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The Sound Inside 8/23/19 49

Epilogue

BELLA(to AUDIENCE)

When I wake up, some seventeen hours later, Christopher’s gone.

The second and third hypos are resting on the chair where he was sitting

beside my bed, their syringes still full, untouched.

I shuffle out to the kitchen and see that the stationery box containing

Christopher’s novella is still on the table.

I remove the lid. I read the cover page, which I only half-noticed the first

time:

To Lie Facedown in a Field Full of Snow.

Nothing else.

A work of fiction attributed to no one and without a copyright line.

Oh, and a short epigraph on the other side of the title page:

“We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to

interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word is

spoken.”

–Fyodor Dostoevsky

BELLA(to AUDIENCE)

Christopher doesn’t show up in class that week. His body was found by a

fellow student, on the New Haven Green, in the middle of the night. He was

lying facedown in the snow. The cause of death, hypothermia. He was

wearing his gas station attendant jacket. No hat, no scarf, no gloves.

*

His death is hardly known around campus. It’s barely a footnote, scarcely

legible.

It turns out that he’d been attending his other classes more and more

infrequently as the fall term came to its end; one class not at all.

His other professors barely knew him.

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