ting with a tilt of his head, and dilatinghis gaping nostrils.His behaviour perplexed me, morethan angering or dismaying me. Itmight be that he was drunk; or was Isupposed to produce something first,and was he so uncouth as not to tell mewhy he would not allow me to go in?Whatever the reason, I regretted that Icould not kick some of the 'mai-mai'out of the sagging belly, and proceededon my way. I turned to see if there wasanyone else witnessing the unnecessaryaggression.'No, mfo. You've got to wait forothers who are also going to room six/explained a man with half his teethmissing, wearing a tattered overcoatand nothing to cover his large, parchedfeet. And, before I could say thanks:'Say, mnumzane, have you got a cigaretteon you? Y'know, I haven't hada single smoke since yesterday.'I gave him the one shrivelled LexingtonI had in my shirt-pocket. He indicatedthat he had no matches either. Isearched myself and gave the box tohim. His hands shook violently when helit and shielded the flame. 'Ei! Babalazhas me.''Ya, neh,' I said, for the sake ofsaying something. The man turnedand walked away as if his feet were sore.I leaned against the wall and waited.When there were a good many of uswaiting the gatekeeper grunted that weshould follow him inside to anotherbustling 'kraal'. That was where theblack clerks shouted out the jobs atfifty cents apiece or more, depending onwhether they were permanent ortemporary. The men in there werefighting like mad to reach the row ofwindows where they could hand in theirpasses. We followed the blackjack up asloping cement way rising to a greendouble door.There was nowhere it wasn't full at thepass-office. Here too it was full of thesame miserable figures that were buzzingall over the place, but this time theystood in a series of queues at a longcounter like the one across the street,only this one was L-shaped and the whiteclerks behind the brass grille wore ties. Idecided that they were of a better class'than the others, although there was nodoubt that they also had the samerotten manners and arrogance. Theblackjack left us with another one whotold us which queues to join. Our cardswere taken and handed to a lady filingclerk who went to look for our records.I was right! The clerks were, atbottom, all the same. When I reachedthe counter I pushed my pass under thegrille. The man who took it had closecroppedhair and a thin sharp face. Hewent through my pass checking it againsta photostat record with my namescrawled on top in a handwriting that Idid not know.'Where have you been from Januaryuntil now, September?' he said ina cold voice, looking at me from behindthe grille like a god about to admonish asinner.I have heard some funny tales, frommany tellers, when it come to answeringthat question. See if you can recognisethis one:CLERK:MAN:CLERK:Heer, man. Waar was jy aldie tyd, jong? (Lord, man.Where have you been all thetime,/o?2g?)I ... I was mad, baas.Mad!? You think I'm youruncle, kaffer?KAFFER: No baas, I was mad.CLERK: Jy . . . jy dink . . . (and thewhite man's mouth dropsopen with no words comingout.)KAFFER: (Coming to the rescue ofthe baas with an explanation)At home they tell methat I was mad all along,baas. 'Strue.CLERK: Where are the doctor'spapers? You must have beento hospital if you were mad!(With annoyance.)KAFFER: I was treated by a witchdoctor,baas. Now I ambetter and have found a job.Such answers serve them right. If it istheir aim to harass the poor people withimpossible questions, then they shouldexpect equivalent answers. I did not,however, say something out of the way.I told the truth, 'looking for work.''Looking for work, who?''Baas.''That's right. And what have youbeen living on all along?' he asked,like a god.'Scrounging, and looking for work.'Perhaps he did not know that among usblacks a man is never thrown to thedogs.'Stealing, huh? You should have beencaught before you found this job. Doyou know that you have contravenedsection two, nine, for nine months? Doyou know that you would have gone tojail for two years if you had beencaught, tsotsi? These policemen are notdoing their job anymore,' he said,turning his attention to the stamps andpapers in front of him.I had wanted to tell him that if I hadhad a chance to steal, I would not havehesitated to do so, but I stopped myself.It was the wise thing to act timid in thecircumstances. He gave me the pass afterstamping it. The blackjack told me whichcorridor to follow. I found men sittingon benches alongside one wall and stoodat the end of the queue. The man infront of me shifted and I sat on theedge. This time the queue was reasonablyfast. We moved forward on theseats of our pants. If you wanted to preventthem shining you had to stand upand sit, stand up and sit. You couldnot follow the line standing. Thepatrolling blackjack made you sit in anembarrassing way. Halfway to the doorwe were approaching, the man next tome removed his upper clothes. All theothers nearer to the door had theirclothes bundled under their armpits. Idid the same.We were all vaccinated in the firstroom and moved on to the next onewhere we were X-rayed by some impatientblack technicians. The snakingline of black bodies reminded me ofprisoners being searched. That waswhat 80 Albert Street was all about.The last part of the medical examinationwas the most disgraceful. I don'tknow whether it was designed to saveexpense or on some other ground ofexpediency, but on me it had the effectof dishonour. After being X-rayed wecould put on our shirts and cross thecorridor to the doctor's cubicle. Outsidewere people of both sexes waiting tosettle their own affairs. You passedthem before entering the cubicle, insidewhich sat a fat white man in a whitedust-coat with a face like an owl, behinda simple desk. The man who had gone inahead of me was zipping up his fly. Iunzipped mine and stood facing the owlbehind the desk, holding my trouserswith both hands. He tilted his fat faceto the right and left twice or thrice. 