OFF-TOPIC BONUS : ASTROLOGY # 2 - Film Score Rundowns

easons may have different behavior at different times that are nevertheless centered on
the same reasons.
Ok. “Anxiety Disorder”: phobias, fear which is obviously a lack of faith. Those
are two sides of the coin. So this is a lack of fire, and problems especially with letters 9
and 12 which have to do with your basic faith. It’s relatively easy for psychology to deal
with it if it’s a specific fear—called phobia—because the person can confront that thing
and learn that it is not threatening, gradually get closer to it and find out that it doesn’t
overwhelm them, and they can get over it. But the generalized lack of faith in themselves
or in life can take all kinds of specific forms. If it’s people they’re afraid of, they’ll avoid
people. If they’re afraid of being alone, then they cling to people. Wherever they have
their lack of faith or wherever they’re putting their faith, they will seek the thing that
reassures them and avoids the things that they’re afraid of.
In general, an emphasis on water and earth—the security trip—and a lack of fire
we particularly associate with all of those anxiety trips. You’ll particularly find 4-10-12
combinations for the real anxiety/depression thing. They may cling to the parents for
security or try to find faith in God. Once they move out of being baby into being parent
themselves, find that they have the power in their own hands, then they’re fine. And once
they’ve developed a faith in something higher so that they can do their share and then let
go and let the higher power take over, then they’re fine. But until they’ve got to that
point, until there’s a sense of their own power over the world and faith in something
more, then there’s a lot of anxiety and insecurity. And Letter 6 can contribute to that
somewhat if they’re not working successfully, if they’re being too perfectionistic so that
no matter what they’ve done, it’s not good enough because they’ve set their standards
higher than they can make it.
Ok. “Eating Disorders.” Letter 4 is the base, but depending on what you combine
it with. Taurus and Scorpio are concerned with sensual pleasure, but usually they will
stop doing it when it stops being pleasurable. They won’t run it to the ground like Letter
4 [Moon/Cancver/4 th house] will, the serious problems with eating which are connected
to the emotional security. But Scorpio can do it if their security is dependent on someone
else, on some else’s reactions. Then they can compound it to a high degree, more so than
Taurus, and be really obsessive about it. So if Letter 8 is added in, and Letter 10 and Six
also—the obsessive/compulsive letters—then the problem can become far more
compulsive.
It can depend on how sensitive they are to other people, so Letters 5 and 7 can be
part of it too: that they need that approval from other people and they’re afraid of not
getting it, so they can retreat into their eating and their basic security (you can survive if
you can eat). And if your sense of self worth depends on other people and you have to
please them, and they only like thin people, then you have to be thinner to please them
and get their approval. Suppose you take 4 & 5 which are normally emotionally close and
attached to the family. Suppose you put it in the 11 th , then it might be that you’re
emotionally sensitive and vulnerable to everybody. So you don’t just do that sensitivity
trip on your family; you do it to everybody.
Ok. The “Stereotyped Movement Disorders.” Mutable are often involved with
this. The nervous system is much connected to mutables, often connected particularly
with Virgo and its need to do it right, the need to do it perfectly—Virgo-Sagittarius or
Virgo-Pisces, not just Gemini which can take it much more lightly, but the combinations.
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