Catholic Outlook Magazine | Lent & Easter | 2024 Issue
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BY ANTONY LAWES<br />
CAUTION: This story contains references to suicide and<br />
grief.<br />
As we prepare ourselves for Holy Week, there are some in our<br />
community who understand better than most the suffering that<br />
Jesus endured, but also how out of darkness and tragedy can<br />
come some form of personal resurrection.<br />
Tony and Barbara* are one such couple.<br />
Members of the Diocese for more than 40 years, their youngest<br />
son died by suicide 15 years ago. Since then they have been<br />
on a long spiritual journey back from the deep despair and<br />
abandonment they felt at the time of his death, to a point now<br />
where they feel more than ever supported by, and involved in,<br />
their <strong>Catholic</strong> faith.<br />
Nevertheless they say this journey is ongoing: nothing can<br />
make up for the loss they have suffered; and they are still<br />
pushing the Church for better spiritual support for loved ones<br />
affected by suicide.<br />
This is part of their mission to make sure that in the future<br />
other families in the same situation don’t suffer as they did.<br />
They have also set up a bursary that funds a PhD student in the<br />
field of schizophrenia research, which their son suffered from.<br />
Tony says this journey has made him more able to question<br />
God and be angry at God, but also be a more compassionate<br />
person, and someone ultimately strengthened by his faith.<br />
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