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nchbho ygnv ugbhbv’ thl<br />
akt t; tu,v unehhnho<br />
agher vfprv vut suet g”h vtnubv antnhbho at;<br />
anfpr,’<br />
msheho nh,, kgbhi vut fi afnu ubrtv<br />
vmshe’ ftar jal vguko ubhyku vnturu,’ fk zv<br />
vx,keu, ak tku guko c,vpufu, vzt,’ cg,<br />
ukv,jze c,urv ugcus, vah”,’ kngi kyvr tu,bu<br />
kv,jsa<br />
k,aucv’ vkccu, kgurr fsh vut<br />
antnhbho cvyvrv vctv g”h nh,, msheho’ nfj<br />
zu tnubv nfj usuet unyuntu,hbu’ nekhpu,hbu<br />
)haghv bz’ t( vmshe tcs uthi tha ao gk gk kc’ r”k<br />
vbcht nygb, vvhpl nfpr,’ msheho nh,, zv<br />
vut fsh kgurr tu,bu fb”k’ kfi gk hsh zv vut j”u<br />
vmshe anh,, kvtnhi kcw’ gk ao tha wthi fh hgi<br />
nvx,keu,u’ kt fi ftar wn,gurr vkcw un,ercho<br />
,ugk, auo j”u kbu athi tcs’ vmshe ccjhw<br />
khartk ,ugk, nnh,, vmshe anfpr, cgso/<br />
tz ha kvo fh vmshe’ tcs kt tzh uk,ur,u’ kvah”,<br />
kpra, prv tsunvw suet’ ukt katr ercbu, avi<br />
nrho nh,, bxnfv wknv tnh rch atnr uzvu<br />
nh,,i ak msheho nfpr,w’ vhhbu avfprv nnh,,<br />
t; nfpr, tsunv prv nv kl wkunr nna’ fprv<br />
prv nfpr, suet cfj vtnubv antnhbho cyvr,v’<br />
nv tsunv’ vprv kfpr, sunv cnaek vht msheho<br />
unahnho gk kc avut kyuc,hbu kgurr tu,bu kv,jze<br />
antnhbho<br />
vtnubv g”h suet nfpr, msheho nh,, fl<br />
vah”, hgzrbu abzfv kgurr kccbu k,aucv<br />
h,”a/ cgcus,u<br />
kbu’ tni fi hvh rmui/<br />
zfu, vmshe ,gnus<br />
zv hsh ugk frtuh’ vah”, ukgcus,<br />
phw gk hsh ns, tn, vctv n,ul vfbgv uchyuk’ azv<br />
ktcrvow’ jxs khgec tn, w,,i s( tu, ,arh f”y nbjo<br />
heuo hgec fh eyi vut’ gk hsh zv ,,i kbu jxsho<br />
nh c( z’ )gnux vf,uc fntnr khgec’ tn, cjhw vut<br />
uvchyuk zufv vtha vhartkh kvfhr ctjsu, vcurt<br />
vvfbgv hsh gk fh uvhhbu ktcrvo’ jxs cjhw yucho’<br />
uzvu hxus uaura vtn,’ ucfj zv zufv kgurr cjhb,<br />
nna’ tjs uavut nkcsu gus athi vtn,’ azv h,”a’<br />
fkk’ unnhkt zufv kjxsho yucho’ ccjhw jxs<br />
ckh shi vjxsho neur vut aao thi’ cjhw avut f,r<br />
ufi hvh rmui ahvt vah”, cgzr,hbu’ afk tku<br />
ktcrvo/<br />
chfuk,o kcut’ hvhv bapg kvo jxsho yucho’<br />
vhv akt tku ufk mshe’ tu,u ak kvhkukt actu<br />
vdubho’ uhnkt vw t, fk natku, kcbu kyucv’ ubzfv<br />
uzhuudho harho usuru, uprbxv crhtu, ubjnu,’ haugu,<br />
rmui/<br />
huuagu c,aug, guknho’ tni fi hvh<br />
hartk afkk<br />
tsunv nfpr, t; nh,,i ak msheho nfpr,/ uveav<br />
prv nv kl kunr tsunv prv kpra, nrho<br />
knv shnv vf,uc nh,, msheho kfpr, prv vbgah,<br />
fj( pre veusa )tdr, zh”g zmkkv”v v,bht cgk vew vrc<br />
gk dch vnzcj fprv nna ufhumt cu’ uhgu”a cscrhu<br />
cpbho vbgav jyt, kerci ukt njbu,’ kakua nju.<br />
bxnfv kpra, prv suet/<br />
dcuvv hu,r gk fi<br />
vprv fpr, fh a,hr. vesuaho<br />
hartk )prw prv tu, t( scrh f”e nri tsnu”r vzei<br />
hanj cxpv”e vnuct gp”h czv gus kunr utpar<br />
scrh ra”h z”k )cnscr hy’ c( zt, jue, v,urv uduw’<br />
gk jhho nho vctr euahh, gk zh”g zmkkv”v nuutret<br />
nav vsrai dhkv kbu ygo prv’ nak kci apjv<br />
rch vkt tjrhv’ kvrvr rau, kl uthi vht juev<br />
cbv’ fl ,cut prv u,fpr gk ngav vgdk’ t”f knv<br />
mut, u,ebj tnu ,cut tnr nkl ak pkyrhi ayb;<br />
zmkkv”v vb”k’ fh vbv hsug tar gher jyt vgdk<br />
tsnu”r nri f”e tnr scrhvo uk,r. juev’ bert,<br />
nnmrho ucnav’ uv,heui kzv vut ,auc, vnaek’<br />
vnumhto csw vtnhbu akt tnubv’ njxrui bmnj<br />
]ck,h nudv[<br />
tsr ,ax”u<br />
hunt svhkukt h”z tsr ,ax”u<br />
h”z svhkukt hunt<br />
tkt jxs ktcrvo’ nang avut gbhi tjs’ vtn, kbu<br />
cut”u’ ktcrvo wujxsw khgec tn, ,,i btnr kt<br />
