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25 dekemberi 2009 - 21 ianvari 2010<br />
dedamisma viRac tipi, tlevizoris<br />
gamkeTebeli, mZimed rom daWra daniT<br />
da daiWires, rogorc wlebis mere<br />
gairkva is kaci am Cvenma Zmakacma<br />
daWra, radgan dedamiss daartya, iman<br />
kidev sakuTar Tavze aiRo. ambavi male<br />
Caifarcxa, kaci gadarCa, ar iCivla da<br />
yvelaferi mogvarda.<br />
magram erT saRamos, rodesac biWebi<br />
bazarSi moparuli xis yuTebisagan<br />
danTebul kocons vusxediT da raRaceebs<br />
vRadaobdiT, me sakuTari enamoswrebulobiT<br />
mominda gamariaJeba,<br />
uceb Sevxede am Cems Zmakacs da vuTxari:<br />
_ ise, televizori saxlSi ara gaqvs<br />
da televizoris gamkeTebels SenTan<br />
ra undoda<br />
irgvliv jer siCume Camovarda,<br />
mere xarxari atyda. is kidev adga da<br />
wavida.<br />
me iseve rogorc yvela siri, mxolod<br />
wlebis mere mivxvdi yvelafers,<br />
ukve rodesac am Cveni Zmakacis saxelic<br />
ki gadagvaviwyda, iman kaci mokla,<br />
cixeSi Cajda da albaT ase daemala<br />
warsuls iq, sadac is verasodes miagnebda,<br />
radgan kargad icoda, rom Ti-<br />
Toeul CvenTagans ise uyvarda saku-<br />
Tari Tavi, rom yvelafers ikadrebda,<br />
raTa ar moxvedriliyo iq, sadac aseT<br />
rameebze arasodes xumroben.<br />
ho, yvelafers mivxvdi, yvelaze mZime<br />
da saimedod dacul skivrSi Cavagde<br />
da yvelaze Sor, Cabnelebul<br />
Taroze Semovde, saidanac, Cemi azriT<br />
is verasodes amoZvreboda. is ki amoZvra,<br />
gveliviT amosrialda mogonebebis<br />
jurRmulidan. pirvelad maSin,<br />
rodesac samSobiaroSi amayad mdgom<br />
saZmakacos pirvel "mamas" telefonze<br />
daurekes da daviwyebulma, TumcaRa,<br />
ase nacnobma xmam marTla guliT miuloca<br />
"SenaZeni" da meored swored im<br />
dRes, im quCaze, sadac me kidev erTxel<br />
movkari Tvali im qals da uecrad<br />
naTlad davinaxe is Rame, moparuli<br />
yuTebisagan danTebuli koconi, sicilisagan<br />
wamowiTlebuli saxeebi da<br />
im CayviTlebuli, alag-alag amomwvari<br />
tyaviskurtkiani biWis silueti,<br />
TavCaRunuli rom midioda saxlisaken,<br />
samudamod mowamluli, mxolod<br />
imitom, rom misma nabozarma Zmakacma<br />
mSvenivrad icoda misi xasiaTi da icoda,<br />
rom is arafers etyoda.<br />
_ aba, kide erTi qristiani Seemata<br />
saqarTvelos! _ momesma gios SeZaxili,<br />
Tavi avwie da Cvenebi davinaxe pirjvris<br />
weriT rom gamodiodnen eklesiidan.<br />
_ exla yvelani manqanebSi da Cem-<br />
Tan, _ Tqva laSam.<br />
daviZariT.<br />
_ raRac patara saqme maqvs, aqve<br />
Sevivli ZmakacTan da amoval, wadiT.<br />
taqsis fuli midevs, _ vuTxari laSas.<br />
_ oRond ueWveli amodi!<br />
_ amoval! _ vTqvi da eklesiis<br />
ezodan gavedi. isini manqanebSi Casxdnen<br />
da wavidnen, me ki fexiT daveSvi.<br />
miyvars egre siaruli. davxri Cems<br />
gasiebul gogras da qvemodan TiTqos<br />
sxvisi TvaliT vaTvaliereb yvelafers.<br />
ar vici, ratom, magram swored<br />
am dros warmovidgen xolme, rom erTi<br />
galoTebuli, yvelasagan miviwyebuli<br />
da cxovrebaareuli tipi var, mxolod<br />
Zveli wignebi, aryis carieli boTlebi<br />
da mtvriani, vin icis ramdeni wlis<br />
gadauSleli fotoalbomebis grova<br />
rom elodeba dacarielebul da<br />
gaucxovebul saxlSi, romlidanac<br />
mogonebebic ki gaparulan. tipi,<br />
romelsac odesRac, Zalian Zalian didi<br />
