BeatRoute Magazine AB Edition November 2018
BeatRoute Magazine is a monthly arts and entertainment paper with a predominant focus on music – local, independent or otherwise. The paper started in June 2004 and continues to provide a healthy dose of perversity while exercising rock ‘n’ roll ethics. Currently BeatRoute’s AB edition is distributed in Calgary, Edmonton (by S*A*R*G*E), Banff and Canmore. The BC edition is distributed in Vancouver, Victoria and Nanaimo. BeatRoute (AB) Mission PO 23045 Calgary, AB T2S 3A8 E. editor@beatroute.ca BeatRoute (BC) #202 – 2405 E Hastings Vancouver, BC V5K 1Y8 P. 778-888-1120
BeatRoute Magazine is a monthly arts and entertainment paper with a predominant focus on music – local, independent or otherwise. The paper started in June 2004 and continues to provide a healthy dose of perversity while exercising rock ‘n’ roll ethics.
Currently BeatRoute’s AB edition is distributed in Calgary, Edmonton (by S*A*R*G*E), Banff and Canmore. The BC edition is distributed in Vancouver, Victoria and Nanaimo. BeatRoute (AB) Mission PO 23045 Calgary, AB T2S 3A8 E. editor@beatroute.ca BeatRoute (BC) #202 – 2405 E Hastings Vancouver, BC V5K 1Y8 P. 778-888-1120
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ARTS<br />
FEAR OF MEN<br />
Viverk Shraya confronts the two-bladed knife of desire and dread<br />
Viverk Shraya is an assistant professor in the U of C English Dept..<br />
musician, poet, visual artist, photographer, teacher and short<br />
A film maker, Vivek Shraya is intimidatingly talented. With I’m<br />
Afraid of Men, Shraya is now a published author of non-fiction,<br />
and in this new work, she explores how even someone as talented<br />
as her is subjected to fear and prejudice as a trans artist, and how<br />
that fear resonates across all genders.<br />
“I wrote I’m Afraid of Men last fall,” Shraya says. “The year before<br />
I had written a song called ‘I’m Afraid of Men,’ for an album I had<br />
made called Part Time Woman. Pop music has a limited structure.<br />
You only have three minutes to get a point across, and I like that<br />
limitation. But there seemed to be a lot more to delve into with<br />
that title, I’m Afraid of Men.”<br />
Working in non-fiction for the first time, Shraya found room<br />
to explore the difficult topics of her identity and the spectrum of<br />
gender in ways she had previously been restricted from doing. “I’ve<br />
definitely borrowed from my experiences in the past. But it’s always<br />
been disseminated in a very covert way. There’s something about<br />
non-fiction that felt freeing, just saying what I wanted to say.”<br />
What Shraya sets out to say with I’m Afraid of Men is not, as<br />
some readers might take from the title, a screed against men in<br />
general. Rather, Shraya sees her work as an opportunity to discuss<br />
the anxieties that young men face to conform to gender roles.<br />
“I think about how many young boys in the world would like<br />
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to explore their feminine side,” explains Shraya. “It doesn’t mean<br />
they’re trans, it doesn’t mean they’re gay. But they’re regulated<br />
at such a young age, and if a boy shows any kind of interest in<br />
something that we consider ‘feminine,’ there’s nothing worse for a<br />
young boy in North America.”<br />
Shraya structures her work to reflect this idea with a narrative<br />
voice that directly speaks out to the reader, both thematically and<br />
literally. Sharing experiences from her past, Shraya moves from<br />
her childhood, to her dating life, to her transition, and engages her<br />
reader with sections that are subtitled “you” and “me.” Adopting a<br />
second-person narrative for the “you” portion, Shraya reaches out<br />
from the page with empathy and a hope for understanding.<br />
“I think often when there’s personal narrative in text, it’s first<br />
person. That’s how my book began, but there was something<br />
about writing something so personal, and knowing that the reader<br />
could put it down at any time they wanted, and engage with the<br />
text almost voyeuristically. I felt like if I was going to do the work<br />
of sharing some very painful experiences, that I wanted to feel like<br />
the reader was with me, and part of the experience.”<br />
A core part of that empathy comes from Shraya’s own sexuality<br />
and anxiety. “The real tension of the book is that I love men, and<br />
I desire men, and I fear men,” reveals Shraya. “Those things can be<br />
true at the same time. For me it felt really important to show how<br />
my fear of men interacts with my desire for men. And I think that’s<br />
the case for so many women.”<br />
I’m Afraid of Men is available at major book retailers and on<br />
Amazon from Penguin Random House Canada. Shraya’s band, Too<br />
Attached, is headlining this year’s Femme Wave Festival from Nov.<br />
15-18, and as part of the Festival Shraya will be leading a Free Artist<br />
Talk on Nov. 18 at the Memorial Park<br />
Shauna Says<br />
Life’s a Drag and that’s not all...<br />
What inspired me to do Drag?<br />
Initially it was to help a friend for a college photo shoot. A few years<br />
later it was on a dare from a different friend once I told them about<br />
my debut from before. That and a desire to continue entertaining<br />
people after a lengthily time away from the stage, I figured it was<br />
just another way to be creative.<br />
Funny or interesting adventures during my Drag life?<br />
1.) Being so broke that I had to use actual pancake dry mix to set<br />
my face because I had no money to buy setting powder (it works<br />
believe it or not, I used it a few times early on). 2.) Wearing nails one<br />
and only one time, and almost peeing my panties trying to haul it<br />
out of the layers of pantyhose and under garments. 3.) Painting a<br />
face using wood stove flames as the only source of light.<br />
Are there people other than gay men who do Drag?<br />
Drag in today’s world is not designated to any one person. And is<br />
rather a welcoming outlet for anyone to express who they are. Drag<br />
is an alter ego of who someone is not what society thinks they<br />
should be.<br />
Curveball question of the month: A 32 year-old with a boyfriend<br />
fan of shemale sites asks, “Should I leave well enough<br />
alone, as I am fine with him looking at these sites?”<br />
If you are fine with it then leave it in the browser. He isn’t hurting<br />
anyone and most important if it isn’t affecting your relationship<br />
then leave the browser history as it is and wait to see if he ever mentions<br />
it to you. Sometimes browser history is a two way connection,<br />
perhaps it’s been left there for you to see, it may be a way for him<br />
to see how you might react. Chances are if he was truly keeping it<br />
a secret that history would be wiped cleaner than even Sherlock<br />
Holmes could find a clue in.<br />
Curious about Drag and a walk on the wild side, ask Shauna at<br />
shaunsays@beatroute.ca<br />
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