Asian American Arts Zine - Volume 4
Created by Katherine Leung, Grace Vo, Misha Patel, Sam Riedman, Jaden Chee, Baotran Truong, and many contributors! Cover by Jasmine Lee. The Asian American Arts Zine is a zine created by Asians In The Arts, celebrating stories surrounding Asian diasporic representation.
Created by Katherine Leung, Grace Vo, Misha Patel, Sam Riedman, Jaden Chee, Baotran Truong, and many contributors! Cover by Jasmine Lee. The Asian American Arts Zine is a zine created by Asians In The Arts, celebrating stories surrounding Asian diasporic representation.
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I haven't personally worked with
ThaisTogether but I'd like to give them a
shoutout for continuing to be an epicenter
for Thai pride! Giving their Instagram
follow would be a huge support for them.
You are not just surviving, you are
thriving with bipolar disorder. Can you
talk about how this plays a role in your
work?
The hardest thing about being an artist
with bi–polar disorder is that I go through
phases where when I am manic, I get so
much work done and reach so close to my
personal goals, only for me to have to
completely reset after I experience a
"down." During my depressive episodes I
can sleep for more than 11 hours in a day
and I completely give up on myself. It's
difficult to work because I have little to no
hope for myself. I get really self conscious
and bitter too and my world can get really
dark especially within a pandemic.
With this though, I feel so accomplished
when I push myself to work during a
depressive episode because I have
practiuced
practiced a way to coerce myself to focus.
This usually comprises of a lot of small
victories such as working out mid day,
cooking, and listening to hours of music. I
get a lot of support from friends too. My
love language is verbal affirmation so when
I'm in a bad headspace, my friends are
always there to reaffirm that I'm doing
okay.
I also learned about forcing my body into a
parasympathetic nervous system, also
known as "rest and digest." When people
are anxious, they force their bodies into a
sympathetic nervous system which is "fight
or flight."
Your body feels like it's in danger thus it
conserves energy and can lead to physical
ailments like IBS. When I have a panic
attack, I do a breathing technique I learned
from grad students to help put my body
back in a parasympathetic nervous system.
I also take probiotic supplements to help
with my IBS and also ensure that I fully
digest everything I eat since 90% of
serotonin is produced within the gut.
In order for me to make the best work, I
have