to work hard for my employer.<br />
I did all of this, then I realized I wasn’t happy. I had worked hard and was determined<br />
for years to follow this pattern but it left me dissatisfied, angry and<br />
broke. It was then that I looked into passi<strong>on</strong> - what it is and how it can help<br />
me become happier. I then changed my mindset completely and took the<br />
opposite approach to <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Now, I obey my own rules, work my own hours,<br />
associate with the people I choose to be around, and I’m working at fulfilling<br />
my passi<strong>on</strong>s each day. I’ve since then become a lot happier, I’ve learned<br />
less<strong>on</strong>s c<strong>on</strong>gruent to my values and beliefs, and I get paid what I’m worth.<br />
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Follow your passi<strong>on</strong>!<br />
Passi<strong>on</strong> is what<br />
separates happiness<br />
from mediocrity
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> De s ig n O f O ur Li v e s I s S o Pr e c i s e<br />
Oct 24, 2011<br />
Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it. We as human beings are designed with such perfecti<strong>on</strong>. From<br />
our immune system, bodily and organ functi<strong>on</strong>s to our pers<strong>on</strong>alities, character<br />
traits and everything in between, it’s perfect, almost predictable. In fact,<br />
even the not so human characteristics of our lives, like the animals, bugs,<br />
plant <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> and sea creatures. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y too are made with such perfecti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
First: <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s a lot more perfecti<strong>on</strong> to <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> than you may realize. As for humans,<br />
there are the obvious differences like skin color, race, religi<strong>on</strong>, etc.,<br />
but these differences are what ads appeal to this thing called <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Although<br />
these differences may seem imperfect, their real perfecti<strong>on</strong> is often overlooked.<br />
North America is such a vastly multicultural atmosphere. Every type<br />
of race, religi<strong>on</strong> and culture reside here. Am<strong>on</strong>gst all of us, we see small differences<br />
that most would call imperfecti<strong>on</strong>s, but you must admit that there<br />
are hundreds even thousands of other people that look and act exactly like<br />
them. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir differences most likely put you as a minority. In fact, the United<br />
States is <strong>on</strong>ly roughly five percent of the world’s populati<strong>on</strong>. Just think of all<br />
the other people out there; people that you may call imperfect. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir imperfecti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
are what satisfy our relati<strong>on</strong>ships and make for a more enjoyable<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>time. Imperfecti<strong>on</strong>s are equality.<br />
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Sec<strong>on</strong>d: Take a look at everything around you. A good porti<strong>on</strong> of everything<br />
you see is manmade. Almost every square inch of it actually. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> house you<br />
live in, the roads you drive <strong>on</strong>, the food you eat and all the materialistic<br />
things were all made to perfecti<strong>on</strong> by human beings. Literally everything<br />
around us has been crafted with perfecti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Life is perfect in every way because it was created that way. Learn to appreciate<br />
the imperfecti<strong>on</strong>s of your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> because to some<strong>on</strong>e else they’re perfect.
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When you’re setting your<br />
goals dream as if you’re<br />
eleven<br />
years old. Imagine<br />
yourself already<br />
accomplishing the goal<br />
with your utmost<br />
imaginati<strong>on</strong>. And, act up<strong>on</strong><br />
it but d<strong>on</strong>’t let<br />
the negativity that<br />
surrounds you take<br />
c<strong>on</strong>trol.
You Are <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Sum Of All Of Your Fears<br />
Apr 11, 2010<br />
Remember when people used to laugh at you for being afraid of something?<br />
Perhaps it was in your youth at school when you couldn’t bare the thought<br />
of getting <strong>on</strong> stage in fr<strong>on</strong>t of your peers to do a presentati<strong>on</strong>. Remember<br />
how your knees and voice trembled when you stood there and tried,<br />
meanwhile, it seemed like every<strong>on</strong>e in the audience was laughing at your<br />
weakness. Or, maybe it was at work the other day when you were embarrassed<br />
because you couldn’t force yourself to climb a ladder in fr<strong>on</strong>t of your<br />
coworkers. It was just too fearful. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; we all harness fear, every<strong>on</strong>e<br />
does. In fact, those who swear they harness zero fear are usually the<br />
<strong>on</strong>es who are the most fearful, just in other ways that aren’t so obvious.<br />
For example. A public speaker whom enjoys being in the limelight and some<strong>on</strong>e<br />
who doesn’t appear to have much fear at all. Although this pers<strong>on</strong> may<br />
seem c<strong>on</strong>fident, he/she may host fear in a completely different realm of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
such as lack of commitment in relati<strong>on</strong>ships, where he/she just cannot commit<br />
to fostering a healthy prol<strong>on</strong>ged relati<strong>on</strong>ship with some<strong>on</strong>e. Maybe they<br />
became a public speaker (or whatever their career choice is) because some<strong>on</strong>e<br />
of influence told them they weren’t worthy of achieving it. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y became<br />
who they are because they wanted to prove them wr<strong>on</strong>g (fear of failure). Regardless<br />
of who you are we all harness fear. Some are just better at hiding it.<br />
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I still run up the stairs at night after I turn off the kitchen light. Thoughts of<br />
fearful m<strong>on</strong>sters still runs through my brain at the age of 35. But I have no<br />
problem getting up in fr<strong>on</strong>t of an audience of thousands. Geesh!<br />
Even though we all harness fear there’s plenty you can do to get rid of it, such<br />
as some of the techniques provided in this journal. Fear is just another negative<br />
habit that needs to be replaced with more positive thought and acti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to overcome it is to stare it directly and commit to chipping<br />
away at it day after day until it’s withered away.
Fear <strong>on</strong>ly persuades your mind in a negative way. When fear overtakes your<br />
mind it fills it with nothing but negativity. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> good news is that fear is a part<br />
of your imaginati<strong>on</strong>. It was painted into your mind from past experiences,<br />
past emoti<strong>on</strong>al hurt and regrets. You can paint a whole new picture of a<br />
more positive reality if you choose to do so. Challenge yourself today to face<br />
<strong>on</strong>e of your fears. Heck, d<strong>on</strong>’t just face it, eliminate it!<br />
Fun but fearful exercise: Make a commitment to yourself to TRY overcoming<br />
<strong>on</strong>e of your inner most fears this week. If your fear is spiders or snakes go to<br />
a local pet store and ask to pick up or touch a spider or a snake. If your fear is<br />
heights go to an indoor bungee jumping facility and commit to it. If you just<br />
have an overall fear of <str<strong>on</strong>g>moving</str<strong>on</strong>g> forward in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> commit to TRYing something<br />
new; something you would’ve never have d<strong>on</strong>e before reading this.<br />
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Remember, you’re <strong>on</strong>ly “TRY”ing this exercise out. This means you can back<br />
out if you need to. Taking the first step and actually walking into the pet store<br />
or bungee jumping facility is the closest you’ve ever been to overcoming the<br />
fear in the first place. TRYing is exactly what you need to do to eliminate it<br />
altogether. D<strong>on</strong>’t delay, just TRY it right away. If you prologue your ambiti<strong>on</strong><br />
to eliminate it it’ll just sit <strong>on</strong> the backburner forever and just always be<br />
something that never became.
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> people you<br />
hang around<br />
with will<br />
either<br />
make you or<br />
break you.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Software Of Life<br />
Jan 11, 2014<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s an algorithm to <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> just like Google’s algorithm <strong>on</strong>line. It works in the<br />
same way to the same power just in different form. Google’s algorithm delivers<br />
relevant results based off your keyword searches. Life’s algorithm is based off<br />
your vibrati<strong>on</strong>al frequency; the universe resp<strong>on</strong>ds in relevance based off your<br />
decisi<strong>on</strong>s and acti<strong>on</strong>s. If you operate at a higher vibrati<strong>on</strong>al frequency by making<br />
healthier decisi<strong>on</strong>s the universe will provide better people, better opportunities<br />
and a better <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> opposite is true for your negative choices.<br />
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We live our lives like the<br />
movie Groundhog Day –<br />
similar experiences day in and<br />
day out yet we expect our lives<br />
to change without effort.
Life Is A Video Game<br />
Jan 11, 2014<br />
Life is like a video game. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> more points you generate allows you to procrastinate.<br />
This story has no guarantees. But it’s filled with amazingly w<strong>on</strong>derful things.<br />
Universe is the name of the software. It generates billi<strong>on</strong>s of <strong>on</strong>e-of-a-kind<br />
avatars. All of them wishfully chasing to become a star. But, each of them<br />
dissatisfied with themselves.<br />
Systematically they’re trained for enjoyment, but they strive for everything<br />
not important. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir morals are c<strong>on</strong>stantly defeated by their choices, especially<br />
when it comes to their own importance.<br />
This video game runs <strong>on</strong> an algorithm that’s perfect, coincidental but subliminal.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> characters within it mistake their own awareness. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y defend their<br />
sins. And careless.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir minds bleed from sadness. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir dreams of happiness are faded by<br />
their own imaginati<strong>on</strong>s. Passi<strong>on</strong> proves the law of attracti<strong>on</strong>. But <strong>on</strong>ly few<br />
take advantage of it. It doesn’t make sense in a lot of ways, but nobody questi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
it.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y want to be happy with themselves and with what they’ve got, but<br />
they’re c<strong>on</strong>stantly broken down by their own individual thoughts. Mistakes<br />
are mistaken for weakness a lot. Opportunities are withered away and wasted<br />
without an afterthought.<br />
Anything is possible is what they believe. Yet they’re starving for a chance for<br />
any type of relief. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> human body is the master of itself. Amazingly perfect<br />
yet also very selfish.
