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Dan sat up straight. “We’re in Ohio? Christ! What time is it?”<br />
Billy glanced at his watch. “Quarter past six. Wasn’t no big thing; light traffic and no rain. I think<br />
we got an angel ridin with us.”<br />
“Well, let’s find a motel. You need to sleep and I have to piss like a racehorse.”<br />
“Not surprised.”<br />
Billy pulled off at the next exit showing signs for gas, food, and motels. He pulled into a Wendy’s<br />
and got a bag of burgers while Dan used the men’s. When they got back into the truck, Dan took one<br />
bite of his double, put it back in the bag, and sipped cautiously at a coffee milkshake. That his<br />
stomach seemed willing to take.<br />
Billy looked shocked. “Man, you gotta eat! What’s wrong with you?”<br />
“I guess pizza for breakfast was a bad idea.” And because Billy was still looking at him: “The<br />
shake’s fine. All I need. Eyes on the road, Billy. We can’t help Abra if we’re getting patched up in<br />
some emergency room.”<br />
Five minutes later, Billy pulled the truck under the canopy of a Fairfield Inn with a blinking<br />
ROOMS AVAILABLE sign over the door. He turned off the engine but didn’t get out. “Since I’m<br />
riskin my life with you, chief, I want to know what ails you.”<br />
Dan almost pointed out that taking the risk had been Billy’s idea, not his, but that wasn’t fair. He<br />
explained. Billy listened in round-eyed silence.<br />
“Jesus jumped-up Christ,” he said when Dan had finished.<br />
“Unless I missed it,” Dan said, “there’s nothing in the New Testament about Jesus jumping.<br />
Although I guess He might’ve, as a child. Most of them do. You want to check us in, or should I do<br />
it?”<br />
Billy continued to sit where he was. “Does Abra know?”<br />
Dan shook his head.<br />
“But she could find out.”<br />
“Could but won’t. She knows it’s wrong to peek, especially when it’s someone you care about. She’d<br />
no more do it than she’d spy on her parents when they were making love.”<br />
“You know that from when you were a kid?”<br />
“Yes. Sometimes you see a little—you can’t help it—but then you turn away.”<br />
“Are you gonna be all right, Danny?”<br />
“For awhile.” He thought of the sluggish flies on his lips and cheeks and forehead. “Long enough.”<br />
“What about after?”<br />
“I’ll worry about after after. One day at a time. Let’s check in. We need to get an early start.”<br />
“Have you heard from Abra?”<br />
Dan smiled. “She’s fine.”<br />
At least so far.<br />
5<br />
But she wasn’t, not really.<br />
She sat at her desk with a half-read copy of The Fixer in her hand, trying not to look at her<br />
bedroom window, lest she should see a certain someone looking in at her. She knew something was<br />
wrong with Dan, and she knew he didn’t want her to know what it was, but had been tempted to look<br />
anyway, in spite of all the years she’d taught herself to steer clear of APB: adult private business. Two<br />
things held her back. One was the knowledge that, like it or not, she couldn’t help him with it now.