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Placing my journal in my nightstand drawer, I turn off the light and lay in my<br />
Led Zeppelin Presence Tour concert-I’ve-never-been-to t-shirt. Closing my eyes,<br />
the aubergine darkness opens into my hallowed gallery. Through the white halls,<br />
I enter a new room. A floor-to-ceiling portrait hangs, framed in a dark weathered<br />
bronze against muted walls. On tiptoes, I reach to touch the man’s face,<br />
imagining what his eyes would reveal had I gotten closer, how his lips would<br />
move if he spoke to me.<br />
I reach for my other pillow and hold it lengthwise, the events of my day<br />
forming vignettes of time and choices. Navy was so rude to Alison, but she didn’t<br />
speak up. I may not know yet how to talk to or hear the all-knowing Creative<br />
Voice inside me, but I know how to protect my thoughts and independence. But<br />
what’s the difference in the Creative Voice that will guide me to a life of<br />
exuberant joy, that knows the answers I seek, and the voice that must deal with<br />
the daily stuff of life, like rude people? I count my breaths in the gallery of his<br />
portrait, an uncontrollable fascination, fear in the attachment.<br />
The Rules of Life by Melissa Abbott-Cooke. Contact: Melissa@therulesoflifebook.com 615-669-5643 32