'J a.Your pass.'I hitched my trousers up while heharried me to give him the pass beforeI could zip my trousers. I straightenedmyself at leisure, in spite ofhis ( Gou, gou, gou!' My pride had beenhurt enough by exposing myself to him,with the man behind me preparing to doso and the one in front of me havingdone the same; a row of men of differentages parading themselves before a boredowl. When I finished dressing I gave himthe pass. He put a little maroon stampsomewhere in amongst the last pages. Itmust have meant that I was fit to work.The medical examination was overand the women on the benches outsidepretended they did not know. Theyoung white ladies clicking their heelsup and down the passages showedyou they knew. You held yourselftogether as best as you could until youvanished from their sight, and you nevertold anybody else about it.6 STAFFRIDER, FEBRUARY <strong>1980</strong>
Profile/Modikwe DikobeModikwe Dikobe was bom in 1913 at Seabe, in theMoretele district He attended St. Cyprian school and thenAlbert St, School between 1924 and 1932, selling newspaperspart-time. He was secretary of the 1942 Alexandrabus dispute and worked with Alexandra squatters in 1946. In1948 he contested the advisory board election in Orlando,and in that year was secretary of ASINAMALL In 1959 hewas involved in organising African shop workers, and throughthe trade union, he published and wrote in a monthlyjournal,< Shopworker\ His book, The Marabi Dance was% published in 1963, and he is now r~"~ J s 'Y ot uoornronteinwhich will cover the history of blacks in Johannesburg basedmainly on his own experiences and memories. The workreflects three processes: the movement of people off the landinto the towns; a discussion of early black life in Johannesburgincluding the beginnings of segregation; and the shiftingof people out of towns onto the land again. The piece wepublish here reflects the pre-apartheid period: the days whenblacks could still own restaurants etc., and is a fictional discussionof the kind that took place in a cafe that was frequentedby ANC sympathisers.Star CafeThe name Star sounds grand to me.It is because its owner Mr Moretsele,affectinately called Retsi, was a man ofthe people. He was like that when hearrived in Pretoria, and later in thegolden city, some sixty years ago.He was born in Sekhukhuneland inthe late eighties. Being a country boywithout education, he worked as adomestic servant where he learned toread and write. He was a follower ofMatseke and Makgatho, Transvaalleaders of Transvaal National Congress.He later joined a national organisation.At the marital age, he lived in theslums of the city. And by hard effortshe found a house in Western NativeTownship. Nkadimeng of MunicipalWorkers Union helped him to find ahouse in Newclare (Western NativeTownship as it's better known.)Low wages and unsuitability of jobstaught him to undo himself, in a wayfamiliar to others who find out to dofor themselves. He ran an unlicensedKoffie-Kar. 'I did not sleep/ he wouldsay, I baked fat cakes on returning fromwork.' He was then working in commercialdistributive trade.'I sold fat cakes, to Market Street,wholesale. The workers there called meRetse. Selling fat cakes earned me betterthan I was receiving from my employer.I ventured into the Koffie-Kar business.A hard task, moving from place toplace.Then I applied for a licence for acafe. I got this cafe . . . * He stopped. Aninspector was passing, then vanishedinto an alley of Indian fruit sellers.'Bastard, subsidises his earnings bybribery. I am sorry for these poorcreatures. They are poorly paid, but willnot budge from claiming baasskap.'Then someone arrived and took aquick table. He was reading a newspaper.'Well Afred, how is your unionworking?' 'Tough job,' he replied.Municipal workers will not tolerate delayin increasing wages. They wantrationing done away with.'- \\Modikwe Dikobe at his home at Seabe, photos, Paul WeinbergAt home with his family'What about negotiation?''Well, Retsi'. He sighed. 'You are abusinessman. A union of workers can beof use to you. Recognition is to youradvantage, if only you have a yellowunion.''I don't understand.''What I mean, Mr Moretsele, is thatthe City Council is contemplating recognition,on condition it has its ownchosen officials. It is in fact negotiatingon those conditions.''Are you selling the workers?''I intend walking out if my secretarysuccumbs to the council's demands.'The sellout took place, however,before MrMoretsile realised it. Nkadimengwas selling down the river therefuse-removers' rights. Mr Nkadimengwas, without much ado, placed in amunicipal house. And, effortlessly, hefound Mr Moretsele a house.Mr Moretsele was a staunch supporterof the left wing. He and Dr Dadoowere personal friends. His other ardentIndia friend was Nana Sitha, who livedin Pretoria. 'You go pass Marabastad,Retsi, me give you message. Pass toPietersburg,' Nana Sitha would say.'You India, no good. Friend here.Your house, me not come in frontdoor.'You're a friend, me no chase away,you sit by table with me.'Moretsele was a modest man, man ofthe people. Job seekers took rest in StarCafe.Then, when Moretsele was buried, asquare in Western Native Townshipwitnessed for the first time black andwhite bemoaning the death of Retsi.OBITUARYDead. I've left MoretseleStains undoneDispossession, land-hungerAnd the right to liveThat you too shall carry onFrom where he shall leave.STAFFRIDER, FEBRUARY <strong>1980</strong> 7