tgzcl gs tar to gah,h t, tar scr,h kl’ r”k<br />
kt fh yu( fj’ )crtah, khgec vcyj, tar scrhl<br />
uhmje tmk hgec tchbu ucbhu ukt tmk tunu, vguko<br />
ktcrvo<br />
avcyj,h vvcyju, fk heuhhnu tar gs<br />
hgec vht ,vhv ,akuo dnuk jxsu ak tcrvo/<br />
vcyj, t, kbu a,tn, vzt, uvtn, ao(‘ phra”h )ghw<br />
wtar muv kcbhu kanur srl vw kgau, msev unapyw’<br />
z”k’ ra”h f,c ktcrvo’ tar vjxs vut unv<br />
vjxsho avhu n,dkdkhi gk hsu’ gher vjxs uvtvcv<br />
fk nkcs vjxs’ tha g”v tchbu tcrvo vhhbu<br />
vw’ fnu atnr vf,uc )ao hj’ hy( fh hsg,hu kngi tar<br />
srl kanur kcbhu amhuv nv vhv tcrvo ak uvjhcv<br />
msev unapy’ vhhbu fnu af,c f”e nri ttnu”r<br />
kgau, vw srl uanru tjrhu ch,u ut, cbhu t, hmuv<br />
ufk ndn,u vhv ahkfu csrl vah”, u,ur,u’ uvgher<br />
ttg”v muut, wgher vesuav cmuut,u zh”g zmkkv”v<br />
fuub, tunru wkgau, msev unapyw’ msev vut gbhi<br />
azvu uh”k k,urvw’ vesnv avut uharho yucu, nsu,<br />
chi tha krgvu[’ unapy vut gbhi vvkhfv csrl<br />
ujxs vmsev gbhi vut nvu,o ]agher yucu, vnsu,<br />
vtso khkl ukv,bvd cfk srfhu csrl v,urv uvhuar’<br />
zufv yucu, vnsu, g”h fh vhhbu vhuar’ srl v,urv’<br />
ktcrvow’ ahtn, kbu vvcyju, abh,bu khgec<br />
khgec jxs<br />
tn, w,,i vbcht chea zv jxs ugk<br />
uvbv gher muut, esau ak tchbu rughbu f”e<br />
tcrvo/ ak zv kjxs dnuk f,akuo<br />
ucgk vrjnho’ gher muut,u vht w,kfu csrl vah”,<br />
vjxs tha avhv zt, go zh”g’ zmkkv”v ttnu”r<br />
k,urvw’ uvdo fh cgbuu,bu,u vdsukv f,c zt,<br />
vesnv avi uharho yucu, nsu, uvgher u,ur,u’<br />
cea,hbu w,,i tn, khgecw’ vhhbu ftar fkk tcu,<br />
tbu t; ukzt, kfukbu’ muut,u vht zu usth kmtmthu’<br />
a,tn, kbu t, vvcyju, ntcu,hbu urcu,hbu<br />
vbbu nceaho<br />
ens:(‘ j”t zuv”e )ghw hgec cao nfubho<br />
vut bhvu tu,u mshe f”e ttnu”r zmkkv”v avhv<br />
ktcrvow’<br />
wjxs jhc, czfu, zh”g’ cfkk vesuaho<br />
ch,u tjrhu uanru srl vw/<br />
t, cbhu ut,<br />
hmuv tar kngi hsg,hu fh ccjhb,<br />
tnrh eusa \ nt, f”e nri tsnu”r akhy”t krdk hunt svhkukt<br />
uf”e nri ttnu”r zmkkv”v zh”g chtr cesau )tnrh<br />
v,jzeu, vtnubv’ vhhbu kvtnhi cpahyu, ukgau,<br />
,,i tn, khgec jxs ktcrvo )nhfv z’ f(‘ phra ra”h<br />
]numth huo vvhkukt[<br />
,at ,ax”u<br />
khk a”e pra, fh ,at ,ax”u<br />
fh pra, a”e khk<br />
cdnrt )nugs eyi fj/( tnr rch tnh knv bxnfv nh,,
vpmhr cu gs abgbv’ utz atku rchbu: “ztd btr’ uutx<br />
srhhy zhl stry tuhpwi uutxgr” ? uvut vahc fh thbu<br />
rutv ntunv/ jzr rchbu utnr: “eue duy’ eue duy’ uutx<br />
srhhy zhl stry”’ utz gbv fh nx,ucc ao tuuz/ btbj<br />
rchbu uvdhc: “tuh uuh chygr xwthz’ t banv dhhy trhhi<br />
thi t jhv” !<br />
ktjr fnv rdgho buxpho’ frcg agv ntz vdhg<br />
kbvr’ bgns rchbu utnr fh fcr vhv kh sh cyhuk zv<br />
uhfukho kjzur’ tkt atz vdhjv p,tuo fk ahhr,<br />
vtuuzho cabh, uhmtv ni vnho/ rchbu zh”g bcvk ubpjs’<br />
uvushg cpxebu, fh thbu rumv kkf, cfhuui vzv’ tkt<br />
rmubu kmt, ni vms vabh’ udo fatnru ku fh thi achk<br />
hmhtv ni vfhuui vabh’ uvneuo nkt cxcl gmho<br />
utcbho’ kt vxfho kjzur cu utnr fh to kt hkfu gnu’<br />
hkl cgmnu/ ufl’ cthi crhrv’ vjku kxkuk srl ukmt,<br />
nchi vgmho uvtcbho/<br />
ftar hmtu jdr tjs nvnkuuho guz uvchg t,<br />
pkht,u’ “uuh ayhhy tz nwstr; vtcgi srl tr. ptr t<br />
etyaeg” ? gbv ku rchbu utnr cesau: “thl uugk shr<br />
ztdgi/ ytngr sgr etyaeg srhhy zhl thi ayty’<br />
strpwxyu bhay ntfgi t jacui nhy thvo’ tcgr<br />
ytngr su eunxy tuh; zhhi pkt.’ thz hgsgr ekhhbgr<br />
ztl uutx gr sgrargey zhl pui shr’ chxyu gucr tuh;<br />
mgr cgkh jhho” ]=to vtuuz nx,ucc cghr’ thbl mrhl<br />
kv,jaci gnu’ tck to vtso ct kneunu vut’ tzh cfk scr eyi<br />
