- Page 2 and 3: Homage to aBroken ManThe Life of J.
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- Page 8 and 9: 1. OpaThe morning my grandfather di
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- Page 20 and 21: Revolution13ing up to the Great War
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- Page 24 and 25: Revolution17he did what he could to
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- Page 40 and 41: A Blow 33In July, the Arnolds took
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- Page 60 and 61: Lotte 53Strangely, as the intensity
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Father and Son61even in play. Befor
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Father and Son63hope that the seaso
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9. AdolescenceEberhard and Emmy had
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Adolescence67nervous fear. Why, whe
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Adolescence69guessed was how she br
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Adolescence71midday and evening mea
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10. Tata In July 1931, just in time
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Tata 75it, she was pleased, and sai
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Tata 77was Annemarie Wächter, Emi-
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An Arrival 79noticed how the people
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An Arrival 81seemed full of light:
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An Arrival 83That summer, 1932, Hei
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An Arrival 85denburg had shut the N
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Nazis 87half fascinated. Inside, th
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Nazis 89the same people Heiner used
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Nazis 91highlighting the success of
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Nazis 93visited the District Magist
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Nazis 95“Against the wall, all of
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Nazis 97Next the Gestapo chief bega
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13. Silum Heiner shivered as he lay
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Silum 101Heiner gave his agreement
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Silum 103pality, and then had gone
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Silum 105cause of your guilt. You t
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14. Annemarie Half a year passed. H
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Annemarie 109at 9:30. Apart from Su
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Annemarie 111after time since then,
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The Farewell 113These future commun
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The Farewell 115to finish working o
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The Farewell 117Eberhard shuddered.
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The Farewell 119let him go. The sch
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Four O'clock 121at Tübingen) but r
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Four O'clock 123“Phone Silum,”
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The Last Letter 125similar spiritua
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The Last Letter 127“Emmy!” Eber
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The Last Letter 129Hardy even went
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Refugee Wedding131first English mem
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Refugee Wedding133Ashton Fields Far
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19. Emmy Maria England, July 1938He
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Emmy Maria 137consulting anyone.) W
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Emmy Maria 139His favorite times we
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Emmy Maria 141there’s nothing mor
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Emmy Maria 143sage of joy from anot
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Heliopher 145unhealthy about Gottli
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Heliopher 147from it. One day he se
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21. Primavera October 1940Heiner he
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Primavera 151had turned hostile. Lo
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Primavera 153Hardy and Edith; Herma
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Primavera 155of the other guests, b
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Primavera 157promise. Here there we
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Primavera 159Puerto Rosario was a p
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Primavera 161sweltering, the night
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Repentance 163completely wild. And
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Repentance 165had never expected or
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Repentance 167Heiner asked for the
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Repentance 169minutes the whole com
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Nightmares 171men like you,” he t
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Nightmares 173Heiner spent a few we
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Nightmares 175been replaced by a di
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Nightmares 177place would be quiet.
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Nightmares 179frowned on, and so wa
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Among Children181and cajole everyon
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Among Children183anyone!” His voi
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Among Children185clearly overheard.
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Banished 187he felt they were alway
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Banished 189But in the end, every o
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Banished 191One night the sky was p
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Sapucay 193with regular work their
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Sapucay 195tors, and drunks. Two lo
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Sapucay 197At Sapucay, Heiner thoug
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Sapucay 199but Paul was strangely r
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Sapucay 201longed to see Annemarie;
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27. Fatherhood When Heiner returned
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Fatherhood 205admire the blossoms,
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Fatherhood 207Heiner told the child
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Fatherhood 209not popular; even the
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28. Marianne One evening at the end
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Marianne 213Now Heiner was standing
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Marianne 215“When I woke again, I
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Marianne 217He planned to tell the
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29. On the Road Four months after M
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On the Road 221It was Heiner’s fi
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On the Road 223if Thurman Arnold wi
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On the Road 225single malt. (Heiner
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On the Road 227leads there, but non
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On the Road 229They spent most of t
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On the Road 231He thought of Annema
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Changes 233Tom and Florrie listened
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Changes 235dishes. “People who ch
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Changes 237headedness—the rashnes
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Changes 239mavera. Every few weeks
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Changes 241kill the goose that lays
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Woodcrest 243had a beer,” he conf
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Woodcrest 245the head of the Fellow
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Woodcrest 247contrary, they thought
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Woodcrest 249unguarded as if they w
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Woodcrest 251necessary to draw in a
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Woodcrest 253houses. There was neve
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Woodcrest 255Heiner and Annemarie w
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Woodcrest 257One visitor at Woodcre
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Woodcrest 259would have enjoyed the
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The Crucible 261costly schemes with
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The Crucible 263had assembled, Hans
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The Crucible 265Heiner lay awake fo
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The Crucible 267lene lived, had wor
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The Crucible 269Heiner dodged the q
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The Crucible 271nold was treated in
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The Crucible 273Remarkably, though
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The Crucible 275“You know, the ag
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The Crucible 277in on June 3, a Sat
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The Crucible 279others also saw it
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Liberation 281where members trust e
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Liberation 283in this way, he hoped
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Liberation 285talked, so that she s
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Liberation 287had deep reverence fo
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Liberation 289work together as he h
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Liberation 291How else could trust
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Liberation 293his hospital bed, ske
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Liberation 295In March 1973 an unex
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34. To the FinishHermann’s death
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To the Finish 299In 1968, Dwight ha
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To the Finish 301Christ Jesus, who
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To the Finish 303There was a pause.
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To the Finish 305after his death. I
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To the Finish 307son Heinrich felt
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To the Finish 309mutual affection.
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To the Finish 311good. But one day
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To the Finish 313For months it had
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Epilogue Woodcrest, July 24, 1982An
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SourcesInformation in this book com
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AcknowledgmentsThis book is not an
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Acknowledgements321Martin and Burge
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