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1 The Cuckoo's Calling

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minute adjustments to the prosthesis necessitating still more visits to that whitecoated,<br />

confined world he had hoped he had left forever. He feared advice to rest<br />

the leg, to desist from normal ambulation; a forced return to crutches, the stares<br />

of passersby at his pinned-up trouser leg and the shrill inquiries of small children.<br />

His mobile, charging as usual on the floor beside the camp bed, made the<br />

buzzing noise that announced the arrival of a text. Glad for any minor distraction<br />

from his throbbing leg, Strike groped in the dark and picked up the telephone<br />

from the floor.<br />

Please could you give me a quick call when convenient? Charlotte<br />

Strike did not believe in clairvoyance or psychic ability, yet his immediate<br />

irrational thought was that Charlotte had somehow sensed what he had just told<br />

Spanner; that he had twitched the taut, invisible rope still binding them, by<br />

placing their breakup on an official footing.<br />

He stared at the message as though it was her face, as though he could read her<br />

expression on the tiny gray screen.<br />

Please. (I know you don’t have to: I’m asking you to, nicely.) A quick call. (I<br />

have a legitimate reason for desiring speech with you, so we can do it swiftly and<br />

easily; no rows.) When convenient. (I do you the courtesy of assuming that you<br />

have a busy life without me.)<br />

Or, perhaps: Please. (To refuse is to be a bastard, Strike, and you’ve hurt me<br />

enough.) A quick call. (I know you’re expecting a scene; well, don’t worry, that<br />

last one, when you were such an unbelievable shit, has finished me with you<br />

forever.) When convenient. (Because, let’s be honest, I always had to slot in<br />

around the army and every other damn thing that came first.)<br />

Was it convenient now? he asked himself, lying in pain that the pills had yet to<br />

touch. He glanced at the time: ten past eleven. She was clearly still awake.<br />

He put the mobile back on the floor beside him, where it lay silently charging,<br />

and raised a large hairy arm over his eyes, blotting out even the strips of light on<br />

the ceiling cast by the street lamps through the window slats. Against his will, he<br />

saw Charlotte the way that he had laid eyes on her for the first time in his life, as<br />

she sat alone on a windowsill at a student party in Oxford. He had never seen<br />

anything so beautiful in his life, and nor, judging by the sideways flickering of<br />

countless male eyes, the overloud laughter and voices, the angling of extravagant<br />

gestures towards her silent figure, had any of the rest of them.<br />

Gazing across the room, the nineteen-year-old Strike had been visited by<br />

precisely the same urge that had come over him as a child whenever snow had<br />

fallen overnight in Aunt Joan and Uncle Ted’s garden. He wanted his footsteps to

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