aduro ku kvcvk vbu gucr cthxur mgr cgkh jhho[ !<br />
ubvpul vut<br />
ngav ctcrl tjs avaehg ]cab, ,an”j[ vui rc<br />
cv,grcu, bds agr vsukr/ ksg,u gkv agru ak<br />
vsukr kanh ruo’ uvhv cyuj aftar agru hdhg<br />
uhgnus gk xl nxuho custh hjk agru krs,’ ugk<br />
vjacui vzv nfr xfuo dsuk ak sukrho gk nb,<br />
krufao ccut vg, cnjhr zuk cvrcv’ fl ahruuhj t,<br />
vvpra ahgkv kxfuo g,e/ gcru acugu, ujsaho<br />
trufho’ uvsukr vnahl cgkhh,u’ gs avkv gns<br />
fngy kpbh pahy, rdk/ cmr ku bxg tk rchbu zh”g<br />
rchbu ang t, vscrho up,j cdgrv’ wnh chea<br />
nnl kaje bds vsukr ? vto ct, tkh kpbh avaeg,<br />
? gah, nv armh, ugfahu t,v ctw ?! “thl vtc shr<br />
bhay dgvhhxgi aphkgi” ?!!<br />
crtu, vtcrl fh fk,v tkhu vrgv’ jdr guz<br />
utnr fh kt hgzuc t, vjsr gs avrch hcyhj ku<br />
haugv’ ucbux; kzv’ vut neck gk gmnu ato hruhj<br />
h,ruo t, vngar kvhahcv/<br />
kp,g kca rchbu tra, pbho rmhbh, utnr: “hgmy<br />
vtxyu dgyagpgy nhy nhhbg zhhsgwx”’ uv,jhk<br />
kv,vkl cjsr tbv utbv rdgho nxpr/ tu tz vnahl<br />
utnr: “thl ptrayhh bhay’ uutx chxyu tzuh mucrtfgi’<br />
wsukrw thz cdhnyrht wgnkew’ tzuh uuh gnke vty<br />
dgvty t npkv purho’ tzuh uugy sgr stkgr vtcgi<br />
vr”r crul anutk ekhhbpgks ahjhw ntbyuugrpi/<br />
zh”g’<br />
zmuekkv”v nri tmk nhujs, kehrcv azfv<br />
ukch,u ufk tar ku kvuuag cfk gbhbhu kyucv cdu”r/<br />
ku ,gnus zmkkv”v rchbu nri f”e uzfu, ku’ ,auj”j<br />
utvc, krgl fnul - zv fkk dsuk chu,r<br />
tcrl tjs aavv cauuhh. kmurl nxjru’ b,gurru<br />
tmku xhcufho aubho cgbhi nxuho’ uvhv jp. kkci t,<br />
vscr go rchbu zh”g khvbu, nnbu gmv u,uahv/ vut<br />
mhkmk g”h vykpui krchbu ctnmg vhuo’ uatk to hufk<br />
kv,ear cgrc’ kaujj gk tu,u buat ctrufv<br />
ucpruyruy/ rchbu vxfho fnuci uatku cthzv agv<br />
csg,u kv,ear’ uvut kgun,u gbv fh rmubu avrch<br />
htnr ku cthzv agv kv,ear/ xhrc rchbu ugns gk fl<br />
avkv htnr ku cthzv agv buj ku kv,ear’ gs<br />
bgbv rchbu utnr: wsuet tz vut vagv vnhugs,<br />
k,phk, ngrhc’ tck kt tfbx kngrhc’ utn,hi<br />
kykpuiw/ vtcrl bsvo u,hf; tnr fh kt vhv csg,u<br />
suet kagv acg’ uhufk kv,ear cacg urcg’ tl<br />
rchbu caku: “ztkxy nhr ekhbdgi zhcgbwgr’ tui<br />
ztkxy nhr yteg prgdi ptruutx thl chi bhay<br />
cagv acg mhkmk vtcrl’ ucnal zni nv aujj<br />
go rchbu zh”g tusu, vgbhi armv kkci’ uktjr nfi’<br />
cxhuo vahjv’ vzfhr fh vrch tnr ku katuk nsug kt<br />
bfbx kchvn”s k,phk, ngrhc/<br />
tnr ku rchbu cesau: wrmh,h a,kns fkk dsuk’<br />
u,zfur tu,u fk hnh jhhl - “xwthz bhay st ehhi<br />
drgxgrg ztl tuh; sgr uugky uuh mu yuvi t yucv t<br />
hus” ! tui thl vtc tuh; sgo t cphruawg rthv pui<br />
hgec tchbu” ]=thi scr hu,r dsuk cguko ntar kgau, yucv<br />
khvush’ uha kh gk fl rthv npura, nhgec tchbu[‘ afi nmhbu’<br />
kc’ fz( akjbh fh gkv vajr’ utnru jz”k avhv znbu<br />
kunr ahrv kpbh vneuo’ tgph”f tnr ku hgec wkt<br />
takjl fh to crf,bhw - “uuhhk ytngr t hus vty<br />
bhhyhd t yucv’ ktzy ngi ayhhi stx stuugbgi tui<br />
nwyuy t hus t yucv’ tz bhay thz stx t ,phkv pui<br />
gahu” ]=fh ftar hvush mrhl yucv’ nbhjho t, v,phkv uguaho<br />
ku t, vyucv’ nat”f to nxrcho kgzru cbhnue fh mrhl gfahu<br />
kv,pkk’ ,phkv zu vht ,phk, gahu[ !!<br />
urjnhu gk fk ngahu<br />
ctjs ncheurhu ctbyuugrpi hmt kyhhk ckuh,<br />
tjsho nneurchu tmk bvr xnul’ neuo aey go tuhr<br />
mj/ ktjr fnv rdgho’ ctnmg vkhf,o’ vdhjv kgcr<br />
vpnkht ahhrt dsukv ak tuuzho/ ugcrv srl vachk<br />
akpbh vrch/ rchbu vurv kgmur ukvhu, caey’ gs<br />
avahhrv gcrv ubfbxv kbvr/ tz v,hhac rchbu gk<br />
