philosophy class whom I had met up with the previous night at the band, and then gone back to herroom with. On waking she was moody and miserable, demanding I look away, that I don't sayanything, that I better not think it had meant anything. I snapped at her that if she was that ashamed ofme why had she slept with me, and she looked me in the eye with her blue orbs and said "That is whatI am wondering". I had slammed the door and crossed the rain-soaked car park back to the tower door,hardly seeing those few people whom I passed, and having to be roused by an "Oi!" by the fellow wholived above me when I would have walked straight past him without a greeting. I mumbled an apologyand checked my post, in the pigeon hole in the entrance way. There was a card from my cousin, askingme when I was intending to come down and see her again. With the previous night's events starkly inmy mind I would have sent her back an immediate reply, if I had had writing material and stamps onmy person, but of course I did not - one did not take that sort of thing out with you when you went tosee a band.As I stepped onto the second floor landing, one of the men I think I had vaguely seen before crossed infront of me and opened the door to the library. I remember thinking how did he do that, no key orknock, just pressing down the handle that had always been locked when I had tried, and steppingthrough. I jumped forward and followed in his footsteps, presumably going so fast that I lost myfooting as I crossed the threshold and fell in a tangle at his feet.He looked down at me"Watch the doorway, old man" he said in a peculiarly expressionless voice, and closed the door behindhim, heading across to one of the tables where he set his satchel upon it and drew out a sheaf of notesthat he began to spread upon the wood.I rose slowly to my feet and looked around. One or two other men were sat at tables, some of themsurprisingly distant, considering that I had thought this to be a room simply the size of the commonroom above. But it stretched out far ahead, and must take up a lot of the second floor, though I foundmyself wondering exactly how that could be so. But rooms in houses always seemed larger than thespace they occupied otherwise would have. I remember seeing a newbuild going up next door to wherewe lived, and the plot had seemed tiny, the rooms incredibly so, but when it was finished and the newoccupants had a house-warming party, the rooms had seemed a fair size, and easily accommodated thedozen or so guests they had that night.Nobody was paying me the slightest bit of attention and I decided to look for the journals I needed,even though the paper that they would have been useful for was now written and marked, a B+ whichseemed alright to me, but had got a sneer from the public school boy seated to my left as we got themback in class. I'd sneaked a peak at his, A- and asked what was the great difference between the twogrades, and he had laughed and said simply "Yours has a B in it". Well, I didn't like him much anyway,but I did wonder what extra information or insights he had been able to bring to the paper that hadbeen denied me. So, if I could find the journals and relevant articles, maybe I would write the paperagain and resubmit it - we had been told we could do that if we wanted, but it was supposed to be if wehad a less than average mark, say a C- or even, embarrassment of embarrassments a D+. We weregiven to understand that anything less than a D+ would be marked a fail and would come with anofficial warning. So far even my worst paper had garnered a B- and I fully knew I didn't need the extrapoints that pushing a good grade up a single notch would bring. But in this case, it would be theprinciple of the thing.Slowly, I gained an idea of the organisation of this library. It seemed to only have sections for History,Philosophy, Classics, Geography and Music. Art was relegated to a sub-section of History, as 'Historyof Art' whilst Sociology or Social Studies did not feature at all. For what I wanted, it was good enough.The offending paper had been on the 1848 Revolution in Hungary, and my interjection in the lecturehad been to question the assertion from the professor that they were doomed to failure from the start.The standard line seemed to be that the Hungarians had lost even before the Russians had invaded, and
that it was the Habsburg recovery which had decided their fate, but I had argued also against that, onlysomewhat successfully it seemed. Doctor Hart who ran the classes had said that it was not the rights orwrongs of an essay that he would grade, but the arguments within, the breadth of study, and the use ofsource materials in a coherent and focused fashion. The worse mark on that paper had been a straightC given to a girl with pince-nez glasses and a severe dress sense. Eleanor I knew her name to be, butthat was about it - apparently she had used only those sources which had supported her argument andignored the many which did not, some of which were more famous than those she had referenced. AsDr Hart said, that was the way of a politician and not a historian.The History section of the library was by far the largest, but was easily navigable, being divided intocenturies. I walked swiftly, and rather blindly, past the 17th and 18th centuries, and came to the start ofthe 19th. Books were on the upper shelves, relevant journals and publications on the lower, and forthose which spanned the centuries, there were indices in each century referencing to the particularjournal in their separate shelving. I bent down to thumb through these, as I did so knocking my headon a large tome bound in black leather with embossed gold writing on the cover. "The Reign of LouisXX" it was called.Thumbing through the first of the indices, I began to feel a slight disorientation. There was a lot onHungary, but nothing on what I needed. Some of it was so obscure I didn't even recognise what itmeant, and surely 'Palatine Hungary in the 1850s" had to be wrong, they were under militaryoccupation then, but perhaps that was what it meant. I slid that index back, and opened the next,beginning to turn the pages over until a sudden title caught my eye and brought me up sharp. It wasunder Battles, a fairly long catalogue entry and whilst I knew that I did not know the names of all thebattles of the 19th century, and certainly not those fought in Africa or India or Afghanistan, I waspretty sure I knew most of those upon the European continent. "Battle of Moscow, 1864" wasdefinitely not one of these!I looked more closely under Battles, and soon began to see more anomalies. Maybe the Battle ofWarsaw 1863 referred to the Polish Uprising of that year, but what was the Battle of Kiev of the sameyear, or the Battle of Archangel 1865?I sat back on my haunches and cast the index aside. Maybe it was somebody's idea of a joke. I reachedforward for the next of the indices, and my arm brushed the book overhanging them. My mind nowfinally registered what it said...King Louis XX? I pulled it down and opened it at random, reading"Louis was only to be Dauphin for 8 years, before the death of his beloved father elevated him to theglory of kingship in the Spring of 1844, but those eight years were to his later memory the happiest ofhis life"I did some quick calculations, European genealogy, at least of the middle decades of the 19th century,having been something of a hobby of mine. Eight years before 1844 would have been 1836, and whilstI knew that Charles X had been overthrown in 1830, I was pretty sure he had lived another half dozenyears before dying in exile. He had two sons, one Louis, Duke of Angouleme who had not had anychildren, and the other the ill-fated Charles, Duke of Berry who had been assassinated in 1820 andwhose only son Henri was the Comte de Chambord who had after the Franco-Prussian War doomedthe hopes of royalists by refusing the crown if the flag was the Tricolor.Even though I knew that exiles counted their regnal numbers even when not upon the throne, I was atsomething of a loss here. The Duke of Angouleme had been considered Louis XIX by legitimists, evenwhilst the Duke of Orleans sat the throne as Louis Philippe I. It was true that Louis Philippe's heir hadbeen another Louis, his grandson, son of the lamented Ferdinand who had died in a carriage accident.But none of these facts tallied with the few I had read in the book. Maybe it was some sort of historicalromance, I thought?I leafed back to the flysheet, Printed in London and Paris in 1895, chronicling the reign of His Majesty
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