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Khour Rivekhead Booksa member of Pe
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PART ONE1.Mariam was five years old
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there once, to the tree. You were l
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Jalil didn't have the dil either, N
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center, in the shade of the willows
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uneventful forty-year reign. She sa
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"Well, one of," he said and smiled.
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* * *In the mornings, they awoke to
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He said they comforted him, eased h
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Mariam did."Only one skill And it's
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would squeal.Suspended in the air,
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He was the one who told her in the
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gone, he would surely take her with
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Mariam remembered him telling her t
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to the north of the city, Char-suq
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She waited until her legs were stif
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from hookahs.The old man turned ont
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Mariam only looked at him."I'll tak
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the cold leather of the backseat.*
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It was when Mullah Faizullah's slig
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chest with a flower vase on it. The
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Mariam shrugged. She didn't say to
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friend at the door, his white beard
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1 hey sat across from her, Jalil an
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Mariam fixed her eyes on Jalil, her
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"He's so old and weak," Khadija eve
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pair of matching sandals.She was ta
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"Mariam," Jalil whispered."Yes," sh
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Mariam could not bring herself to a
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"We're in Deh-Mazang," he said. The
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"What's this crying about?" Rasheed
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"Yes.""You can thank me then.""Than
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mother, feeling nauseated and homes
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say to you about the crying?"* * *T
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face. Her lips were much fuller tha
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again and running, bolting past the
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Mariam blinked."It's a joke. Of cou
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air smoky. The walls smelled faintl
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and kissed on the cheek, Mariam sto
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* * *That night, Rasheed visited he
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Except for a handful of days, Rashe
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out "Eidmubarak" to her as they pas
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On every page were women, beautiful
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unsettling about the way Rasheed se
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hammering- She wrapped a shawl arou
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Mariam stroked the softness of her
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"What kind of answer is that?" he s
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Other days, Mariam was besieged wit
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"Are you?"His eyes shifted to her.
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On April 17,1978, the year Mariam t
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apologies and sometimes not.In the
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salty or too bland for his taste. T
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yellow, an exhausted Fariba had pro
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Through the mouthful of grit and pe
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parents were fighting. Again. Laila
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go to war-Mammy too had thought Bab
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pulled tightly back and tied in a b
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with her books pressed to her chest
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"Beans, girls," Hasina said. "You r
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understand it-couldn't quite pictur
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the conversation, as the women talk
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* * *Mammy had pulled the yellowish
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"The usual.""Did you eat?""I did.""
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"Of course you do. Shut the curtain
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"What did you do 1 ?" she exclaimed
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thanks to God.""Heart attack. His s
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it's nonsense-and very dangerous no
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"Your masculine smarts? Really? Tel
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himself more upright, taking on a s
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reasons people out there took up ar
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duties."It's under control. You go
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But the feeling didn't last. It was
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would obliterate her in death. Mamm
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to be there when it happens, when A
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* * *Half an hour later, the driver
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ditches, on the banks of which tiny
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physically. He planted a brisk kiss
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* * *Later, after they'd eaten a lu
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22.January 1989One cold, overcast d
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They "went to Cinema Park later tha
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Three years passed.In that time, Ta
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thoughtful face, eyebrow cocked and
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"I see you want to," Laila said, ir
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that some, if not most, of the neig
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"Oh, he has the most handsome smile
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off his newly muscular arms-complim
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repertoire of poses: back to the wa
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precisely at the midpoint between m
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And when the rockets began to rain
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"I don't like it," she said. "Guns
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In June of that yeah, 1992, there w
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One daY that same month of June, Gi
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"And my mother is not a young woman
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"Let me marry you, Laila. Today. We
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Laila couldn't decide which he had
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stood by the front gates, leaning a
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wedding band-and most of her old cl
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She thought suddenly of her dream.
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Somewhere, an accordion playing.Mer
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she had to retch."How long is she s
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at the girl, at her blond curls, he
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names added to theshaheed list. Nor
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an image of Tariq's parents present
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bleeping, syringes all over the gro
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the guns the CIA handed him in the
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it was as thick and coarse as ever.
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But this is for the best. You'll se
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Not with this daily retching.This n
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31.MadamIn the daytime, the girl wa
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"No matter. The point is, I am your
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could hear the creaking of its hing
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"You can imagine the rest. The boy
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he's siding with Massoud. And Hekma
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imagined. He had her sit behind his
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Jbarly one morning the next spring,
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"Not yet, Rasheed. No. Let go. Come
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"I was listening to the radio the o
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anything.In the end, Mariam knew th
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Mariam pulled her finger free. The
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"Which was it?""He was like both.""
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Laila sat in a comer and draped her
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Mariam gave a half smile. "It's a g
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* * *Early the following yeah, in J
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loaded gun near Aziza.One day that
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azan rang out, and then the morning
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Mariam shifted Aziza in her arms. "
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Laila gave him their names, and he
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"You're not going to get on this bu
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died. Sometimes they're telling the
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to go-"Laila didn't see the punch c
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"Soon." Laila kissed her daughter,
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country that will hold me accountab
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They "went our that day, the four o
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Shar-e-Nau, in Karteh-Parwan, in Wa
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Ever cared to visit the real Afghan
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punishment. Then, on Fridays, he we
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to guide the spoke, if indeed she c
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Before the registration window was
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aluminum table. The top shelf had a
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you'll find yourself in a bidding w
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behind their parched lands, selling
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with Laila. He had bought him a new
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were inseparable now. Of late, with
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sound like dropping a rice bag to t
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their livestock. When they found ne
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few toys Laila had fought Rasheed t
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of her children. She had saved the
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"What's taking him so long?" Mariam
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lived in Shar-e-Nau and owned the c
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the ragged net lying limply in the
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On the way to Karteh-Seh, Zalmai bo
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you won't go hungry. They have rice
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Next to Laila, Aziza snorted.Zaman
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bless you, brother."***But "when th
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warn you.""I'm coming with you," Ma
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"They're fractures along the earth'
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transpiration.More than once, Laila
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bewildered, almost harmless. Like s
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perfectly still and looked at Tariq
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LailaIariq said that one of the men
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"I'm so sorry.""Well. Yes. Me too.
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"I don't recognize Kabul.""Neither
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long to see the doctor, Tariq said.
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"He was only visiting," Mariam said
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guilty to feel that about Zalmai, w
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new leg. Tariq said he'd wept at th
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"I'll count the minutes."Almost ten
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"And then…Idon't know. I have to
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touched her fingers to her temple,
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Mariam clawed at him. She beat at h
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LailaLaila was aware of the face ov
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say anything for a long time.Laila'
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"Somewhere with trees," she said. "
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"I don't know, my love."When was he
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a while, wait for things to calm do
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awaited planting and chickens that
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glass. There were no curtains eithe
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It was just as well, she said, her
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