xpxk xnul uvjk kvtjz crghubu,hu vew/<br />
kp,g pbv ktjs nnkuhu ucheau kac, cxnul ku<br />
fh rmubu katku scr nv/ vkv xhrc kac,’ tl rchbu<br />
zfrubu, nch, rch \ nrahnu, uf,ch jxhsho<br />
kvki nec. gucsu, bpktho abangu nph hshsbu vher<br />
)nf,h”e(<br />
ruco ffuko scrho agshhi kt purxnu<br />
ruco ffuko scrho agshhi kt purxnu<br />
)nf,h”e( zh”g rchbu ntumr tjsho nrdkhu, zh”g rchbu ntumr tjsho nrdkhu, kvki ackh, crhrv vxfho utnr ksudnt’ cagv acg cgrc/<br />
dgdtbdgi mu ngrhc”/<br />
ktjr abtce go aru ak gau’ cheau vnktl )crtah,<br />
kv,crl npv esau’ uvhv zv grc purho/<br />
t npkv” ]=thbbh nchi’ nsug vbl f”f acur’ vrh wsukrw gukv<br />
chtur gbhi vnbvd kbxug tk vmshe<br />
f,c vrn”e cxpv”e prsx )agr tch”g pre z( uzk”e: nv<br />
artuh ksg, vut fh achr, vekhpu, uvac,,o vut cvfbx,o<br />
c,ul vesuav’ r”k cv,erco tk vesuav’ uzu vht ,phk,hbu<br />
atbu tunrho hfhru uhsgu fk cth guko fh t,v vut vtkeho<br />
kcsl’ fh cv,erco tk gcus, vao zu vht vfbg,o’ gfkv”e/<br />
ucscrh vrn”e nuci nv avnbvd tmk jxhsho kbxug<br />
kvmshe’ uneaho vkt sh ahknsu vxprho vesuaho’ tl vgbhi<br />
vut anjn, v,ercu, tk vmshe’ cruc esua, vmshe ,,cyk<br />
vekhpv uhcut kgcus, vcurt c”v cyvrv cvhu,u eruc<br />
tvc, tr. hartk nneur yvur<br />
habo chbhbu tbaho tar gshhi zufrho t, rccu, tb”a’<br />
tcrfho ucjurho akt ygnu ygo jyt’ ukfturv ha k,nuv<br />
esuav acvo kvhfi vkfv’ uvrh esuav kt pegv cfsh’ tkt<br />
tnru jfz”k )ndhkv fy/( g,hsho c,h fbxhu, uc,h nsrau,<br />
accck ahecgu ctr. hartk’ ufsth,t cxprho vew afk<br />
esuav anx,ke, natr, ruao cneunv’ ucgzvh”, nfj vth<br />
rahnu eshat’ nfujo ak vbh esuah gkhui rcuv”e zmkkv”v<br />
zh”g’ zfhbu kveho tcrfho vvukfho csrl tcu,hbu rcu,hbu<br />
zh”g’ svhhbu gbuv utnubv pauyv uesua, vhxus’ ukunsho<br />
xprh rcu,hbu zh”g///<br />
ugk zv ct,h ntr. veusa vtvucv gkh ntus ntz gnsh<br />
gk sg,h’ tvcv vbucg, nneur esua nch, esua, zebh vrch<br />
rch cmktk hthr zmkkv”v zh”g’ uctn, eav gkh khprs nneuo<br />
vesua vzv avut cjhw jhho fsth,t )aujr yuc ,vkho bu( ktur<br />
ctur vjhho ),vkho bu’ hs( zu tr. hartk’ uao ha dhkuh afhbv’<br />
fsth,t )zuv”e j”t xz/( kvw vtr. unkutv ),vkho fs’ t( vth ert<br />
gk trgt shartk t,tnr’ tkt akvjzhe ukvnahl ukdsk sur<br />
vvukl gk srl tcu,hbu gukv gk zv’ ftar brtv ahartk<br />
ehcku v,urv euso abfbxu ktr.’ fh tr. hartk ckh ,urv<br />
ugbu, mse kt fkuo vut’ g”f tcea nfo kjze t, cse<br />
vch,///<br />
kvmshe/<br />
)ndch, cju”k kyuc, vhahcv(<br />
khnus ,urv uchyuk ,urv<br />
th,t cdnw ),gbh, z/( knv bnakv scrh ,urv knho’ nv nho<br />
thbo nubjho tkt cneuo bnul t; scrh ,urv thbo n,ehhnhi<br />
tkt cnh asg,u apkv’ ueav vkt tbu rutho tbaho tbah<br />
dtuv uvnv cehtho c,urv kturfv ukrjcv/<br />
tkt fh ckhnus v,uv”e ha abh gbhbho’ tw kknus fsh khsg<br />
nmuu, v,urv thl kv,bvd’ ucw gmo khnus v,urv’ avht nmuv<br />
ffk v,rh”d nmuu,’ fsth,t cnbhi vnmuu, cxpr vjhbul<br />
ckaubu vyvur’ kknus jfn, v,urv ukknsv ufuw gf”k’ vhhbu<br />
khnus kao khnus’ utbaho vtkv’ vdo avo kunsh ,urv’ thbo<br />
kunsho tu,v kao ehuo nmu, vah”,’ tkt fnu akunsho<br />
jfnv tjr, re fsh ksg, vjfnv’ ukt kao khnus’ uncykho<br />
nmu, khnus v,urv’ uthi v,urv tmko/<br />
uczv h,ctru scrh vdnw )crfu, v/( tnr rct uth,hnt rc<br />
jxhst to rutv tso ahxurhi cthi gkhu hpapa cngahu<br />
abtnr )thfv d’ n( bjpav srfhbu ubjeurv ubaucv gs vw’ papa<br />
ntumru, rch<br />
ukt nmt h,kv cchyuk ,urv ufuw’ uveau tnth papa ukt
nmt’ vkt nmt chyuk ,urv’ tck vgbhi vut’ fh h,fi akuns<br />
,urv’ uhfuk kvhu, avut n,nhs c,urv huno ukhkv’ gf”z<br />
h,kv cchyuk ,urv’ vhhbu akhnus v,urv aku kt vh,v<br />
