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<strong>in</strong>dustry humm<strong>in</strong>g. They even let <strong>the</strong> Jews live, lucky surprise — amnesty so <strong>the</strong> Jews could pitch<br />
<strong>in</strong>. Until '49, anyhow. . . and <strong>the</strong>n good-bye Todt and Rommel, retired to graze.<br />
Don't I know? Juliana thought. Didn't I hear all about it from Frank? You can't tell me anyth<strong>in</strong>g<br />
about lifeunder <strong>the</strong> Nazis; my husband was — is — a Jew. I know that Doctor Todt was <strong>the</strong> most<br />
modest, gentle <strong>man</strong> that ever lived; I know all he wanted to do was provide work — honest,<br />
reputable work — for <strong>the</strong> millions of bleak-eyed, despair<strong>in</strong>g American men and women pick<strong>in</strong>g<br />
through <strong>the</strong> ru<strong>in</strong>s after <strong>the</strong> war. I know he wanted to see medical plans and vacation resorts and<br />
adequate hous<strong>in</strong>g for everyone, regardless of race; he was a builder, not a th<strong>in</strong>ker. . . and <strong>in</strong> most<br />
cases he <strong>man</strong>aged to create what he had wanted — he actually got it. But .<br />
A preoccupation, <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> back of her m<strong>in</strong>d, now rose decidedly. 'Joe. This Grasshopper book; isn't<br />
it banned <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> East Coast?'<br />
He nodded.<br />
'How could you be read<strong>in</strong>g it, <strong>the</strong>n?' Someth<strong>in</strong>g about it worried her. 'Don't <strong>the</strong>y still shoot<br />
people for read<strong>in</strong>g — '<br />
'It depends on your racial group. On <strong>the</strong> good old armband.'<br />
That was so. Slays, Poles, Puerto Ricans, were <strong>the</strong> most limited as to what <strong>the</strong>y could read, do,<br />
listen to. The AngloSaxons had it much better; <strong>the</strong>re was public education for <strong>the</strong>ir children, and<br />
<strong>the</strong>y could go to libraries and museums and concerts. But even so. . . The Grasshopper was not<br />
merely classified; it was forbidden, and to everyone.<br />
Joe said, 'I read it <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> toilet. I hid it <strong>in</strong> a pillow. In fact, I read it because it was banned.'<br />
'You're very brave,' she said.<br />
Doubtfully he said, 'You mean that sarcastically?'<br />
'No.'<br />
He relaxed a little. 'It's easy for you people here; you live a safe, purposeless life, noth<strong>in</strong>g to do,<br />
noth<strong>in</strong>g to worry about. Out of <strong>the</strong> stream of events, left over from <strong>the</strong> past; right?' His eyes<br />
mocked her.<br />
'You're kill<strong>in</strong>g yourself,' she said, 'with cynicism. Your idols got taken away from you one by<br />
one and now you have noth<strong>in</strong>g to give your love to.,, She held his fork toward him; he accepted it.<br />
Eat, she thought. Or give up even <strong>the</strong> biological processes.<br />
As he ate, Joe nodded at <strong>the</strong> book and said, 'That Abendsen lives around here, accord<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong><br />
cover. In Cheyenne. Gets perspective on <strong>the</strong> world from such a safe spot, wouldn't you guess? Read<br />
what it ways; read it aloud.'<br />
Tak<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> book, she read <strong>the</strong> back part of <strong>the</strong> jacket. 'He's an ex-service <strong>man</strong>. He was <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> U.<br />
S. Mar<strong>in</strong>e Corps <strong>in</strong> World War Two, wounded <strong>in</strong> England by a Nazi Tiger tank. A sergeant. It says<br />
he's got practically a fortress that he writes <strong>in</strong>, guns all over <strong>the</strong> place.' Sett<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> book down, she<br />
said, 'And it doesn't say so here, but I heard someone say that he's almost a sort of paranoid;<br />
charged barbed wire around <strong>the</strong> place, and it's set <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> mounta<strong>in</strong>s. Hard to get to.'<br />
'Maybe he's right,' Joe said, 'to live like that, after writ<strong>in</strong>g that book. The Ger<strong>man</strong> bigwigs hit <strong>the</strong><br />
roof when <strong>the</strong>y read it.'<br />
'He was liv<strong>in</strong>g that way before; he wrote <strong>the</strong> book <strong>the</strong>re. His place is called — ' She glanced at<br />
<strong>the</strong> book jacket. 'The High Castle. That's his pet name for it.'<br />
'They won't get him,' Joe said, chew<strong>in</strong>g rapidly. 'He's on <strong>the</strong> lookout. Smart.'<br />
She said, 'I believe he's got a lot of courage to write that book. If <strong>the</strong> Axis had lost <strong>the</strong> war, we'd<br />
be able to say and write anyth<strong>in</strong>g we wanted, like we used to; we'd be one country and we'd have a<br />
fair legal system, <strong>the</strong> same one for all of us.'<br />
To her surprise, he nodded reasonably to that.