Anno II - marzo 2007 - Oneness Meditation Center Treviso

Dear Amma and Bhagavan,
thank you for having guided me or better attracted
me to Golden City in January this year.
Lately, before discovering deeksha my inner
search had come to a standstill, it was almost
as if I was fixed on the same problems without
moving forward in my search for that sense of
wellbeing with myself and others.
With the deeksha you have given me a precious
instrument -alongside everything else - which
has helped me to observe the world around me
in a more detached way: this famous “witness”
so often talked about is no longer something
that concerns the mind but has become a loyal
companion that follows me all the time and in
time of need it allows me to reconsider the emotional
states often generated by facts of life and
relationships . In other words it allows me to
live in a more serene and useful way.
During my stay at the Oneness University you
taught me how little effort is necessary...to live.
The teachings of the Guides (what lovely people!)
and the powerful energy of the deeksha
that filled Golden City and nourished me for 21
days triggered a process within me which only
started to become evident once I got home, in
everyday life.
Since then I have noticed lots of small and great
things happening inside me , in my relationships
with others, in feeling well with myself, in my
work environment, which guide me “without
effort” towards ONENESS. This thanks to the
fact that I am in connection with you and your
project and nourished by the deeksha.
It was also a great experience for the entire
group of people from the Scuola di Coscienza
Quantica with whom I have been sharing my
pursuit to evolve over the last five years: thirty of
us came to Golden City (another 25 will come
in August) and the lovingness that pervades us
now, the exceptional facts that happen, the deep
understanding concerning the deekshas we talk
about are enriching us and becoming everyone’s
patrimony in a short time and in such a deep
way that can only be describe within a precise
context:: the ONENESS quantum camp that
you have built and which you nourish in favour
of the entire world.
Today I am grateful for being a deeksha giver
and having the possibility of being a means of
connection between you and others. Sometimes
I listen to the stories of people who have
only taken part in one or two deeksha evenings:
they don’t talk about mystic visions or states of
beatitude, they mainly talk about real facts of life
which improve, relationships which start working,
of an increased care for oneself and one’s
interior wellbeing. In other words they are on
a path towards being happier.
Thank you for having attracted me to you and
for allowing me to be part of all this.
DIKsHANEWS
The most significant moments
of my long life have been those in which the paradox
nature of life has manifested itself the most. In
these moments the powerful and painful feeling of
discrepancy between what is dictated by reason and
the creeping and irrepressible gut feeling have led
me to make choices which are not rationally comprehensible.
Oneness Blessing, a phenomenon more known as
deeksha has opened up a bottomless pit under my
feet. It is like precipitating in a whirlwind where the
sensations of falling and flying, beatitude and panic
are entwined in an indissoluble way.
Never before had I discovered or sensed so many
new opportunities.
There was, there is a new world that opens up new
sceneries day after day, even hour after hour. Fireworks,
aurora borealis, celestial choirs, perfumes
from other worlds, indescribable sensations. An
intense delirium of the senses, turning upside down
of the foundations, glimpses of dimensions of the
unknown.
Do you find all this quite delirious?
My fingers and synapses are using the keyboard
to translate into words something that pervades me
but that I can’t call mine. The essence of a secret.
The law of attraction, the law of magic. And to think
that the first time I came across it I had only just
started wearing long trousers ( a way of saying in my
days). My path, the path of the white clouds, Osho
enounces with apocalyptic strength something
which is so deafening that you can’t hear it: «we have
the power to choose and live the effect before the
causes that determine it manifest themselves». You
might need to read the last sentence again because
your mind has probably translated into something
different. Just like my mind has been doing in the
last 30 years. I’ll repeat it in a different way. You can
choose what you want to be now. Do you want to
be happy? Choose to be happy here and now, live
joy fully, without “self” or “buts”. Live it, full stop.
Anyway you mind uses the same circuits to produce
real and imaginary experiences, it does not see the
difference between dreams and reality.
It seems crazy, and it actually is, but what’s even
crazier is that if you live your joy, the universe will
surround you and overwhelm you with all the reasons
that determine your joy, with all the reasonable
reasons to justify your joy. This is called the law of
magic and it foresees that in this universe you can
start from the effect and then the causes that determine
this effect will follow. It is actually our perception
that makes us says that the causes follow, it
would be more correct to say that all opportunities
are present at the same time and we can attract and
live those we prefer. Have I gone too far?
Well, it’s exactly what I’m experiencing. Since
the deeksha has become part of my life nothing is
the same as before. The spiritual ego of the seekermeditator
with almost thirty years of respectable
service has been ripped to shreds and totally lifeless
it has gone adrift. And the new one to replace
it isn’t here yet. I’m in no man’s land, wading…..
how wonderful!
ENGLISH
I can certainly say that the 21 day process in
which I took part in August 2006 is an event which
definitely changes your life. After just two months
my life is already different: a transformation is underway
without any personal merit or effort, only
thanks to the intervention of Divine Grace.
I have started a journey that involves my head
and heart, favoured by certain understandings and
the growing communion with he Divine Presence
within me. The progressive consolidation of the
intimate relationship with the Presence has allowed
me to experience a series of awakenings
in the twofold journey of knowing myself (in the
multiform dimension of personality) and God.
I have been pursuing the objective of getting
to know myself for many years with total dedication
and commitment, only obtaining however
frustrating results. During the process it became
clear that any effort or will to achieve this is the
work of our ego and this is why it is destined to
fail. Man, in virtue of the nature of the mind,
cannot escape from the prison of his personality
without help; as soon as you realise you are
powerless and you surrender you will spontaneously
ask for help and the doors to Divine Grace
will open. This is the promise of the avtars Sri
Amma Bhagavan. My surrender was a great relief,
now I have faith that if I can’t attain something
divine intervention will help me. I am aware that
with this relaxed feeling I can follow the common
thread of my inner stories without repressing
them or wanting to change or understand them;
this has never happened before!
Permeated with grace right from the first deeksha,
my soul received the gift it had been yearning
for years: the experience of unconditioned
Love. The designated dasaji (guide) first placed
his hands on my head and then embraced me
transferring this specific type of divine energy: it
reached every single part of my being. I will never
forget the sensations experienced by my body on
that occasion; I know I can evoke them whenever
I may need to do so. Unconditioned love which
lived existentially and not just in the mind was the
blessing which allowed me to live every following
step of my process as perfect, to accept without
prejudice what was happening within me, ready
everyday to accept what was new. Everything new
always arrived with Grace through the eyes or intent
of the guides that guided the process, through
meditations with “cosmic beings” (human beings
totally absorbed by the Absolute), though the darshan
with Sri Amma Bhagavan, and through the
Sparsha Deeksha (deeksha given by placing the
palms of the hands on the head of the receiver).
I could make a long list of all the new things in
my life. I could tell you about the long periods
without noise at the bottom of my mind that allow
me to experience the sound of silence. I could
tell you bout the sense of peace, expanded love,
joy without reason, essential qualities that emerge
within me when, as I learned during those 21
days, I pray God talking to him as if he were a
friend or father. Finally I could tell you about the
growing need to be at the service of those who
have not been able to take part in the 21 day process,
to transfer to them through the intervention
of Grace the possibility of being free from suffering
without reason and reach a state of oneness
with themselves, others and Existence.
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