OFF-TOPIC BONUS : ASTROLOGY # 2 - Film Score Rundowns

it’s only a part. The primary dynamic is emotion. And she was really teaching that diet
takes care of everything, and of course it doesn’t, and she wasn’t facing her own
emotions—her disturbance that she was being rejected by the Establishment, and her
ideas being made fun of………. I’m sure there was a lot eating at her inside. She was a
very sensitive person with a lot of Pisces. She couldn’t face, couldn’t acknowledge her
own unhappiness about this situation of what she tried to do, but wasn’t able to do. She
had to face in the end that emotions are more important than food.
I think we come in where we fit, where we have to learn what we have to learn. So if
we have the tendency to be too sensitive, then we will come in and have to face the
consequences of that and learn not to do that. If we have the tendency to bury our
emotions and be over-vulnerable, then we get to learn the consequences of that and learn
to be different. Look at both Happy Rockefeller and Betty Ford, who neither one wanted
their husband in politics but were helpless to do anything about it, so they unconsciously
attacked the symbol of their female submissiveness, the breasts.
I’ve known people to cure themselves, reverse the illness by changing their
emotional attitude and getting things out in the open; facing them and getting rid of them.
This is particularly the water thing: holding in emotions, festering in the system, pus in
the system.
There are all kinds of reasons for getting ill. Cancer is just one of many things we
can do. If, for instance, a person who cannot accept being dependent on anyone, then they
get sick just to let themselves be taken care of. That might be the only time they can quit
carrying the load & allow themselves to be taken care of. But normally it won’t be
cancer, or it’ll be a very mild form of it because they really don’t want out—they just
want to be taken care of. It’ll be something like ulcers where they can go to bed & drink
milk and return to the womb and let someone take care of them. Or colds or something
like that. But life threatening cancer is something much deeper than that: an attack on the
will to live itself because the person has tried for something and couldn’t do it, and it’s
just like giving up and cancer is the way out unconsciously. It’s associated with
hopelessness and helplessness, a loss of something that they wanted to accomplish, but
couldn’t, or something that they feel they can’t live without.
So my experience with cancer is that it’s blocked fire—by water or Letter Ten
normally. The person can’t express their own aggression, their own hurt for whatever
reason—psychological, spiritual, trying to be perfect, fear of doing the wrong thing, a
variety of possible reasons. They block their fire. Another psychologist has called it the
“helpless/hopeless syndrome” where the person has lost what made life worth living or
can’t get what would make life worth living—what they had their heart set on—and
cancer is the way out. So it’s an escape.
RECTIFICATION DAY (1981 L.A. Intensive):
Zip: Your primary clue for really precise timing is the angles of the chart because action
and events are associated with cardinality—cardinal planets, signs, and houses [Letters 1,
4, 7, 10]. And cardinal houses are often called angular houses in traditional astrology,
particularly the Ascendant-Descendant axis, and the MC-IC axis, but I also do it with
East point and antivertex axes to a lesser extent.
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