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An exaggeration, but she had fussed while I’d sat there in hollow silence, letting her

tease the ends into soft curls and pin a section along the top of my head with pretty gold

barrettes. But maybe staying inside tonight, alone and quiet … maybe it’d be better than

facing these people. Than interacting.

Rhys’s wing curved around me, herding me closer to where I could nearly feel the heat

of his powerful body. “I promise I won’t let the wind destroy your hair.” He lifted a hand

as if he might tug on one of those loose curls, then lowered it.

“If I’m to decide whether I want to work against Hybern with you—with your Inner

Circle, can’t we just … meet here?”

“They’re all up there already. And besides, the House of Wind has enough space that I

won’t feel like chucking them all off the mountain.”

I swallowed. Sure enough, curving along the top of the center mountain behind us,

floors of lights glinted, as if the mountain had been crowned in gold. And between me and

that crown of light was a long, long stretch of open air. “You mean,” I said, because it

might have been the only weapon in my arsenal, “that this town house is too small, and

their personalities are too big, and you’re worried I might lose it again.”

His wing pushed me closer, a whisper of warmth on my shoulder. “So what if I am?”

“I’m not some broken doll.” Even if this afternoon, that conversation we’d had, what

I’d glimpsed through his eyes, said otherwise. But I yielded another step.

“I know you’re not. But that doesn’t mean I’ll throw you to the wolves. If you meant

what you said about wanting to work with me to keep Hybern from these lands, keep the

wall intact, I want you to meet my friends first. Decide on your own if it’s something you

can handle. And I want this meeting to be on my terms, not whenever they decide to

ambush this house again.”

“I didn’t know you even had friends.” Yes—anger, sharpness … It felt good. Better than

feeling nothing.

A cold smile. “You didn’t ask.”

Rhysand was close enough now that he slid a hand around my waist, both of his wings

encircling me. My spine locked up. A cage—

The wings swept back.

But he tightened his arm. Bracing me for takeoff. Mother save me. “You say the word

tonight, and we come back here, no questions asked. And if you can’t stomach working

with me, with them, then no questions asked on that, either. We can find some other way

for you to live here, be fulfilled, regardless of what I need. It’s your choice, Feyre.”

I debated pushing him on it—on insisting I stay. But stay for what? To sleep? To avoid a

meeting I should most certainly have before deciding what I wanted to do with myself?

And to fly …

I studied the wings, the arm around my waist. “Please don’t drop me. And please don’t

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