Every character plays the role of the star of the show. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> leader of the body,<br />
the mind and the soul. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong>e who decides its purpose is also the <strong>on</strong>e feeling<br />
worthless.<br />
Experiences are mixed with every emoti<strong>on</strong>. Achievements let them live in<br />
the moment.<br />
C<strong>on</strong>fidence is the master of their voice. But, their acti<strong>on</strong>s force them to live<br />
with their choices.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y enjoy the days of their lives, but they hate it at the same time. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Matrix<br />
is the best way I can describe how their lives are in c<strong>on</strong>trol of their minds.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re addicted to anything that brings happiness in the moment. But, Karma<br />
gets back at them when they go against their morals.<br />
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Religi<strong>on</strong> c<strong>on</strong>trols them. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir acti<strong>on</strong>s are deceiving for absolutely no reas<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Happiness is attracted to their imaginati<strong>on</strong>s. But, they often succumb to negative<br />
temptati<strong>on</strong>s. Abuse is learned from the parents who raised them. Nasty<br />
comments so<strong>on</strong> becomes fear <strong>on</strong> their faces.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir happiness is driven by their own decisi<strong>on</strong>s. Yet they’re influenced by<br />
negative ambiti<strong>on</strong>s. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re competitive with their <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>l<strong>on</strong>g wishes. But,<br />
they’re jealous when they’re beaten by others.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> wars and the divorce rate replays their paranoia. It plays a role in how<br />
they become joyful. Anything is possible if you see the possibilities. But, most<br />
of them settle for less than what they believe they should receive.<br />
This story goes <strong>on</strong> and <strong>on</strong>, and <strong>on</strong> and <strong>on</strong> ... and <strong>on</strong>, and <strong>on</strong> and <strong>on</strong>. How are<br />
you going to play your role in this video marath<strong>on</strong>?<br />
This video game is YOUR story of reality. You see it outside your windows<br />
and inside of society. Imagine YOUR reality as how I described it as the video<br />
game. What do you wish to accomplish? And, what level are YOU going to<br />
play until?<br />
Your best self comes to play when your<br />
habits are put away.
Getting Over <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Hurt<br />
Mar 20, 2011<br />
We’ve all experienced some form of bullying or abuse in our lives. Whether<br />
it was dished out by a sibling, from a colleague at school or even a co-worker,<br />
the abuse has caused hurtful feelings of resentment and anger. Deep down it<br />
even hurts to discuss the issue. It’s extremely important to get over the hurt<br />
so you can move <strong>on</strong>to a happier reality. Here are my thoughts <strong>on</strong> the issue.<br />
It’s not a very comm<strong>on</strong> thing to talk <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the issue of bullying, especially if<br />
you’re the victim. I know this from plenty of experience in dealing with such<br />
issues over the past decade and a half. Aside from teenagers, I know countless<br />
grown adults who still lack c<strong>on</strong>fidence and passi<strong>on</strong> because they didn’t<br />
talk <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> their issues or deal with their abuse properly when they were<br />
younger. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y still haven’t relieved the tensi<strong>on</strong> from abuse they experienced<br />
way back in middle school.<br />
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I get it - talking to some<strong>on</strong>e <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> your abuse can be difficult. Nobody wants<br />
to share their vulnerabilities. I’ve understood there’s a very small likelihood<br />
of some<strong>on</strong>e actually sharing their story of abuse with some<strong>on</strong>e. This makes<br />
it extremely difficult to move forward in a positive directi<strong>on</strong>. I find the best<br />
way to move <strong>on</strong> from the abuse is doing a simple visualizati<strong>on</strong> exercise that<br />
I’ve been teaching for years. It works amazingly well.<br />
Visualizati<strong>on</strong> exercise:<br />
This visualizati<strong>on</strong> exercise is going to bring out your inner emoti<strong>on</strong>s <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
the abuse you’ve dealt with. With a pad of paper and pen I want you to jot<br />
down your most recent experience of abuse. I want you to search deep down<br />
inside your mind and visualize exactly what the experience was like. When<br />
did it happen? Who was there? What comments were said? Visualize the<br />
scenario as best as you can. I want you to be as detailed as possible because<br />
the details are what’s going to help you move <strong>on</strong>.<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t worry, you d<strong>on</strong>’t have to share this with any<strong>on</strong>e.
As you’re visualizing I want you to imagine the exact emoti<strong>on</strong>s you felt. I<br />
want you to relive the experience as close to how it actually happened.<br />
Next: re read it over and over again. I recommend reading it <strong>on</strong>ce a day for<br />
21+ days straight because it takes 21 days of c<strong>on</strong>tinuous acti<strong>on</strong> to change an<br />
old negative habit. This should help you move forward without the pain from<br />
your past abuse.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to get over a negative experience is to relive it over and over<br />
and over again because the more you experience the same scenario the less<br />
emoti<strong>on</strong>ally attached you get.<br />
Next: Follow the same procedure for all accounts of abuse in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
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Sometimes being<br />
successful means<br />
understanding what<br />
you have to give up.
Judging Some<strong>on</strong>e Else<br />
Oct 16, 2015<br />
My writing isn’t based solely <strong>on</strong> opti<strong>on</strong>, it’s based <strong>on</strong> intense curiosity and<br />
vigorous research. Questi<strong>on</strong>ing <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>; its comp<strong>on</strong>ents, its meaning, the reas<strong>on</strong><br />
behind our experiences, literally everything <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it has been my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>’s<br />
initiative. I know a thing or two <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what I write <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Alright, now that<br />
I’ve got that out of the way, I want to elaborate <strong>on</strong> something I have a lot of<br />
experience in dealing with - judging others.<br />
We all do it from time to time – judge others. It’s like it’s written in our DNA,<br />
like a survival instinct or something. We are all guilty when it comes to judging<br />
others. When you judge another pers<strong>on</strong> you’re actually judging yourself.<br />
Every time you place an evaluati<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> some<strong>on</strong>e’s characteristics or weaknesses<br />
you’re actually placing an evaluati<strong>on</strong> <strong>on</strong> yourself <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the very same<br />
thing. For example: if you see some<strong>on</strong>e who has large hips or a receding<br />
hairline there’s a good chance you’re self-c<strong>on</strong>scious <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> that very thing.<br />
Judgement is used to make yourself feel better <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> yourself. That’s it. It<br />
has no other reas<strong>on</strong>ing in our lives.<br />
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Those who dish out the most negativity; those who are the most judgemental.<br />
And those who make the nastiest comments <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> others are usually<br />
extremely unhappy people. So, when you place judgement <strong>on</strong> another<br />
pers<strong>on</strong> that means you’re dissatisfied with yourself. Yes, we all give a quick<br />
judgments here and there, but if you see yourself c<strong>on</strong>sistently judging others<br />
there’s reas<strong>on</strong> to look within instead of c<strong>on</strong>stantly seeing the weakness in<br />
others. Judging others serves no purpose other than a distracti<strong>on</strong> to your<br />
own fears <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> yourself.
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I <strong>on</strong>ce thought fame, fortune<br />
and materialism was the root<br />
of all happiness.<br />
My experiences,<br />
relati<strong>on</strong>ships, and parenthood<br />
has shown me<br />
otherwise. Happiness is in the<br />
hands of being<br />
grateful, no matter what it is.
When A Goal Doesn’t Come To Fruiti<strong>on</strong><br />
So<strong>on</strong> Enough<br />
Aug 11, 2016<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y say that anything can happen, and a goal, no matter what it is will be<br />
brought to fruiti<strong>on</strong> so<strong>on</strong>er or later, it just takes time. I happen to be <strong>on</strong>e of<br />
those people. I’ve pers<strong>on</strong>ally experienced it many times, where I’ve set my<br />
mind to achieve something and within days, weeks or m<strong>on</strong>ths I’ve already<br />
accomplished it. This is no different than anything you’ve already achieved.<br />
Nothing can be brought to fruiti<strong>on</strong> without the initial thought of accomplishing<br />
it.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; anything can happen if you believe in it. It will come to you if<br />
you stick to your belief and never sway in the opposite directi<strong>on</strong>. But if you<br />
allow the negativity around you to overcome your ambiti<strong>on</strong> you simply will<br />
NOT accomplish it. Your thoughts are more powerful than you may realize.<br />
You must protect them from the negative forces that surrounds your every<br />
decisi<strong>on</strong> in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
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I understand it can be difficult when something doesn’t happen – something<br />
you’ve been expecting to happen, like a goal you’ve been working <strong>on</strong> for a<br />
l<strong>on</strong>g time and nothing is happening. Here’s my advice <strong>on</strong> this.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are a few reas<strong>on</strong>s perhaps why your goal hasn’t been brought to fruiti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Maybe you’ve lost faith in it. After putting your hard efforts into something<br />
you’ve believed in for so l<strong>on</strong>g, meanwhile failing miserably so many<br />
times, in the midst, you lost your faith in your goal. You d<strong>on</strong>’t believe it’s<br />
possible anymore.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> sec<strong>on</strong>d possibility is that negative Karma is weighing you down. Often<br />
times over-achievers are also over-deviants; they do more negative things<br />
than the average individual because they risk more than the average pers<strong>on</strong>.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re more active in general. And, as you’ve read in my previous entries,<br />
doing negative things brings negative Karma. This means your goal may have<br />
been put <strong>on</strong> the slow track to success because of your negative habits in the<br />
past. It’s possible your negative Karma is keeping you from achieving it.