cfuubv vrtuhv’ avhv cv em, dhtu, ukt kao nmu, khnus<br />
v,urv’ utz v,urv aku thbv bjac, kfkuo’ uh,kv avhxurho<br />
ctho gk gbhi chyuk ,urv/<br />
uczv bhjt d”f ntnr vdnw )ao( t”r kuh cr jnt tnr r”a<br />
ci keha kguko hrdhz tso hmr yuc gk hmr vrg abtnr ),vkho<br />
s’ v( rdzu utk ,jytu’ to bmju nuyc uto ktu hgxue c,urv<br />
abtnr )ao( tnru ckccfo ufuw’ ueav vkt ckh ,urv thi<br />
hfukho kbmj vhmv”r’ fsth,t )ehsuahi k:( crt,h hmv”r crt,h<br />
ku ,urv ,ckhi’ t”f thl tnru fti kvrdhz hmr yuc gk hmr<br />
vrg gus euso ahgxue c,urv’ tkt h”k snhhrh ctha ,”j’<br />
aha ku ,urv’ ucfj vzv hrdhz hmr yuc gk hmr vrg’ tkt ato<br />
kt bmju vrh zv xhni av,urv aku akns kt vh,v frtuh’ gk<br />
fi hgxue c,urv njsa’ khnus kanv’ kehho nmu, khnus<br />
jfo up,h<br />
,ur, vw ,nhnv uduw gsu, vw btnbv njfhn, p,h ),vkho<br />
nat”f nh anjzhe gmnu fjfo thbu bjfo’ ftnro z”k ),gbh,<br />
z/( thi scrh ,urv bjho tkt cneuo bnul/<br />
favnufhj thbu frtuh///<br />
th,t cdnw tnr rch tkgzr ci gzrhv ,nhvbh to ha csur<br />
vzv ahusg kvufhj )grfhi yz:(‘ vhhbu fsth,t cxv”e kheuyh<br />
nuvr”i zmue”k zh”g fh favnufhj thbu rtuh kvufhj tzh kt sh<br />
athbu nugk c,ufj,u’ t; do nctha rhj ak vbanu,<br />
vaungho ,ufj,u gfs”e/<br />
uvvxcr fh vshcur vut jhu, vtso’ fnu atnr vf,uc<br />
)crtah, c’ z( uhpj ctphu ban, jhho uhvh vtso kbpa jhv’<br />
u,rdunu uvu, ctso kruj nnkkt’ uftar vtso thbu rtuh<br />
kvufhj’ vut nfbhx t, jhu,u athbu yuc’ cvneck ,ufj,u’<br />
vgher kecug kscrh vnuxr neuo ckc<br />
th,t cagrh ,aucv krchbu hubv )agr abh xhni fj( gk ntnr<br />
jz”k )tcu, t’ hs( vut vhv tunr to thi tbh kh nh kh ufatbh<br />
kgmnh nv tbh uto kt gfahu thn,h’ chtur vscr’ to vtso<br />
kt gurr bpau nv hughkuvu vnuxrho’ fh t; gk ph abfbxho<br />
ckcu chuo angu’ hafjo vhmr uhgchro nkccu’ gf”k’ vhhbu<br />
vaung scrh nuxrho uthbu eucg vscrho ckcu’ athbu<br />
n,cubi cscrh vnuxr’ agh”z vut guav kvo neuo ecug<br />
ckcu’ nv hughkuvu vnuxrho/<br />
uzvu ntnr vf,uc )nakh yu’ kc( vnuct cscrhu vew’ uaung<br />
hz/(‘ avut n,cubi cscrh vnuxr’ tzh bert waung nuxrw’<br />
aguav neuo ecug knuxr’ uvnuxr kt hnua nkcu kguko/<br />
uvi vnv d”f scrh vf,uc vabh )ao hz’ yz( vnuct ao’ knv<br />
zv njhr chs fxhk kebu, jfnv ukc thi’ r”k knv ku kknus<br />
nuxr abert jfnv’ ff,uc )ao t’ z( jfnv unuxr tuhkho czu’<br />
wukc thiw’ to thi ku v,cubbu,’ vrh tz vnuxr thbu auv fkuo/<br />
uzvu scrh vdnw )crfu, u/( fk veucg neuo k,phk,u tkeh<br />
tcrvo cgzru’ vhhbu to c,phk,u vbu n,cubi cnmcu ugh”z<br />
ntumru, rch \ vnal<br />
v,urv/<br />
tar thrg’ tnbo vut vesua crudg ucakuv vrdhgo<br />
fh thi neuo kstd,o: “xwthz stl vhhby rta jusa’<br />
nwvty dgztdy wghbho kvo ukt hrtuw/ uugy tzuh zhhi’<br />
wghbho kvo ukt hrtuw” !!<br />
vo bhxu kvcvhr fh thi nsucr ccecueho tjsho<br />
ak hhi’ tkt cnayjho dsukho akt ahhl akt krtu,<br />
tu,o’ uthi thput kvjchto’ tl rchbu gns gk aku<br />
ujzr utnr: “ht’ ht’ ghbho kvo ukt hrtu” !!<br />
fgcur rcg agv vdhgu trcgv pejho/ vo vjku<br />
kxpur t, trdzh vaueuks’ tjs ktjs’ kcsue to<br />
nxpro n,tho t, vnxpr avumvr gkhu/ fk pej<br />
xpr t, vtrdzho akms tjs ak vweubyhhbgrw’ fadco<br />
fk vg, kgcr nayjh vhhi avhu ctnmg<br />
vweubyhhbgrw’ nckh ahcjhbu cu/<br />
go xhuo vxphrv hmtu vjumv’ tkt atz vushg<br />
vpej vrtah fh navu kt nx,sr ku’ uvurv kfuko<br />
kvfbx ukxpur auc/ fl xpru t, ,fuk, vnakuj<br />
nxpr pgnho’ ftar ghbho kvo ukt hrtu t, nayjh<br />
vhhi vdsukho akbdso/ cmt,o tnru kxujrho fh vo<br />
hfukho kxdur t, vnjxi’ favpej vrtah nuxh;:<br />