xnis win, oriode striqoni dauj-<br />
Rabnia, an Tundac meti, ho, bevrad meti<br />
da cotaTi popularulic yofila.<br />
axla kidev sakuTari, ar Semdgari, da<br />
ra Tqma unda, saTanadod ver dafasebuli<br />
da argagebuli niWierebis nangrevebs<br />
qveS moyolili rom iWyiteba.<br />
mware ara, ubralod, Cveulebrivi<br />
realobidan, aTvalierebs sakuTar<br />
qalaqs, romelSiac daibada, icxovra,<br />
Tavis riJa qoCorSi WaRara zolebi<br />
Seepara da romelic mainc bolomde<br />
ucxo darCa misTvis. fiqriT ki warsulis,<br />
obobis qseliT dafarul, yvelasagan<br />
miviwyebul labirinTebSi daborialobs<br />
da cdilobs gaixsenos, moZebnos<br />
an SemTxveviT mainc dabrundes im<br />
gzajvaredinze, sadac, odesRac, Tvi-<br />
Ton ki ara, viRaca sxvam gadaaxvevina<br />
arasworad, cxovreba daungria da<br />
marto datova, sruliad marto.<br />
Tu vinme gogos SeveCexebi, aucileblad<br />
gavCerdebi, ramodenime nabijs<br />
gadavdgam gverdze, an ukan, da ase,<br />
Tavdaxrili davelodebi, sanam ar<br />
gaivlis, gzas vuTmob, Cemi WkuiT, zustad<br />
ise, rogorc ukve galoTebulma<br />
da ori iafasiani Rvinis boTliT iRliebSi<br />
amodebulma avTo varazma wlebis<br />
win dauTmo gza dedaCems.<br />
mokled loTi var, magram iseTi<br />
loTi, romelsac jer kidev SerCenia<br />
lamazi suraTebis danaxvis unari, suraTebisa,<br />
romlebic TavisTvis Cumad<br />
mimalulan am dangreul da mere xelaxla<br />
Wyetel-Wyetela ferebad SeRebil<br />
qalaqSi.<br />
hoda, TavdaRmarTSi movdiodi da<br />
iqaurobas vaTvalierebdi, rodesac<br />
ezo davinaxe, TiTqos araferi iseTi,<br />
magram me xom is loTi viyavi, jer kidev<br />
rom SeuZlia raRac-raRaceebis<br />
danaxva da davinaxe _ Zveli, odesRac<br />
wiTeli aguriT naSeni, arc Tu ise ma-<br />
Rali da wlebisagan CaSavebuli Robe,<br />
kedeli, galavani, rac gindaT is daarqviT,<br />
alag-alag CamoSlili, damtvreuli,<br />
Savi sanaxevrod Jangisagan SeWmuli<br />
da RrWiala WiSkari, xis, moxucis<br />
kbilebiviT moryeuli, nacrisferi<br />
saxli, WraWuna, aivani, rkinis ubralo,<br />
xveuli kibe, brinjaosferi rom gadahkravda<br />
mzis sxivebiT ganaTebuls da<br />
xasxasa mwvane moli, romlis Suagul-<br />
Si, msxvili vazis Ziri aziduliyo maRla<br />
da rogorc kaaa ise Semoxveoda aivans.<br />
ramdenime wuTi videqi da gaognebuli<br />
Sevyurebi am ezos, romelic<br />
arasodes menaxa aqamde, bolos veRar<br />
moviTmine, gzaze gadavedi, WiSkars mivuaxlovdi,<br />
gamovaRe da Sevedi. kibeze,<br />
Cemgan zurgSeqceviT, viRac tipi ijda<br />
(garedan ver davinaxe, radgan aguris<br />
kedeli efareboda) "marSrutkis Sofris<br />
sindromiT", anu banjgvliani<br />
trakis Rari rom uCanT CaCaCuli jinsebidan<br />
_ ijda da eweoda, meti araferi.<br />
xmaurze Tavi moabruna, daminaxa<br />
da cota gaocebuli, magram sruliad<br />
normaluri xmiT mkiTxa:<br />
_ gismenT, ra gnebavT<br />
me araferi mipasuxia, Sevtrialdi,<br />
gareT gavedi da Cqari nabijiT daveSvi<br />
daRmarTze, ise, rom ukan aRar gamixedia<br />
da arc aravisaTvis damiTmia<br />
gza, pirdapir saxlisaken wavedi, la-<br />
SasTan asvlas xom isedac ar vapirebdi.<br />
2000 wlis 15 ianvari.<br />
gia<br />
"gza nafiqri nabijiT miqroda,<br />
icvlida ritms" wamoiwyo Cemma telefonma<br />
niaz diasamiZis<br />
xmiT, mec azrze movedi,<br />
aqeT-iqeT gavaqnie uZilobisagan<br />
gasiebuli<br />
