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Asian American Arts Zine - Volume 4

Created by Katherine Leung, Grace Vo, Misha Patel, Sam Riedman, Jaden Chee, Baotran Truong, and many contributors! Cover by Jasmine Lee. The Asian American Arts Zine is a zine created by Asians In The Arts, celebrating stories surrounding Asian diasporic representation.

Created by Katherine Leung, Grace Vo, Misha Patel, Sam Riedman, Jaden Chee, Baotran Truong, and many contributors! Cover by Jasmine Lee. The Asian American Arts Zine is a zine created by Asians In The Arts, celebrating stories surrounding Asian diasporic representation.

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I haven't personally worked with

ThaisTogether but I'd like to give them a

shoutout for continuing to be an epicenter

for Thai pride! Giving their Instagram

follow would be a huge support for them.

You are not just surviving, you are

thriving with bipolar disorder. Can you

talk about how this plays a role in your

work?

The hardest thing about being an artist

with bi–polar disorder is that I go through

phases where when I am manic, I get so

much work done and reach so close to my

personal goals, only for me to have to

completely reset after I experience a

"down." During my depressive episodes I

can sleep for more than 11 hours in a day

and I completely give up on myself. It's

difficult to work because I have little to no

hope for myself. I get really self conscious

and bitter too and my world can get really

dark especially within a pandemic.

With this though, I feel so accomplished

when I push myself to work during a

depressive episode because I have

practiuced

practiced a way to coerce myself to focus.

This usually comprises of a lot of small

victories such as working out mid day,

cooking, and listening to hours of music. I

get a lot of support from friends too. My

love language is verbal affirmation so when

I'm in a bad headspace, my friends are

always there to reaffirm that I'm doing

okay.

I also learned about forcing my body into a

parasympathetic nervous system, also

known as "rest and digest." When people

are anxious, they force their bodies into a

sympathetic nervous system which is "fight

or flight."

Your body feels like it's in danger thus it

conserves energy and can lead to physical

ailments like IBS. When I have a panic

attack, I do a breathing technique I learned

from grad students to help put my body

back in a parasympathetic nervous system.

I also take probiotic supplements to help

with my IBS and also ensure that I fully

digest everything I eat since 90% of

serotonin is produced within the gut.

In order for me to make the best work, I

have

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