whusg tbh fh navu fti thbu faurv’ tl thbh nmkhj<br />
kgnus gk fl/ vhzvru ng,v uvktv akt h,pxu<br />
mupv knrjue<br />
tjs nneurchu ak rchbu zh”g gns pgo kbxug<br />
ktrv”c/ cvdhgu kasv v,gupv ccrhxk vcjhi fh<br />
vwpxpuryw bafj cch,/ vhu, ubu,r gshhi zni nv gs<br />
kyhxv vnhugs,’ vjkhy kauc gk gecu,hu’ khxg<br />
cnvhru, kch,u ukej, t, vpxpury’ ucgz”v kvxphe<br />
t, vyhxv cnugsv/ cak eumr vzni bvd kturl fk<br />
vsrl’ vkul ujzur’ cnvhru, h,hrv unuprz,’ gk nb,<br />
kp,g’ ctnmg vbxhgv vnvhrv kbnk v,gupv’<br />
n,ear tkhu tjs nnapj, rchbu: “uuh chxyu’ sgr rch<br />
,hf; unhs v,ear vtcrl tk rchbu zh”g kanug<br />
rmui esau’ uk,svn,u vjk rchbu kdgur cu: “thl<br />
ptrayhh shr bhay’ uutx khhdxyu zgl trhhi thi t<br />
xfbv ?! ngd t ngbya zhl trhhi khhdgi gpx thi tzt<br />
cvzsnbu, tjr, vdhg tu,u neurc kch, rchbu<br />
kvfbx tk veusa pbhnv/ fagkv rtv fh nti svu<br />
ctu,u g, vhv ku nhjuaho crdku vtj,’ ufsh<br />
akt kvyhk gk vrdk t, fucs naeku’ vrho t,<br />
vrdk uvaghbv bds vehr’ ugns uvn,hi/ fgcur rdgho<br />
tjsho hmt rchbu njsru vew’ ufxt chsu’ favut tunr:<br />
“shr yuy stl uuhh t pux’ zg. zhl trtp” ]=vrh kl futc,<br />
vrdk’ ac[/<br />
zfrubu, nch, rch \ vnal<br />
hy’ j(‘ r”k gsu, vw njfn, suet nh anjzhe gmnu fp,h’<br />
unnhkt bgav hu,r drug/<br />
,ufj, eubv kc’ phw ftar vut weubv kcw’ kc vut chbv ),heu”z<br />
tnub, msheho<br />
tjs ntb”a avhv tsue crchbu zh”g cfk bhnh<br />
eucg v,phkv ckcu’ tzh tkeh tcrvo cgzru’ uvci/<br />
npkv cpurho[/<br />
agnke vhv ku npkv cpurho’ fl vsukr hbjk<br />
fao wgnkew’ fnbhi<br />
ufl vuv’ knjr, chuo vpurho gkv vscr kagru<br />
vdcuv chu,r’ ucauai purho va,b,v vndnv uvjku<br />
hrhs, agrho’ gs acxupu ak scr vruuhj vkv xfuo<br />
bfcs’ ut, vngar vgchr fnuci khahcv/<br />
fgcur ab,hho aka’ cakvh fvub,u ak baht<br />
trv”c stz’ uctnmg vnhru. kbahtu,’ vhv vsukr<br />
capk’ uvhv bnfr cnjhr nuzk ntus/ jchru ak tu,u<br />
tcrl’ d”f ntbyuugrpi’ vaehg t; vut vui rc’ tl<br />
cfhuui vvpul/ ksg,u bnmt vhv vsukr c,j,h,<br />
vnsrhdv’ ucusth ,,vpl vndnv cveso uhjku cu<br />
gkhu, agrho/ th kzt, rfa xfuo dsuk ak sukrho’<br />
gk nb, afahgkv agru hnfro uhruuhj frtuh’ tkt<br />
avpgo vnahl vsukr chrhs, agrho uvut gns<br />
kvpxhs/<br />
vut hsg nxhpuru ak tu,u tcrl’ uv,ear chuo<br />
vpurho kv,crl nph rchbu zh”g/ do vpgo p,j<br />
rchbu ,jhkv cdgrv’ nh chea nnl kvaehg’ nsug<br />
vbl bzfr kcut tkh g,v’ vhh, mrhl katuk tu,h<br />
,jhkv/ ktjr fnv rdgho’ ftar vkv v,gea<br />
avrch hcrfu’ bgbv rchbu utnr: “uutx chxyu tzuh<br />
ctztrdy ?! wsukrw thz cdhnyrht wrow’ tui xwayhhy<br />
nkl huac gk fxt wrow ubat/ xwuugy eungi t bhhg<br />
nustd’ wsukrw gukv fnbhi wrow’ uf,uc nkl huac gk fxt wrow<br />
ubat’ ftar hgkv kakyui baht jsa hgkv vsukr[ !!<br />
vkv’ aftnur hsg nxhpuru ak tu,u tcrl’ kt<br />
vhv ako urdug cgmnu’ uvnahl katuk: wvrh vrch<br />
tnr kpkubh awsukrw cdhnyrht wgnkew’ unpk,u<br />
cpurhow/ v,jhhl rchbu utnr: “ht’ ht ! tcgr ayhhy<br />
uctn, fl vuv’ ktjr jsaho xpurho vjk agru<br />
ak vsukr kgku,’ uvut bhmk nvpxs/<br />
ghbho kvo ukt hrtu<br />
abh xujrho ntb”a v,gxeu cnktf, hhcut<br />
numrh aueuks nthrupv ktrv”c/ ctjs vpgnho’<br />
ftar p,ju t, ,fuk, vnakuj cbnk’ bsvnu krtu,<br />
fh vaukj nthrupv vghz kvcrhj c,ul vnakuj<br />
trcgv nayjho dsukho ak trdzh hhi/ kt pju, ukt<br />
hu,r/ crtu,o zt, mhkmku tkhu udgru cu’ avrh to<br />
h,pxu zt, vakyubu,’ ,hakk nvo nhhsh, zfu,<br />
vnxjr ctrv”c’ tl vut vrdhgo fh cjxsh anho kt<br />
gku gk gecu,o ukt trg ntunv/<br />
kt gcru gar seu, gs an,eck ykpui nt,<br />
pejh vbnk ).A.D.F(‘ fh cgus rcg agv vo n,g,sho<br />