When a goal doesn’t come to fruiti<strong>on</strong> so<strong>on</strong> enough chalk it up has bad karma<br />
or that you’ve lost faith in your abilities and choose to move forward bey<strong>on</strong>d<br />
those limitati<strong>on</strong>s. Your goal is worthwhile, otherwise you wouldn’t have set<br />
it in the first place. It will come with a little more positive effort and faith.<br />
Trust it.<br />
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Every negative word spoken takes<br />
away from your positive<br />
perspective of reality.<br />
Change the words you say to<br />
yourself and you’ll change your<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.
Nov 19, 2015<br />
Positive Focus<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> most comm<strong>on</strong> excuse I hear <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> why people d<strong>on</strong>’t set goals is because<br />
they d<strong>on</strong>’t have c<strong>on</strong>fidence in themselves. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y feel their goals are merely a<br />
letdown. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re afraid to accomplish them. Lack of c<strong>on</strong>fidence happens to<br />
be a widespread issue am<strong>on</strong>gst humanity. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> good news is c<strong>on</strong>fidence can<br />
be developed.<br />
I know of people who have moved mountains when it comes to developing<br />
c<strong>on</strong>fidence. I remember acquaintances in high school who were severely shy<br />
and timid, barely able to strike up a c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>. Now they’re running their<br />
own companies and masters of communicati<strong>on</strong> like myself. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>ir acti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
have proven that c<strong>on</strong>fidence is nearly a state of mind that can be altered<br />
with practice.<br />
Even I lack c<strong>on</strong>fidence from time to time, but after I learned a valuable technique<br />
to bring it back I was right back in the game of writing goals and fulfilling<br />
my ambiti<strong>on</strong>s. I would like to share with you this important technique<br />
that will help you increase your own self-c<strong>on</strong>fidence just like it has d<strong>on</strong>e for<br />
me many times in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. It’s called a positive focus.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> more c<strong>on</strong>fident you are when writing your goals means a clearer image<br />
of what you want to accomplish. When you’re happy, c<strong>on</strong>fident and c<strong>on</strong>tent<br />
it’s easier to tap into your imaginati<strong>on</strong>. A Positive Focus will help you gain all<br />
of this. This is why I like to write <strong>on</strong>e before writing my goals. A positive focus<br />
is a strategy that focuses <strong>on</strong> all your recent accomplishments. It helps build<br />
your c<strong>on</strong>fidence and gets you in the mood to write your goals. So get a pad<br />
of paper and a pen. let’s get started.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> technique:<br />
Dissect a piece of paper in three categories – three m<strong>on</strong>ths, six m<strong>on</strong>ths, and<br />
l<strong>on</strong>g term. Label them at the top. Now, visualize all your past accomplishments<br />
in the respective time frame and write at least three down in each<br />
category.
Sometimes it can be difficult thinking back into your past, especially the positive<br />
things because our brains are hardwired to focus more so <strong>on</strong> the negative<br />
aspects of our lives. But with a steady focus you’ll come up with at least<br />
three in each category. Think l<strong>on</strong>g and hard of all of your recent accomplishments<br />
– big or small. If you’re having a difficult time searching for them enlist<br />
a trusted friend to help you brainstorm.<br />
Once you list your recent accomplishments it’ll help you bring your c<strong>on</strong>fidence<br />
to where it needs to be to optimally focus <strong>on</strong> your l<strong>on</strong>g term goals.<br />
This exercise will kick start your c<strong>on</strong>fidence back in the right directi<strong>on</strong>. After<br />
completing a positive focus is the perfect time to start writing your goals.<br />
I recommend doing a positive focus every six m<strong>on</strong>ths. This will keep you <strong>on</strong><br />
track of a healthy self-c<strong>on</strong>fidence, and it will allow you to feel good <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the<br />
good things you’ve d<strong>on</strong>e. Plus, it’ll help you tap into your imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
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You’re never going to achieve<br />
what you want if your acti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
aren’t in line with wholesome<br />
values.
Dec 14, 2014<br />
I’ve Searched For My Passi<strong>on</strong> But I Just Can’t<br />
Seem To Find It<br />
This is a topic I discuss more often than not. It’s something that most of the<br />
entire world populati<strong>on</strong> deals with. In fact, <strong>on</strong>ly a small porti<strong>on</strong> of us actually<br />
know what passi<strong>on</strong> is. It’s a sad fact.<br />
Passi<strong>on</strong> is something that takes some time to navigate. It’s found randomly<br />
in our hobbies, our interests and our daily experiences. Sadly, not every<strong>on</strong>e<br />
experiences it, and most of us are too scared to risk opening it up. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are<br />
a small amount of us however that do take advantage of it. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se people<br />
happen to be the happiest I’ve ever known.<br />
I believe passi<strong>on</strong> is the most important fundamental to living a happy and<br />
fulfilling <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. You can find passi<strong>on</strong> in literally any activity. But I talk to many<br />
people who tell me how much they’ve searched; they’ve written their goals<br />
and completed a positive focus but still can’t seem to find what their true<br />
calling is. Here are my thoughts.<br />
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If you’re having a difficult time finding your passi<strong>on</strong> I believe it’s because you<br />
haven’t experienced enough excitement in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. People fail to find their<br />
true calling because they haven’t tried new activities to experience anything<br />
inspiring. Inspirati<strong>on</strong> is the key to building passi<strong>on</strong> and can be found in any<br />
of your experiences. I recommend that you step out of your comfort z<strong>on</strong>e<br />
as much as possible and focus <strong>on</strong> participating in random activities you’ve<br />
never experienced before – with friends and by yourself. Passi<strong>on</strong> comes from<br />
experience. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s no other way.<br />
Exercise: Write down five fun-filled activities that you’ve always wanted to<br />
try but haven’t had the willpower to participate. Over the next five weeks<br />
participate in every <strong>on</strong>e of them.
What Is Your Happy Place?<br />
Jan 27, 2009<br />
How do I overlook negativity when it stares at me right in the face? Find your<br />
happy place.<br />
My current happy place is a visi<strong>on</strong> of me playing with my kids. It always puts<br />
a smile <strong>on</strong> my face. In fact, if I’m ever dealing with negativity I always think<br />
of them. As hostile as they are in their play tactics at home, the thought of<br />
them soothes my mind. While growing up my happy place was standing in<br />
fr<strong>on</strong>t of an audience delivering motivati<strong>on</strong> or encouraging some<strong>on</strong>e in need<br />
of uplifting c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong>. That image used to bring an instant smile to my<br />
face. Nowadays, my perspective of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is much different. It doesn’t take me<br />
very l<strong>on</strong>g to crack a smile when my kids are present in my mind.<br />
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Every<strong>on</strong>e’s happy place is different. I’m sure you can think of a place, an<br />
experience, or something that makes you happy. Tap into your imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
When you’re dealing with negativity – when some<strong>on</strong>e belittles you, or when<br />
you’re having a bad day go to your happy place. It will make a world of difference.<br />
Exercise: In great detail write down your happy place. Here’s some food<br />
for thought: who is a part of it? Where are you (at the beach, your favorite<br />
campsite)? What activity are you participating in? <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se are all great questi<strong>on</strong>s<br />
that’ll help paint a clear image in your mind of what your happy place<br />
c<strong>on</strong>sists of.
When you’re<br />
wishing for<br />
a better <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>,<br />
a better job, or<br />
better anything,<br />
just focus <strong>on</strong><br />
being a better<br />
pers<strong>on</strong> and the<br />
rest will fall<br />
into place.<br />
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Why Are You Still Blaming <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>m?<br />
Sep 20, 2008<br />
Most of our issues stem from childhood. Psychologists and scientists have<br />
been studying the human mind for years. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’ve found that our childhood<br />
experiences stamp beliefs in our head. For most, these beliefs stay within our<br />
minds for nearly our entire lives. Often times, blame, resentment, remorse,<br />
regret and a variety of other negative emoti<strong>on</strong>s are never released or forgotten<br />
from what we experienced when we were younger. We c<strong>on</strong>tinue to host<br />
ill feelings <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the pers<strong>on</strong> or situati<strong>on</strong> eternally. In fact, we harness blame<br />
sometimes for decades, or even until death. I hate to be the breaker of bad<br />
news, but, you’re never going to get to where you want to be if you host the<br />
same ill feelings as you do today. When you’re able to let go of the blame you<br />
host in your mind you’ll be well <strong>on</strong> your way to living happiness abundantly.<br />
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It’s true; the way our parents parented us is a primary cause am<strong>on</strong>gst some<br />
of our current issues, but that doesn’t mean you need to blame them forever<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it. Your parents either did the best with what they had, or they had no<br />
idea how to do it properly. I happen to be a candidate for both. D<strong>on</strong>’t let your<br />
past affect your current reality by blaming any<strong>on</strong>e for anything. You have<br />
every characteristic needed to achieve a wholesome mindset; exactly what’s<br />
needed to relieve your blame.<br />
We’ve all been hurt in the past by other people. Although the memory probably<br />
still exists in your mind, even years later, l<strong>on</strong>g after the dust has settled,<br />
it’s time to let go of your emoti<strong>on</strong>al c<strong>on</strong>necti<strong>on</strong> towards the situati<strong>on</strong>. It’s<br />
<strong>on</strong>ly weighing you down.<br />
Too many people hold <strong>on</strong> to their past negativity for too l<strong>on</strong>g. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’ve tried<br />
to forge their way to a better <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style but they’re c<strong>on</strong>stantly dragged down<br />
by their emoti<strong>on</strong>al attachment they host towards it. Until they let go of it<br />
they’ll c<strong>on</strong>tinue to live a <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> of mediocrity. Blame <strong>on</strong>ly eats away at your<br />
psyche.
Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the situati<strong>on</strong> (you blame them for) from a variety of perspectives.<br />
This should help you distinguish the fact that you’re <strong>on</strong>ly causing damage<br />
to yourself by holding <strong>on</strong>.<br />
You’re in charge of which thoughts get processed in your mind. Stop blaming<br />
others for the hurt you went through. It’s not helping you in any way. Choose<br />
to forgive, forget and move <strong>on</strong> from the situati<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> quicker you can move<br />
<strong>on</strong>, the quicker you can find ideal happiness.<br />
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What Should I Write About?<br />
Jul 15, 2009<br />
Writing is a great way to release your emoti<strong>on</strong>al attachment to the negativity<br />
in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I’ve found plenty of times it’s helped me pers<strong>on</strong>ally in my own<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are however numerous benefits to writing.<br />
Writing allows me to clear my mind. It enables me to understand my problems<br />
more clearly. It releases the tensi<strong>on</strong> I host towards any given subject.<br />
I’ve made writing a habit because it makes me happier. Sometimes when I’m<br />
journaling I have no specific topic to write <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>. When I’m in this type of<br />
bind I just scribble <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> anything. Writing is a lot like reading - the c<strong>on</strong>tent<br />
doesn’t need to be specific, it just needs to be delved into.<br />
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If you’ve never been much of a writer but you want to give it a try just start<br />
writing anything down. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> important stuff will follow. Once you tap into<br />
your creative side it’ll unleash the goodness. Trust me.<br />
Exercise: Write your own journal. I’m sure you’ve got a pad of paper somewhere<br />
in your household. Go through your storage and find <strong>on</strong>e. Start writing<br />
whatever comes to your mind. Spend <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> half hour to an hour writing<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> anything. Try to keep this up every other day, three to four times<br />
weekly. You will see how quickly you can tap into your imaginati<strong>on</strong> with a<br />
pen in hand. Your imaginati<strong>on</strong> is key to fulfilling your happiness.<br />
As I’ve already menti<strong>on</strong>ed, there are plenty of positives when you write. Give<br />
it a try and you’ll be glad you did.
But they said I couldn’t..<br />
Apr 14, 2013<br />
How many times have you given up <strong>on</strong> something because some<strong>on</strong>e said you<br />
weren’t good enough?<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are a variety of reas<strong>on</strong>s why some<strong>on</strong>e would want to throw a nasty<br />
comment at you telling you you’re going to fail. Generally, it’s because<br />
they’re jealous of your ambiti<strong>on</strong>, or because they can’t relate to your imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Maybe they just d<strong>on</strong>’t see it through your eyes.<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t let their negative comments bring you down to the point of giving<br />
up <strong>on</strong> your goals. Your ambiti<strong>on</strong>s are important. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re meant to happen,<br />
otherwise they wouldn’t bring so much joy your way. D<strong>on</strong>’t give in to other<br />
people’s inferiority, or their ignorance. Those are the two main reas<strong>on</strong>s why<br />
they’re telling you otherwise.<br />
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Reading challenges your mind<br />
academically more so than anything else.<br />
You’ll feel more c<strong>on</strong>fident after reading.<br />
It boosts your spirits and inspires you to be a<br />
better pers<strong>on</strong>.
What If I Feel Helpless?<br />
Nov 19, 2014<br />
My twenties were filled with days and nights of feeling helpless. I felt discouraged<br />
often because I knew what I wanted but I didn’t know how to get<br />
there, or where to start. I remember working so many dead-end jobs in my<br />
youth just to make it through financially. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se dead-end jobs would inspire<br />
me to want more and do more for myself. But, my feelings of helplessness<br />
triggered anxiety and more discomfort.<br />
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I can tell you from experience that it does get better. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se mediocre days of<br />
reflecti<strong>on</strong> help us understand what’s most important in our lives. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y force<br />
us to stop for a moment and think what will make us happiest. It’s during<br />
these stages where you’ll learn to take the most acti<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re is light at the<br />
end of the tunnel. You just need to have patience and trust that it will get<br />
better. Great things happen when you take acti<strong>on</strong> and believe in it.<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t get too discouraged if you’re at a lull in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> universe is trying<br />
to prompt the best possible scenario for your happiness. It needs to gather<br />
your thoughts so it can provide you an opportunity c<strong>on</strong>gruent with your values.<br />
We d<strong>on</strong>’t always get what we want immediately. Sometimes it takes a period<br />
of time to bring to fruiti<strong>on</strong>. Keep your hopes up and focus <strong>on</strong> what you<br />
want in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Eventually the universe will provide it for you but you have to be<br />
patient. In the meantime, practice being grateful for what you already have.<br />
This will boost your spirits and bring it a whole lot quicker.
Creativity is yet<br />
another underrated<br />
characteristic.<br />
It ranks in the realm<br />
of the<br />
imaginati<strong>on</strong><br />
and passi<strong>on</strong>.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> ir<strong>on</strong>ic part is<br />
that each of these<br />
characteristics work<br />
best when combined.<br />
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What If I Make A Mistake Or People<br />
Laugh At Me?<br />
Jun 19, 2014<br />
Taking any acti<strong>on</strong> in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> can result in generating mistakes and laughter from<br />
others. I know this from experience. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s a good chance I’ve made more<br />
mistakes and have had more people laugh at me for making them; more so<br />
than my friends or any<strong>on</strong>e that I know. But that’s because I took more acti<strong>on</strong><br />
and risked more than they did. I’m also a lot happier at this stage of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
because I went for it all back in the day. Now, I can relax while they’re still<br />
working <strong>on</strong> their goals and trying to accomplish their ambiti<strong>on</strong>s they gave up<br />
<strong>on</strong> earlier in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
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I’m a firm believer that when working <strong>on</strong> any goal or ambiti<strong>on</strong> you need to<br />
give it your all. You need to put everything you have into it, and sometimes<br />
this means being vulnerable, and, often times, showing your vulnerabilities<br />
to others.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> more you get involved with your goal the more momentum you’ll build<br />
towards achieving it. D<strong>on</strong>’t let potential mistakes sway you away from achieving<br />
an ideal <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. Your goals are important. If you worry <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> making an<br />
idiot of yourself in the making you’ll never achieve anything of great worth.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> people who have achieved the most in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> are the <strong>on</strong>es that have made<br />
the most mistakes.<br />
If you’re going to make a mistake make a big <strong>on</strong>e because you’ll learn so<br />
much more.
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to boost your creativity<br />
is to become a<br />
kindergarten student in your mind.<br />
Grab a coloring book and some cray.<br />
<strong>on</strong>s and be creative. draw something<br />
abstract with a pencil. Or, if you<br />
have the materials, make something<br />
out of clay, or write poetry, or<br />
whatever brings back your childhood<br />
imaginati<strong>on</strong>. This is a sure-fire way<br />
to boost your creative side.<br />
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Sep 19, 2009<br />
What Does It Take To Become A Leader?<br />
A leader is some<strong>on</strong>e who guides, provides wisdom or encourages others.<br />
It doesn’t matter who you’re providing this for, as l<strong>on</strong>g as you’re taking initiative<br />
to provide mentorship to some<strong>on</strong>e you’re a leader. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are by far<br />
more followers <strong>on</strong> this planet than leaders. In fact, our brains are hardwired<br />
to follow the crowd rather than create our own path. This is why leadership<br />
is so important. Without it we wouldn’t even know where to start. Life<br />
would be c<strong>on</strong>fusing. Earth would be even more of a c<strong>on</strong>fusing place.<br />
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Mentorship is a big part of our growth. Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it, when was last time<br />
you accomplished something of great worth? I bet you had some help, some<br />
guidance, or maybe even a few people that took the time to assist you in<br />
accomplishing your goal. Most of our accomplishments involve us collaborating<br />
with other people to make it happen. Without their assistance we<br />
simply would fail or fall short of achieving it.<br />
We get plenty of opportunities in our lives to become leaders. Opportunity<br />
to do so lies in the projects we work <strong>on</strong> and in the relati<strong>on</strong>ships we build.<br />
In fact, almost every acti<strong>on</strong> we take allows us to lead the pack or follow the<br />
rest. It really all comes down to choice. Are you a leader or a follower? You<br />
can choose to become a leader simply by taking acti<strong>on</strong> yourself rather than<br />
waiting for some<strong>on</strong>e to do it first.<br />
Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what you would’ve missed out <strong>on</strong> <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> if you didn’t have proper<br />
leadership.
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> easiest way<br />
to tap into your<br />
spiritual side is<br />
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to take a walk in<br />
the wilderness.
