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Forty-two years ago, I met Paul Dennis<br />

Poole by the tabernacle at Living<br />

Waters Camp in Cherry Tree, PA. He<br />

remembered me as being feisty. I<br />

remember him as being incredibly cute and full<br />

of opinions. Two years later, we were married!<br />

Since we were each the youngest child<br />

in our <strong>res</strong>pective families, we were both<br />

accustomed to being the entertainer, the<br />

one being spoiled, the one that everyone<br />

thought was “cute.” That could be a terrible<br />

mix – two babies each seeking the same<br />

thing. But it turned out to be an incredible<br />

life. We spoiled each other entertained each<br />

other, and made the other laugh!<br />

Paul was an encourager. When I complained<br />

about my failu<strong>res</strong>, he showed me what I<br />

did accomplish. He believed in me…and<br />

so many others. He often spent time with<br />

young ministers trying to help them see the<br />

potential that God saw in them. He was so<br />

good at that!<br />

Paul loved to brag on his family. There was<br />

never a soccer player like Nick. No one<br />

could run like Natasha. The most brilliant<br />

grandson ever is Zack. The feistiest, cutest<br />

granddaughter is Evelyn. And Lukas already<br />

has shown that he is far ahead of all other<br />

children ever born!<br />

GOD IS GOOD<br />

Paul taught me to look <strong>for</strong> the good in<br />

others; look <strong>for</strong> the good in each situation.<br />

Learn to find (search <strong>for</strong>, dig <strong>for</strong>) the good. It<br />

is there if you look. Even in the most difficult<br />

times, there is good.<br />

But more importantly, look <strong>for</strong> God in every<br />

situation. He is there. And He is always,<br />

always good.<br />

“This poor man called, and the Lord<br />

heard him; he saved him out of all<br />

his troubles… Taste and see that the<br />

Lord is good.” Psalm 34:6, 8<br />

When I received that call on May 22 that<br />

Paul had taken a “tumble,” I had no idea<br />

of the challenges that would fol<strong>low</strong>. As his<br />

head was being cradled by a co-worker,<br />

he looked up and said, “You know, Dave,<br />

God is good! God is still good!” Yes, these<br />

six months had been very challenging. The<br />

brace, the sleepless nights, the difficulties<br />

associated with a life-threatening injury. And<br />

through it all – God has been good!<br />

On November 2 when we first heard the<br />

words, “you have lymphoma”, my breath<br />

was taken away. We were shaken to our<br />

core with questions, decisions and out-ofcontrol<br />

outcomes. I felt as though I was on a<br />

crazy roller coaster ride… with no tracks but<br />

lots of ice.<br />

GIRLS MINISTRIES Sharon Poole | sharonp@pdgirlsministries.com | penndel.org/girls<br />

The week be<strong>for</strong>e Thanksgiving, the doctors<br />

explained to us the seemingly hopeless<br />

situation; they were unable to do anything<br />

more to prolong Paul’s life. I floundered <strong>for</strong><br />

something. Anything that would bring me<br />

com<strong>for</strong>t; anything that would bring me hope<br />

or anything that would make sense of this.<br />

After all tubes and life support had been<br />

removed from Paul, I walked into his cubicle<br />

to the most amazing sight. For the first time<br />

in three weeks, my Paul was looking at me<br />

with a smile, filled with joy and peace. He<br />

knew he was going home. He had complete<br />

peace. There was no fear. There was the<br />

blessed hope that he would soon be where<br />

he had lived his life to be.<br />

Over the next day and a half, there was no<br />

wavering in his faith. He continued to look<br />

at me with loving eyes. He continued to give<br />

me that “I love you wink.” Paul was alert,<br />

com<strong>for</strong>table and at peace. And he knew,<br />

more than any of us that God is good. No<br />

matter what. God is good.<br />

Today, as I write this, like Paul, I know that<br />

God is not afraid of my questions. He sees<br />

my brokenness and knows my weariness.<br />

And so, I hold on to what Paul has taught<br />

me. “God is good!”

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