OFF-TOPIC BONUS : ASTROLOGY # 2 - Film Score Rundowns

one. If they have the faith that this loved one has gone on to a happier life and being
fulfilled, and if they have other things in the life so that their whole life hasn’t been
centered on that one person—that they have to turn that one person into God to give total
meaning in their life—then they can let go. They’ll be missed, sure. The person will be
sad and grieve, sure. But it’s not a huge, traumatic, crisis kind of thing. But if that person
has turned that other person into God who gave meaning and direction and faith in his or
her life, and also if they are feeling guilty—that they should’ve done something better,
were inadequate in the handling of the relationship, which makes the situation
worse—then it can be a real problem. So it depends on the expectations if you can be
happy or not happy. You can be miserable all the time if you put your expectations higher
than they can be reached.
Psychosexual Disorders.” Our sexual/sensual area astrologically are letters 2-5-8;
Taurus-Leo-Scorpio; Venus-Sun-Mars-Pluto. And if you throw Letter 11 into it, the other
fixed letter, that will like more variety! It isn’t in itself sexual, but if it added to,
combined with, aspecting the other forms of the Fixed letters, then it can really want to
vary a theme and come up with some very interesting manifestations….I have one good
exhibitionist chart which is the most fire chart you ever saw in your life. [Question: Can
Libra contribute to that?”] Libra can contribute, but if you just have the Libra emphasis,
they’re less inclined to be an exhibitionist. They’re more inclined to have good taste, to
want gentleness, harmony, everything to be kind of pleasant and graceful. There is one
case where I think Vesta was in Leo in the 1 st house, and Saturn in the 1 st also, was a clue
for the difficulty with sexuality. He had not developed the normal, sexual life. Instead he
demonstrated this exhibitionist behavior. He has a high sex chart but he’s not doing it
normally. Saturn and Vesta are keys to work. When you turn something into a job and
look for the flaws, you don’t just relax and enjoy it. He’s identified with sex with Leo in
the 1 st house, and he’s ego-identified with it with the ruler in the 5 th house. At the same
time, he has just not found a way to do it in a sharing way with other people where
there’s mutual pleasure in it. He’s too oriented in his own needs and too lacking in
courage to do it in a normal yet risky [fearing rejection] way.
In the inhibition/delay kind of dysfunction, you’d expect Letter 10 for the delay
and to some extent water too, to postpone it and make sure it’s going to be safe.
Inhibition in terms of the asexual tendency and real frigidity, Letter Six very often is
involved, especially Vesta. A see that many times: a sexual turn-off with Vesta.
Many times, if a person has no other source of creativity, then that ego drive to
feel proud of ourselves, to feel our power affect the world, they will become obsessed
with sex as the only way that they channel their creativity, the only way they get their
power out in the world—thru the orgasm. And they will become obsessed with it when
you get that Fixed emphasis (enduring self-will). They turned sex into God. Freud’s chart
is a very good example. He had both Jupiter and Neptune in the 5 th house. He literally
turned sex into the absolute reality of life, the ultimate in life. In theory he didn’t do it
because he also had Saturn in the 8 th house and he was a very puritanical person. He did it
vicariously. He was definitely a voyeur in that sense: experiencing it thru what other
people talked about. He had Saturn-Moon-Ceres in Gemini in the 8 th house, so he
parented people by exploring their unconscious and experienced sex by other people
talking about it (Gemini) instead of doing it largely himself. So that’s how you put the
principles together. When you get the details of the life, they fit. The thing you can’t do is
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