kvdhg kgrul cshev’ ufh gkhvo kvathr t, vnjxi<br />
p,uj/<br />
vxujrho kt hsgu t, bpao nruc cvkv’ afi<br />
vnayjho vhu cehsn, vweubyhhbgrw’ ukt vhv ahhl<br />
,hf; unhs v,earu tk rchbu zh”g uxhpru t,<br />
fl/ fk emr czni do nv ukvx,hro/ kvzhzo<br />
t,fo gk navu ck,h juehw/<br />
prgzhsbgy uugy sgr stkgr truhpdhhi” ]=knv vbl<br />
stl tuhl ubvpul vut” !!<br />
akt kvpxhs t, vyhxv/<br />
zufy shr/ gr thz zhhgr ctztrdy”/<br />
xfbv ?!! ukt hx;/<br />
veshnu ubnmt cpbho’ uvut btk. kvn,hi cju./
ufi vtav ktjr abhatv b,dkdk vscr agk,v<br />
ktrv”e uao bpesv do vut czrg ak ehhnt/<br />
xhho rchbu t, vngav utnr: “hgmy vgr nhl duy<br />
mu uutx st thz dgagvi”/ vcgk vzv abuksu ku ci<br />
uc,’ vci bpyr k”g cmghru,u’ uvc,’ avht vhuo fc,<br />
,agho’ gshhi ndhgv tkh npgo kpgo’ “tcgr zu<br />
ung,v aho kc/ vtav vzt,’ vht vh,v mrhfv<br />
kvpes suet ctr. hartk’ uctn, xhccv fi vvadjv<br />
vgkhubv a,dhg ktr”h’ “thz uugi gr ckhhcy chho<br />
hanj hartk tui gr kuhpy bhay mu t muuhhygi rchwi’<br />
uutky gr dgkgcy nhy thvr’ gr uutky dgvty<br />
ehbsgr’ prung ehbsgr”/<br />
snhyc’ gsh bzfv kcht, dutkbu’ unkfbu crtabu’ tni !<br />
nhkh cfk kvpes hartk fk ugk gkhbu hdi vdsuk zfu,u<br />
auc tk vhanj hartk’ uvut cesau jzr gk scrhu:<br />
bfbxu kvo cmr bpesu/ kt ugshhi abho’ gar gcru<br />
cauco kch,o pdau ctjs vmsheho cpukhi’ abxg<br />
! ehbsgr” zhhi xwuugy ehbsgr’ zhhi “xwuugy<br />
kvo fh gp”h vkfv gkhvo kv,dra/ cango fi jzru<br />
tnr mgro’ t, kpbhu ,hbu uftar ktkfxbsr’ vut t;<br />
vut caku’ fh tk kvo kv,dra cauo tupi’ “uugxy<br />
tl hartk’ vhanj kpbh zt, uxhpru ktkfxbsr ,hf;<br />
fabv ktjr nfi bx,ke nri cgk hanj hartk<br />
ehbsgr”/<br />
vtcgi btl uugywx gywx zgvi<br />
g,v’ favrch vhv cjhho’ vhv kfo kanug ceuku’ tl<br />
gs fh kvo’ utnr dsuk tu,u tkhvo pbv tzh zh”g/<br />
ukv,dra/ ufl gau/<br />
gkhfo kanug ceukh<br />
thbbu’ vrch ftar gfahu<br />
zfrubu, nch, rch \ vnal<br />
fh gus hvhu kvo hksho/<br />
uuhhxy dtrbhay pui hushaehhy”/<br />
bpau’ gcrv gkhu ,eupv eav cgbhi nxuho’ uvhv zeue<br />
khaugv/ nsh pgo vhv nzfhr zt, tmk rchbu zh”g’ tl<br />
vhaugv cuaav kcut/ ftar gcru jsaho trufho’<br />
ugshhi kt buag’ urchbu zh”g vhv tz jkua’ fab,hho<br />
kpbh vx,keu,u’ vjku kv,rum. njacu, cnuju’ tukh<br />
uant gkhu khkl kv,crl do nph mshe tjr/ vrh ha<br />
msheho anxudkho chu,r krputv’ ha kzhuudho’ uha<br />
kprbxv/ tukh bdzr gkhu kvhu, haug,u cscr zv gk hsh<br />
ktjr zni nv vdhg ktrv”e ubfbx keck crf,<br />
akuo/ p,j rchbu utnr: “su uuhhxy ? thl nuz nhy shr<br />
rgsi’ zg. zhl trtp” !! vkv xhrc kac,’ fsrfu’ tl<br />
vpgo gns rchbu gk fl’ “zg. zhl trtp’ thl uuhk<br />
utz v,jhk rchbu kxpr’ fh tmk nri vew cgk<br />
hanj hartk zh”g vhv zud akt bpesu czrg ak ehhnt<br />
mshe tjr/<br />
ztkxy duy tuhxvgri”/<br />
“ptrayhhxy ?! nwerhfy bhay muphvk mu rchwx” !!<br />
ktjr zni nv bhatu abhvo/ kcgk buksu ci uc,’<br />
ubfbxu kv,crl nphu/ vhanj hartk chrfo utnr kvo<br />
hzfru kyucv fk vnxhhgho kvumt, dkhui nhujs zv zfu, rchv”e hdi gkhvo ugk c”c kv,crl cfk yuc xkv vkt vnv:<br />
vr”r hvuag sus nuaeuch. vh”u’ cbh cre krdk anj,<br />
vuks, vc, cagv yucv unumkj, uknzk yuc<br />
vr”r jhho ruzbcrd vh”u’ nushghi ghkh, krdk vanjv cngubu<br />
cvuks, v,tunho vherho ahjhu cagyu”n uknzk yuc<br />
vr”r sus mch ybbctuo vh”u’ euuhbx krdk vanju,<br />
acngubu cvuks, vbfsho vherho ahjhu’ ci<br />
kj,bu vrc hvuag prunuch. vh”u’ uc, kcbu<br />
vrc anutk vh”u cagv yucv unumkj, uknzk yuc<br />
vrv”d rch cmktk hthr vkpry akhy”t’ cbh cre kz”b<br />
