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A Note to Baby Boomers<br />
In Pursuit of Happiness<br />
Iran into a friend not long ago, and<br />
I asked how she was doing.<br />
I already knew.<br />
More well-meaning than<br />
smooth, I asked anyway. Terrible was<br />
her first answer. Other words followed,<br />
sad, sadder and saddest.<br />
Time might help her, but I did<br />
not. I offered instead a ‘hang in there’<br />
as if she had misplaced her keys.<br />
What actually is missing is her husband.<br />
He had died a few weeks earlier.<br />
Like was he, she is one of nicest<br />
people I know. She is also among the<br />
wealthiest. She could own the store<br />
into which we bumped.<br />
At no store, however, is true happiness<br />
on the rack. Amazon Prime<br />
cannot rush everything after all. This<br />
chance encounter only reminded me<br />
what most matters.<br />
Must I need a reminder?<br />
Studies find that older people<br />
are happiest. Without diapers to<br />
change or mortgages to pay off or<br />
jerky bosses to tolerate, we seniors<br />
do lead a simpler life. Simple suits us<br />
like do early bird specials.<br />
We retired from being busy,<br />
right.<br />
True, new retirees always get the<br />
talk: Do not just hang in there. Act as if<br />
the couch has bedbugs. Turn off Jerry<br />
Springer – you know the plot. Volunteer.<br />
Visit old friends and make new<br />
ones. Get healthy or healthier. Check<br />
out the world or at least the next over<br />
county seat. Read. Learn how the cell<br />
phone actually works.<br />
Help Dale Moss clean out his garage.<br />
Well, I do take pride at least in<br />
gathering less dust than the kids’ senior<br />
pictures. Occasionally on purpose,<br />
I actually wear myself out.<br />
Then I nap through a few old sitcoms.<br />
Deaths make us unhappy, of<br />
course. Rich people grieve like do<br />
poor people, of course. We more often<br />
stumble than glide through the<br />
ups and downs of life, of course.<br />
Life’s hassles tend to be harder to get<br />
rid of than are stinkbugs.<br />
So we may lose sleep or drink<br />
too much. We may treat loved ones<br />
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like garbage. We pile up regrets like<br />
my mother piled up Green Stamps<br />
and twisty ties.<br />
Happiness is harder to master<br />
than is the cable remote. I am happy<br />
with family and friends. Yet, I also am<br />
happy alone. I am happy as a tourist.<br />
Yet, I also am happy to get back<br />
home. I am happy to write.<br />
Yet, I also am happy to press<br />
send and forget the difference between<br />
adverbs and adjectives.<br />
I should be happier, as luck<br />
would have it. My health is more<br />
good than bad. So is my bank account.<br />
My wife puts up with me, especially<br />
when we are in different rooms. The<br />
kids finally have given up on old dad<br />
coming up with new puns.<br />
My sports teams win more than<br />
they lose and, as of this writing, I<br />
have not had to scoop one shovelful<br />
of snow.<br />
Trouble is, red traffic lights made<br />
me grumble more than green ones<br />
make me smile. I notice when gas<br />
prices go up more than when they go<br />
down. I am among the least worthy<br />
candidates for the Optimist Club.<br />
Little wonder I fumbled through<br />
my talk with the wiped-out widow.<br />
Another friend is divorcing. Like<br />
me, he was married forever. Then<br />
his wife told him she has hated him<br />
since, well, pretty much forever.<br />
Hang in there?<br />
Yet another friend wears out his<br />
Medicare card with problems from<br />
head to toe. He has lost much of his<br />
mobility, a lot of his sight, his ability<br />
to drive.<br />
Hang in there?<br />
Other friends need new knees or<br />
hips or cope with migraine headaches<br />
and achy backs. Others want to retire<br />
but cannot afford it. Others have kids<br />
or grandkids hooked on drugs.<br />
Hang in there?<br />
I enjoyed my column-writing<br />
newspaper career. I happened upon<br />
something I could do and I did it well.<br />
At least that’s my story. Like were my<br />
co-workers, I was evaluated annually.<br />
My performance had to be<br />
summed up in one word. Short of<br />
winning a Pulitzer – still waiting – I<br />
was not going to receive a check next<br />
to ‘Exemplary.’ Or I’d be due a nice<br />
raise.<br />
Instead, I invariably was rated<br />
At no store, however, is true happiness<br />
on the rack. Amazon Prime cannot rush<br />
everything after all. This chance encounter<br />
only reminded me what most matters.<br />
‘Improving.’ This continued long after<br />
I well may have stopped improving.<br />
Nonetheless, praise made me<br />
happy.<br />
I intend somehow to keep improving<br />
even in retirement, no matter<br />
if getting out of the car gets only<br />
harder. I will still accept challenges,<br />
invited or otherwise. I well may<br />
someday be as sad as my friend is<br />
now. Heartbreak tends to pick on<br />
all of us. When sorrow has its day,<br />
though, will it have its way? As I age,<br />
I can get better at being happy. I can<br />
remind myself to live until I die.<br />
And I too can hang in there until<br />
I can do better. •<br />
After 25 years, Dale Moss<br />
retired as Indiana columnist for<br />
The Courier-Journal. He now<br />
writes weekly for the News and<br />
Tribune. Dale and his wife Jean<br />
live in Jeffersonville in a house<br />
that has been in his family<br />
since the Civil War. Dale’s e-<br />
mail is dale.moss@twc.com