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thought about at night? Did they keep their rooms ready for them in case they came home, or did
they give all their clothes and toys away to the Goodwill? Abra had heard that was what Lennie
O’Meara’s parents did after Lennie fell out of a tree and hit his head on a rock and died. Lennie
O’Meara, who got as far as the fifth grade and then just . . . stopped. But of course Lennie’s parents
knew he was dead, there was a grave where they could go and put flowers, and maybe that made it
different. Maybe not, but Abra thought it would. Because otherwise you’d pretty much have to
wonder, wouldn’t you? Like when you were eating breakfast, you’d wonder if your missing
(Cynthia Merton Angel )
was also eating breakfast somewhere, or flying a kite, or picking oranges with a bunch of migrants,
or whatever. In the back of your mind you’d have to be pretty sure he or she was dead, that’s what
happened to most of them (you only had to watch Action News at Six to know), but you couldn’t be
sure.
There was nothing she could do about that uncertainty for the parents of Cynthia Abelard or
Merton Askew or Angel Barbera, she had no idea what had happened to them, but that wasn’t true of
Bradley Trevor.
She had almost forgotten him, then that stupid newspaper . . . those stupid pictures . . . and the stuff
that had come back to her, stuff she didn’t even know she knew, as if the pictures had been startled
out of her subconscious . . .
And those things she could do. Things she had never told her parents about because it would worry
them, the way she guessed it would worry them if they knew she had made out with Bobby Flannagan
—just a little, no sucking face or anything gross like that—one day after school. That was something
they wouldn’t want to know. Abra guessed (and about this she wasn’t entirely wrong, although there
was no telepathy involved) that in her parents’ minds, she was sort of frozen at eight and would
probably stay that way at least until she got boobs, which she sure hadn’t yet—not that you’d notice,
anyway.
So far they hadn’t even had THE TALK with her. Julie Vandover said it was almost always your
mom who gave you the lowdown, but the only lowdown Abra had gotten lately was on how important
it was for her to get the trash out on Thursday mornings before the bus came. “We don’t ask you to do
many chores,” Lucy had said, “and this fall it’s especially important for all of us to pitch in.”
Momo had at least approached THE TALK. In the spring, she had taken Abra aside one day and
said, “Do you know what boys want from girls, once boys and girls get to be about your age?”
“Sex, I guess,” Abra had said . . . although all that humble, scurrying Pence Effersham ever seemed
to want was one of her cookies, or to borrow a quarter for the vending machines, or to tell her how
many times he’d seen The Avengers.
Momo had nodded. “You can’t blame human nature, it is what it is, but don’t give it to them.
Period. End of discussion. You can rethink things when you’re nineteen, if you want.”
That had been a little embarrassing, but at least it was straight and clear. There was nothing clear
about the thing in her head. That was her birthmark, invisible but real. Her parents no longer talked
about the crazy shit that had happened when she was little. Maybe they thought the thing that had
caused that stuff was almost gone. Sure, she’d known Momo was sick, but that wasn’t the same as the
crazy piano music, or turning on the water in the bathroom, or the birthday party (which she barely
remembered) when she had hung spoons all over the kitchen ceiling. She had just learned to control it.
Not completely, but mostly.
And it had changed. Now she rarely saw things before they happened. Or take moving stuff around.
When she was six or seven, she could have concentrated on her pile of schoolbooks and lifted them all
the way to the ceiling. Nothing to it. Easy as knitting kitten-britches, as Momo liked to say. Now,
even if it was only a single book, she could concentrate until it felt like her brains were going to come