zehbu rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”j rw jhho kbmhmeh akhy”t’ hruakho krdk avanjv<br />
cngubu cthruxh vc, ,jhw gc”d bh”u cagyu”n uknz”y<br />
vrv”d rch angket vkpry akhy””t’ nrtah hahc,hbu vew kz”b<br />
zehbu rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”d rch hux; trbxyr akhy”t’ rc cchvj”x ccuru ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vdv”j rch tvri trhv ruzbcrd akhy”t’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrc jbbhv hux; sbmhdr akhy”t’ hruakho kz”b zehbu<br />
rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”d rch hvusv nav vkpry akhy”t’ cbh cre kz”b<br />
zehbu rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”d rch tcrvo cbmhui cerni akhy””t’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r mch trhv fvi vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”j rw aknv zkni c”r hartk atvi akhy”t’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”d rch hartk aknv phhbxeh akhy”t’ khheuuts<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hvusv nav neucr vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”d rch nrsfh mch atvi akhy”t’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hah mch crby vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hux; neucr vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r rptk prkni vh”u’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r vgrak crubfr vh”u’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r angui nrsfh nuaeuch. vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hartk tk,r ptmtbtuuxeh vh”u’ tuxyrkhv<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r aknv nbjo ruzbckuo vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hrjnhtk hartk hmje rfbhmr vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hrjnhtk hartk hmje yhcrd vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r haghv hgec c”r aknv zkni atvi vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vrv”j hjhtk ruzbcrd akhy”t’ curu ptre kg”b zud,u vtv”j<br />
nr, nkfv scurv c”r hjhtk rtuci hvusv g”v’ bpw h”z tsr<br />
vr”r draui vgbhl uhscxeh vh”u’ bmhdbu ctbyuugrpgi<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r bp,kh nbjo c”r nav yhcrd vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r anutk hmje nbjo atvi vh”u’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hvusv hmje fvi vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tkhgzr nbjo drtxnti vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
ukg”b jnu,u vtv”j c, esuaho nr, nkfv scurv g”v<br />
c, vrv”m rw hjhtk rtuci hvusv zm”k’ bpw h”z tsr ,ax”t<br />
vr”r cbhnhi prbek vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hvusv trhv duyni vh”u’ bmhdbu ccbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tcrvo hvuag vfvi numbhe vh”u’ tuxyrkhv kg”b tchu<br />
vrv”j hmje nbav c”r hvuag vfvi z”k bkc”g j”h tsr<br />
vr”r haafr purhhx vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hjhtk rtuci yhcrd vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r atuk nuaeuch. vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r hrjnhtk hartk hmje druxni vh”u’ curu ptre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tcrvo atuk yhcrd vh”u’ khheuuts<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tcrvo haghv uuhhx vh”u’ cbh cre<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tkhvu suc cgr atvi vh”u’ hruakho<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u<br />
vr”r tvri mch c”r gzrhtk tvrubuch. vh”u’ nushghi ghkh,<br />
kz”b rchv”e zmkkv”v zh”g cnkt, sw abho kvx,keu,u