Stop Thinking <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Grass Is Greener On<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Other Side<br />
Sep 19, 2009<br />
If you’ve already made significant changes in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> I’m sure you’ve realized<br />
that the new opti<strong>on</strong> always comes with baggage or other annoyances.<br />
People come with baggage from past relati<strong>on</strong>ships, the new job/career you<br />
have your sights <strong>on</strong> comes with new challenges, even the city you’re wanting<br />
to move to comes with its own baggage – crappier weather, less social activities,<br />
not optimal for bringing-up children, l<strong>on</strong>ger commutes to work, etc. It<br />
doesn’t matter what you’re dealing with, the new opti<strong>on</strong> always brings new<br />
challenges. It’s just the way it is.<br />
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It’s time to stop believing that the grass is greener <strong>on</strong> the other side. You<br />
will so<strong>on</strong> realize that the new challenges you’re forced to deal with, as you<br />
make the change, are just as bad as the <strong>on</strong>es you dealt with before. Every<br />
new situati<strong>on</strong> comes with new challenges and new baggage. Often times,<br />
they’re disguised in your sights of wanting a better <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>style. Be aware and be<br />
prepare for them.<br />
Tapping into your spirituality will make<br />
you feel a lot closer to the type of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> you<br />
were meant to live – a wholesome <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
filled with abundant happiness.
Stop Being So C<strong>on</strong>cerned About What<br />
Every<strong>on</strong>e Else Has<br />
Feb 18, 2012<br />
I used to get c<strong>on</strong>cerned if somebody had more of something than me. If they<br />
had more fame, more m<strong>on</strong>ey, more materialism, and pretty much more of<br />
anything, I used to become jealous. My jealousy used to drive me nuts. It<br />
frustrated me, angered me, and made me feel inferior. It wasn’t until I realized<br />
that having what they had wasn’t actually what brought me happiness.<br />
Society teaches us from a young age that more of anything is better, but it’s<br />
actually further from the <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> than you can ever imagine. More of anything<br />
just means more problems.<br />
Jealousy is a comm<strong>on</strong> emoti<strong>on</strong> am<strong>on</strong>gst all of us. We all get a little jealous<br />
from time to time, but there’s really no need for it in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> because it<br />
<strong>on</strong>ly makes you miserable.<br />
Stop being so c<strong>on</strong>cerned <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what other people have because chances<br />
are they’re lacking in another area of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> that perhaps you are better at. For<br />
example: say some<strong>on</strong>e has a lot of m<strong>on</strong>ey, or a lot of fame – something you<br />
wish you had. But, as you look into it more you’ll realize they’re lacking in<br />
another area that you’re better at. Maybe they d<strong>on</strong>’t have a solid relati<strong>on</strong>ship<br />
with any<strong>on</strong>e, and perhaps you have a very fulfilling solid relati<strong>on</strong>ship<br />
with some<strong>on</strong>e. Maybe they’re quite l<strong>on</strong>ely people and jealous of you.<br />
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Happiness doesn’t come from having more than anything – materialism,<br />
fame, fortune, etc. Happiness is a state of mind that can be developed by<br />
any<strong>on</strong>e, no matter who you are or what you have. In the l<strong>on</strong>g run less is<br />
actually more.
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You are the master of your<br />
thoughts which means you have<br />
a resp<strong>on</strong>sibility to keep them<br />
in line with positive c<strong>on</strong>gruent<br />
values.
My Message To High School Students<br />
Please Share<br />
Jul 26, 2014<br />
High school is tough. I’m not talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the studies, the books and attendance,<br />
I’m talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the rumors, the peer pressure and fitting in with<br />
others. High school is quite a bit more difficult nowadays than it used to be.<br />
High school was definitely by far the most difficult phase of my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. At the<br />
beginning it was difficult to find friends I enjoyed being around. Most of the<br />
time they didn’t share the same interests. I didn’t feel comfortable going to<br />
school at the beginning. I felt inferior am<strong>on</strong>gst others because I wasn’t prepared<br />
for the drastic change from grade school.<br />
Experiencing this change brought a lot of stress and anxiety. It got to the<br />
point where I failed multiple classes, and, quite h<strong>on</strong>estly, I lost interest in going<br />
to school entirely. I wanted nothing to do with it. Even extracurricular activities<br />
where of no interest to me. And, <strong>on</strong> top of all of this, I was supposed<br />
to figure out what I wanted in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> – I didn’t have a clue.<br />
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High school just isn’t the same as it used to be. It comes with new stresses,<br />
more negativity and less acceptance. Today there are way more c<strong>on</strong>cerns<br />
than when our parents went to school. Teenagers now have to compete for<br />
respect. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y deal with a new realm of bullying, and I feel they have much<br />
less directi<strong>on</strong> than there used to be. On top of all of this, there are way more<br />
career choices, more global issues and more people, which makes things<br />
a lot more difficult to find the right opportunity. It’s not easy being a high<br />
school student these days.<br />
Aside from getting good grades and fitting in with others I believe the largest<br />
c<strong>on</strong>cern am<strong>on</strong>gst teenagers these days is preparing for their future after<br />
high school. I know from experience that it isn’t easy having your entire<br />
family questi<strong>on</strong> you <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> your ambiti<strong>on</strong>s, especially when you d<strong>on</strong>’t even<br />
know what ambiti<strong>on</strong> is. It simply isn’t taught in the regular school curriculum<br />
but they make it seem like we should know what we want. It doesn’t make<br />
sense. Here is my message to you <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> this.
High school should be a phase of our lives that gives us the opportunity to<br />
meet new people. It should be an opportunity to get to know ourselves –<br />
what our interests are, the people we like to hang out with and the studies<br />
we wish to pursue. But, these are the very last things teenagers think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
because they’re caught in all the negativity that surrounds them.<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t be too c<strong>on</strong>cerned <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what you want to accomplish when you’re<br />
d<strong>on</strong>e high school. Just focus <strong>on</strong> fulfilling as many activities as you possibly<br />
can. Most people have no idea what they truly want in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, especially in high<br />
school because they haven’t experienced a whole lot of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> yet.<br />
Studies have shown the average pers<strong>on</strong> goes through ten different career<br />
changes before they understand what truly floats their boat. D<strong>on</strong>’t feel bad<br />
if you have to take a year off (after high school) to figure out what your interests<br />
are. Besides, most students d<strong>on</strong>’t actually fulfill their initial study of<br />
choice. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y tend to choose something else before they even come close to<br />
graduating. Or, they force themselves to c<strong>on</strong>tinue even though they hate it<br />
because they rushed into something without experience.<br />
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Experience as much as you can when you’re young. Travel. Try new things.<br />
Be who you want to be. D<strong>on</strong>’t follow your friend’s footsteps. All of this will<br />
teach you what you’re looking for in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.
Our ambiti<strong>on</strong>s are<br />
really <strong>on</strong>ly<br />
important to<br />
ourselves.<br />
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To every<strong>on</strong>e else<br />
they’re just<br />
interesting.
My Main Regret In Life<br />
Mar 29, 2014<br />
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I wrote a series of books geared at <str<strong>on</strong>g>moving</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong> from what’s been holding you<br />
back in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> main premises was to unlock your true potential by eliminating<br />
the negativity from your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> – all the regret, remorse, sadness and frustrati<strong>on</strong>s<br />
from your first chapter (so you can move <strong>on</strong>to your next chapter in<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>). This technique al<strong>on</strong>e allowed me to build my c<strong>on</strong>fidence back after desperate<br />
stages. It brought back the passi<strong>on</strong> I have for <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I now live with a lot<br />
more happiness and satisfacti<strong>on</strong>. While writing these books I searched deep<br />
within my past to find the things I regretted the most, like arguments from<br />
past relati<strong>on</strong>ships, or ambiti<strong>on</strong>s that were never fulfilled. I found the most<br />
resentment I had surrounded my lack of speaking up when I was younger. I<br />
couldn’t speak in fr<strong>on</strong>t of a large group of people. I just didn’t have it in me.<br />
When I knew the answer to something in class I wouldn’t speak up because<br />
I feared to speak up and it bothered me,<br />
I remember looking back at grade school almost frightened to answer any<br />
questi<strong>on</strong> in fr<strong>on</strong>t of the class, even if I knew the answer. I was terrified of<br />
speaking in fr<strong>on</strong>t of large groups. I’m not sure if my feelings stemmed from my<br />
childhood, or if it came from making too many mistakes and being laughed<br />
at. Either way, I resented the fact that I never spoke up when I should have. I<br />
see myself today with no problems speaking up. In fact, I’ve become a public<br />
speaker (probably to overcome this fear). It makes me feel good that I have<br />
surpassed this roadblock.<br />
What is your biggest regret in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>? Have you surpassed it yet? D<strong>on</strong>’t let your<br />
attachment to it stand in your way of living an enjoyable <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Release your<br />
regret <strong>on</strong>e situati<strong>on</strong> at a time. Your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is too important to let your pesky<br />
negative past emoti<strong>on</strong>s ruin it. You’re an entirely new pers<strong>on</strong> today.
We often get held back by<br />
our feelings of<br />
resentment. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way<br />
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to get over them is to write<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> them.