Tavi, Rrmad Cavisunqe<br />
oTaxSi dagubebuli<br />
haeri, furclebis<br />
uzarmazari grovis qvemodan<br />
amovyvinTe da<br />
mocimcime ekrans mivaSterdi.<br />
"bairama” ewera laTinurad,<br />
aviRe.<br />
_ ras Svebi, Se Cema<br />
_ yurSi mxiaruli xmiT<br />
naTqvami sityvebi Semepara<br />
da sasiamovnod momiRitina.<br />
_ arafers, vswavlob,<br />
zeg gamocda maqvs<br />
da...<br />
_ rogorc yovel-<br />
Tvis, _ ar macala xmam.<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
<strong>proza</strong><br />
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_ kakim dareka, werovanSi baiTis remonti<br />
davamTavre da davasveloTo, me<br />
da bufona qvemoT varT, quCaze, Camo,<br />
exla alioSa mova, kakis mama da manqaniT<br />
gavgazoT.<br />
_ zeg gamocda rom maqvs _ dalevis<br />
xsenebaze, yeli gamiSra, tanSi<br />
siTbo CameRvara.<br />
_ erTi kviraa tvins asxam mag furclebze<br />
da Tu aqamde ver iswavle, ma-<br />
Sin waqceulxar da eg ari.<br />
_ kargi, xuT wuTSi dabla viqnebi.<br />
vuTxari, gavuTiSe, botasebi amovicvi,<br />
mxrebze kurtka movigde da<br />
kibeze daveSvi. bairama da bufona mar-<br />
Tlac quCaSi idgnen, Cems danaxvaze<br />
erTmaneTs gadaulaparakes raRaca,<br />
gaicines, rogorc yovelTvis karg xasiaTze<br />
arian, arc gamocda aqvT zeg<br />
Casabarebeli da arc koloqviumi dasaweri.<br />
_ mokled, Sen da Seni wignebi, _<br />
miTxra mxiarulad bairamam. _ ro<br />
daamTavreb, barem pirdapir pensiaze<br />
gadi, kak ras dro iqneba.<br />
_ xo, dro iqneba, _ daeTanxma bufona.<br />
is xom yvelaferze eTanxmeba, bairamam<br />
rom Tqvas, saqarTvelo xval gabrwyindebao,<br />
magasac daeTanxmeba.<br />
_ male mova alioSa _ vikiTxe da<br />
signalic gaisma.<br />
Cvens win daburuli mersedesi gaCerda<br />
da Savi, tyavis salonis siRrmidan,<br />
miviwyebuli mevalesaviT moulodnelad<br />
gamoCenilma, karga mozrdilma<br />
Tavma, aqa-iq oflis wveTebi rom<br />
amSvenebda _ omaxianad SemogvZaxa.<br />
_ ha! birJas amagrebT, ara<br />
Cven erTmaneTs gadavxedeT, raRa<br />
birJa, risRa gamagreba, simelote suecis<br />
arxiviT Segvparvia TmebSi.<br />
_ kaki ar modis _ kiTxa bairamam<br />
da karebi gamoaRo.<br />
_ ara, kaki ukve iq aris, gelodebaT,<br />
CajeqiT, _ gviTxra alioSam.<br />
daviZariT.<br />
gzaSi alioSa bevr rames gviyveboda<br />
_ magari gamovida saxlio, sufTa<br />
saqeifoo, pirvel sarTulze buxari<br />
da "kreslo-kaCalkebio", meoreze wignebi<br />
da xaliCebio, mesameze kidev veranda<br />
da biliardio, xedia glijavs,<br />
magram haeria, sunTqviT ver gaZRebio.<br />
mere uceb mogvibrunda da xmamaRla,<br />
ai, ro giwveven egeTi toniT gvkiTxa:<br />
aba, romlebi xarT magari biWebi, luds<br />
romlebi dalevTo.<br />
_ samive, _ upasuxa aSkarad nasiamovnebma<br />
Bufonaa-m. Bufona xuT litras<br />
svams, bairamac, me susti var, samze merxeva.<br />
_ hoda, Zalian kargi _ Tqva alioSam,<br />
raRac supermarketis win daamuxruWa,<br />
gadavida da erTi orlitriani<br />
nataxtari gamoacuncula.<br />
_ es ra, Radaobs _ gaukvirda<br />
Bufona-s.<br />
_ Seni ar vici, Zmao, magram me ege-<br />
Ti xumrobebi ar gamdis _ Tqva bairamam<br />
da yvelas gagvecina.<br />
_ esec ase, ludic gvaqvs, _ am sityvebiT<br />
alioSam plastmasis boTli<br />
mogvawoda, manqanaSi Cajda da mivxvdiT,<br />
rom ar Radaobda, piriqiT sruliad<br />
