COUPLES / COMMITMENT Joyce and Denis renewing <strong>the</strong>ir marriage vows for <strong>the</strong>ir 10 year anniversary The whole family toge<strong>the</strong>r in 2019 Joyce and <strong>the</strong>ir daughter Jenny Rose in 1983 Their two daughters, Lillian and Jenny, at <strong>the</strong>ir cabin in 1984 22 FOCUS ON THE FAMILY JUNE / JULY <strong>2022</strong>
COMMITMENT / COUPLES Divorce wasn’t part of <strong>the</strong> plan; it was <strong>the</strong> entire plan. The whole separate bedrooms thing lasted maybe a few weeks. Maybe. After all, <strong>the</strong>y were young, living toge<strong>the</strong>r and legally married. What could possibly be wr<strong>on</strong>g with sharing a bed? The good times were so good that when it came time for Denis to transfer, he chose a discharge ra<strong>the</strong>r than leave Joyce behind. “All was fun and games until I got pregnant,” Joyce says. “Denis and I decided we needed to be married for real for <strong>the</strong> sake of <strong>the</strong> baby. That decisi<strong>on</strong> ruined everything.” Expectati<strong>on</strong>s shifted. Priorities changed. Denis had very distinct ideas about what a spouse should do, and Joyce had a few of her own. And when Denis didn’t meet those expectati<strong>on</strong>s, she made sure to let him know. They fought without ceasing, Joyce says. The baby came, and <strong>the</strong>y argued. Joyce got out of <strong>the</strong> military, and <strong>the</strong>y argued. They built a cabin near Healy, Alaska, and <strong>the</strong>y argued. They had a sec<strong>on</strong>d daughter, and <strong>the</strong>y argued some more. “We argued about everything,” Joyce says. “About parenting <strong>the</strong> kids. About m<strong>on</strong>ey, which we didn’t have any of. And all <strong>the</strong> time we would say—especially me—‘I d<strong>on</strong>’t need you. I’m going to get that divorce we said we were going to get.’ ” They can’t even recall what <strong>the</strong>y disagreed about in December 1983, but it must have been a doozy, because just before Christmas Joyce took <strong>the</strong> girls and went to see Denis’ parents in M<strong>on</strong>tana. By <strong>the</strong> time she returned to Alaska in January, <strong>the</strong> couple were no l<strong>on</strong>ger speaking. “We had already agreed prior to her coming back that I was going to leave,” Denis says. “We had been married five years, and I couldn’t believe that I was throwing this away.” Joyce’s bravado evaporated <strong>the</strong> moment <strong>the</strong> cabin door shut behind Denis. The harsh reality of her situati<strong>on</strong> presented itself, and hopelessness took over. Denis was still out <strong>the</strong>re in his truck, but Joyce didn’t move. She could have asked him to come back inside, but she didn’t. Pride wouldn’t let her. Fear of rejecti<strong>on</strong> wouldn’t allow it. Instead, she crumpled to <strong>the</strong> floor and wept. How l<strong>on</strong>g was Denis out <strong>the</strong>re, sitting in his truck? Maybe 10 minutes. Maybe 30. Nei<strong>the</strong>r <strong>on</strong>e remembers for sure. The couple had become Christians a few years prior, mostly out of desperati<strong>on</strong>, but Denis says <strong>the</strong> Lord’s presence that night was undeniable. All he can say for sure is that God impressed up<strong>on</strong> him <strong>the</strong> need to go back. “So I did. I walked back in <strong>the</strong> house, and I know <strong>the</strong> tenor of our c<strong>on</strong>versati<strong>on</strong> completely changed that night.” Ano<strong>the</strong>r chance Joyce remembers Denis opening <strong>the</strong> door. He asked if <strong>the</strong>y could talk. The old Joyce wanted to say she didn’t need him. The new Joyce felt <strong>on</strong>ly relief. “I felt like we were given ano<strong>the</strong>r chance,” she says. “God met us at that moment.” For <strong>on</strong>ce <strong>the</strong>y didn’t argue. Not <strong>on</strong>ly did <strong>the</strong>y talk that evening, but <strong>the</strong>y kept <strong>on</strong> talking. “In those days,” Denis says, “we made two decisi<strong>on</strong>s: We were going to take this Christian life seriously, and we were never going to use <strong>the</strong> word divorce again.” Change came slowly at first, but <strong>the</strong>y were committed to making it work. They had a s<strong>on</strong> in 1984 and ano<strong>the</strong>r in 1987. They moved to Fairbanks and found a good church and good friends, some of whom introduced <strong>the</strong>m to <str<strong>on</strong>g>Focus</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>Family</strong>. “We subscribed to <str<strong>on</strong>g>Focus</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>Family</strong> magazine, and I started learning about what it means to be a Christian home,” Joyce says. “Things that were important to <strong>the</strong> family—eating meals and sharing that time toge<strong>the</strong>r . . . spending a lot of time with your children and doing family devoti<strong>on</strong>s.” Denis can still recall tuning in to <strong>the</strong> <str<strong>on</strong>g>Focus</str<strong>on</strong>g> radio broadcast every day at 4 p.m. “Believe it or not,” he adds, “I also loved Adventures in Odyssey, and I still listen to it.” Joyce and Denis now have 19 grandchildren and counting. In 2013, several of <strong>the</strong>m were living in Colorado, which gave Joyce <strong>the</strong> perfect excuse to stop by <str<strong>on</strong>g>Focus</str<strong>on</strong>g> <strong>on</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>Family</strong>’s headquarters in Colorado Springs. That visit, she says, brought her to tears. “It was special for me because <str<strong>on</strong>g>Focus</str<strong>on</strong>g> is so much about preserving families and helping <strong>the</strong>m prosper. And my family was <strong>on</strong>e of those.” • HOPE RESTORED No matter what you’re going through, <strong>the</strong>re’s still hope for your marriage! HopeRestoredCanada.ca JUNE / JULY <strong>2022</strong> FOCUS ON THE FAMILY 23