Photograph by Grey WolfFlowers for my MumR.I.P Mum, died 28 th April 2014
The Library by Grey Wolf – Parts 1 to 5Chapter OneBeing from a relatively poor background, I easily secured a place in halls for the first year of mydegree studies. Halls in this case was a glowering edifice of neo-Gothic construction, rising severalstoreys at the ends, and a full eight at the tower, which was where I had my room. It should not bethought too glamorous, a tower room for the elevator was small, and often out of order, and those sixflights of stairs to my eyrie could really wear one down, especially if in a hurry for class, or after onetoo many at the local pub. But the room was mine alone, and whilst not large was certainly big enoughfor me and the few things I had brought from home - mainly books, and a small collection of CDs, forI had yet to make the jump to a computerised world.The first weeks were something of a blur, vaguely getting to know the post-graduates who were theother occupants of the tower's upper levels, and making firmer friends in the history classes I attended.Lectures were optional, as long as one filed one's papers on time, and after experimenting with a direthree or four I soon gave up. You couldn't ask questions of a lecture - well, I did try but the professor atthe lectern looked down his nose at me and snapped "Not now!". When, then, I thought, and gave upbothering. On a whim I went down to the library, inconveniently situated in a great modern blocksome ten minutes walk away, and nosed around the journals for articles that would answer thequestions that the recalcitrant academic had refused to.I found a few things, but the collections did not seem to go back far enough. On asking the harassedlibrarian, I was curtly informed that the older stock was in storage, or in the "Old Library" and that Icould request something specific, but could by no means browse the entire collection. Since I didn'tknow what I wanted - and to me that was the point of the library, to look through the collections to findwhat it was you needed - I could only mutter an irritated thanks and head back to the Gothic pile that Icalled home. A search for the Old Library found a vaulted room at the opposite end to my eyrie,locked and dark, with a notice on the door that all enquiries should be directed to the librarian in thenew building, and that volunteers for cataloguing were wanted for weekends. I almost took the bait,but then realised it would be of no use to me - I would simply have to log what I was told, where I wastold and how I was told. There would be no chance to explore the collection.I think it was the beginning of the third week that a door I had but scarcely noticed on the secondlanding of the tower stairway was for once opened. Until now, I think, it had always been closed as Ihad raced past, either up or down, and I had evinced no curiosity as to what was within. This day,though, I caught a brief glance of an old-fashioned library, wooden shelves, wooden tables, and thesort of diffused orange lighting I had always imagined went with them. As I hesitated at this vision thedoor was closed, and when I tentatively tried the handle, I found it locked. Probably a post-graduatesonly sort of thing, I thought, and hurried up the stairs to deposit my books and collect my card fordinner.Over the next week I watched the doorway every time I passed it, and took to returning to my roommore often, sometimes on silly little errands, just to see if I could catch a glimpse of the contents. Onceor twice I saw a man enter or leave, always a man, never a woman, dressed in rather dowdy clothes,and carrying some sort of satchel as they crossed the landing. Always these men closed the door, eitherright behind them on entry, or right behind them on departure. I didn't recognise them, but that washardly a surprise, I sometimes barely even recognised my neighbours when I bumped into them in thecanteen or down the student union building.I know it was a Saturday the next time. I had just had an argument with Louise, a girl in my
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