seriozulad iyo ganwyobili.<br />
avediT. saxli marTla magari gamodga,<br />
cota miyruebuli, TavisTvis<br />
mdgomi da xeebSi Cafluli, maRlidan,<br />
baybay deviviT rom gadmohyurebda<br />
are-mares.<br />
kaki mayalTan trialebda, mwvadis<br />
samzadisSi iyo, gauxarda Cveni danaxva.<br />
_ oRond cota macaleT, cecxls<br />
davanTeb da mogxedavT, manamde saxli<br />
daaTvaliereT, SONY-c maqvs, televizoric<br />
da 2000-is fexburTic.<br />
am ambavma, ludis kraxis Semdeg,<br />
cota gagvaxalisa da saxlisaken gavemarTeT.<br />
buxris win didi da fumfula<br />
taxti idga, zed orni isxdnen, alioSa<br />
da viRac ucnobi, Cvens danaxvaze wamodgnen.<br />
_ gaicani, eseni kakis Zmakacebi<br />
arian, _ uTxra alioSam.<br />
_ gia, _ gagviRima kacma da saTi-<br />
Taod CamogvarTva xeli.<br />
maRali iyo, gamxdari da odnav Semelotebuli,<br />
xma hqonda rbili da sasiamovno.<br />
_ au, naxe, fexze ra xanjlebi acvia,<br />
_ CamCurCula bairamam, rodesac kacma<br />
zurgi Segvaqcia da mis ugrZes<br />
wvetian fexsacmelebze maniSna.<br />
_ TiTSi ro Cairtya, sisxlis analizs<br />
aiReb, _ ayva bufona.<br />
raze unda ilaparakon kacebma<br />
politikaze, sportze da qalebze da<br />
radgan pirvelsa da mesameSi Cven didi<br />
gamocdileba ar mogvepoveboda, meoreze,<br />
kerZod ki fexburTze SevCerdiT.<br />
_ me bavSobidan liverpuls vbale-<br />
SCikobdi, _ Tqva alioSam.<br />
_ me kidev inters da dRemde<br />
vbaleSCikob, _ CaerTo bufona.<br />
_ da Tqven _ vkiTxe zrdilobis<br />
gamo gias.<br />
_ mee me, barselonas, reals, liverpuls,<br />
manCesters, baierns da arsenals,<br />
_ gvipasuxa man.<br />
_ aba, meti vin darCa _ gaukvirda<br />
bufona-s.<br />
gias gaeRima.<br />
am dros bairamam televizori Car-<br />
To, kompiuteri SeuerTa da ekranze<br />
KONAMI-s 2000 wlis safexburTo versiis<br />
roliki datrialda.<br />
_ fexburTis TamaSs apirebT _<br />
ikiTxa giam.<br />
_ Senc TamaSob _ kiTxvaze kiTxviT<br />
upasuxa bufona-m, romelic yvelaze<br />
naklebad taqtiania CvenSi.<br />
_ cotas, magram... _ daiwyo giam.<br />
_ romeli gundic ginda aiRe, Zmao<br />
da modi, me interi viqnebi, Tu ginda<br />
vabSe erTs foras mogcem, _ gaawyvetina<br />
bufona-m.<br />
gias isev gaeRima.<br />
mombezrda maTi smena, Tanac fexburTis<br />
TamaSi ubanSi ar miyvars da<br />
axla kidev misi virtualuri versiaRa<br />
maklda. amitom gareT, mayalTan gavedi,<br />
sadac kaki trialebda.<br />
_ vin aris is kaci _ vkiTxe.<br />
_ vin kaci<br />
_ ai is, alioSas Zmakaci<br />
_ eg kanonieri qurdia, gia anCaba-<br />
Ze, metsaxelad ZiaZia, sul raRac ori<br />
Tvea rac gamovida krestebidan. ra ari<br />
ro _ mkiTxa da Semomxeda.<br />
_ araferi, ubralod damainteresa,<br />
_ vupasuxe, isev saxlSi Sevbrundi<br />
da yvelaferi Cumad movuyevi bairamas,<br />
iman bufona-s gadauCurCula raRac,<br />
mere<br />
orivem gias gadaxeda, irgvliv uxerxuli<br />
siCume Camovarda.<br />
_ ha, viTamaSoT _ Tqva bolos<br />
bairamam.<br />
_ joistiks xom ar inebebdiT _<br />
hkiTxa bufona-m gias, me Tavi veRar Sevikave<br />
da isev gareT gavedi.<br />
erT saaTSi kakim mwvadi Semoarbenina,<br />
Cvenc sufras mivusxediT da SevubereT,<br />
Tamada gia iyo. Tavidan cota<br />
daZabulebi viyaviT, magram TandaTan,<br />
calke "ZiaZias" mxiarulma istoriebma<br />
da calke yelSi gadaSvebulma Rvindasasruli<br />
me-10 gverdze