philip_k_dick_-_the_man_in_the_high_castle

'I have strong convictions on the subject,' Robert said. 'I have frequently thought it over. The
world would be much worse.' He heard his voice sound out firm, virtually harsh. 'Much worse.'
They seemed taken by surprise. Perhaps it was his tone.
'Communism would rule everywhere,' Robert continued.
Paul nodded. 'The author, Mr. H. Abendsen, considers that point, as to unchecked spread of
Soviet Russia. But same as in First World War, even on winning side, second-rate mostly peasant
Russia naturally takes pratfall. Big Laughingstock, recalling Japan War with them, when — '
'We have had to suffer, to pay the cost,' Robert said. 'But we did it for a good cause. To stop
Slavic world inundation.'
Betty said in a low voice, 'Personally, I do not believe any hysterical talk of 'world inundation' by
any people, Slavic or Chinese or Japanese.' She regarded Robert placidly. She was in complete
control of herself, not carried away; but she intended to express her feeling. A spot of color, deep
red, had appeared in each of her cheeks.
They ate for a time without conversing.
I did it again, Robert Childan informed himself. Impossible to avoid the topic. Because it's
everywhere, in a book I happen to pick up or a record collection, in these bone napkin rings — loot
piled up by the conquerors. Pillage from my people.
Face facts. I'm trying to pretend that these Japanese and I are alike. But observe: even when I
burst out as to my gratification that they won the war, that my nation lost — there's still no
common ground. What words mean to me is sharp contrast vis-à-vis them. Their brains are
different. Souls likewise. Witness them drinking from English bone china cups, eating with U.S.
silver, listening to Negro style of music. It's all on the surface. Advantage of wealth and power
makes this available to them, but it's ersatz as the day is long.
Even the I Ching, which they've forced down our throats; it's Chinese. Borrowed from way back
when. Whom are they fooling? Themselves? Pilfer customs right and left, wear, eat, talk, walk, as
for instance consuming with gusto baked potato served with sour cream and chives, old-fashioned
American dish added to their haul. But nobody fooled, I can tell you; me least of all.
Only the white races endowed with creativity, he reflected. And yet I, blood member of same,
must bump head to floor for these two. Think how it would have been had we won! Would have
crushed them out of existence. No Japan today, and the U.S.A. gleaming great sole power in entire
wide world.
He thought: I must read that Grasshopper book. Patriotic duty, from the sound of it.
Betty said softly to him, 'Robert, you're not eating. Is the food misprepared?'
At once he took a forkful of salad. 'No,' he said. 'It is virtually the most delicious meal I have had
in years.'
'Thank you,' she said, obviously pleased. 'Doing my best to be authentic . . . for instance,
carefully shopping in teeny-tiny American markets down along Mission Street. Understand that's
the real McCoy.'
You cook the native foods to perfection, Robert Childan thought. What they say is true: your
powers of imitation are immense. Apple pie, Coca-Cola, stroll after the movie, Glenn Miller . . .
you could paste together out of tin and rice paper a complete artificial America. Rice-paper Mom in
the kitchen, rice-paper Dad reading the newspaper. Rice-paper pup at his feet. Everything.
Paul was watching him silently. Robert Childan, suddenly noticing the man's attention, ceased
his line of thought and applied himself to his food. Can he read my mind? he wondered. See what
I'm really thinking? I know I did not show it. I kept the proper expression; he could not possibly
tell.