Dr.( <strong>Lacan</strong>( –( Siga( con( la( primera.( Llegó( hasta( –( como( acaba( de( decir,( con( la( palabra( que( ha(utilizado(–(penetrarla.(Bien(¿y(entonces?((Sr.(H(–(Por(supuesto(que(sentí(el(placer(que(eso(le(depara(a(un(hombre,(pero(había(algo(más(fuerte(en(mí(que(me(contradecía.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Qué(lo(contradecía,(como(usted(dice?(Sr.(H(–(Estaba(en(brazos(de(una(mujer;(me(costó(mucho(penetrarla;(no(estaba(en(mi(elemento.(Nunca(me(he(sentido(hombre.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Igual(se(habrá(sentido(hombre,(tiene(un(órgano(masculino.(Sr.(H(–(Justo(en(el(momento(en(que(sentí(placer,(cuando(tuvimos(la(relación(sexual.(Para(mí(fue(un(placer(que(no(se(puede(rechazar,(estaba(obligado(a(aceptarlo.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Qué(quiere(decir(obligado?(Sr.(H(–(Tuve(la(relación(con(M(porque(todos(mis(compañeros(hacían(lo(mismo,(porque(tenía(que(hacerlo.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(En(aquel(momento,(¿qué(idea(se(hacía(de(usted(mismo?(¿la(de(ser(lo(que(se(llama(un(chico?(Como(usted(mismo(dice,(quería(cumplir(con…(Sr.(H(–(¿Qué(idea(tenía(de(ser(un(chico(en(esa(relación?(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Sí.(¿Por(qué(no(va(vestido(de(mujer?(Sr.( H( –( Desde( que( estoy( en( el( hospital( no( me( visto( de( mujer,( es( normal.( Tuve( tantas(contrariedades(cuando(iba(vestido(de(mujer(que(ahora(no(puedo(ir(vestido(de(mujer(por(la(calle.(Me(tengo(que(quedar(encerrado(en(casa(y(disfrazarme.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Porque(ha(llegado(a(ir(vestido(de(mujer(por(la(calle?(Sr.( H( –( Tuve( muchos( problemas( porque( me( encontraba( con( gente( que( me( conocía,( algunos(hablaban(entre(ellos,(otros(me(señalaban(con(el(dedo,(otros(intentaban(conocerme(mejor,(querían(salir(conmigo.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–((¿Quiénes(eran(esos?(Sr.(H(–(Era(gente(que(iba(por(la(calle.(Veían(que(iba(travestido.(Se(aprovechaban(de(la(situación,(se(reían,(eran…(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Ha(hablado(de(gente(que(lo(reconocía,(¿entonces(ya(lo(conocían?(Sr.(H(–(No,(veían(que(era(un(hombre.(Me(cuesta(mucho(disfrazarme(bien.(Me(cuesta(mucho,(es(difícil( con( los( rasgos( de( mi( cara.( ( Había( días( en( los( que( era( un( hombre( travestido;( algunos( se(aprovechaban,(cuando(estaba(en(esa(situación,(para(intentar(abusar(de(mí.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿En(qué(consistía(el(abuso?(Sr.( H( –( En( París( hay( muchos( travestis( en( las( veredas,( se( ven( obligados( a( hacerlo( así.( Me(empujaban(al(hablarme,(me(decían:(ven,(etc…(Yo(no(contestaba,(seguía(mi(camino.(108
Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿De(qué(calaña(era(esa(gente?(Sr.(H(–(¿Qué(quiere(decir(calaña?(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Qué(edad(tenía(esa(gente?(Sr.(H(–(24(años,(30(años,(eran(jóvenes.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Sí,(bien.(Entonces(volvamos(a(la(tal(M.(¿Cuánto(duró?(Sr.(H(–(Duró(seis(meses.(Nos(veíamos(el(fin(de(semana(porque(yo(trabajaba(en(el(campo.(El(fin(de(semana(nos(veíamos;(íbamos(a(bailar,(nos(divertíamos,(intentábamos(divertirnos(al(máximo.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Si(me(permite(decir(algo,(no(es(que(fuera(una(diversión(muy(divertida.(Sr.(H(–(Íbamos(a(bailar,(íbamos(a(pasear.(En(aquella(época(tenía(una(moto.(Íbamos(a(los(pueblos(más(alejados.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Eso(sucedía(todos(los(fines(de(semana(con(regularidad?(Entonces,(¿qué(hacía(usted(el(resto(del(tiempo?(Sr.(H(–(Durante(la(semana,(trabajaba.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Dónde(trabajaba?(Sr.(H(–(En(la(compañía(G,(que(hace(antenas(de(televisión,(las(ponen(en(los(tejados.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Sí.((Sr.(H(–(Trabajaba(de(eso(por(el(día.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Entonces(volvía(a(París?(Sr.(H(–(Vivía(allí.(Vivía(en(una(roulotte,(cerca(del(campo.(Un(señor(me(había(dejado(la(roulotte.(Me(había(instalado(allí.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(Me(ha(dicho(que(le(habían(llevado(al(campo.(Sr.(H(–(Unas(personas.(Además,(tenía(una(moto,(me(establecí(allí.(Conocí(gente(y(conocí(a(M,(me(establecí(allí.(Cogí(mi(moto,(dejé(a(mis(padres.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿A(qué(edad(dejó(a(sus(padres?(Sr.(H(–(A(los(dieciocho(años.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(A(los(dieciocho(años.(¿Está(seguro(de(que(fueran(dieciocho(años?(Sr.(H(–(Mes(arriba(mes(abajo,(sí.(Hice(los(tres(días(cuando(me(eximieron,(tenía(dieciocho(años(y(medio,(dieciocho(años(y(cuarto,(dieciocho(años(y(algo(más,(unos(meses,(dos(meses.((Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Antes(no(había(dejado(el(domicilio(de(sus(padres?(Sr.(H(–(No.(Dr.(<strong>Lacan</strong>(–(¿Qué(estudió(en(la(escuela?(109
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