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a senior at Rollins, graduating in May with a business degree. He had begun doing the show as a freshman just<br />

because he thought somebody should. His parents were divorced, and while his mother lived in Orlando, his father<br />

had moved to Sacramento and owned a successful landscaping company. The divorce had been brutal, and it was<br />

then that Dave, a teenager, became a metalhead. Billy, considering his own turbulent past, could relate.<br />

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One time they discussed what bands Dave would and wouldn’t play.<br />

“What about some more mainstream bands, like G N’ R or Van Halen or Def Leppard?” Billy asked.<br />

“I don’t play that shit,” Big Dave gruffly answered. “Well, maybe early Van Halen, but otherwise, fuck that.”<br />

“But wouldn’t it bring in more girls? They like that music.”<br />

“Why would I want more girls here?” Big Dave asked. “This is a place to rock, not to get laid. If you want to<br />

pick up chicks, go to some dance club. We’re here for the music.”<br />

Billy said nothing. As he considered this, however, he wondered if, maybe, he might see things a bit<br />

differently from Dave. He thought the show might be a bit more varied and still keep true to what Dave intended. It<br />

marked the first time Billy stopped exalting Dave and brought him back down to earth. Dave was just another guy<br />

with opinions, like himself.<br />

The school year progressed and Billy and Dave had become close friends. They began to speak on the phone<br />

regularly, almost daily. They would meet for meals at the cafeteria. But it wasn’t until one night in mid-April that<br />

Billy realized just how close they had become.<br />

As Dave rifled through his LP crate, he sighed. “Just a few weeks more,” he said. He was, of course, referring to graduation.<br />

“Oh, that’s right,” Billy said. “You’re graduating. So what’s next for you? You gonna keep doing this and look for a job?”<br />

“I already got a job,” said Dave. He stopped and looked Billy square in the eyes. “I’m working for my dad’s company.”<br />

Billy stared at him. Dave’s dad in Sacramento? That didn’t make sense.<br />

“Huh? How’s that gonna work?”<br />

“What do you mean? I’m going to California after I graduate. I’m gonna help my dad run his company.”<br />

“You mean you’re leaving? When, in the fall or something?”<br />

“Nope. Just a few days after I graduate.”<br />

“But-,” Billy gestured helplessly. “What about this?”<br />

“What about it?” asked Dave. “It’s over, Billy. I’m done. It was fun but I gotta move on.”<br />

“But you can’t move on, man. We need this. A lot of people need this.” I need this, Billy thought, but didn’t say.<br />

Dave sighed again. He put his hands on Billy’s shoulders. “That’s the thing, Billy. Why do you think I<br />

was happy to meet you? I knew I would have to give this up someday, but I had hoped that maybe I might meet someone<br />

who could take over after I leave. Who was I gonna pick, Tavo? I love the guy, but-no, God no. I could turn it over to you<br />

if you want it. You’re the only one who’s smart enough, together enough, and loves the music enough to do it.”<br />

None of this was real, Billy thought. This can’t be happening.<br />

“Are-are you sure, Dave? I-I’m…it means a lot that you think that, but really? Me?”<br />

“Yes, you. Why not? I think you could do it, and I know this better than anybody. And you’re a<br />

freshman. You could do this for three more years. At least,” he added, grinning.<br />

“Wow, Dave, just…wow. I mean, yeah, it would be really cool to do this at some point. But how am<br />

I gonna pay for all this?” Billy asked, pointing at Dave’s music and equipment.<br />

“You can do DJ jobs over the summer for cash. It’s quick, easy money. And you can use that to pay<br />

me back. But the one thing is that, either next week or the week after that, I need to see you do this at least once,<br />

without me. You need to prove you can do this by yourself.”<br />

Billy swallowed hard. Latino Metal Night, by himself? Was he ready for that?<br />

And yet, even as he trembled with nerves, he also felt something he had never felt before. It was a<br />

sure, steady feeling that he had been handed an opportunity that he had to seize. He actually felt that he had enough<br />

courage to try. That surprised him more than anything. He had never felt that before. Not with school, not with<br />

sports, and certainly not with girls. But he did with this.<br />

It was time, he thought. It was finally time.<br />

“Yes,” he said, the words surprising him as they came out of his mouth. “Yes, I want to try. Just tell<br />

me everything I need to know and I will do one night by myself.”<br />

Dave smiled. “Don’t worry, Billy. I’ll set you up.”<br />

For the next week, every afternoon after classes, Billy would go to Big Dave’s apartment and Dave<br />

would teach him everything he could. How to cue up songs on the turntables, CD players, and even cassette deck.<br />

How to use the mixing board. How to speak into the microphone. How to handle rowdies. Billy asked Dave every<br />

question he could think of and Dave answered. Still, Dave made it clear in no uncertain terms that much of the<br />

time, Billy would just have to wing it and deal with things as they occurred. There was only so much planning and<br />

preparation he could do.<br />

Finally, Saturday night arrived. Billy was so nervous he hadn’t eaten more than a few bites all day and<br />

brought some plastic water bottles to sip from in an attempt to ease his nerves. He and Dave arrived at the hall at 8:00<br />

PM and started setting up. As they did, people slowly but surely started streaming in. Finally, everything was ready.<br />

“Okay, Billy, I’m gonna leave you here. I’ll step out for a minute and then I’ll come back in, but<br />

you won’t see me. I’ll be in the back somewhere in the darkness. If you screw up really bad, I’ll stop the show and<br />

finish up for you, but that’s only if you have a massive, spectacular disaster. It would have to be like a Kiss show, with<br />

flames and blood, only for real. Otherwise, I’ll just let you keep going until you pussy out. Got it?”<br />

Billy nodded. “Pussy out. Got it.”<br />

Dave grinned. “Don’t worry. You’ll do fine. Now get up there and get ready. It’s almost time to start.”<br />

Dave left and Billy set up his headphones and cued up four songs. Then he checked his watch. It was 8:59 PM.<br />

Billy looked out at the faces. They were staring at him, waiting expectantly for some music. He<br />

swallowed hard, took a deep breath, and forced his face into a smile.<br />

“How you doin’, tonight?” he exclaimed into the microphone. “Are you ready to rock?”<br />

“Hell, yeah!” the crowd roared.<br />

“All right, then let’s do it! My name is Billy and this is Latino Metal Night! And we’re gonna start<br />

with a classic! It’s Judas Priest with ‘Take on the World!’ Let’s go!” And he immediately started the turntable and<br />

pulled up the fader, as the song’s opening chords blasted from the speakers.<br />

Then he watched, his heart bursting with pride, as the crowd went just as crazy as they had for any<br />

of Big Dave’s shows. Tavo was the craziest of all, and he seemed to be leading everyone else in slam-dancing and<br />

jumping around.<br />

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