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1 The Cuckoo's Calling

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absurdity, and the charm for which she was celebrated (in both newspaper<br />

obituaries and hysterical blogs) sat alongside a reputation for sudden outbursts of<br />

temper and a dangerously short fuse. Press and public seemed to have both loved<br />

her, and loved loathing her. One female journalist found her “strangely sweet,<br />

possessed of an unexpected naiveté”; another, “at bottom, a calculating little diva,<br />

shrewd and tough.”<br />

At nine o’clock Strike walked to Chinatown and bought himself a meal; then<br />

he returned to the office, swapped Tom Waits for Elbow, and searched out online<br />

accounts of Evan Duffield, the man who, by common consent, even that of<br />

Bristow, had not killed his girlfriend.<br />

Until Kieran Kolovas-Jones had displayed professional jealousy, Strike could<br />

not have said why Duffield was famous. He now discovered that Duffield had<br />

been elevated from obscurity by his participation in a critically acclaimed<br />

independent film, in which he had played a character indistinguishable from<br />

himself: a heroin-addicted musician stealing to support his habit.<br />

Duffield’s band had released a well-reviewed album on the back of their lead<br />

singer’s newfound fame, and split up in considerable acrimony around the time<br />

that he had met Lula. Like his girlfriend, Duffield was extraordinarily<br />

photogenic, even in the unretouched long-lens photographs of him sloping along<br />

a street in filthy clothes, even in those shots (and there were several) where he<br />

was lunging in fury at photographers. <strong>The</strong> conjunction of these two damaged and<br />

beautiful people seemed to have supercharged the fascination with both; each<br />

reflecting more interest on to the other, which rebounded on themselves; it was a<br />

kind of perpetual motion.<br />

<strong>The</strong> death of his girlfriend had fixed Duffield more securely than ever in that<br />

firmament of the idolized, the vilified, the deified. A certain darkness, a fatalism,<br />

hung around him; both his most fervent admirers and his detractors seemed to<br />

take pleasure in the idea that he had one booted foot in the afterworld already;<br />

that there was an inevitability about his descent into despair and oblivion. He<br />

seemed to make a veritable parade of his frailties, and Strike lingered for some<br />

minutes over another of those tiny, jerky YouTube videos, in which Duffield,<br />

patently stoned, talked on and on, in the voice Kolovas-Jones had so accurately<br />

parodied, about dying being no more than checking out of the party, and making<br />

a confused case for there being little need to cry if you had to leave early.<br />

On the night that Lula had died, according to a multitude of sources, Duffield<br />

had left the nightclub shortly after his girlfriend, wearing—and Strike found it<br />

hard to see this as anything other than deliberate showmanship—a wolf’s mask.<br />

His account of what he had got up to for the rest of the night might not have<br />

satisfied online conspiracy theorists, but the police seemed to have been<br />

convinced that he had had nothing to do with subsequent events at Kentigern<br />

Gardens.

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