FUSE#5

@whereismysapo
perhaps you were perturbed by
the obsessiveness with which
my documents attempt to capture
living. don’t worry, i think. do
not pity me for marking the passing
and holding of time.
i am paying tribute to the things
we do within the frame of chronometric
time—call family, emails!!!,
market, look for sara. the colour
blocks on my calendar are so
present because inscription
attributes and recognises value
in the things some may find unworthy
of documenting. when i
record an occasion in retrospect,
i am honouring that time dedicated
to the doing of a single thing.
do not worry! i only do the things
i truly desire spending time with.
to look at something and give it a
name is to say i want to place you
in the family of things. you have existed
i have witnessed you i have
lived with, within, and through you;
thank you for your time.
AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING
LLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING
FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I
VING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM
LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY?
AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING FULLY? AM I LIVING
ULLY? WHAT IS WHOLENESS CAN U BE UNWHOLE IS
SON CAN BE OR R U A “SPLIT AND CONTRADICTORY
INTERROGATE POSITIONINGS AND BE ACCOUNTABLE,
CONSTRUCT AND JOIN RATIONAL CONVERSATIONS
GININGS THAT CHANGE HISTORY” (HARAWAY 586)
will you spend some time with me?
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