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He looks up and smiles, like a playful kid brother, but an only child. He clears<br />
his throat, “It looks like Elaine is keeping you busy, as always. Do you ever take<br />
time for lunch?”<br />
Hands clenched in my lap, I swallow and shake my head.<br />
He scans back to me, straightens, “Alright. Well, I guess I’ll let you get back to<br />
work then. Maybe I’ll see you later?” He waits. I nod and turn to my PC.<br />
Opening the package, I set the granola bars side-by-side on the napkin,<br />
sweep away the little crumbs and the thoughts of Navy. I snap the bar in half,<br />
new crumbs born. I don’t care what the themes of Navy’s personal wheel are; it<br />
must be miserable inside his head. Typical man, born in a world with no limits on<br />
his capabilities, no invisible walls of stereotypes and judgments. I bite down on<br />
the granola bar. He will not derail my focus. Let him figure out his issues. Jock.<br />
Fidgeting in my seat, I contemplate how to condense the BSL sales proposal,<br />
meant for a two-day meeting, down to only five slides. The Berkeley meeting<br />
resumes across the hall; I lean my door and dial in.<br />
Slide two complete, I pause in my revenge fantasies. Who in their right mind<br />
feels joy talking about transfer protocols and switching systems? Are all these<br />
people compromising their Creative Gift for the guarantee of a paycheck?<br />
Resting my chin, I think about Alison’s Gift, how she’s doing after Navy’s<br />
patriarchal, ego-driven performance. I kick him from my thoughts.<br />
Chin resting forty minutes later. I think of a tailor. Did the person who made<br />
Navy’s suit know their Gift as a child, captivated by the color or texture of thread?<br />
Or did their Creative Gift develop over time and they fit it into the talent set of a<br />
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