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- Page 8 and 9: 1. OpaThe morning my grandfather di
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The Sun Troop46sleep because of a b
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The Sun Troop48ed them that the woo
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The Sun Troop50ally wants us to do.
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7. Lotte Lotte met Eberhard in 1923
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Lotte 54Lotte slept in the room rig
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8. Father and Son No one who aims t
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Father and Son58told Hardy to leave
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Father and Son60moved forward on th
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Father and Son62October inched by,
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Father and Son64him with enthusiasm
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Adolescence66he made his request to
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Adolescence68the house of an old fa
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Adolescence70Emmy and Hans went abo
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Adolescence72A few days after Eberh
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Tata 74“So what did you do?” He
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Tata 76drum. Her hair was damp with
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11. An ArrivalThe runners rasped as
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An Arrival 80yard, beaming. It was
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An Arrival 82While the young women
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An Arrival 84Heiner was still more
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12. Nazis As night fell on the day
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Nazis 88Heiner understood his fathe
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Nazis 90Eberhard felt that the comm
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Nazis 92After lunch he took her asi
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Nazis 94found worthy to be cast int
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Nazis 96ons, the secret police had
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Nazis 98Heiner was cautious after w
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Silum 100They had regrouped at Silu
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Silum 102Not everyone felt this way
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Silum 104from it and get down to bu
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Silum 106light? Has any of this eve
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Annemarie 108Heiner’s entry into
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Annemarie 110were admired. The room
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15. The Farewell Heiner skipped aft
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The Farewell 114At the end of the m
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The Farewell 116In a series of meet
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The Farewell 118looked over his aud
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16. Four O’clock Zurich, November
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Four O'clock 122On receiving the do
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17. The Last LetterHeiner’s fathe
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The Last Letter 126Beaten down by a
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The Last Letter 128and even had him
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18. Refugee WeddingHeiner was behin
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Refugee Wedding132German consulate
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Refugee Wedding134Heiner looked at
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Emmy Maria 136requested the install
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Emmy Maria 138now I have the feelin
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Emmy Maria 140the officers who ran
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Emmy Maria 142Emmy and Moni dropped
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20. HeliopherIn December, when Hein
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Heliopher 146At this point in the s
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Heliopher 148As they entered the co
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Primavera 150Roswith—one-year-old
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Primavera 152Australia, and South A
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Primavera 154called out to it, Hein
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Primavera 156magnetic mines. He loo
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Primavera 158Heiner stared at him,
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Primavera 160with hewn tree trunks
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22. RepentanceAthird baby died at t
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Repentance 164Many who had come to
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Repentance 166The hut was simple: o
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Repentance 168tervening years he ha
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23. NightmaresHeiner noticed that h
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Nightmares 172The bright hopes of e
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Nightmares 174He opened the meeting
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Nightmares 176Most members of Prima
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Nightmares 178Hans and Georg stoppe
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24. Among ChildrenWork crews were r
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Among Children182gained a reputatio
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Among Children184Tata. And Heiner l
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25. Banished Primavera, Paraguay, O
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Banished 188“I can’t help going
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Banished 190“We challenge those c
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26. SapucayThe minute Heiner steppe
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Sapucay 194could not and would not
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Sapucay 196No wonder despair lurked
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Sapucay 198In February 1945, Hans a
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Sapucay 200him home? Could it reall
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Sapucay 202children he saw through
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Fatherhood 204In a similar vein, Ha
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Fatherhood 206of the horses collaps
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Fatherhood 208tentions, but told hi
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Fatherhood 210they did. But that di
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Marianne 212“I began to feel disc
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Marianne 214Ruth—and the craziest
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Marianne 216her. Her legs, too, wer
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Marianne 218as she took in the sigh
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On the Road 220Heiner turned from t
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On the Road 222Clarence had brought
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On the Road 224hour traffic, and co
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On the Road 226the four of them tal
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On the Road 228Pendle Hill turned o
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On the Road 230Mother Rhoads listen
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30. ChangesFlorrie Potts was kindhe
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Changes 234anything to do with him
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Changes 236way of knowing they had
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Changes 238It was around this time
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Changes 240on day after day for alm
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31. Woodcrest It was a snowy Februa
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Woodcrest 244dren be allowed to sta
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Woodcrest 246apprehensive. Admirers
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Woodcrest 248particular, Seelsorge,
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Woodcrest 250Yet she had been disar
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Woodcrest 252humor. “Five minutes
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Woodcrest 254But he was also very d
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Woodcrest 256answers! How could Dou
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Woodcrest 258As for Sibyl, she reca
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32. The Crucible The same year that
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The Crucible 262in Silum, after his
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The Crucible 264swung shut as he ap
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The Crucible 266so many years. But
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The Crucible 268“Our movement has
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The Crucible 270“The greatest fig
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The Crucible 272Public confessions
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The Crucible 274been done. Had he b
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The Crucible 276ferent turn. It is
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The Crucible 278Heiner could do not
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33. Liberation Ever since Eberhard
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Liberation 282estranged from it. In
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Liberation 284longstanding ties to
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Liberation 286Germany rearing their
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Liberation 288in the summer after h
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Liberation 290if there was somethin
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Liberation 292Unlike Georg, Hans ne
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Liberation 294He saw right through
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Liberation 296of it was also her ow
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To the Finish 298Heiner found her l
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To the Finish 300was always the hea
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To the Finish 302steady work and de
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To the Finish 304still relied on hi
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To the Finish 306Then, remembering
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To the Finish 308any of Heiner’s
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To the Finish 310that moment. “Ta
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To the Finish 312than once. “I wa
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To the Finish 314“When it was tim
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Epilogue 316The world seemed to hav
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Sources 318Hans Zumpe’s daughter
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Acknowledgements320It would be diff
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