Dec 28, 2014<br />
What Is Life?<br />
This topic can be explored into the deep depths. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are literally a plethora<br />
of different perspectives, scientific studies and religious beliefs that have<br />
explored this topic greatly. All of which explain their own theories of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
I’ve taken the time to explore almost all of them. I however have a different<br />
theory.<br />
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I know we get taught in grade school that this so-called Big Bang created everything.<br />
Apparently, according to the text books, they – whoever they are,<br />
believe that a random, <strong>on</strong>e in a bazilli<strong>on</strong> meteor-like collisi<strong>on</strong> gave us the<br />
opportunity of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>n, there’s the Bible thumpers who truly believe that<br />
a human being created <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Everything from the stars and the planets to the<br />
molecules in our DNA. Although neither of these stories makes sense at all, I<br />
believe a completely different theory. Let me explain.<br />
We are a computer program. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re really is no other way to explain the<br />
perfecti<strong>on</strong> and complexity of our lives. From the minerals in our soil to the<br />
different species <strong>on</strong> the planet, to the organs in our bodies and everything<br />
in between. It’s impossible for <strong>on</strong>e human being, or a big bang (theory) to<br />
have accomplished <strong>on</strong> its own. Our lives are built as holographic characters<br />
in a video game. We are an inventi<strong>on</strong>, an idea. Life was brought to fruiti<strong>on</strong><br />
through <strong>on</strong>es and zeros. We’ve even g<strong>on</strong>e to the lengths of mimicking the<br />
program of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. We’ve seen how realistic modern video games have portrayed<br />
this theory, or the algorithm of our favourite <strong>on</strong>line search engines.<br />
This even goes well bey<strong>on</strong>d my theory because the real questi<strong>on</strong> is, who invented<br />
the computer programmers? And who are they?<br />
I know this sounds like a very far-fetched idea to entertain however it’s not<br />
much further from the slightly less far-fetched idea that <strong>on</strong>e single pers<strong>on</strong><br />
generated all of this. Think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it.
If nobody knows what<br />
you're going through<br />
nothing can be d<strong>on</strong>e to<br />
put a stop to it. Tell<br />
some<strong>on</strong>e <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what<br />
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you're going through.<br />
You'll be glad you did.
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Law Of Attracti<strong>on</strong><br />
Oct 4, 2003<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> law of attracti<strong>on</strong> is based <strong>on</strong> the theory that thoughts equal things.<br />
When you imagine something, as l<strong>on</strong>g as you stay committed and harness<br />
belief towards it, it will be brought to fruiti<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Exercise: Grab a dicti<strong>on</strong>ary and flip to a random page. Pick a word. Any word.<br />
Try to pick something you’re not too familiar with. Try to pick a word that<br />
represents something positive because the law of attracti<strong>on</strong> gives you what<br />
you think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> (positive is better than negative obviously). Try to be very<br />
c<strong>on</strong>scious of the word. Repeat it in your mind over and over until you’re fairly<br />
familiar with it. Try to use that word as many times as you can throughout<br />
the day when in discussi<strong>on</strong> with other people.<br />
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Here’s where the magic unfolds: You’ll find the universe will literally put you<br />
in situati<strong>on</strong>s, or put people in fr<strong>on</strong>t of you that relate to the very word you<br />
picked. Example: say the word is sabotage (negative). You’ll find your interacti<strong>on</strong>s<br />
with other people will surround that very word. Maybe you’ll come<br />
across some<strong>on</strong>e who has sabotaged their own happiness and now they’re<br />
talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it, or perhaps you’ll realize you’re sabotaging your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
just by thinking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it. You can see how important it is to use positive key<br />
words in this exercise. This way the universe will put you in more positive<br />
scenarios.<br />
Pick a different word each day and you’ll see what I’m talking <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g>. You can<br />
test this for yourself. This is a simple technique that’ll prove to you the law<br />
of attracti<strong>on</strong> really works. Once you’ve completed the exercise you can use<br />
the law of attracti<strong>on</strong> for other larger more important things, like achieving<br />
your goals.<br />
If you download the dicti<strong>on</strong>ary app <strong>on</strong> your ph<strong>on</strong>e or computer it’ll suggest<br />
a “word for the day.” This is an easy way to run this exercise in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Give<br />
it a try!
It’s been said time and time again<br />
that we are given such a short <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
to live, so why not make it worthwhile,<br />
right? When you think back<br />
at the last ten years you’ll realize<br />
how quickly <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> has actually g<strong>on</strong>e<br />
by. Use this thought as leverage<br />
to take the first step in achieving<br />
what you <strong>on</strong>ce wanted to achieve.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> next ten years will pass by<br />
quicker. Life really is short! Take<br />
advantage of it.<br />
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Nov 10, 2007<br />
Moving On From What’s Been Holding You<br />
Back In Life<br />
This is a topic I’ve explored quite deeply over the past six years especially.<br />
Six years ago I went through a divorce. It was a situati<strong>on</strong> that shattered more<br />
than my self-esteem. It ended my business and forced me to live an entirely<br />
new reality.<br />
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In my pursuit to finding happiness, I questi<strong>on</strong>ed my own values, beliefs<br />
and decisi<strong>on</strong>s to ensure they’re <strong>on</strong> par with c<strong>on</strong>gruent ideals. When I went<br />
through my divorce my mindset was overloaded trying to find the answers<br />
to happiness. I didn’t understand how some<strong>on</strong>e could get out of their funk<br />
after such devastati<strong>on</strong>. That’s how I saw it back then anyway. Today’s reality<br />
however offers a much more positive perspective. It sees that I needed to<br />
go through my divorce to become who I am today. My family is everything<br />
to me today. I wouldn’t give it up for anything. Before my divorce my family<br />
came a distant sec<strong>on</strong>d.<br />
I’ve broken this journal entry down into 10 stages to clarify the message<br />
within. Here is what I learned <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>moving</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong> from what’s been holding<br />
you back in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
1 Resentment<br />
Holding <strong>on</strong>to resentment is something we’ve all been guilty of. Resentment<br />
sends feelings of unease and discomfort but <strong>on</strong>ly to the <strong>on</strong>e resenting. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
victimizer may not even be aware of your resentment. He or she may have<br />
moved forward already completely unharmed and emoti<strong>on</strong>ally detached<br />
from the situati<strong>on</strong>. It really comes down to changing your own perspective<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the situati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Resentment makes you feel worthless. You beat yourself up for things that<br />
cannot necessarily be changed. When this happens it’s important to reflect<br />
<strong>on</strong> the positive change you’ve already made since the situati<strong>on</strong> you were<br />
resenting. Use it as leverage to get a handle <strong>on</strong> it.
Whatever it is that you’re resenting you need to step back and assess the<br />
situati<strong>on</strong> because nothing in our lives is permanent; this includes relati<strong>on</strong>ships,<br />
opportunities and pretty much anything you can become attached to.<br />
Resentment <strong>on</strong>ly brings negativity, so start thinking more positive <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the<br />
situati<strong>on</strong>. At the very least, you can focus <strong>on</strong> what you’ve learned so it never<br />
happens again.<br />
2 Anger<br />
Built up anger is the reas<strong>on</strong> you can’t seem to get your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> back <strong>on</strong> track.<br />
Often times we hold <strong>on</strong>to our anger because we remember how much it<br />
harmed us in the past. Perhaps it was a parent who treated you unfavourably,<br />
or a colleague who bullied you in school. Or, maybe it was a time when<br />
some<strong>on</strong>e embarrassed you in public. Whatever the situati<strong>on</strong> was you need<br />
to remove the hostile feelings you still harness from the situati<strong>on</strong>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> anger<br />
and negativity is <strong>on</strong>ly holding you back from what you want in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
3 Eliminate your first chapter!<br />
Getting rid of your first chapter means getting rid of all negative and hostile<br />
feelings <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> your past completely. It means ridding yourself of the people<br />
that no l<strong>on</strong>ger serve a positive purpose. It means gathering all the positive<br />
pieces that made you who you are today and getting rid of any negative attributes<br />
that bring you down. Your first chapter is basically everything you can<br />
remember in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>; both positive and negative experiences.<br />
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Think way back into your distant past. Reminisce <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the negative memories<br />
and choose to eliminate them <strong>on</strong>e by <strong>on</strong>e from your mental c<strong>on</strong>science.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong>ly way to move <strong>on</strong> from what’s been holding you back in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is choosing<br />
to move <strong>on</strong>to your next chapter. This can <strong>on</strong>ly be d<strong>on</strong>e through the removal<br />
of all the negativity from the first <strong>on</strong>e.<br />
4 We are our own worst critics<br />
Often times we cause harm to ourselves by thinking the way we do. We get<br />
upset with ourselves for making mistakes, or we focus <strong>on</strong> our weak attributes.<br />
This way of thinking is habitual and <strong>on</strong>ly brings further hurtful feelings.<br />
Whether we learned this in our upbringing, or we latched <strong>on</strong>to it through influence<br />
the important thing is to acknowledge the habit so you can take the<br />
first steps in eliminating it.
