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'Thank you,' Paul said.<br />
Robert Childan bowed.<br />
There was peace, <strong>the</strong>n, for a moment, <strong>in</strong> his heart. This offer<strong>in</strong>g, this — as <strong>the</strong> I Ch<strong>in</strong>g put it —<br />
libation. It had done what needed to be done. Some of <strong>the</strong> anxiety and oppression which he had felt<br />
lately began to lift from him.<br />
From Ray Calv<strong>in</strong> he had received restitution for <strong>the</strong> Colt .44, plus <strong>man</strong>y written assurances of no<br />
second recurrence. And yet it had not eased his heart. Only now, <strong>in</strong> this unrelated situation, had he<br />
for a moment lost <strong>the</strong> sense that th<strong>in</strong>gs were <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> constant process of go<strong>in</strong>g askew. The wabi<br />
around him, radiations of harmony . . . that is it, he decided. The proportion. Balance. They are so<br />
close to <strong>the</strong> Tao, <strong>the</strong>se two young Japanese. That is why I reacted to <strong>the</strong>m before. I sensed <strong>the</strong> Tao<br />
through <strong>the</strong>m. Saw a glimpse of it myself.<br />
What would it be like, he wondered, to really know <strong>the</strong> Tao? The Tao is that which first lets <strong>the</strong><br />
light, <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> dark. Occasions <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>terplay of <strong>the</strong> two primal forces so that <strong>the</strong>re is always<br />
renewal. It is that which keeps it all from wear<strong>in</strong>g down. The universe will never be ext<strong>in</strong>guished<br />
because just when <strong>the</strong> darkness seems to have smo<strong>the</strong>red all, to be truly transcendent, <strong>the</strong> new seeds<br />
of light are reborn <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> very depths. That is <strong>the</strong> Way. When <strong>the</strong> seed falls, it falls <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> earth,<br />
<strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> soil. And beneath, out of sight, it comes to life.<br />
'An hors d'oeuvre,' Betty said. She knelt to hold out a plate on which lay small crackers of<br />
cheese, et cetera. He took two gratefully.<br />
'International news much <strong>in</strong> notice <strong>the</strong>se days.' Paul said as he sipped his dr<strong>in</strong>k. 'While I drove<br />
home tonight I heard direct broadcast of great pageant-like State Funeral at Munich, <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g rally<br />
of fifty thousand, flags and <strong>the</strong> like. Much 'Ich hatte e<strong>in</strong>en Kamerad' s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g. Body now ly<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />
state for all faithful to view.''<br />
'Yes, it was distress<strong>in</strong>g,' Robert Childan said. 'The sudden news earlier this week.'<br />
'Nippon Times tonight say<strong>in</strong>g reliable sources declare B. von Schirach under house arrest,' Betty<br />
said. 'By SD <strong>in</strong>struction.'<br />
'Bad,' Paul said, shak<strong>in</strong>g his head.<br />
'No doubt <strong>the</strong> authorities desire to keep order,' Childan said. 'Von Schirach noted for hasty,<br />
headstrong, even halfbaked actions. Much similar to R. Hess <strong>in</strong> past. Recall mad flight to England.'<br />
'What else reported by Nippon Times?' Paul asked his wife.<br />
'Much confusion and <strong>in</strong>trigu<strong>in</strong>g. Army units mov<strong>in</strong>g from hi<strong>the</strong>r to yon. Leaves canceled. Border<br />
stations closed. Reichstag <strong>in</strong> session. Speeches by all.'<br />
'That recalls f<strong>in</strong>e speech I heard by Doctor Geobbels,' Robert Childan said. 'On radio, year or so<br />
ago. Much witty <strong>in</strong>vective. Had audience <strong>in</strong> palm of hand, as usual. Ranged throughout gamut of<br />
emotionality. No doubt; with orig<strong>in</strong>al Adolf Hitler out of th<strong>in</strong>gs, Doctor Goebbels A-one Nazi<br />
speaker.'<br />
'True,' both Paul and Betty agreed, nodd<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
'Doctor Goebbels also has f<strong>in</strong>e children and wife,' Childan went on. 'Very <strong>high</strong>-type <strong>in</strong>dividuals.'<br />
'True,' Paul and Betty agreed. 'Family <strong>man</strong>, <strong>in</strong> contrast to number of o<strong>the</strong>r grand moguls <strong>the</strong>re,'<br />
Paul said. 'Of questionable sexual mores.'<br />
'I wouldn't give rumors time of day.' Childan said. 'You refer to such as E. Roehm? Ancient<br />
history. Long s<strong>in</strong>ce obliterated.'<br />
'Th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g more of H. Gör<strong>in</strong>g,' Paul said, slowly sipp<strong>in</strong>g his dr<strong>in</strong>k and scrut<strong>in</strong>iz<strong>in</strong>g it. 'Tales of<br />
Rome-like orgies of assorted fantastic variety. Causes flesh to crawl even hear<strong>in</strong>g about.'<br />
'Lies,' Childan said.<br />
'Well, subject not worth discuss<strong>in</strong>g,' Betty said tactfully, with a glance at <strong>the</strong> two of <strong>the</strong>m.