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deep conviction, and thus at a future period <strong>of</strong> his life we find<br />
his own pen recording it.<br />
The doctrine <strong>of</strong> sovereign, distinguishing grace, as commonly<br />
and justly stated by Calvinists, it must be acknowledged, is too<br />
generally exploded. This the writer <strong>of</strong> these pages knows by<br />
experience, to his grief and shame. Through the ignorance <strong>of</strong> his<br />
mind, the pride <strong>of</strong> his heart, and the prejudice <strong>of</strong> his education,<br />
he, in his younger years, <strong>of</strong>ten opposed it with much warmth,<br />
though with no small weakness; but after an impartial enquiry,<br />
and many prayers, he found reason to alter his judgment; he<br />
found it to be the doctrine <strong>of</strong> the Bible, and a dictate <strong>of</strong> the<br />
unerring Spirit. Thus patronized, he received the once<br />
obnoxious sentiment, under a full conviction <strong>of</strong> its being a<br />
divine truth. 2<br />
The revolution that had now taken place in our author’s<br />
sentiments was soon observed by his friends, and it occasioned<br />
considerable uneasiness in their minds. They respected his<br />
character and approved his ministry. Meetings were held for<br />
the purpose <strong>of</strong> investigating the differences which subsisted<br />
between them, when each party produced the best arguments<br />
they could in behalf <strong>of</strong> their respective tenets; but neither party<br />
succeeding in convincing the other, they mutually agreed to<br />
part.<br />
Now, reader, what think you <strong>of</strong> the law, as a rule <strong>of</strong> moral<br />
conduct? Is it pleasant, is it delightful to you? In vain you<br />
pr<strong>of</strong>ess to know the gracious gospel, while you continue an<br />
enemy to the holy law. For as the law, in its covenant form, is<br />
the appointed mean <strong>of</strong> convincing the careless sinner <strong>of</strong> his<br />
need <strong>of</strong> that righteousness which is revealed in the gospel, for<br />
the justification <strong>of</strong> his person before God, so the gospel,<br />
2 <strong>Works</strong>, Vol. 1.