We are all created equally. We all have unique abilities, talents and things we<br />
enjoy doing. On the other side of the coin, we all harness weak characteristics<br />
and sometimes we make mistakes from time to time. D<strong>on</strong>’t let these<br />
things stand in the way of your happiness. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> more you waste your time <strong>on</strong><br />
feeding your thoughts through your negative habits the more unhappy you<br />
will be.<br />
5 Has it taken a l<strong>on</strong>g time for you to get over some<strong>on</strong>e?<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> feelings of isolati<strong>on</strong> you get when you’re reminiscing <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> past failed<br />
relati<strong>on</strong>ships and friendships can be quite daunting. I have friends who still<br />
haven’t gotten over a breakup that happened over a decade ago.<br />
As we all know, some situati<strong>on</strong>s are easier to get over than others, especially<br />
when it comes to relati<strong>on</strong>ships. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best advice I can give you is to eliminate<br />
the friends who are toxic. Toxic relati<strong>on</strong>ships are those that make you feel<br />
worthless, or those that aren’t progressing in a positive directi<strong>on</strong>. Although<br />
relati<strong>on</strong>ships are essential to achieving optimal happiness they’re not essential<br />
if they d<strong>on</strong>’t serve positive value anymore.<br />
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It’s easier to get over some<strong>on</strong>e when you have leverage against the relati<strong>on</strong>ship.<br />
I recommend mustering up as much dirt as possible in your mind <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
each toxic relati<strong>on</strong>ship in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. So<strong>on</strong> it will encourage you to move <strong>on</strong><br />
from them peacefully. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s always better people around the corner that’ll<br />
appreciate you and make you feel worthwhile. You just might need to step<br />
out of your comfort z<strong>on</strong>e to find them.<br />
What goes up must come down – relati<strong>on</strong>ships are no different. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y’re<br />
meant to serve a purpose in our lives for a period of time, not forever.<br />
6 You w<strong>on</strong>’t move ahead in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> if you have some<strong>on</strong>e or something c<strong>on</strong>stantly<br />
dragging you down.<br />
Although each of us has the ability to influence, not every<strong>on</strong>e is a positive<br />
influence.<br />
Influences help us determine our <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>’s path. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y help us understand who<br />
we are and what we want. Often times we see <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> through their perspective<br />
and act up<strong>on</strong> it. It’s important to associate yourself with positive influences<br />
<strong>on</strong> your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>’s journey. A negative influence will <strong>on</strong>ly encourage you to see <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
negatively. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y bring you down, so get rid of them.
7 What’s the worst that can happen?<br />
We often forget how powerful our bodies and minds actually are. We forget<br />
to realize that we are capable of achieving literally anything we set our mind<br />
to. All too often, we get discouraged by thoughts of failure. We fear we are<br />
going to make a mistake or look foolish. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> next time you’re questi<strong>on</strong>ing<br />
yourself <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> what you can achieve take a look at what has already been<br />
achieved in society at this day and age. You harness the exact same characteristics<br />
these people used to achieve their dreams.<br />
What’s the worst that can happen? Accept it and move forward to achieving<br />
it.<br />
8 have you been doubting yourself lately?<br />
Have your thoughts been holding you back from achieving what you used<br />
to believe was possible? Have you given up <strong>on</strong> your dreams, or are you just<br />
tired of living a bland stagnant and mediocre <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>?<br />
We often give up <strong>on</strong> ourselves shortly after something traumatic. It usually<br />
happens after you’ve dealt with a hefty <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experience. Often times we d<strong>on</strong>’t<br />
even realize we went through a change, or even noticed that it affected our<br />
mind as much as it actually did. It’s important to take account of all your<br />
recent negative experiences because there’s still probably a lot of pent-up<br />
hostility and resentment from them. As so<strong>on</strong> as you get over it you’ll be able<br />
to move forward and re-focus <strong>on</strong> what’s important – finding your happiness<br />
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9 When was the last time you tapped into your imaginati<strong>on</strong>?<br />
I mean really tapped into it. Negative <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> experiences often deplete our imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
From the time you were born till today; all the experiences you’ve<br />
g<strong>on</strong>e through have affected how you perceive reality and what you believe<br />
is possible.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’s a quote that states, “Most of us die by the age of 18 because by<br />
that time we’ve lost hope in ourselves, and we’ve lost our imaginati<strong>on</strong>.” Your<br />
imaginati<strong>on</strong> is important in so many ways. It gives you hope to believe again,<br />
it strengthens your mindset, and it generates excitement in your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
<strong>on</strong>ly way to strengthen it is to use it. Choose to tap into it! It’ll make you<br />
happier.
10 Are you happy with your job/career?<br />
Does your career serve you happiness? Or do you dread getting up in the<br />
morning day-after-day to go to work?<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are a multitude of reas<strong>on</strong>s why we’ve become dissatisfied with our<br />
jobs. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; well over ninety percent of the global populati<strong>on</strong> hate their<br />
day job. That’s a sad fact. It comes from c<strong>on</strong>stantly being around unhealthy<br />
coworkers, abundant repetiti<strong>on</strong>, or perhaps because it no l<strong>on</strong>ger challenges<br />
us anymore. Our jobs are important in the realm of our happiness because<br />
we spend nearly half our waking moments fulfilling them. If you c<strong>on</strong>tinue to<br />
do something you hate you’ll always be unhappy.<br />
When was the last time you c<strong>on</strong>sidered a job change? <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re are t<strong>on</strong>s of<br />
opportunities out there waiting to be fulfilled. You just need to take the first<br />
step in finding them. I’ve learned that it’s never too late to try something<br />
new. Hell, I’ve tried over 28 opportunities in my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. What’s stopping you<br />
from trying something new?<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> best way to be successful in<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> is to follow your heart and<br />
listen to your gut. When you<br />
follow what your heart tells you,<br />
and listen to your gut instinct you<br />
will never fall into the hands of a<br />
bad decisi<strong>on</strong>.
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My Final Note<br />
Above everything menti<strong>on</strong>ed, it’s important to follow a path that is c<strong>on</strong>gruent<br />
to your happiness, no matter what it is. Yes, there will be the lazy days.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>re’ll be days where you feel al<strong>on</strong>e, frustrated, angry with the world and<br />
everything in between. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> is; it doesn’t matter what you label any<br />
given situati<strong>on</strong>, the important thing is to find the positive in every situati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
This will make your days a whole lot easier. Life is all <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> perspective.<br />
I promise you this.<br />
Lastly, YOU are more valuable to society than you may realize. You have everything<br />
you need inside you to accomplish anything in your imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
It really comes down to your own level of belief and willpower to make it<br />
happen.<br />
I’ll leave you with a poem I recently wrote <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> the struggles of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. It<br />
includes every message in this journal. It’ll hit home with c<strong>on</strong>gruencies in<br />
your own <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I promise.<br />
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Believe in yourself!<br />
You matter!!
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> Truth About LIFE<br />
A poem tying in all relevant <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> messages<br />
When I was young I dreamed of the fascinating things. Imagining my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
fulfilling and satisfying. I saw the possibilities. It was plain to see it when<br />
dreams mattered to me. I couldn’t believe my energy back then. I failed over<br />
and over and over and over again. Wishfully thinking I could be who I wanted<br />
to be. But I <strong>on</strong>ly seemed to experience the troubling things.<br />
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W<strong>on</strong>dering if my talents would ever amount to anything. Nowadays my<br />
mindset is weakened by tragedy. It’s fighting for something that’ll make<br />
me happy. Faded dreams becoming memories. Oh the days when <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> was<br />
unique. Nothing stood in my way of becoming what I truly wanted. My parents<br />
telling me I can be anything. But, they never even tried to be what they<br />
could’ve been.<br />
My Dad shamed himself in a trailer. Weakened by other people’s flavouring<br />
thoughts. He hated himself for not chasing wealth. Deep down he knew his<br />
intenti<strong>on</strong>s - were complacent.<br />
His employment was disappointing. C<strong>on</strong>joined by seeing no enjoyment in his<br />
work. His hard work earned far less than I did, but he knew how to be father<br />
and that’s all that really matters.<br />
My mother <strong>on</strong> the other hand saw <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> differently. Though she appreciated<br />
people, she battled reality. Shaming herself for not being who she wanted.<br />
Tiptoeing around her thoughts of happiness.<br />
Triggered by the lavish things. Swayed to break from her own beliefs. She<br />
never understood what would make her happy. Faded dreams shortly becoming<br />
reality. Blamed by her father.<br />
Aband<strong>on</strong>ed to become less than she wanted. Futuristically grieving her pers<strong>on</strong>ality.<br />
Chasing freedom through other people’s reas<strong>on</strong>ing. Her mother<br />
died when she was a teenager.
It shattered and broke her into pieces. Meanwhile, her father left her to fend<br />
for herself. While looking good in the eyes of every<strong>on</strong>e else. He just couldn’t<br />
see what every<strong>on</strong>e else saw.<br />
When I was young I believed <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> was easier. Though they never achieved<br />
much either. Later I landed the same opportunity. Practicing what I would<br />
preach for completely different reas<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
Racist with the words I said to myself. Carelessly whispering pois<strong>on</strong>. I felt it.<br />
Complacent in my own freaking ways. Diligent with nothing that truly matters<br />
in <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Remembering what my mother said. You can be anything, as l<strong>on</strong>g as you’re<br />
smart <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it! If she could <strong>on</strong>ly perceive the way I see it today would she<br />
agree this is an f’d up society?<br />
After doing things and telling people I did, it should be d<strong>on</strong>e without wanting<br />
anything. We play each other’s minds like a video game. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> algorithm is all<br />
the same equati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Our ethics have changed. Today’s aim is <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> overcoming society. It’s <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g><br />
playing mind games and training ourselves to become better than them. It’s<br />
true. We generated this ourselves.<br />
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We’ve withered our morals down to nothing. We can’t understand a word<br />
any<strong>on</strong>e says because we can’t even justify our own feelings <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> something.<br />
It’s the never ending story of us.<br />
We’ve become materialistic. Too focused <strong>on</strong> less than important things. Addicted<br />
to everything these days. W<strong>on</strong>dering if we want to be here, or if this<br />
is all just a daydream imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Speaking to teens <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> when I was 18 without realizing how they truly<br />
see it. Anxious to be in the limelight of society. It all ended when the ec<strong>on</strong>omy<br />
crashed.<br />
In the days of me finally becoming a leader. I was suffering; mentality, financially.<br />
Inspirati<strong>on</strong>ally encouraging them to make changes without being<br />
complacent.
