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We are approach<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> moment of land<strong>in</strong>g, Capta<strong>in</strong> Wegener said to himself. I will almost<br />
surely be met by <strong>the</strong> Sicherheitsdienst. The question is: Which faction of policy will be<br />
represented? The Goebbels? Or <strong>the</strong> Heydrich? Assum<strong>in</strong>g that SS General Heydrich is still alive.<br />
While I have been aboard this ship, he could have been rounded up and shot. Th<strong>in</strong>gs happen fast,<br />
dur<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> time of transition <strong>in</strong> a totalitarian society. There have been, <strong>in</strong> Nazi Ger<strong>man</strong>y, tattered<br />
lists of names over which men have pored before.<br />
Several m<strong>in</strong>utes later, when <strong>the</strong> rocket ship had landed, he found himself on his feet, mov<strong>in</strong>g<br />
toward <strong>the</strong> exit with his overcoat over his arm. Beh<strong>in</strong>d him and ahead of him, anxious passengers.<br />
No young Nazi artist this time, he reflected. No Lotze to badger me at <strong>the</strong> last with his moronic<br />
viewpo<strong>in</strong>t.<br />
An airl<strong>in</strong>es uniformed official — dressed, Wegener observed, like <strong>the</strong> Reichs Marshal himself —<br />
assisted <strong>the</strong>m all down <strong>the</strong> ramp, one by one, to <strong>the</strong> field. There, by <strong>the</strong> concourse, stood a small<br />
knot of blackshirts. For me? Wegener began to walk slowly from <strong>the</strong> parked rocket ship. Over at<br />
ano<strong>the</strong>r spot men and women wait<strong>in</strong>g, wav<strong>in</strong>g, call<strong>in</strong>g . . . even some children.<br />
One of <strong>the</strong> blackshirts, a flat-faced unw<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g blond fellow wear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Waffen-SS <strong>in</strong>signia,<br />
stepped smartly up to Wegener, clicked <strong>the</strong> heels of his jackboots toge<strong>the</strong>r and saluted. 'Ich bitte<br />
mich zu entschuldigen. S<strong>in</strong>d Sie nicht Kapitan Rudolf Wegener, von der Abwehr?'<br />
'Sorry,' Wegener answered. 'I am Conrad Goltz. Represent<strong>in</strong>g A. G. Chemikalien medical<br />
supplies.' He started on past.<br />
Two o<strong>the</strong>r blackshirts, also Waffen-SS,came toward him. The three of <strong>the</strong>m fell beside him, so<br />
that although he cont<strong>in</strong>ued on at his own pace, <strong>in</strong> his own direction, he was quite abruptly and<br />
effectively under custody. Two of <strong>the</strong> Waffen SS men had sub-mach<strong>in</strong>e guns under <strong>the</strong>ir greatcoats.<br />
'You are Wegener,' one of <strong>the</strong>m said as <strong>the</strong>y entered <strong>the</strong> build<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
He said noth<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
'We have a car,' <strong>the</strong> Waffen-SS <strong>man</strong> cont<strong>in</strong>ued. 'We are <strong>in</strong>structed to meet your rocket ship,<br />
contact you, and take you immediately to SS General Heydrich, who is with Sepp Dietrich at <strong>the</strong><br />
0KW of <strong>the</strong> Leibstandarte Division. In particular we are not to permit you to be approached by<br />
Wehrmacht or Partei persons.'<br />
Then I will not be shot, Wegener said to himself. Heydrich is alive, and <strong>in</strong> a safe location, and<br />
try<strong>in</strong>g to streng<strong>the</strong>n his position aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>the</strong> Goebbels Government.<br />
Maybe <strong>the</strong> Goebbels Government will fall after all, he thought as he was ushered <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> wait<strong>in</strong>g<br />
SS Daimler staff sedan. A detachment of Waffen-SS suddenly shifted at night; guards at <strong>the</strong><br />
Reichskanzlei relieved, replaced. The Berl<strong>in</strong> police stations suddenly spew<strong>in</strong>g forth armed SD men<br />
<strong>in</strong> every direction — radio stations and power cut off, Tempeihofer closed. Rumble of hea-vy guns<br />
<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> darkness, along ma<strong>in</strong> streets.<br />
But what does it matter? Even if Doctor Goebbels is deposed and Operation Dandelion is<br />
canceled? They will still exist, <strong>the</strong> blackshirts, <strong>the</strong> Partei, <strong>the</strong> schemes if not <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Orient <strong>the</strong>n<br />
somewhere else. On Mars and Venus.<br />
No wonder Mr. Tagomi could not go on, he thought. The terrible dilemma of our lives. Whatever<br />
happens, it is evil beyond compare. Why struggle, <strong>the</strong>n? Why choose? If all alternatives are <strong>the</strong><br />
same .<br />
Evidently we go on, as we always have. From day to day. At this moment we work aga<strong>in</strong>st<br />
Operation Dandelion. Later on, at ano<strong>the</strong>r moment, we work to defeat <strong>the</strong> police. But we cannot do<br />
it all at once; it is a sequence. An unfold<strong>in</strong>g process. We can only control <strong>the</strong> end by mak<strong>in</strong>g a<br />
choice at each step.<br />
He thought, We can only hope. And try.