Wealthy with pride but bankrupt in their eyes. I’m screaming to be who I<br />
want to be. Free from being treated like an enemy. Saddened by the l<strong>on</strong>ely<br />
stages of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. Seven billi<strong>on</strong> beings fighting for the same things. Knees weakened<br />
more than you can possibly feel. Life just isn’t appealing. I d<strong>on</strong>’t even<br />
practice what I preach anymore.<br />
Interchanging their disgraceful ways. Jaded by <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> being a video game. My<br />
perspective was tainted for so l<strong>on</strong>g in so many ways.<br />
It’s crazy we can’t agree <strong>on</strong> the simple things. Your mind is plagued by lies<br />
of your kinship. Phased by an alternate reality. Displaying something to you<br />
that’s completely fake.<br />
Your mind is an illusi<strong>on</strong>, you see, awake and overthinking its heartache. Generati<strong>on</strong>s<br />
of slavery is what we’re living today. Nothing has changed in the way<br />
we place blame or hate each other.<br />
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Genetics come with built in prejudice. Strengthened by our father’s references.<br />
Pretending to be somebody we d<strong>on</strong>’t even want to be. It <strong>on</strong>ly makes<br />
sense in something you’re watching <strong>on</strong> televisi<strong>on</strong>.<br />
Why do we fail to see in fr<strong>on</strong>t of our eyes? Why can’t we learn to live gracefully,<br />
grateful for our achievements? Peaceful between enemies. Helping<br />
create serious change.<br />
My mindset is dangerously thinking <strong>on</strong> the sidelines of fantasy. Never going<br />
far enough to amount to anything. Frightened by falling short of what I want<br />
to be. It’s a part of the reality I created. I’m seeking answers to something I<br />
can achieve.<br />
Everything is made to generate reas<strong>on</strong>. Tough finding <str<strong>on</strong>g>truth</str<strong>on</strong>g> when you’re<br />
bruised in many ways. Educati<strong>on</strong> is interlaced with fake reality of the human<br />
race.<br />
It intertwines the complexities and the fables and the reas<strong>on</strong> why we’re<br />
here. No simple answer to the most interesting equati<strong>on</strong>. We’ve been forced<br />
to live an alternate way of living.
Bombs in the air is teaching kids to fight with their fists. Aggressi<strong>on</strong> weakens<br />
their mindset. It forces them to be what they d<strong>on</strong>’t want to be. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> trials are<br />
a part of the experience.<br />
I’ve been brought down to my knees so many times, trying to be the <strong>on</strong>e that<br />
understands the most.<br />
I can’t help but listen to my c<strong>on</strong>science; the <strong>on</strong>e that tells me to believe<br />
again. This f’d up reality makes me deceive myself. It makes me want to be<br />
free, from the troubles of reality. Away from the sickness that dissatisfies my<br />
senses.<br />
My mindset is forced to focus <strong>on</strong> sadness. I’m so freaking depressed to find<br />
any happiness. Trying to find a way out of the blackness. Practicing <strong>on</strong>ly the<br />
things that made me unhappy.<br />
I can’t stand to feel like I’m something, when I can’t even imagine what’s<br />
happened. Head wrapped around a journey that seemed easy to fathom.<br />
Believing in myself is the last thing.<br />
I can’t believe my mindset is so dull these days, these nights are filled with<br />
insecurities. I used to reincarnate the bad to experience the good. Dwelling<br />
in emoti<strong>on</strong>al baggage. Telling myself I am str<strong>on</strong>g enough, but I’m weak, I<br />
know it and hate it.<br />
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We can’t even justify our own words to ourselves. Words that’ve caused so<br />
much harm to us.<br />
My preaching can tap their creativity to understand and be the best they can<br />
be. I can bring any<strong>on</strong>e to stop deceiving themselves. But I mistaked my own<br />
reality.<br />
Life threw me down infested devastati<strong>on</strong>. Replacing my happiness by feeling<br />
jaded. Embracing the hated to feel good later. Seen as some<strong>on</strong>e who can’t<br />
keep it together.<br />
How do you perceive reality? Do you see it from their eyes, or do you lead<br />
them to see it? Freedom is something <strong>on</strong>ly a few get to see. It <strong>on</strong>ly comes in<br />
your dreams.
In the morning I presented an eighth grade class. In the evening I was shovelling<br />
their driveway. Disguised in the background of society, hating my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Yet somehow still inspired.<br />
Cleaning their school at night. Cutting grass where they’d smoke it. Trying to<br />
find myself and my pride again. I can’t believe I can’t make a go of my own<br />
fucking <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
Tainted by misery of their parent’s fate. Beaten minds from their so-called<br />
caring. Tip toeing around their transparencies. W<strong>on</strong>dering what <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> would<br />
be like without them.<br />
We’re all broken, damaged and weakened. Very few seek to find the treatment.<br />
Our minds are challenging us to be better people. Persuaded opposite<br />
of what is peaceful.<br />
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It’s good acting in a <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> that allows anything. Deep down we’re all battling a<br />
weakness. You feel like you c<strong>on</strong>trol your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. No more than those who can’t<br />
sleep at night.<br />
I d<strong>on</strong>’t want to leave my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, but I think <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it all the time. I’m dying to<br />
rewind to when I was happy inside.<br />
We are not where we want to be. We can turn around and be better people.<br />
Achieving nothing eats away our feelings. It leaves you dissatisfied with reality.<br />
Life is very much like a daydream. But it’s seems to be far less interesting.<br />
Only fascinating when you believe it to be. You are the <strong>on</strong>ly <strong>on</strong>e in charge of<br />
your <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>.<br />
It’s all just a fantasy. We are all really just pinned down and forced to live a<br />
certain way. Hating our lives more and more and more and more and more<br />
each time we reincarnate. Farther and farther away from our fantasies.<br />
Generating hated for those in our way, or playing games with those we interlace<br />
in our lives. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong>es we shed all our tears <strong>on</strong>.
Your fate is not in the hand of your enemies, it’s from the choices you made<br />
last week. Nothing you achieved was ever brought without it. Overcoming<br />
what stands in your way. Your thoughts are why it’s so difficult today.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> creators of <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> better change the algorithm to something where we can<br />
all win at. I can’t believe how our morals have depleted these days.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> same game but neither of us are happy. We are like ants in a community,<br />
burned by it magnifying our dreams. You are like an avatar in a video game.<br />
No different than what kids play in their basement.<br />
Chasing something with no value or reas<strong>on</strong>. We all become something,<br />
you’ve got to be determined. Or you can just say fuck it! I d<strong>on</strong>’t think I want<br />
to do this anymore.<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>se days I feel drained. It feels like Groundhog Day over and over again.<br />
Every day is the same thing with the same routine. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> exact same expectati<strong>on</strong>s.<br />
Feeling very unstable. Wasting my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> away. I’ve completed everything <strong>on</strong><br />
my excitement list. Learning to be a father. I have no idea what I’m doing yet.<br />
It’s unsetting resetting my <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g> three dozen times. It’s so difficult to bring happiness.<br />
Laughter is replaced by feeling this way. I guess Life isn’t meant for<br />
us to be happy.<br />
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<str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> words we say to ourselves. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g> things we tell others <str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> us. We feel<br />
we need to be better people. In a society that shows us our weaknesses, we<br />
breed our kids to see it.<br />
My mind intertwines my passi<strong>on</strong>ate side. I keep thinking how I’ve fallen in<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>. I get caught up in negative choices. Each <strong>on</strong>e dwindles the strength of<br />
my voice.<br />
Finding myself for the umpteenth time. Desperate for some faith in myself.<br />
Disappointed by <str<strong>on</strong>g>life</str<strong>on</strong>g>, resentful, dissatisfied with the race we’ve become.<br />
I know my fantasies will never be free. Yet I’m drowning in the possibilities.<br />
I can’t understand why I haven’t achieved it. It’s satisfying to see how l<strong>on</strong>g<br />
it’s taken me.
Str<strong>on</strong>ger than my limitati<strong>on</strong>s. I choose to embrace in them. I am brave. I’m<br />
satisfied with my accomplishments, though I am still afraid of them.<br />
D<strong>on</strong>’t take advantage unless you’re destined for it. What is destiny when society<br />
is filled with everything but what it actually needs. We treat ourselves<br />
even weaker.<br />
Be satisfied with the reality. Be grateful for everything in it. Appreciate the<br />
little things. Everything can be appreciated. Even the negative times harness<br />
happiness.<br />
Try to sway from short-lived satisfacti<strong>on</strong>s. When it’s filled with nothing but<br />
habits. Be there for your friends. <str<strong>on</strong>g>The</str<strong>on</strong>g>y <strong>on</strong>ly bring happiness. Challenge your<br />
mind to adapt to it.<br />
We all get the same opportunity. It’s not in the draw. It’s in your imaginati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
When you understand this, you’ll overcome more than their accomplishments.<br />
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Regardless of what you believe in, believe in yourself. D<strong>on</strong>’t let any<strong>on</strong>e tell<br />
you otherwise. Search for the things that bring happiness. It’s too short not<br />
to see it this way.<br />
Eighty percent of the human race hate it. You can change your own perspective<br />
<str<strong>on</strong>g>about</str<strong>on</strong>g> it.<br />
Be who you want to be and challenge yourself to be the best you can be.<br />
My soul is more than an empty basement. Facing the challenges of my esteem.<br />
I can be who I want to be. Forget the fantasy. I choose to believe in<br />
me. Although the universe generates uncertainty. Happiness runs through<br />
my veins every day.<br />
Everything I need to be there is within my grasp again.
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